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2006 5 February :: 2.44pm
:: Mood: HUNGRY, rawr
:: Music: HERE WE GO STEELERS, HERE WE GOOOO..PITTSBURGHS GOING TO THE SUPERBOWL..
Saturday Nites=<3<3
just got home alittle bit ago, figured i would update lol.
lastnite i went with this girl stacee to the mall and wal*mart and she dropped me off at home bout 6:00pm. and as i got in the door Gered calls and i seen on caller id that he called like 9 times.. lmfao. and he was like 'WHERE R U?' im like 'uhh home?!' and hes like ' WELLLL WERE COMING TO KIDNAP YOU RIGHT NOW SO GET OUTSIDE!' and i said 'welp.. i'm not ready i look like shit aha' and hes like 'yaaa ok, whatever!! get outside!' so ya i went to his house to drink and plus it was Fat E's birthday ... well all got trashed outta our minds and were being so fucking goofy it wasn't even funny.. well it was funny LOL!. Gered got sick bout 2am so he passed out in the bathroom and paul left so it was Stevie (girl), Derek, Fat e, and I. we were all in Dereks room smoking, drinkin, talkin and what not. and then i woke up at 7am and was like 'whoaaaa im sleeping by derek and stevie and fat e is on the floor by me' lmfao IT WAS INSANE! everyone was layin on each other AND STEVIE HOGGED THE BLANKETS! lmfao. (love u girl) but yea my nite was pretty amazing.
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2006 3 February :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: IN PAIN!
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Yeah...i only went to school 1 day this week; and that was thursday =P..
damn kidney infection..=(
i swear i'm falling apart!! seriously what's next. errr
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2006 2 February :: 6.26pm
unfortunelty for you!
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2006 2 February :: 3.54pm
:: Mood: WOWZERS
:: Music: IM IN LUV WIT A STRIPPPPPPPPERRR
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today was my first day back to school since last friday; lol.. whoa crazy.. i would have never thought in a million years anyone would miss me.. but they did.. hehe!! and my day went okay and got even better when my good ol friend autumn told me that she SWEARS ON HER LIFE THOUGHT SHE SEEN JORDAN! (my ex bestfriend) my mouth dropped and she said hes gettin enrolled.. she described him to me.. and it fits the figure! OMFG IM SO HAPPY even though we havent talked.. i miss him and hes still my buddy..always and forever <3.. but yea that was my highlight. YaY. but yeah lastnite i got my nails done and went to my aunts and to the mall and what not so it was cool.. nothing to exciting except me tormenting my friend gump; hes such a cry baby. LOL!!
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2006 30 January :: 7.18pm
:: Mood: sick/sore/sleepy
:: Music: ME COUGHING
sick as a dog.. RUFF RUFF
yeaaaaah how bout i'm terribly sick.. bad sinus infection that is messing with my joints and what not so i'm like sore as all hell.. the doctor SHOVED A FUCKING TUBE up my nose.. IT WAS LIKE A FUCKIN HOSE!!! #%@!..those bastards.. but ya my friend Gered took me cause hes a sweetie!. and then we went to pick his brother up from school (were i should have been, hehe) and then we went to chill at his house. BUT if i didn't go to the doctors i would probably be even more miserable and top of that wine and cry lol like a little baby that i am. but yeah so no school tomorrow for me just like today :).. so yeah I HOPE I FEEL BETTER DAMNIT >_<
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2006 28 January :: 11.16pm
CRAZY AS FUCK
lastnite was crazzzzy. i went to jenas 18th bday party and i got fucking hammered.. i swear i'm never drinking again Lmao. (yaa rightttttt) but anyways i had fun.. things happened! lmao *cough cough* but yeah and this morning i was hungover like real bad and that never flippin happens.. fucker.. so i puked like 38948 times and my mom told me your going to be like your father i was like wtf no i'm not. but she laughed and told me not to vomit all over her car; and i made her get me mcdonalds haha. so i came hoem bout 12ish and i slept til bout 4:30pm.. and i miss talkin to ISAIAH! arg. but ya anyways.. grr NITE
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2006 26 January :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: tired as fuckkk
WaS iT a DrEaM
today was retarded; just like every other day i got my report card. I did okay i guess.. 1 a. some b's and c;s and 1 d. yeah im cool *sigh* but ya that sums up my day.. and i just want it to be summer already!!!!!!!!!!! im counting the days..
oh ya tomorrow is jenas bday HAPPY BDAY JENA! lol. luv u
If this is where I'll hide
It was built deep inside
Yeah I'm a selfish bastard
But at least I'm not alone
My intentions never change
What I want still stays the same
And I know what I should do
Is understand myself
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves
A photograph of you and I
Your reflection I've erased
Like a thousand guns I asked today
Believe me when I say goodbye forever
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2006 24 January :: 3.47pm
:: Mood: GRRRRRRRRRROWWWLLL
:: Music: Ludacris - Yous a Ho
banana oil (nonsense)
the other day jason threatened me again; i'm gettin real sick of this bullshit.. seriously i honestly don't care anymore. so fuck it!. and i talked to gered the other day and he over heard at his party that 'i was mad at him cause some girl was all over him' i denied it and hes all like 'your lieing to me' and i'm like no dude wtf shut up. When really im not jealous.. i mean hes a really great friend, funny, cool, cute, i have a good time when i'm around him.. i don't know i'm all blank lol. but that nite at the party was crazy..BLAH AND i mean yeah i'm young but so confused about everything. sometimes i don't know what i want but thats another day..... But yaaa i think Gered is mad at me for the fact he thinks lied and i went all wack-o when he asked me if i was mad.. and hes like 'u don't wanna see/hang out with me and everything anymore huh?' and i said ' no gered that isn't it.. u JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND' and clearly i don't either.. so yeah i apologized cause i guess i'm a moronic fool. BLAH sorry for rambling on i guess i just needed to vent it out. arg
but friday is my bestest friend jenas 18 MOTHERFUCKING BIRTHDAY (YAAA BIIITCHES) and its gonna kickass!! so i cant wait to see her cause it seeems like a fucking year. err LOVE U!
i wanna see my baby isaiah. arg!!!!! =)
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2006 22 January :: 7.10pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: Twiztid - darkness
lastnite i went to Gered's. i didn't think i was going.. cause i thought he blew me off since he was supposed to be here anywhere from 8:30-9:30. it was bout 10:10 when he called.. so yeah He wasn't supposed to have a party
but he did anyways, so i was like whoaa. We all got trashed.. i didn't even know wtf was going on. Even though i remember EVERYTHING. And something happened that reallllllly shouldn't of have =); but that would have never happened if 'she' wasn't there..stupid hoe. but yeah overall i did have a good time; i called Alaina and was like 'you need to get here, everyone wants you too' so she did.. she came bout 3am and we both left at 5am. Went to Mcdonalds since Wendy's wasn't open (fuckers) haha. and we got breakfast.. you know ate, was goofy, played in the playhouse thingy! then we just went back to her house and ate some pizza and fell asleep. Today we just drove around alittle and she brought me home. SOooO now i'm just relaxing thinking bout how crazy my night was and what to do and at the same time i'm pretty fucking tired and alil hungry. EeeRrr.
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2006 21 January :: 1.44am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: ICP - homies
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Just got home; i was with Gered all night basically. :) had a nice time... i needed to do something since lastnite my mom and step dad got into it.. err. wasnt to pretty; but when is it ever?. tomorrow well i should say later on today i think im going back to Gereds to chill and party! wooooweee* hes such a sweetie. but yeah anyways im outtie!!
go steelers wooooo
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2006 21 January :: 1.46am
it's kind of hard to believe that a best friend would let an entire month go by without calling back.
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2006 18 January :: 8.04pm
:: Mood: tired
been staying home past 2 days; no school. went with gered the other nite.. had a nice time:: today i went with alaina since i didnt go to school, we took a ride and then went to mikes and drove around.. got high, ya that how ordeal lol. i just woke up alittle bit ago... ate and went to sleep, hehe. and i really dont appreciate my friends 'talking' to my ex boyfriend.. kinda i dunno PISSES ME OFF. but yeah. me and him are still yet not talking and todays his 19th b-day so i told him happy birthday.. but we didnt talk, =\, oh well!
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2006 17 January :: 12.22am
i went with gered and his brother today job searching.. well they did not me and then we went back to there house to chill. i had a nice relaxing time..
then i get on AIM and me and jason get into it. and i mean like hardcore. what an ass. i was called a whore and pathetich and stupid and etc.. i dont feel like whipping out the convo, ive cried enough.
fuck it; fuck you.
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2006 15 January :: 10.35pm
:: Mood: tired
Orgy - eva
me and lai woke up at like 11:30am.. got ready went driving around then went to see her dad for a bit.. then to wendys for food. yummmm.. i was supposed to see jason today but that didnt fall through. i hope to see him soon =\. alaina also let me drive alittle, WHOA WATCH OUT! LMAO. no but it was cool =). but ya thats my exciting day.
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2006 14 January :: 2.20pm
wtf wtf wtf
i hate finding things out..
I was being a bit nebby today and i came acrossed jasons myspace account.. so you know i happened to look in his inbox and sent messages.. and theres this CUTE LITTLE ASIAN GIRL with hardly any clothes on saying 'hey baby, i think your really cute..i came acrossed your myspace and i would like to talk to you so heres my AIM .......' and etc i dunno, wtf? and he REPLIED! saying something like ' ya i think your cute to heres my AIM ........ and hope to hear from you soon' OMFG im so pissed im supposed to go see him sunday and i dont wanna tell him bout the message i had seen..cause he will get so mad at me. but yea wtf? not like my hearts already broken.. i mean its just been thrown on a cutting board and stabbed a few times.. but I WILL BE OKAY! UGH.
it would have been ok if she just sent that and he didnt reply or he did reply and just say ok? hi. BUT NO HE MADE IT LIKE HE WAS INTERESTED!!!!!
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Just got home alittle bit ago.. me and lai went driving around :). thursday and friday nite i stayed at her house and now shes stayin at mine til monday, woo woo. we went to get Jr. Bacon Cheeseburgers. like everyday :P and then we stopped up at my friend gereds house there was supposed to be alcohol lol but u no how it is when parents and friends wont buy it. so we stayed for awhile and left.. man i didnt no people could be so drunk. haha. then we took a cruise through b-ville. and got a drink at subway cause were cool and it was freeeee. but ya good nite!!!! :):):) tomorrow im SUPPOSED to see jason but hes being a queer so i dont no if it will fall through, i just MAY hang out with someone else. so yeah go me?
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