I love you not only for who you are, but for who I am when I am with you.

I love you not only for who you are, but for who I am when I am with you.

:: 2004 30 September :: 10.48am

all im asking for is an hour.. just an hour.

so yeah, me and becky wrote the school play..... *breaths.

we dont have to keep it a secret anymore... what a relief.. with that said... you should all try out. we had an awesome turn out yesterday.

woot hoot. im bored.

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brokenmentality

:: 2004 28 September :: 10.07pm

i should have done my homework, im to tired.

i tried on my dress today.... its so preeettty.

i got my hair highlighted, i like it, i hope everyoneelse does. its red and blonde. i dont know... i like it..... (?) 67 dollars though.. ouch. its all good.

im so behind on school work. SO behind. especially in chemistry... WAY alot in chem. will somebody please help me? i didnt know when i signed up for SCIENCE that i was taking another stupid MATH class. that makes me mad. so mad i could yell a little.

i've decided i love my girls.. they're all so wonderfull.

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brokenmentality

:: 2004 26 September :: 10.57pm

im so sad its over, and so happy its all beggining!

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2004 23 September :: 10.59pm
:: Music: the sounds of thirst Thursday

shhhhh.... i\\\'ve got a secrete
i'm in love... he's the best, he has magical hands, 4 times over magical...

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brokenmentality

:: 2004 20 September :: 9.16pm

i cant figure out how to perfectly voice my frustration.... so i'll just leave it at you at an understanding of how im incapable of even expressing it. its like that.....

my mom just brought my chocolate ice cream... she knows how to get to me.

i stayed after school looking at templates and picking some out... how do i know that i picked out "the one" i hate making decisions.

well i've got that stupid article to write.. the one that i could care less about and hope dies. "changing seasons" look for it in the first issue... it'll be a dusie.

right.

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brokenmentality

:: 2004 17 September :: 8.49pm

the picture at the top of my journal is hott.

i want to eat it.

i think he is incredibly attractive.. but thats just me.

*licks him.

i love burt.

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brokenmentality

:: 2004 17 September :: 8.34pm

i almost broke down in tears today at work... for no reason at all.. only that there were so many dishes and it was overwhelming... gahh. and i had to work with stacy, my boss, which was nerve racking. and my mom is rambling on and on about double wides.. its hard to listen, does she not see that im preoccupied? STOP TALKING! "and i do think its worth blah blah blah" "and i dont think the lady is lying blah blah blah" STOP!

*al;dkfjl;kfjl;asdkfjlasdkfj

i have no down time this weekend either.

mreh....

will and grace was so funny last night.... and i like joey.. i hope it doesnt flop.

oh my... he talked to me today.. and i played it cool.. but inside i was like... askldfj;alsdkfjasdlf !!!!!!!

i've developed a new crush.. and OH if i would only tell you right?

im going to bed.

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brokenmentality

:: 2004 14 September :: 8.02pm

its hot.

so is ryan gorter.

thought i'd randomly throw that out there.. because honestly...

men AND women want him... admit it.. you know you all do.

i should be doing homework....
i shouldnt have tried all my clothes on for the 50th time... and yet i still dont know what to wear tomorrow.

and my mom is all like "ok erika" "ok erika" its my cue to get off line..... "erika.. your bowls on the counter..."

YES I GET IT... WE ARE GOING TO EAT.

GAHHHHH

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2004 14 September :: 12.44am

Ok, let's take a poll on interpretation
How many of you think jessa's 9-13 post is derogatory towards college?
How many of you think jessa is supporting attending college?

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brokenmentality

:: 2004 12 September :: 9.02pm

i can never be good enough for anyone can i.

after a long day the LAST thing i need is to deal with some irate parent who has no right to even TALK to me.

i DO NOT have to explain myself to anyone... whether it be because of church or my OWN fucking car.

FUCK YOU.

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brokenmentality

:: 2004 11 September :: 10.41pm

i hate not having any downtime.. i have homework this weekend.. but tomorrow i wont be home until 9 (ish) because of church, pageant, and metron. i'll do it though.. mark my words.....

what a stupid saying.

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brokenmentality

:: 2004 10 September :: 9.47pm

work was crazy tonight. insane.

i had to get another TB test, it actually bubbled this time, it startled me, and then it bled, and i was like... oh no.. my arm. its bleeding. and that was about the whole of it.

i have to work everyday this weekend. me. brandi. ryan. we got out late today, we'll get out late tomorrow..... grrr. oh well.. ryans pretty to look at. *licks him.

lots of homework this weekend.. i should be doing that.

*AHEM* i must say that ashley is my favorite sophomore EVER!

well.. ashley and kate.

but still.... lol.

im a moron.
goodnight.

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brokenmentality

:: 2004 9 September :: 10.31pm

"If i appear to be great in their eyes, the lord is most graciously helping me to see how absolutely nothing i am without him and helping me to keep little in my own eyes. He does use me. But im so concerned that HE uses me and that it is not of me the work is done. The ax cannot boast of the trees it has cut down. It could do nothing but for the woodsman. he made it, he sharpened it, he used it. The moment he throws it aside it becomes only old iron. Oh, that i may never lose sight of this..."

-SL Brengle