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2007 3 May :: 11.52 am
Im posting from my cell phone. crazy right? i miss brenton. hopefully he comes in tonight so i can see him after work.
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2007 2 May :: 3.25 pm
Baker College
I got my acceptance letter to Baker College. I guess you could say that I should be excited, except that I'm not. It's in Cadillac. I'm sure most of you know where that is. Anyways, I really don't know if I can actually drive down that far or stay down there for that long. I can come home on weekends I guess and see Brenton then. But it's going to be so different. I don't want to leave him. I'll be an hour away from him. :( Makes me sad. I don't know what I'm going to do.
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2007 1 May :: 4.26 pm
thank you
I'm happy. I really am. Life couldn't get any better than it already is. Thank you for being you (you know who I'm talking about).
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2007 30 April :: 8.57 pm
work
45 minutes after the time I was supposed to be out, I finally clocked out. We were so fucking busy. There was a bus and I was the only one of front counter. I kept being bitched at for getting my food or not getting my food. I was afraid to do anything. I really hope I can get out of the house Friday.
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2007 30 April :: 4.03 pm
*sigh*
I miss him already. Work is going to suck, but it's only 2 and a half hours. I think I can last until tomorrow. My Alavert D-12 pills give me cottenmouth. I will never take them ever again.
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2007 30 April :: 11.41 am
Yesterday was fun. Brenton stayed over for about 8 hours. I really enjoyed the time with him.
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2007 29 April :: 12.44 pm
hmm
I smell of fries and McD's. I smell more of the fries though.
Anyways, I feel like miss popular today. Everyone wants me to do things with them. Jessi wants me to hang out, Jennie wants me to go bowling with her, my step-dad wants me to go see a movie with him. I guess it all depends on what happens today and if Brenton comes over or not.
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
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2007 28 April :: 9.34 pm
hooray
Have to work 9-12 tomorrow morning. Once I get home I'm changing and then Brenton is supposed to show up around 1. Think we're going to watch a movie and play some video games. I'm pretty happy once again. Tomorrow will be a good day. Considering also the nazi won't be here to play 50 questions.
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2007 28 April :: 5.19 pm
:: Music: Aerosmith- Back in the Saddle
tomorrow
Brenton might come over tomorrow, but we'll see. I really hope he does. I guess he may stay for a while, which will be sweet. Aside from all the yelling, everything else is going great.
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2007 28 April :: 12.50 pm
LOL funny
I thought this was hilarious.
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2007 27 April :: 9.09 pm
New Family
Soo, uhh, this is Courtany's new family. She fits right in with the yellow skin and the big eyes and all.
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2007 27 April :: 12.05 pm
happy
It's times like this where I have to say that things are going great and that I am a very happy person. I like it. Things are actually looking up for me.
Edit: Brenton is by far the coolest person ever. Way better than any other guy I ever went out with. I'm happy.
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2007 27 April :: 9.44 am
I had a lot of fun last night. I really like him and I really hope things work out.
Also, ATHF was hilarious.
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2007 26 April :: 4.14 pm
:: Music: Megadeath
Sweating Bullets
Hello me... Meet the real me.
And my misfits way of life.
A dark black past in my most valued possession.
Hindsight is always 20-20,
But looking back it's still a bit fuzzy.
Speak of mutually assured destruction?
Nice story... Tell it to "Reader's Digest"!
Feeling paranoid
True enemy or false friend?
Anxiety's attacking me
And my air is getting thin.
I'm in trouble for the things
I haven't got to yet.
I'm chomping at the bit
And my palms are getting wet,
Sweating bullets.
Solo - Mustaine
Hello me... It's me again.
You can subdue, but never tame me.
It gives me a migraine headache
Thinking down to your level.
Yea, just keep thinking it's my fault
And stay an inch or two outta kicking distance.
Mankind has got to know
His limitations
Feeling claustrophobic,
Lke the walls are closing in.
Blood stains on my hands and
I don't know where I've been
I'm in trouble for the things
I haven't got to yet.
I'm sharpening the axe
And my palms are getting wet
Sweating bullets.
Well me... it's nice talking to myself,
A credit to dementia.
Someday you too will know my pain,
And smile its blacktooth grin.
If the war inside my head
Won't take a day off I'll be dead.
My icy fingers claw your back,
Here I come again.
Feeling paranoid
True enemy or false friend?
Anxiety's attacking me
And my air is getting thin
Feeling claustrophobic
Like the walls are closing in
Blood stains on my hands
And I don't know where I've been
Once you committed me
Now you've acquitted me
Claiming validity
For your stupidity
I'm chomping at the bit
I'm sharpening the axe
Here I come again, whoa!
Sweating bullets
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2007 26 April :: 2.49 pm
Gonna see ATHF tonight with Brenton. I'm excited. I also have to be home by 10 because Tim's a nazi and I hope he dies in a fire. It'd be ironic if he actually did.
Wheel in the sky keeps on turning, and I don't know where I'll be tomorrow.
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