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snowflakea4

:: 2004 4 February :: .43pm
:: Mood: mad
:: Music: one call away

ok grr my day was good until i saw stuff i did not want to see like people stealing my words!! ok!! stop just stop i devote my time to making them up and you steal them i want to hit you with a bagel (btw they were throwing bagels duriing luch again and that new kid threw one at some girl and i caught it b4 it hit her and he told me to give it back and i shoved it in his mouth really hard and said dont waste food there are kids starving in mexico lol wow he was mad but i hate when they throw bagels and it hits someone it is rude).. lets start school was ok and for some reason people asked me if i was going out with nick i said no! j/ bc me n him went in the library so he can help me w/ chem and jordan that loser kid that thinks me n him are going out and donnie the kid that has a BIG mouth (lol donnie ilu) people think i am going out with nick NO I AM NOT i am single lol i do not want a boyfriend right now! well tonight men meana are going to dance it will be fun bc it is a good way of getting your mind off things plus i get to see her!!1 and i am happy! ok ne way school was ok and i realized i dont like depression or sadness bc alot of people were sad and i had to help them! and it depresses me so for just ONE DAY at least put aside your problems and be happy! eat candy it helps lol umm lets see what else steph took me home from school.. it was fun we were like hyper and some guy took a pic of the back of hrr car so we followed him nd called the police and stuff got his # and stuff so its all ok i think it was scary though. i came home and i got yelled at (geez i try being nice to my parents and i get yelled at) came home at like 5 and just chillaxed!! well ima go bye bye!

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mizprettyinpink

:: 2004 4 February :: 7.08pm
:: Mood: calm

lovechild2
YOU ARE THE LOVECHILD OF BETTIE PAGE AND COREY
FELDMAN!


Which Celebrity Lovechild Are You?
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mizprettyinpink

:: 2004 4 February :: 5.55pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: empty appartment _yellowcard

FAT ... for your preference ... means FORever And Today! lol
FAT~andy

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snowflakea4

:: 2004 3 February :: 5.43243pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: one call away

i was tired today at school! but i pulled up my geometry grade 1 full letter and i got a b on my world history test yay and i am sleepy i just took a sleeping pill! bc since my parents are sick i get up like 2 hours earlier and i have trouble sleeping i just have alot on my mind... i went to tumbling tonight and the floor was wood i was like omg and i think i broke all my toes and clemantines are good hehe anyway i was talking to my geometry teacher bc he noticed a 'change' in me like my grades were going up but my socializaion was going down so he was 'concerned' do not ask so i told him and he told me that it was alot to hadel at my age and that i was doing good and pullng through.. ok?? lol umm the scratch on my cheek is getting annoying and well so is that annoying kid who thinks i am his girlfried so every guy im with he screams THATS MY GIRLFREIND and im just sitting there like omg shut up btw i am booked this weekend dont make plans with me friday i am gonig to the movies w/ ashley S. and courtney saturday i am spending the day with sara s. and sunday is chemestryand homework day ok i am tired night!

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mizprettyinpink

:: 2004 3 February :: 7.12pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: taking back sunday

man o man
today sucked big time ... probably the worst day so far of the week n i think only one person knows why lol .. the only good thing was 7th period ... n again i think only one person knows why ... but hen that turned out to be not such a good thing ... days are too short and i just need to try to sit in the silence and sort thing in my mind out ... i think my brain is trying to overwheml me with crappy things! gooooooood~!~ well i gotta go im not in the mood to talk
~FAT~ andy
i love johnny depp

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snowflakea4

:: 2004 2 February :: 12.00am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: one call away

in a way i was right today did suck.. a little well school was ok until 1st period when miss miles asked me if i was depressed and wanted to talk! i was like... umm im fine? ok and like 2 other teachers asked me! i was ok i just had alot on my mind and i just felt like being quiet thats all... ok tutorial i was quiet too but i got alot done! i went to the doctors... came home got yelled at and than they said they were sorry so im like ok i came hoe finished hw and did laundry basicaly thats it okk well im going to go bye

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mizprettyinpink

:: 2004 1 February :: 9.05pm

>^..^<
What's your favorite.....
Scene From A Movie?: any sene in benny and joon with johnny depp in it
Sexual Possition?: um well i dont think ive tried any yet so i cant say, but if you have any suggestions let me kno! lol
Flavour 'Ben n Jerry's Ice Cream?': cookie dough
Character from a TV Show?: Lisa Kudrow from friends
Character from a Film?: Johnny Depp
Disney Tragedy(i.e. Bambi or Nemo's mom's death)?: i dont have a favorite one of those thats mean
Song Lyric?: "You could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath id apologise, for bleeding on your shoes" by taking back sunday
Breed of Dog?: mix breeds
Color thats not in the Rainbow: hot pink
Drug of Choice?: pot ... never tried it tho
Object in your Bedroom?: my bed
Sea Dwelling Creature?: hot surfers
...Choose 1 from each group of 4...
>^..^<:
Earth, Air, Fire or Water?: fire
North, South, East or West?: west ... coast
Head, Shoulders, Knees or Toes?: head
Spring, Summer, Autumn or Winter?: winter
Eyes, Ears, Nose or Mouth?: eyes
New York, Hawaii, Florida or California?: CALIFORNIA OF COURSE!
Cat, Dog, Kitten or Puppy?: Dog
McDonalds, Burger King, KFC or Subway?: McDonalds
Scream 1, Scream 2, Scream 3 or Scary Movie?: never seen any of them i dont watch scarey movies because ... well theyre scarey
3pm, 6pm, 9pm or 12pm: 9pm
The Mask, Ace Ventura, Cable Guy or Bruce Almighty?: Bruce almighty
Christmas, Birthday, New year or Halloween?: New Year
...~~Would You Rather~~...
>^..^<
Die alone? or die with people around you?: alone
Have the ability to Fly? or to make yourself Invisible?: be invisible, so i can sneek into the lab and steal the remedy for flying... then be an invisible flyer!
Cut off your arms? or cut off your legs?: :GASP!: well if i had to choose id say my arms
Be a Villain? or be a Hero?: hero
Be Famous? or be Infamous?: famous
Go to a Rock Festival? or go to a Dance Festival?: rock
Forget who you were? or forget who your best friend was?: if i forgot who i was id forget my best friend!
Be Prime Minister of England? or President of the United States?: neither! theyre both strange positions... but england because its closer to france
Kill for Money? or Kill for Revenge?: kill for life
Be Deaf? or Blind?: deaf
Be a Nice Hooker? or a Nasty Porn Star?: um thts a hard one ... id say porn star... dont ask why
...........~~Word Association~~...........
write the 1st word that comes into your head upon reading each word.
:~Cinnamon~: toast
:~Monkey~: bone
:~Death~: grandpa
:~Red~: baloon
:~Trick~: ster
:~Wet~: ... wow thats odd what i just thought! ... water tho
:~Slayer~: OMG WHERE! thats what i thought
:~Rocket~: aliens
:~Blanket~: cold
:~Doggy~: casper
:~Woman~: 's restroom
:~Psycho~: me
:~Heron~: ? i dunno?
.........About Yourself.........
>^..^<
What Colour is your Bedroom Painted?: blue
How many rooms are there in your house?: 4
How old will you be in 2005?: 15
What do you want to name your first child?: i dont want to have children!
Do you prefer being Indoors or Outdoors?: out
When's your Birthday?: august 20th
What name do you *wish* your parents had given you?: my own, i couldnt imagine any other name ... besides andy
What's your Favourite Word?: comfy
If you could choose to speak any language fluently, what would it be?: french
How do you like your Tea/Coffee?: i dont like either
Who is your least favourite famous person, in the world?: the dixi chicks
What's the exact Date & Time ... right ... Now?: feb 1st 2004 9:15 pm
Would you do any of the following for $10,000,000?
>^..^<
Eat Shit?: hell yeah!
Let Someone run over your leg with their car?: nooooooo
Kill Someone?: ... ... thats a hard one ... ... depends on who it is
Kill A Child?: NO! not unless he/she/it was posessed
Sign a contract that states you have to make a Porn movie a day for a year?: yeah ... wow im ashamed maybe not depends
Hit the Queen of England in the face with a Spiked Bat?: YEAH! lol sorry
Agree to Never speak to any of your family & friends again?: no never ever would i do that
Cut off your own hand with a bread-knife?: NO!
Sleep with someone that had H.I.V?: NO! money isnt worth your life
Marry an Ugly and Abusive Partner, then Kill them for the money?: ... depends on what i have to kill them with
Make Porn movies based on Snuff/Rape?: um... i dont think so i dunno tis weird! i dont think i would
Stick a pineapple up your pussy/ass?: OMG! i dont think i could do that!
Have a sex change, and agree never to change back?: NO!!!!!!!!!!!
Shave off all the hair on your body, and keep it shaven forever?: no ... thats odd living without hair on your head
Fuck a member of your family?: NO! god thats weird! id have to be on PCP!!! or LSD!!!
Agree to Kill yourself 15years after you recieve the money?: NOOOOO! well it depends on how old i am ... if i was 100 yes
Eat a horse, alive!?: OMG OMGOMGOMG!!! NO THATS SO MEANS NO NEVER!
##~~~ Just a few more now ~~##
What's your name??: lauren
Where ya From??: wisconsin
What colour are your eyes?: hazel... or brown
Aren't you really bored by now?: not really tis been interesting





wow guys that survery was really weird!

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mizprettyinpink

:: 2004 1 February :: 9.04pm
:: Mood: busy

You pressed the damn button!! well, now youre here, u can answer these!
>^..^<
What's your favorite.....
Scene From A Movie?:
Sexual Possition?:
Flavour 'Ben n Jerry's Ice Cream?':
Character from a TV Show?:
Character from a Film?:
Disney Tragedy(i.e. Bambi or Nemo's mom's death)?:
Song Lyric?:
Breed of Dog?:
Color thats not in the Rainbow(No Red,Yellow,Pink,Green,Orange,Purple,Blu)?:
Drug of Choice?:
Object in your Bedroom?:
Sea Dwelling Creature?:
...Choose 1 from each group of 4...
>^..^<:
Earth, Air, Fire or Water?:
North, South, East or West?:
Head, Shoulders, Knees or Toes?:
Spring, Summer, Autumn or Winter?:
Eyes, Ears, Nose or Mouth?:
New York, Hawaii, Florida or California?:
(Christina Aguilera's) Fighter, Beautiful, Dirrrty or Can't Hold Us Down?:
Cat, Dog, Kitten or Puppy?:
McDonalds, Burger King, KFC or Subway?:
Scream 1, Scream 2, Scream 3 or Scary Movie?:
3pm, 6pm, 9pm or 12pm:
The Mask, Ace Ventura, Cable Guy or Bruce Almighty?:
Christmas, Birthday, New year or Halloween?:
...~~Would You Rather~~...
>^..^<
Die alone? or die with people around you?:
Have the ability to Fly? or to make yourself Invisible?:
Bring back 2pac? or Biggie?:
Cut off your arms? or cut off your legs?:
Be a Villain? or be a Hero?:
Be a Simpson? or be a Griffin?:
Be Famous? or be Infamous?:
Go to a Rock Festival? or go to a Dance Festival?:
Forget who you were? or forget who your best friend was?:
Be Prime Minister of England? or President of the United States?:
Kill for Money? or Kill for Revenge?:
Be Deaf? or Blind?:
Be a Nice Hooker? or a Nasty Porn Star?:
...........~~Word Association~~...........
write the 1st word that comes into your head upon reading each word.
:~Cinnamon~:
:~Monkey~:
:~Death~:
:~Red~:
:~Trick~:
:~Wet~:
:~Slayer~:
:~Rocket~:
:~Blanket~:
:~Doggy~:
:~Woman~:
:~Psycho~:
:~Heron~:
.........About Yourself.........
>^..^<
What Colour is your Bedroom Painted?:
How many rooms are there in your house?:
What's your DJ/LJ name?:
How old will you be in 2005?:
What do you want to name your first child?:
Do you prefer being Indoors or Outdoors?:
When's your Birthday?:
What name do you *wish* your parents had given you?:
What's your Favourite Word?:
If you could choose to speak any language fluently, what would it be?:
How do you like your Tea/Coffee?:
Who is your least favourite famous person, in the world?:
What's the exact Date & Time ... right ... Now?:
Would you do any of the following for £10,000,000?
>^..^<
Eat Shit?:
Let Someone run over your leg with their car?:
Kill Someone?:
Kill A Child?:
Sign a contract that states you have to make a Porn movie a day for a year?:
Hit the Queen of England in the face with a Spiked Bat?:
Agree to Never speak to any of your family & friends again?:
Cut off your own hand with a bread-knife?:
Sleep with someone that had H.I.V?:
Marry an Ugly and Abusive Partner, then Kill them for the money?:
Make Porn movies based on Snuff/Rape?:
Stick a pineapple up your pussy/ass?:
Have a sex change, and agree never to change back?:
Shave off all the hair on your body, and keep it shaven forever?:
Fuck a member of your family?:
Agree to Kill yourself 15years after you recieve the money?:
Eat a horse, alive!?:
##~~~ Just a few more now ~~##
What's your name??:
Where ya From??:
What colour are your eyes?:
Aren't you really bored by now?:
Are you glad you pressed the button??:

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snowflakea4

:: 2004 1 February :: 8.11pm
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: ONE CALL AWAY

today me n kelly got a late start than we had breafast and spend the day together lauren came over and we hung out and than went back to her house and talked and stuff than i came home did some things and thats it!! lol everythings working out ok so far!! now watch tomorrow suck haha

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mizprettyinpink

:: 2004 1 February :: 6.34pm


Green Eyes


What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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mizprettyinpink

:: 2004 1 February :: 6.23pm
:: Mood: cool dude

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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mizprettyinpink

:: 2004 1 February :: 1.35pm
:: Mood: intimidated
:: Music: yellowcard_Californ IA

Missing the rainy days
Wow guy im really feeling stranded today ... you know how you feel like your stuck in the day and itss passing you by and you feel like you have to do something? well its a very crappy feeling ... makes you start thinking of sad things and how messed up the world is! i miss the rainy days because it relfects on how i feel ... i cant wait until summer when it rains and thunders everyday ... i really like thunder ... makes me want to write a list of how many people i wish lightning would strike ... sorry that was a mean thought ... today, i helped nature, i picked all the dog hair off of our rug and i threw it outside for birdies to makes nests out of. i feel good about that. it smells in here because my grandma was vaccuuming and the belt broke and it smells like broken burnt snapped belt stuff. well i have to go im going to lisas in a minute ... lov you guys. ~andy
i love johnny depp foever and today

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snowflakea4

:: 2004 31 January :: 1.6546534pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: mariah carey

today was pretty fun i went shopping with my mom and bought alot of clothes than kelly came over and we were hyper than went to my sisters house and investigated.. than marcus and steph came over and i basically only talked to steph i didnt really associate with marcus anyway than they left and we again kelly was mad and i was hurt bc i fell in jens driveway about 8 times and i have a swollen cheek with scratches and it hurts lol and tyrell was laughing at the tv and me so then we basically watched tv the rest of the night and jen took us home and told us about her exciting night with drunk old people lol okk bye bye

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mizprettyinpink

:: 2004 31 January :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: none

survey
For starters
Smoke?:: no ... never have
Do drugs?:: no ... never have
Have a partner?:: no
Have sex?:: no ... not for a long time
Sleep with stuffed animals?:: no
Live in the moment?:: yeah
Think you'll get married?:: no never
Have a dream that keeps coming back?:: no never have
Play an instrument?:: nope
Believe there is life on other planets?:: most definately
Remember your first love?:: yeah
Still love him/her?:: yeah
Read the newpaper?:: no
Have gay/lesbian friends?:: no
Believe in miracles?:: not really i dunno
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:: no
Consider yourself tolerant of others?:: yeah
Like the taste of alcohol?:: depends on what it is
Fave candy?:: dipstix ... but i never eat them anymore
Believe in astrology?:: yeah
Believe in magic?:: yes
Believe in God?:: sometimes im confused at this point
Pray?:: rarely
Go to church?: i used to ...
Moving on:
Have any secrets?:: yes plenty
Any pets?:: yes one dog one bird one rabbit
College?:: any place in cali
Major?:: i wanna act
Talk to strangers who IM you?:: of course! doesnt cost anything to be nice!
Wear hats?:: no
Hate yourself?:: sometimes
Wish you were someone else?:: no ... rarely
Have an obsession?:: yes ... johnny depp
Collect anything?:: no ... johnny depp stuff
Have a best friend?:: yes
Wish on stars?:: yes
Like your handwriting?:: yes ... thats conceided dont ask that
Any bad habits?:: yeah
Care about looks?:: yes
Believe in witches?:: yeah
Satan?:: yes
Ghosts?:: supernatural beings? of course!
Trust others easily?:: no not at all
Like noise? Music?:: yes
First thing you think of:
I see:: computer
I need:: water
I find:: lizards ... omg wow whered that come from?!
I want:: california
I wish:: i lived there
I love:: my friends and family (pets too) everyone basicly im pretty friendsly i think
I hate:: fake rich people
I miss:: not knowing what is in brats (bratwurst)
I fear:: dark
I hear:: music stuck in my head
I smell:: rain
I crave:: johnny depp
I search:: for johnny depp
I wonder:: what johnny depp is doing right now
I regret:: ever watching pirates of the carabbean
I cried:: because i always want what i cannot have
Last time you.:
Bought something:: today
Danced:: today ... with my dog
Were sarcastic:: i dunno
Kissed someone:: its been a while ... im in no hurry
Talked to an Ex:: never ... i dont keep in touch with people from 5th grade anymore lol
Had a nightmare:: last night dude it was so scarey!
Last book you read:: juniper
Last movie you saw:: don jaun demarco ... a movie based on sex
Last song you heard:: yellowcard_inside out
Last thing you had to drink:: water
Feeling this moment:: delusional
Favorites:
Band:: i like many bands ... at this point i love yellowcard but i dont think they are my favorite
Show:: friends
Movie:: edward scissorhands
Song:: i dunno i like a lot of songs


~andy
i l o v e j o h n n y d e p p

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snowflakea4

:: 2004 30 January :: 9.65pm
:: Mood: tiiiiired
:: Music: SLOW JAMZ!! YAY

lets see i spent 11 housr with steph from 11am-11 pm i dd not skip school we had 4 classes than a walk a thon and me and her knees are bad so we both got doctors orders not to walk so we just went shopping and to the movies lol than i came home and i think i am going to watch mtv! well this week been catholic schools week and it went so fast short and it was fun... i got to see alot of my friends and it was awesome ok i am going to bed

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