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:: 2004 10 March :: 4.03 pm
:: Mood: determined

"I'd Do Anything" _Simple Plan

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Fell


:: 2004 10 March :: 4.03 pm
:: Mood: determined

"I'd Do Anything" _Simple Plan

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Fell


:: 2004 8 March :: 6.48 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic

i won't forget you ... A~V~N ROCKS!!!

Fell


:: 2004 7 March :: 9.42 pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: the quiet things that no one ever knows : brand new ... its stuck in my head

im so tired of living how you want me to
so tired of being suffocated with the rules
i cant wait until i leave this place
ill never come back
never look back

you make me feel inside out, with the rage your words bring into me
make me feel tense with hate, about to explode into ten million little peices

i hate this life i lead ... it's really leading no where
i hate the feeling of being in need ... its crushing me with you!

your everything i love to hate but yet i have to love you
you put me down with your rabid words of anger
you shove me down with your glare

i hate this pressure to succeed in life, its something i can hardly bare
you make me want to write these hateful poems, about how you piss me off

i know you love me but i can't see it ... daddy please let it show

Fell


:: 2004 6 March :: 10.46 pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: lion king 1 1/2 "scurry , snif , flinch"

man those stars are pretty tonight
i wish they'd disapear
because they remind me of what i cant have
i wish they'd just disapear
ive gazed at them so many times... and never thought twice
that what lit our sky at night ...
would break me everytime
from the day i met you to this very minute
i just feel like i have to tell you, i think about you ... all the time
i have to say, i miss you ... a lot
please god please ... let him forget me not

Fell


:: 2004 5 March :: 12.10 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: lab

school
im at school and extremely bored because of course no one is online at 12 pm so yeah i had a greeeeeeeeeat day yesterday lol twas a good one twas twas anyway um oh yeah that concert i was suppose to go to yesterday ... I DIDNT GET TO GO! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! because gloria called and shes like "we dont need any more people" so then mom didnt want to go i guess so yeah everyone was like asking if im gunna be there n im like yeah i guess ill see you there but nope not now no and i hear coheed and cambria rosked lol even they messed up a couple of times lol n i wish i could have been there to see thursday man i love them n of course no i didnt get to go i heard they had SO much energy and were doin some funky hand dance lol n of cousr AFI rocked sox but you know i couldnt tell you first hand because I DIDNT GO! man o well i guess theres always next time g2g LAUREN~ANDY

Fell


:: 2004 3 March :: 2.50 pm

i dont let you get to me
i know your just insecure
stablizing your life with criticizing mine
deep down theres a part of you
thats not quite as perfect as people asume you to be
deep down i know
"you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you"
so you follow the crowd
and hide all your feelings
try to live up to the lies you've created yourself with
i'm not quite all there myself
but thank god im not that far gone

3 Watched me as I | Fell


:: 2004 3 March :: 2.50 pm

i dont let you get to me
i know your just insecure
stablizing your life with criticizing mine
deep down theres a part of you
thats not quite as perfect as people asume you to be
deep down i know
"you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you"
so you follow the crowd
and hide all your feelings
try to live up to the lies you've created yourself with
i'm not quite all there myself
but thank god im not that far gone

Fell


:: 2004 2 March :: 4.48 pm

DesireLove
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

PLEASE RATE


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Fell


:: 2004 2 March :: 4.47 pm

DesireLove
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

PLEASE RATE


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Fell


:: 2004 2 March :: 4.27 pm

GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.



Your Personality type is the only type that would
like this cool Vampire Game:
www.life-
blood.vze.com


What kind of girl are you?
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Fell


:: 2004 2 March :: 4.19 pm

DesireLove
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

PLEASE RATE


What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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Fell


:: 2004 2 March :: 4.19 pm

DesireLove
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

PLEASE RATE


What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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Fell


:: 2004 2 March :: 4.19 pm

DesireLove
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

PLEASE RATE


What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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Fell


:: 2004 2 March :: 3.29 pm
:: Mood: weirded out
:: Music: 99X

wow fcat has made me so tired! n i have to take it again tomorrow and then im going to vox from 7-9 n i hope it wakes me up ... everyone is so great there dude lol well anyway i have to find the stupid drivers lisence places number and i gotta write out a list of things im currently deprived of in my household! i need
FOOD *thats always number one*

MP3 player *so i can take all of annas songs and bring them to school so im not falling asleep in class lol*

A SWEATER *because i dunno i want another one i guess*

and i know you guys dont give a rats ass what i need but im bored so bare with me! lol today i went online and talked to trese in drafting man i hate that class
n im so sick of mr gatch hes such a stoner
i gotta go do that crap

FAT-ANDY
I LOVE JOHNNY DEPP

Fell

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