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2005 5 December :: 3.59pm
ahhhh.. thirsty
I wake up in the morning
I look up tp my father
And I see his eyes.
In them is a reflection of mine...
Lord I see the thoughts you have..
Many of them of me
More vast than the ocean
as countless as the sand
Halleluiah,
Praise the father
His beaty reflects on the sky,
His creation shows his perfection.
His love pours out over me.
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2005 5 December :: 3.05pm
today sucked as always i always think about things that happened in the past. i try to show no remorse but i always fail.
i'm excited for this weekend though, i'm so happy. kelly is supposed to be taking me to c3 mall i'm giving her gas money. but the plan was she was going to take me after work on friday up there but thats not til like 7 and by the time she gets me it will be like 8ish and then the mall closes at like 9. and i really want to sit down and talk to him and spend time with him... so i asked her if saturday she could take me before work so i have all day with him and pick me up after work, but she has to see if shes doing anything ..cause shes off sunday.. but i hope that plan goes well because i really wanna see him.. i mean i'll give gas money like mad. :( ill just be real sad if i cant.. cause if things go well on sat. then hes coming down for xmas break to stay with me for a few days and i would oh so love that very much!!!
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2005 4 December :: 3.23pm
:: Mood: could choke a bitch
:: Music: linkin park - in the end
I had to fall to lose it all.
i woke up at 12:40pm to a guys soft voice saying 'hello baby, what are u doing' and i replied 'nothing who is this....-pause- JASON?' and then the voice goes 'WHO THE FUCK IS JASON!' lmfao. it was only ben hahahaha i felt dumb but yeah we talked for a few mins. and then i said so ben when we gonna hang out? and hes like 'whenever you put out we will hang out' I GOT SO PISSED i hung up on him, so ya hes tried to call saying 'im kidding and sorry' so i just went CLICK! hahaha. anyways ya hes still my friend but pisses me off. ugh. and i got into a verbal fight with this girl who is obessed with the guy im talking to, of course i showed her whose boss but still little girls and them thinking there to cool for there britches.. fuck that i would so rock her face. she doesnt need to fuck this up, ill be damned if she trys to..but im not worried about anything cause were going great. right baby? :). & hes the best things ever and i adore him so much...
anyways i cant wait til nextweekend im so excited i couldnt be happier!!! :):) oxox.
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2005 3 December :: 10.21pm
all the plans i've been making lately keep getting fucked over.
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2005 3 December :: 3.29pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: mudvayne - determined
i saw the heavens skies in your eyes
You're super special to me babyxoxox
blah today i had to clean.. like the whole flippin' house; so now i'm tired. LOL. hopefully i do something tonite but who knows cause i'm extremely tired my mother got me up at like 8am i didnt go to bed til like 3am. i need lots of rest haha. i got a new headboard it's really pretty but it makes so much noise i freakin layed on it and moved my arm and its like 'bang'.. i could only imagine how much noise it will make at some points in time ;);).
i can't wait til next weekend, i'm so excited!!!!:)
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2005 2 December :: 3.05pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Endo - penicillin
burr
today sucked big time.. it was freezing outside for one and snowing so we didnt have a 2-hr delay which pissed me off.. ugh anyways i have a stalker and it isnt cool. he follows me everywhere and talks to me all the time im like go away? but it never works.. so i just let it slip by..im so happy its the weekend i dont no what im doing most likely nothing just sittin on my arse. hmmm.
but...the only good thing thats happening is i met a wonderous guy.
i'm falling in love i swear
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2005 1 December :: 5.31pm
:: Mood: gloomy
i'm an addict
i can't help it i'm so insecure.
i never ment to question you.. i'm so sorry i was curious but i guess i was alittle bit to probing and envious and i'm so so sorry.
i always do this.. i always do this to myself..
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2005 30 November :: 9.56pm
ready,
set,
let go.
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2005 29 November :: 8.44pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: box car racer - i feel so
11.29.05
A kiss without commitment's
Like a flower without the rain
It only leads to pain
And it fills my heart with emptiness
Your touch without commitment's
Like a calm before the storm
The tears are starting to form in my eyes
When I kissed you I was curious
The child that I was
I never realized I would love you so
And in the magic of the moment
I was swept to the side
And I saw your heart
So small and tender..
today was gay. i hated today :) i went to the doctors cause my sister is sick and i had one too for reasons because people are assholes.. but ya anyways.. i was supposed to have an appt. for my permit also for driving but noooo not today its bullshit.. its like i will be 493094 years old before i can fucking drive i mean my liscense are already suspended for like 5months when i get them cause i was a moron last year and didnt like to come to school and always skipped. blah!!!!!
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2005 29 November :: 2.21am
:: Music: Modest Mouse- The World at Large
The moths beat themselves to death against the lights,
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great-
I didn't know what I had that day...
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.
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2005 28 November :: 5.29pm
whoaaa
well nothing exciting ever happens. so i just post lyrics cause i like to sing. [lol]
Take this pink ribbon off my eyes
I'm exposed
And it's no big surprise
Don't you think I know
Exactly where I stand
This world is forcing me
To hold your hand
'Cause I'm just a girl, little 'ol me
Don't let me out of your sight
I'm just a girl, all pretty and petite
So don't let me have any rights
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2005 28 November :: 2.09am
:: Music: Adam Sandler - i'll grow old with you
you be love & i'll be liar
That wonderful Someone
Who makes the stars all shine
Who fashioned the mountains
To reach to the sky
Who brings each tomorrow
Who hears every prayer
In sunshine or sorrow
If you call He'll be there
That wonderful Someone
Who makes the flowers grow
Who paints every sunset
With colors that glow
Look all around you
And these wonders you'll see
Designed by that Someone
For you and for me
*sigh*
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2005 27 November :: 5.07pm
:: Mood: bitchy
i don't even care anymore
It Doesn't Even Matter Anymore
i have no feeling.
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2005 27 November :: 2.37am
:: Music: bon jovi- have a nice day
crazy night, wooo
i was at my aunts house thursday until today and i came home..
and i just got home.. i was house cleaning my room rugs. earlier..[lol] and then ben calls and is like you wanna get jena and then me u and jordan hang out and i havent seen jordan in like 2 yrs so i was all excited [this kid was my bestfriend for like 5 yrs] but u see when we got together me, jena and ben went looking for something..and we didnt succeed so we called kelly and we all chilled so me jena ben kelly and audrey got together .. then just drove around and hang out.. hahaha. it was fucking sweet as hell. omg i feel so fucking stupid im tryin to type all okay like n shit. lol. now im home and its 2:45 am and i left here at like 7:30 pm, hahaha and im just chillin bout to hit the sack :):) but i had a fun time and turkey day break is going swell.
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2005 23 November :: 2.53pm
:: Mood: livid
ugh confusion it doesn't matter
I HATE GIRLS WHO RUN THERE COCKSUCKERS!!
stupid people need to shut up and keep my name out of there mouths... i love people who try to be 'cool' and say false statements bout me and saying i supposivly said this and that bout someone.. FUCK THAT!.. you must be fucking dumb to even try and pull some Bullshit with me. hahaha. :)
pay backs a biiiiitch.
not caring?
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