:: 2007 20 July :: 9.10 am

It's too early to be awake right now. This sucks. Oh well though, I need to not sleep in so late anymore.

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:: 2007 17 July :: 9.15 pm

I have a bit of a headache right now. I'm happier by a long shot.

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:: 2007 11 July :: 8.22 pm

Things seem to be getting better. B is still cool. I just need to change.

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:: 2007 10 July :: 4.29 pm

I guess things are, I wouldn't say 100 percent better, but it's up there. I am now just waiting for a phone call...

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:: 2007 8 July :: 5.21 pm

I feel cheated. I feel used. I feel just plain horrible. How do you realize that your life pretty much sucks when everything has been wonderful? I don't know either.

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:: 2007 4 July :: 5.53 pm

For starters, the parents are getting a divorce. I'm pretty positive it's for real this time. Considering the fact that Tim moved all of his stuff out and all.

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:: 2007 29 June :: 9.02 pm

There is something you can't understand, how I could just kill a man.

I love B.

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:: 2007 28 June :: 9.15 am

no sleep
I got absolutely no sleep last night. Had a large coffee after 9. Had some sparks and a rockstar energy drink after 11. Stayed up and played uno with B's family til about 3. Stayed awake til 5 and then woke Brenton up and talked for a few. Then I layed there until a little after 6 and decided that I was up for good. My eyes are blood shot and I looked all pale this morning. It was a pretty scary sight. Even scared me.

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:: 2007 27 June :: 6.47 pm

Everyday I realize how much I love Brenton and how much I don't want to lose him. It sounds crazy, but I can't help how I feel. He's the best.

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:: 2007 23 June :: 7.14 pm

Liquor makes people angry. I don't like it at all. That is all I can say.

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:: 2007 21 June :: 4.36 pm

2 months
Today has been 2 months since B and I have been dating and I love him. I realize it's only been 2 months, but I know how I feel. I love you Brenton!

Aside from all the lovey stuff. My nose is hurting just a little. It's not like it's extreme pain or anything, which is good. I was just worried it would look stupid, surprisingly, it doesn't.

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:: 2007 18 June :: 6.55 pm

nose
I got my nose pierced on Friday. Brenton was like, "I wish I had my phone, you should've seen the needle." I guess it was really long. The only thing I had a problem with was all the blood. It wasn't like an excesive amount, but there was still blood.

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:: 2007 16 June :: 1.59 am

Chea Chea
I love B. He's the best. Better than you. Chea.

Skeet Skeet.

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:: 2007 13 June :: 8.55 pm

mom moment
I had a mom moment today. It's different when you're living with your mom, but when you don't, you get those moments. I just don't see why I was told no on seeing her. Whatever though.

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:: 2007 12 June :: 7.52 pm

photoshop pic
This is how I photoshop. Nothing special. I just thought it would be funny. It's my first photoshop picture.

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