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2004 6 April :: 7.41pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: tv
buuuuuuusy day!! ok i went to school (it was great) and i came home while my mom was in a rush i had no idea why so we went to target and publix and we shopped for stuff for the party... and than to my surprise she was rushing bc my aunt decided to show up for my party from NY and surprise me.. i was surprised but wow im going to have matt and my aunt staying with me! i picked a good time for a party bc alot of my firends are visiting... simone, therese, matt, danny and my aunt! wow ok well im gong to do homework and stuff like that!! sara setzer is so awesome!! im going to follow my heart! lol and hopefully my mind will be all made up!
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2004 4 April :: 4.43pm
wow this is like just how i want to live but without kids! hahahaha!
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2004 4 April :: 3.50pm
:: Mood: lonley
:: Music: something corperate, konstantine
just waiting ...
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2004 4 April :: 3.54543pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: space
i got my second hole in my ear i am happy! and i got a knee brace... it hurts lol anyway we went back up to the church last night and chillaxed... .. derek and jon came with us and kelly and steph were there too!!! yay! umm lol well than kelly slept over and i got in a fight with marcus this morning and i dont want to have anything to do with him neither does kelly or stephanie bc he cant stand to see anyone happy especially not kelly.. i gues this is his true colors but oh well maybe he will learn... but another note.. i like this kid and his name is jake he is so awesome and is really sweet even though like a bazillion of my friends dont like him its all gravy bc i do... anyway i think i am gonig to go help my mom do something bye bye
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2004 1 April :: 6.20pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: here's your letter
i think i'll stop writing in my journal... i dont think anyone reads it anyway so for your own comfort lauren... you probably wont writein here for a while godbye old friend
~andy
i STILL love johnny depp
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2004 1 April :: 4.50pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: the used... taste of ink
ok my islands of adventure trip was fun i hung out with compton and joy! we were suppost to meet with ashley but i didnt bring my cell so ashley couldnt call me and she went with courtney and other ppl to get changed but she said shed find me... she never did lol than at night she was next to us in the bises so i had to call amber to tell ashley S. ashley h and courtney to look left lol so we spent like 30 mins waving back and fourth calling eachother and lipsing lol we were so bad at that today school went by fast and we had alot of fun at tutorial nikki was on WAY too much hyper medicine and joy said we were random but according to cynthia we are stupid... omg matt and mrs ob were fighting ovver the GO stamp and she bit her student lol!! it was soo funny they were like wrestling . iwent out of the class expecting no one to be there and i screamed 'i have to pee!!' and there were like 5 guys in the hall and i felt retarded omg omg joy threw wet paper towels at me n nikki! im sorry lol i just really love joy and nikki!!!! and cynthias... ok lol bye bye
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2004 22 March :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: my head hurts
:: Music: taste of ink
friday i got another detention (2 times in a week go me)... but i had such a bad day today.. i went to ISS i had a bad sinus headache and fever all day and i went with stephanie and still had my headache i came home and my dad woudnt leave me alone! not even for one second he kept yelling about worthess junk that no one cares about so my mom told him to leave me alone and shut up and i slammed the door and locked it so hed go away and my headache got worse!! grr anyway other than that life is fine and dandy. i fixed my room a bit and i like it alot better. i like to spend my time in there alot and plan out things... next month is going to be the best! first its my birthday second matt may come down and see me and danny is too!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!! im on the phone with lauren just reading along what i type... i yelled at a drunk guy in leighigh on my way to get nikki at a gas station.. bc he was being racist and it pissed me off so yeah i can write out a skit but i dont want to. but it involved alot of yelling lol lets see i havent wrote about love in a while... lets say i have a secret... and i hate love but im torn dont ask . friends... well im being backstabbed as usual lauren told me that i should get new friends and that im a retard lol but idk i guess im too stupid. ok ima stop writing bc lauren is yelling about this whole backstabing thing and is making up words that dont exist like ingrates... what if that is a word?? oh well if not lauren made it up and she said it means imbasols and ingnaramus's i cant spell but she said it is spelled like IGNORE A MOOSES... ok that was nice i think me n her are gonig to get together and make a dictionary this weekend and sell it for 2 cookies each!! ok bye
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2004 18 March :: 7.58pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Fallling
ok well i found out today that alongside the detention i also got an in school suspension and a saturday detention... grrr i swear the only thing that kept me from not exploding was my new shoes... when i got the message i went back into class hyseterical crying and when my parents found out they werent mad.. bc for one it wasnt really my fault and 2 they knew i was truly sorry its sad but in spite of all this i was still bouncy and cheerful bc detention today wasnt really that bad actually... i mean im not going to run out and do something bad to get another detention but yeah it wasnt as bad as i thought speaking of.. well we get repot cards tomorrow not that im worried i mean i got all b's and c's and one d but it dosnt count bc its my stupid teacher and a stupid subject (math) o0o0o i HATE math yeah but idk i think i am going to be more strict with who i trust now bc now this person i was talking about last night was coming to me begging for me to forgive them but my mom said i cant hang out with her bc of what she did to me.. i mean not that i listen to my mom when she says not to hang out with someone but yea anyway before you people are all like shut up lisa ill just shut up now x0Xo
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2004 17 March :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: my baby
why me?? when i think i can trust someone it gets around to the point where everyone knows about it well should i stop telling people stuff!!!?? today at school i got a detention my first one... it was for copying i didnt even copy! someone copyed me and i got in trouble for it.. so did she. i mean it dosnt bother me... detention is kinda like a time to think and i need all the time i can get!! isnt that sad? well lets say today was a mix of good and bad i got a 100 on a quiz!! yay umm well after school everyone except me knew... someone (no names) came to school and gave me flowers... and now i feel even more pressured i mean it was sweet i know but i feel so bad bc he knows about that other kid i like and at first he made me pick between the 2 of them by tomorrow.. i said i wasnt going to do that and if they make me do that than i am going to just forget them both! i just mainly need time bc i got a bunch of other problems and boyfriends should be the last thing i worry about right? well idk during lunch i popped my knee again and im going to the doctors and i may have to get surger i really hope not bc there goes gymnastics forever and i already and really out of shape its so depressing.. well i must go idk what im going to do probably go to sleep... btw TODAY IS THE 7TH DAY OF NOT BEING DEPRESSED oh yea holy fat cow if you didnt think i can do it than in your eye bc i just did and im going to keep on going at it and no i am not drunk now just extremly happy!!! ok bye nye
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2004 17 March :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Hoobastank _ Reason (on anna's limewire)
hey guys im at anna's house n my computer is at the computer place getting "fixed" i dunno its all so screwy but i wont have it for a while n i have no clue when im getting it back, or why we keep sending it there but thats besides the point. im really happy lately but i've got a lot on my mind, spring break is going by too fast! oh well this song is kinda depressing i think ill listen to konstantine by something corperate but its not such a happy song either. man i need some pop right now anna doesnt have any at her house n ive been living off slice and diet pepsi at my house lol i've gotta start watching what i eat well i got to go so ill see you all later! ~f.a.t~andy
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2004 17 March :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Hoobastank _ Reason (on anna's limewire)
hey guys im at anna's house n my computer is at the computer place getting "fixed" i dunno its all so screwy but i wont have it for a while n i have no clue when im getting it back, or why we keep sending it there but thats besides the point. im really happy lately but i've got a lot on my mind, spring break is going by too fast! oh well this song is kinda depressing i think ill listen to konstantine by something corperate but its not such a happy song either. man i need some pop right now anna doesnt have any at her house n ive been living off slice and diet pepsi at my house lol i've gotta start watching what i eat well i got to go so ill see you all later! ~f.a.t~andy
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2004 16 March :: 7.27pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: time after time
6th happy day tomorrow is my happy annaversary yay i am eating yogurt and i poared alot of sprinkles in it i know most of you are going to stop looking at my journal but i am trying to set an example the example i am trying to set is that its so much better to be happy than depressed... what i do is eat that is what gets my mind off things.. except now i have a bigger problem (im getting fat) i gained like 5 pounds! but oh well im still cheerful it makes your day go by so much quicker if you just talk about your problems as soon as you get them and let them go put them in the past and go back to being happy its so great! OMG you people i have a goal.. to find my uncle i havent talked to in a long time and alot of years and SMACK HIM UPSIDE THE HEAD! trust me i got a reson... lets just say a few things were hidden from me for my 15 years and i just found them out last night and oooh boy that guy is going to go to hell ill tell you that now! okk i am going to go and write a letter to ashley
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2004 15 March :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: NBC2 NEWS
ok i am dumb lol thats last entry.. it wasnt 4 days it was more like a half a day bc TODAY is the 5th day!! i mean i have been the most cheerfulest (if thats a word) and hyper person (the hyper part i owe to pixie sticks) yay! ok wow there isnt much to say i havent written in a while bc i have not been online for a long time and if i am its for like 1 second. oh oh oh im NOT on spring break my school has it in april siiiiigh isnt that sad... ok well i must do my homework and stuff i shall talk to you all later!! thanks to everyone who took the time to read this... x0Xo
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2004 13 March :: 2.14pm
:: Mood: YAY
:: Music: faith hill
i been happy for the past 4 days i mean really... some people told me that i was making them worry about me bc i was too happy but no i just worked on my emotional resiliance... anyway yesterday i got up in front of peope and sang! go me!! ok im happy lol bye
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2004 10 March :: 4.03pm
:: Mood: determined
"I'd Do Anything" _Simple Plan
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back
So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting
This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
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