:: 2006 14 August :: 10.35 am

I go to Lansing tomorrow. Zak is supposed to bring me. Hopefully he doesn't forget. I'm so sick and tired of everything. Maybe I made a mistake. Everyone is giving me shit about signing up. I don't need it. I just want things to be normal right now. I don't need to keep thinking about it. No one gets it.

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:: 2006 13 August :: 9.39 pm

I have had so much on my mind. I've got a lot of thinking to do now and before June 21, 2007.

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:: 2006 12 August :: 9.25 am

My mom signed the papers today. I'm not officially in the army until I graduate and I am swear in on my ship off day. So I can decide not to go in with in this duration. So, there's probably a really good chance that I won't go through with it. It's not because I think I won't make it.

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:: 2006 11 August :: 9.06 am

The Army
Went to Lansing yesterday to take the ASVAB's. I passed. When I got back my recruiter looked at the jobs I could get. I can get a job as a computer programer, which would be awesome. I would leave for FT. Jackson in I think he said south Carolina for 9 weeks. I'd leave June-21-2007. After the 9 weeks of basic, I would go to training for my job for 22 weeks. I just hope my mom will see that this is something I really want to do. I'd do anything for this.

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:: 2006 10 August :: 9.45 am

Taking the ASVAB's today...wish me luck.

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:: 2006 9 August :: 9.42 am

He's gone...it brings tears to my eyes.

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:: 2006 8 August :: 8.58 am

I was being stupid last night. A bunch of stupid comments and whatnot. I give up, no matter how hard I try I ruin it for myself.

Had an ortho appointment last night for my knee. Severe patellar contusion and possible meniscus tear. I go in for an MRI tomorrow. Hopefully something shows up. My knee is hurting like an SOB.

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:: 2006 7 August :: 12.40 pm

urgent read
Listening to the radio today, apparently BP's Alaskan oil wells has been closed and gas will be close or at $4.00 a gallon. That's insane.

On a lighter note--

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:: 2006 7 August :: 8.07 am

Maybe if I wasn't so annoying and had said stupid things, things would have been different. I blew it all and he leaves in 2 days. How shitty is that? I apologize for everything.

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:: 2006 6 August :: 2.36 pm

I've thought about everything for a while and I've decided that when I turn 18 I'm going to join the Air Force. It was a lot of debating between the army and the air force and talking with people I decided Air Force is the way to go.

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:: 2006 5 August :: 10.27 pm

"The assholes of the world do need to be ruthlessly weeded out. Because they endanger other people's very lives."

Mark Baker- Nam

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:: 2006 4 August :: 5.15 pm

Welp, my very last band camp ended today. I'm sad yet I'm not. I'm not going to be one of those people who cry about it. I don't think I like the shirts all to well.

*Bill, you looked good in Kenny's shirt. Actually, you'd probably look good either way...I've said to much

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:: 2006 3 August :: 8.10 pm

Guess who got a job at Mcdonald's.

That's right, me.

You want some fries with that shake? I love to see you smile. haha.

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:: 2006 2 August :: 7.17 pm

Band camp today. It was ok. I came home afterwards not feeling good again with a fever.

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:: 2006 1 August :: 7.57 pm
:: Music: justin timberlake- sexy back

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