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2005 23 October :: 1.09pm
:: Mood: bored
whoa
stupid bitches just can't seem to keep there mouths shut
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2005 23 October :: 1.35am
My eyes burn from all the smoke...
And I smell like a fucking ashtray.
The show wasn't even good.
What a waste of ten bucks.
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2005 19 October :: 8.43pm
"With me, poetry has been not a purpose, but a passion; and the passions should be held in reverence: they must not - they cannot at will be excited, with an eye to the paltry compensations, or the more paltry commendations, of mankind."
- Edgar Allan Poe
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2005 16 October :: 9.15pm
"We need more people like him in the world... Because genetically modified potatoes... Are not a substitute for vegetables."
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2005 15 October :: 2.14am
:: Music: lalalala
blah today sucks ass. but when doesn't it?
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2005 12 October :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: stressed
im so fucking stresed.. i thought my aunt and cuz would be cool livin here.. but things never go as they seem.. im so sick of it.. so fuckign stressful.. i cant deal with the drama.
i just cant..
..plus i miss all my friends from bentworth
i have no job, im poor. heh
i dont do anything right
ifuckup
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2005 11 October :: 7.05am
I haven't talked in days
And I'm really not too sure
What I sound like anymore
My vision has gone, and my mouth is full of sores
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2005 9 October :: 11.19pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Cradle of filth - nymphetamine
long tiring day
Well today i did absolutly nothing, i basically bummed it out all day.. i was supposed to go with my friend but things came up. so its ok, i talked to steph today, and of course the only reason why she hasnt called is cause she has been busy.. with her new bf.. and thats ok i mean w/e but i got to chit chat with her so its all good. ALSO i talked to jack, fuuuuck him hes like 'wanna hang out' im like 'no, u left me high and dry at that party (lastweekend) when i was puking and u didnt even care u went and got ur pp sucked' so no fuck all that. anyways.. i have school tomorrow, buttttt who has skewl on COLUMBUS DAY?! fucking ringgold.. them pussy batards. UGH so yeah im not really having a wonderous day as planned, i dont feel good neither so yeah.. but im jetting so later.
Do you know
The story from the start
And do you know me
Like you've always told me
Do you see the whispers in my heart against your kindness
My eternal blindness
Do you see...
yourxsoxspecial
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2005 8 October :: 11.53pm
I remember when I was a little kid and I wanted to grow up to be a car mechanic.
I liked the idea of lying under cars and getting dirty. I could roll out from under the car on that board with wheels, and roll back under when I didn't want anybody to find me.
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2005 8 October :: 11.31pm
I remember when I believed what people told me.
I don't remember what you call that.
well, i'll go to college and i'll learn some big words,
and i'll talk real loud- goddamn right i'll be heard.
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2005 8 October :: 8.27pm
:: Music: oasis - wonderwall
HhMmm
And I was drifting away
like a drop in the ocean
And now I realize that
nothing has been as beautiful
As when I saw heaven's skies
In your eyes
hows about i seen my ex bf smokeys MOM lastnite at the gas station and she was like 'he writes me everyday (causes hes in jail) and tells me he misses u and needs u and wants to marry u' im like ..uhm no sorry *runs out the door* LOL oh well not my problem but ya anyways! MY COUSIN AND AUNT came in from South Carolina the other day so its pretty cool, lastnite also we worked the haunted house. woo for fun and for me for some extra- community service. WOOWEE. anyways ya.. today was a pocketful of awesome though..
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2005 7 October :: 6.49pm
I want not to feel.
I want not to want.
So this is how I always spend my Friday nights.
Alone and feeling sorry for myself.
What a waste of life.
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2005 29 September :: 8.54am
Over the past couple of days, things have spiraled out of control.
I can't get into details, because we have to get over to the hospital...
We're in Durham; my dad's at the Duke hospital. He had to be flown here the night of the 27th.
Yesterday everything went great. He got a surgery, it went well, and everyone was so happy.
This morning at 4:40am, we got a call from the hospital. He has to go back into surgery for 2 things today. For his leg and his intestine. They used the word fatal. And through all of this stuff, that was the first time they had used that word.
And I think that's what really hit us.
There is a 10% chance that my dad will live through this surgery.
We were all expecting to go over and see him sitting upin bed, awake and happy .Just being himself. Like he was last night...
I don't know what's going on anymore.
Please, God... let him be okay....
Everyone, please keep my dad in your prayers.
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