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2004 22 February :: 6.39pm
surprising
wow thisi s surprising and i didnt even cheat!
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
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2004 21 February :: 5.51pm
<3 God saw that she was getting tired, and a sure was not to be
<3 So he put his arms around her, and whispered, "Come with me."
<3 With tearful eyes, we watched her suffer, and saw her fade away
<3 Although we loved her dearly, we could not make her stay
<3 A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands to rest
<3 God broke our hearts to prove to us
<33He only takes the best<33
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2004 21 February :: 5.31pm
the entry before this is new ... if you wanna see it
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
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2004 21 February :: 5.10pm
:: Mood: too calm
:: Music: too quiet
too calm/quiet
tis too calm here i cannot speak for some reasons words are not in me and i cannot speak i could speak if someone talked to me but i've no one to talk to and i feel quite odd because i cannot speak ... i could speak to myself by whom goes the name of by lauren ... tis an odd day i drove ... woohoo! but i feel too calm after i drove maybe theres a little demon inside me taking hold of the inside of my skin and pulling it all inwards and therefore i cannot will not and are unable to speak ... man i hate those little buggers... wow this is a weird feeling i need to ask my dad something but i cannot speak! lol tis a funny situation i think ill go shower have a grand day from the bottom of my heart
FAT [forever and today] AndY
i l o v e j o h n n y d e p p still
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2004 19 February :: 5.5435pm
:: Mood: crying
:: Music: selena
hey everyone.. yea as you see my mood it says crying.. yes i am crying so hard i cant breathe and i can hardley see what im typing. why am i crying? yeah you would like to know... ask me later.. it has to do with someone and just by that you all know who but you do not know the reasonS yes there is an S that means there is more than 1 reason but for the same topic... MAINLY the reason is im scared hes going to do something to hurt himself... and if he does idk what im going to do.. next is i miss him so damn much its not even funny... another thing is i cant stand seeing him hurt and the NOT last thing (but for you its last bc i have other reasons that are too personal) is that i am so scared he hates me bc of his away message that someone sent me.. ne way i am gonig to go finish crying and try tp stop.. ttul
x0Xo Lisa
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2004 19 February :: 6.58pm
ok everyone bookmark my journal at this link
http://www.woohu.com/~snowflakea4/
it looks the same but its not this in lower case.. so ok bookmark and look at this one make sure it is in LOWER CASE people lol if it is and your seeing this message dont worry its suppost to do that lol
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2004 18 February :: 6.434pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: white flag
i wanted to say hi.. so hi
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2004 14 February :: 6.545pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Michelle Branch
today started boring and i cleaned and stuff... than sara setzer came over and we took a walk and picked flowers and went to the tower thing and threw them and watched the wind take them away... than we picked more and took them home and drowned them so the ants and bugs would die. stephanie came over and she took us grocery shopping wow that was the first time i went shopping without my mom or dad! i think we did good! joy came over and than my parents went out to eat and me joy and sara watched tv ordered pizza from 2 different places and me and sara were the most hyper lol we sprayed eachother with the hose and threw sponges at eachother and we sat in front of joys car so she wouldnt leave. than stephanie and marcus came over and joy left.. (most of you know why ill go ahead and say that she doesnt like marcus at all) anywho steph went to chase her down bc they both have cars and me sara and marcus stayed and talked. after that we just kind of watched the hot chick and talked. joy didnt come back :0( sara left and stephanie marcus and i talked in my room and my parents came home. we went back to stephanies house and laurie happened to talk to marcus thats great (not) while we were in the car nikki called me crying... the first time im usually the one coming to her.. and nikki i am proud that you did that bc you and i know you did the right thing and im glad you got together your courage... and i am here for you if you need me i hope i helped. than i realized that it was late and i had to go home.. and so my dd got mad at me bc suppostidly i didnt come home early ok so now he doesnt trust me or something.. idk my dad alwasy finds something to be mad at me for.. liek ok today is really the 15th but im writinng about the 14th so ill move on to this morning i woke up and i found a 2 page list waiting for me full of questions and ok they were so dumb and i just about screamed i swear to god i did nothing wrong at all but the littlest things they yell at me for.. im serious like little things like i got grounded for a week bc once i said 'kellys mom is taking us to the mall' and i didnt say 'kellys mom is dropping us off at the mall' so i got lectured and yelled at! see that little stuff! there are some people i know that are there getting arrested and drunk and crap and i get yelled at for being home 15 minutes late! they know damn well that i dont get high or drunk or have sex or whatever and it kills me bc i dont lie to them or anything and i still get in trouble and it makes me so mad!! if anyone wants to comment than comment!! okk thanks bye
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2004 14 February :: 11.17am
lol i told my dad and he looked at me like i was crazy and said oh great well thats no good lol
Daddys girl! You respect your family and love them
even though they can be anoying at times
*~What kindof Girl Ar you?~*
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2004 13 February :: 11.16pm
:: Mood: idk
:: Music: nikki yelling at her game
you guys know what today was actually a good day! i was happy so was everyone around me i had not sign of depression and i was bouncy and hyper! up until the middle of the movies where i was so mad bc everyone around me was depressed i tried to make everyone happy but it didnt work and i got tired of it so i gave up and i started to cry! i hate seeing everyone including my best friend sad it just pisses me off so bad!!!!! so i came home and called nikkki and that girl makes me laugh well i dont want to detail my day but it went from good to where i hated the world oh well ill get over it im going to eat cake and plan my little "party" tomorrow ill tell you what i am doing even though i said this so many times that most of my friends memorized it.. like ashley and nikki lol ill tell you when its done
HAVE A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ILU ALL!! mwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaa <3
im going to eat cake lol
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2004 10 February :: 7.05pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: the song playing
this song made me think and realize that maybe i should smile bc it all happened and for the time it was so perfect! he made a difference in my life and left the good memories there and i should be greatful that i experienced that and got to be one of the lucky ones! :0)
x0Xo you will never leave my heart x0Xo
*DeDiCaTeD tO yOu kNoW wHo*
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you
and baby that's forever true
you're the one I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
Forever baby, I'll remember you
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2004 7 February :: 7.435435pm
:: Mood: laughing
:: Music: meana being silly
YOU ARE THE LOVECHILD OF JON BON JOVI AND MARIAH
CAREY!
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2004 6 February :: 7.2344pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Fefe dobson- everything
today was pretty ok lasdt night was bad.. like me n my dad got into a HUGE fight kelly was on the phone when it was happeneing too. but i didnt get to sleep until really late and i took a shower at like 11 bc i told my mom i havent been sleeping and it woulnt make a difference if i took a shower anyway so she let me than she gave me a sleeping pill and i like fell asleep at like 130 which is the earliest in the last 3 weeks. anyway today in the morning i got up late and it took me only 40 mins to straighten my hair thats a record for me! than i went to school when i got to school i forgot what happened ok well skipping to 4th i asked the sub if i can skip so that i can do a project he said yes so i did and when it was 5th and it was my lunch time brittany skipped to stay with us! than dean malatesta called my name and i was like omg i waited until he called it like 5 times than he is like i know you are in here so i went up there and mrs larea was there and i was like aha she saw me.. im a loser and i almost risked detention bc i was like hi mr molesta a mean malatesta he just lind of glared at me and larea was laughing so i went to the office and mrs buntrock was like.. 'your dad dropped this off (she handed me an envelope) where were you 4th' i told her that i helped cynthia w/ a project and she told me to tell the teacher and not skip it i was so mad i was like I DID geez lol so i went back and the day rolled on me n steph took brittany home.. we were like halfway in estero and brittanys like i didnt go to my locker steph was so mad she like started to hit her lol than we kind of chased boys lol than we went to bonita springs and they were looking for some hotel this guy them thm a paper to. than we dropped britt home and we were home at my house by 615 we made good time. i was almost crying bc i couldnt do anything until i got this stupid chem thing done so i was so pissed off and my dad was no where in sight eventually we found him. and steph helped me with the chem. than we were done yay so i went to the movies but i couldnt stay at the one ashley and courtney was in (personal reasons) so i went in there and told them and lol ashley wow i saw the kid AHH lol now i def dont blame courtney. so we came back to the movies and saw a movie with kelly and someother people it was aweosme bc i missed kelly! i think i was really hyper last night idk whyy but ok lol umm well than we went back home.
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2004 5 February :: 7.45pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Eamon- fuck it...
today was good... school was mas o menos especially bc my damn calf hurt! tutrial me n ashley spent 2 1/2 hours after school trying to figure out a chemestry thing that was right in fromt of our faces! we took ashley home bc i stole her from erica lol and our little purple and white thing i come out and brittany starts screaming look our purple club! whats with that?!?! ne wayi came home and did hw helped cynthia fail her drug and alcohol test AGAIN lol (sorry i didnt take the test) well about the song i am listening to... well it basiclly how nikki put it describes my situation.. well except if you think about it, it is directed towards me! and it is sad and makes me feel hopeless bc well it is but i just dont understand if you listen to the song (JUST THE CHORUS)you'll understand... anyway well i might as well let SOME stuff out not all bc some of it bc i prefer not to tell the world i feel like i am a mother... my parents are both sick i mean my dad is VERY sick like somethin with his heart and idk he is prob going to die in a few months.. and my mom is always dizzy and stuff and im stuck getting up 2 hours earlier and at night i cant sleep! i cook i clean i have my own HW to do and all that stuff that is needed to be done! and do you know how many times i called after school or to guidence bc the teachers think i have a problem ok i do not cut myself anymore i stopped that a while ago and right now i am trying to spend less time crying and feeling sorry for myself (bc thats stupid) and i am spending more time trying to reach goals and support others! i mean yeah i get a weak feeling and sometimes i feel like i am in on this alone... and i am i am in this alone. no one else can help me get over something or make me stronger only i can! i have my friends there for support and stuff but not that many are still true most are changing and turning ito BITCHES AND HOES (no names!) i dont really speak to my parents alot no more nor do i feel like i have parent i feel like i am one! i been like yelling at nikki bc yes nikki believe it or not i am worried about you and you know why i wont say it again but i wish that you would understand that i am trying to save you from alot here you are like one of my sisters and i do not want anything to happen to you!
-Chorus * (to the song i was telling you about)
Fuck what I said, it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents, might as well throw them out
Fuck all those kisses, they dont mean jack
Fuck you you hoe, I don't want you back
^every word...^
if you have like any advice or whatever leave a comment <3
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2004 5 February :: 5.00am
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: take a guess... (one call away)
survey (thanks brittany kale lol)
1. Starting Time :: o7:17
2. Name :: Lisa Farina
3. Best Friends:: Kelly Laurie Cristina Nikki Joy Danny Meana
4. Longest Friend :: Christina
5. Funniest Friend :: Ashley Serra
6. Smartest Friend :: Joy Kretzmer
7. Dumbest Friend :: Nikki Neal
8. Shyest Friend :: Nikki again
9. Boring Person :: my friends are NEVER boring
10. Who Do u Get Advice From :: Kelly and joy and nikki
11. Height :: 5' 3"
12. D.O.B :: April 18, 1988
13. Righty / Lefty :: righty
14. Eye color :: brown
15. Shoe Size :: o7
16. Shoe Brand(s) :: scetchers outlooks basically when i see shoes i like and they fit me i buy them
17. Do u Crack any Body Parts:: my fingers and toes
18. Pets :: 2 dogs, 1 bird
19. Siblings :: Jen Leah
20. E-mail :: snowflakea4@yahoo.com
21.Boy Friend/Girl Friend :: i am single
22. Crush :: i am not ready to tell the world yes
23. Liked a Teacher :: NOO
24. Killed someone :: NEVER!
25. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream :: no but i want to!
26. Ran Into a Glass Door :: number of times.. i mean come on it's me.. LISA lol
27. Went into rotten.com :: i diddnt know that existed
28. Gone Skinny Dipping :: no
29. Got drunk :: nooooo
30. Gotten hit by a car :: no
31. Ran into a parked car : yeah... the alarm went off too
**Ladies Fill Out on dudes******
32. Boxers or Briefs:: boxers
33. Tall or Short :: short like me!
34. Does size matter ::no
35. Six-pak or Muscular Arm :: it really does not matter
36. Body or Personality :: Personality
37. Ear Pierced or Not :: doesn't matter
38. Sporty or Outdoorsy :: outdoorsy i love to go outside!
39. Good Guy/ Bad Guy :: a little of both you know not too bad or too good
40.LightHair/DarkHair :: doesn't matter
41. Hat/ No Hat :: up to them
42. Tan or No Tan :: doesn't matter
******Which One is Better*****
55. Coke or Pepsi :: Pepsi
56. Taco Bell or McDonalds :: Mc donalds
57. Cats or Dogs :: dogs
58. Coffee or Tea :: coffee
59. Sour or Sweet :: sweet
60. Vanilla or chocolate :: chocolate
61. Cake or Cookies :: cookies
62. Ice Hockey or Roller Hockey :: ice
63. Lights on or off :: on {im scared of the dark}
64. Ocean or Pool :: ocean
65. Winter or Fall :: winter
*****Your favorite******
66. Food :: i eat everything
67.Fav drink: powerade
68. Animal :: dog
69. Holiday :: christmas
70. Quote :: dont hold back
71. Music :: rap rock pop ummm idk country is ok so is oldies.. basically a lil of everything
72. Song: like all the mariah carey and michelle branch songs
73. Book :: green eggs and ham it used to be the cat in the hat damn that cat is scary!
74. Radio Station :: 103.9 96.9 105.5 (z 100!! i loooooove that station the most but i hardley listen to it lol)
75. Place :: my room.. up north :0(
******In The Future*****
76. GOD :: god is awesome
77. What do you want to be when you grow up? ::a lawyer or teacher or maybe a prostitute... KIDDING
78. What car? :: i want my moms car.. i actually want an airplane
******Random Questions******
79. Define True Love :: idk... it is awesome till it goeas down hill
80. Where Were You Born? :: Staten island Ny
81. Favorite Friend Of Your Gender:: Kelly.. sorry every one
82. Favorite day of the week:: friday
83. Who was the last person you received mail from?:: My School (progress report)
84. Bedtime: in the one or early 2 digits
85. Ending time :: o7:4o am
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