The story of one person trying to live everyday for today.

:: 2006 14 May :: 10.20pm

he told me he loved me tonight.
and i couldn't be happier.

:: 2006 12 May :: 2.29pm

i haven't added an entry in forever on here..
sorry people
but WHATever i say anymore.. doesn't matter.. because it's never entertaining its all boring and what not on the same routine. hah! seriously.. but overall i've been alright had to go to the doctors a few times because of a few minor complications. and My gram has been real sick lately; just sucks i can't go get her.. oh well. my friends have been acting weird.. i miss alot of them! and i've been doing the same thing everyday.. i'm single because men tend to suck ass LoL. yeah...and schools almost out and i'm sooOo fucking excited!! omfg. YES! woooo hoo..

<3

:: 2006 6 May :: 4.15pm

well everything has been fuckign shit lately.
i dont do anything besides drink, smoke, and other things..
my life is sucky.
i do the saem thing everyday
and i dont have a job

oh yippiieee!

UGH!

im sick of this fucking SHIT!

:: 2006 30 April :: 5.13pm

here's to waking up next to you.

:: 2006 23 April :: 3.18pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: atreyu - x's and oh's

er.er.
wow lots of shit have been going on besides me being depressed all the time..

my friend selenas dad got shot do i had to bare with her and go with her to the hospital to see him; so therefor i missed jenas party.. ONCE AGAIN!.. :(
cousin is in rehab while the other had passed on.. ugh
i've lost alot of things, and alot of friends.
i have.. no job
i have.. NO money errr
i wanna be happy..

all i want is to be happily ever after; like asap!!!!!!!!

im such a complainer.

:: 2006 23 April :: 12.07pm

driver's ed is hell.

i wish i would've taken it when i was supposed to.

3 can now see | you are blind

:: 2006 18 April :: 10.13pm

52 more days until school lets out.
weekends and all.

1 can now see | you are blind

TheEdgeofYourAtmosphere

:: 2006 17 April :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: DEPRESSED
:: Music: Twiztid- afraid of me

:(
i wish i could tell you how i feel.
but its so fucking hard; and it hurts like crazy
But i have developed a strong likeing to you....

i just wish u could see that i could do so much more what she can, and i would give you everything that i possibly could

BUT NOONE EVER SEES THAT

cause i never get a shot at anything!

1 can now see | you are blind

:: 2006 17 April :: 2.58pm

we're in the computer lab writing a paper on ragtime.

i cannot keep my eyes open.
i haven't been able to all day.

i wish i could sleep.

:: 2006 15 April :: 4.51pm

nothing fucking matters anymore
fucking seriously....

im pretty sure theres something going on between my bestfriend and our one friend... and if so that is not good and its pretty low. UGH! its kinda sickening and its pathetic; but i have no room to talk.

and how about i love being used
its always going to happen to me
forever

i'll never be MOTHERFUCKING HAPPY.

:: 2006 10 April :: 11.41pm

i don't think i've ever fallen so fast.

:: 2006 3 April :: 4.33pm

i think i've found a keeper.

and i'm really hoping i don't fuck things up this time.

1 can now see | you are blind

:: 2006 30 March :: 9.52pm

i finally have someone other than aisha (and carly) that i hang out with on a regular basis. i love it.

spring break has gone extremely well so far. it's going to suck going back to school.

friday; 3.24 he is legend show. it was AMAZING. except for the crappy opening bands (excluding the mistress.) aisha and anna spent the night. :D
saturday; 3/25 my birthday. aisha spent the day with me. :]
sunday; 3/26 me and zack hung out for most of the day.
monday; 3/27 i don't really remember what i did on monday.
tuesday; 3/28 zack came over again. we grocery shopped together. :]
wednesday; 3/29 i got my haircut. and jt came over. we hung out with nick, darren, josh and craig. jt and walker/ryan got in a big argument. it was not too great.
today; 3/30 aisha's birthday. i spent the day with her, zack, and carly.

ilml.

4 can now see | you are blind

TheEdgeofYourAtmosphere

:: 2006 28 March :: 9.51pm

:(
fucked up shit right here
i went to the family doctor today.. i have to go for therapy.. for my back and my head trauma i don't remember things because i have short term memory loss.. :(

1 can now see | you are blind