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2006 26 March :: 2.17am
:: Mood: sore/scared/tired/hurttttinngggg
:: Music: blue october - hate me
scary shit
car accidents suck
i should be in bed but i hurt so bad.
stacey and me were in the front passengers and she was driving
ben and jordan were in the back
soem asshole was on our side of the road on a back narrow road
and he hit us
we got pretty fucked up and had to go to the emergancy room
but we survived. just the car.. is done
i swear i have a guardian angel and i am so thankful that were alright and that im alright..
but we were going 35 and on OUR OWN SIDE OF THE ROAD. fuckign ass was on ours.. ugh it makes me so sick
i never wanna get into a moving device again..err
my head hurts, i have a concusion, i'm bruised and cut everywhere from the windshield bustin all over the fuckin place.., and i have a bad back sprain..so yeah i'm very sore!!!
but ya im happy everyones okay...
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2006 25 March :: 10.11pm
it's my birthday.
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2006 23 March :: 7.21pm
at this point in time,
i love my life.
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2006 23 March :: 3.46pm
:: Mood: whatever
:: Music: 30 seconds to mars - the fantasy
um. yeah
Past couple days i've been helping Gered and everyone with the kitchen hes remodeling. you know tryin to be a good sport and all. haha. he acts so weird anymore.. but mabey its just me!!. but oh well.. and im still suspended i have 7 more days left LOL YAY!! SO FUCKING HAPPY. WOOOOWEE. of course nothing exciting has been happening its basically the same shit over again and me getting fucked over. but such as life! ♥
Tell you what
truth is<3
Sometimes I miss you so bad
I can hardly stand it
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2006 18 March :: 12.58pm
okay well i havent really been updating lately so i'll just list whats been happening..
got into a fight with my crew; then made up
ex came home for a weekened out of jail.. i got to see him for a half hour.. he said he changed.. WHAT CHANGE? hah
i heard he fucked this fat bitch that i know...eww
im suspended for saying fuck off to a teacher. haha
love this worlddddd
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2006 18 March :: 11.01am
an item.
it's official.
he asked me to be his girlfriend.
...it was over aim.
it's kind of cute, i guess.
i'm so happy.
and excited.
i found you. :)
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2006 18 March :: 1.07am
first date.
we saw ultra violet.
the movie wasn't that great...
he was.
i haven't smiled this much in a long time.
he's so funny.
no kiss i've ever experienced has made my heart race like that.
...i want him to be my boyfriend.
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2006 11 March :: 1.58pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: killswitch engage - the end of heartache
Oo
nothing has changed; everything still remains the same.
ive been hanging alot of fun though lately.. but besides gered, fat e, and stevie gettin mad at me.. for me wanting to hang out with my cousin & a few old friends.. wtf? honestly so fuckin gay!! whatever though.. i'm always gettin put down for stupid shit.. UGH!
i got a phone call yesterday in gym class (4th pd) and it was my ex.. hes home til monday and then in another 10 days he will be home for good.. hes been gone for almost a year! wow crazy shit.. but ya i went to say hi and it was so weird; but i liked it.
anyways lastnite was interesting we all got drunk at durbins house haha and my cousin made someone eat fucking dog food cause he told him it was coco puffs LMAO! (sick).. but ya i got pretty shitfaced=)
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2006 9 March :: 8.18pm
every commercial that comes on tv is a prescription drug ad.
i cant watch tv for four minutes without thinking i have five serious diseases.
like: "do you ever wake up tired in the morning?"
oh my god i have this, write this down...
whatever it is, i have it.
half the time i dont even know what the commercial is;
people running in fields, or flying kites, or swimming in the ocean.
i'm like, "that is the greatest disease ever. how do you get that?"
(that disease comes with a hot chick and a puppy.)
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2006 6 March :: 4.03pm
life isn't exactly great right now..
but i'm still very happy.
i like this feeling.
i like smiling.
i like a boy. named zack.
and i want the world to know it.
haha.
i'm gay.
but
not really.
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2006 5 March :: 12.58pm
:: Mood: fucking kill me
:: Music: Citizen King - Better days
fucking shit man.. GOD!
it hurts to fall for another; i haven't hurt this bad in a long time..
i wish i could understand; i could give you what shes able to provide & more. I'm just as good.. i promise!!
UGH!!!! :(
--lastnite i went drinkin over gereds; just like every weekend.. it never changes...
--got alil fucked up.. and got emotional
yeah that was my nite.
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2006 5 March :: 1.50am
word of the week: precarious.
i don't want to get hurt again...
i just want things to work out for me this time.
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2006 4 March :: 7.32pm
ooOo yes!
lastnite..
was..
amazing..
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2006 2 March :: 7.31pm
uhh yep
My birthday was okay; and the past couple of days have been alright as well; just nothing to exciting, haha. yay!
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2006 28 February :: 1.25am
:: Mood: Tired
woowee..
been stressed out whats new.
lai came over we smoked.
stacey came and got me we went to walmart and then chill at her house, i dyed her hair & highlighted it.
went to the gas station; my ex smokey called me so we talked and hes getting out soon.. so more stress is on my way.. ya cool, hmm.
then we went to gereds just chilled for alittle.
now i'm home and basically its my birthday, sweet.
tomorrow i'm going out to eat; and getting cable(tv).. and yes i am EXCITED! hahahahaha annnd i will update later on--- nite all
fuck this bullshit
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