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2005 29 July :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: Happy
my few days.. of wonderousness
well let me tell you about my couple few days since i havent updated.
Wednesday -- i went with kelly and her man to his house to stay.. but we ended up leaving for a reason, so we went back 2 her house to stay the nite.. so yeah. and im surprised while i was there for that short amount of time.. i didnt see smokey.. i kinda wanted 2 but i dont know why?..hmm
Thursday -- i chilled with kelly at her work.. then my mom came and picked me up and she said that we were going to my aunt penes house, which is cool i love her to death, hehe. so first she said she'd drop me off to see alaina for alittle bit because my aunt wasnt gonna be home for another hour or so.. so she went to her friends for alittle bit til then.. and me and alaina chilled.. mike was there for a bit then his dad came and got him.. i saw fitz, tj, scott, jay.. i dont associate with them but hmm they were there, lol. then lai aka - alaina, wanted to talk to my mom about her moving in with me.. for reason i rather not disclose.. so who knows where thats gonna go, but she stayed over my house lastnite! and we had so much fun even though we just chilled hehe.
Friday -- mike came and picked me and lai up from my house after he got done with work.. and he dropped us off at lindas (place wheres shes staying) but we decided to take a walk to get smokes.. but we ran into audrey, sara m, and her little sister sam & bill hudock.. so we all went to Ellsworth park to chill.. me and audrey actually were talking.. shes a cool cat i adore her.. so we made plans to chill in the near future, so then later on my cousin roland, tom, my uncle mike, jay e. and his gf also rusty, and matt b as well.. so we all chilled it was pretty funny we had some fun.. and shane showed up and i wanted him to dance for me but he wouldnt.. BAHH hehe. but my mom came and got me later on tonite cause of some shit.. but everythings cool.. tomorrow im supposed to be going to my aunts house cause shes coming to visit tomorrow for a bit, so ill go with her back home to see my cousins, friends and shit.. SO FUNNNNN!! im forreal =]
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2005 29 July :: 11.00am
:: Mood: :(
:: Music: No Doubt- Don't Speak.
Can you feel it crush you?
I feel like I'm losing my friends.
I had the friends I saw on a regular basis narrowed down to four people... Three of the four hardly even talk to me anymore. I suppose that's my fault. I don't know what I'm doing wrong... I really don't.
I guess things just happen sometimes.
People find new friends. New friends that excite them more and make them happier.
Oh well.
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2005 27 July :: 3.16pm
If my friendship means anything to you at all...
Then put a little effort forth.
Because I refuse to do this all by myself.
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2005 26 July :: 11.24pm
i got my cell phone today hehe, im so happpppppy!!
oh yeah im so fucking cool.
now all i need is a jobby job:)
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2005 26 July :: 1.44pm
So yeah... I'm sitting here chillin'... Wearing a Halo2 shirt, Elephant PJ pants, and a sombraro. (I'm also listening to techno.) And one of my mother's friends keeps walking by. My little brother's friends keep looking at me funny too. I am greatly amused.
Attention is cool sometimes.
So who's up for a trip to the movies with me and my sombraro?
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2005 26 July :: 12.12am
Pass the potato!
Click that and enter your zip code. I want this potato all over the country! :o So yeah. Pass it around and stuff. And when it has reached all 50 states, I'll throw a potato party!!
:) Get passin'.
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2005 25 July :: 9.14pm
:: Mood: amused
Well yesterday i stayed with kelly at someone elses house.. it was cool i had a good time. we just chilled like the usual! hehe. kellys got a new ride.. its fucking sweet;no lie. i love it so much. its a 2003 dodge neon. UGH i like orgasm everytime we ride in it, lol. im supposed to get my cell tomorrow.. YAY! also im going to clean my room tomorrow, and i mean actually clean.. lim a cleaning machine.. for real. i always clean and cook.. ill make a good house wife some day ;) LMAO.. yeah anyways, i saw someone lastnite as well and i didnt like what he wanted to "talk" to me about. ugh i hate "people".. in reason. bah. i cant believe school is going to be starting soon, it like ruins my day when i think about that shit. ugh. :( but thats all thats been going on, same ol same ol..im trying to look for a damn job to keep my busy, but everytime i try shit always gets fucked up.. i need the $ bad.
I CANT WAIT TO GET MY PHONE TOMORROW. hot diggidy dog. lmao
ps. I LOVE YOU JENA! lmao. ur my girl. hahahahaha ;) oh yea
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2005 24 July :: 5.02pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: Fall Out Boy
BLOOD MOON
http://www.vmcsatellite.com/?aid=188257
For a friend.
Blood Moon pwned.
I <3 Wade and Will. xD My new friends.
I'm really tired.
And hungry.
And icky.
Ok . . I'm done.
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2005 24 July :: 10.56am
Okay... MySpace was definately something I promised myself that I'd never do... But, I was peer pressured into it, and I've had one for quite a while now. It's actually quite fun. I'm not one of those people who are like addicted to it or anything, but yeah.
If you have one, add me. :]
My Space
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2005 24 July :: 2.35am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: me singing a song!!!
LYRICS FOR YOUR EYES!. hehe
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
Ps. Everyone like 43483729 x 4 people were telling me on AIM "oh i just got back from Ozzfest, it fucking rocked.. what did u do all day?" lmao my answer "i sat on my ass, cleaned and cooked all day.." ya thats meeee. ugh but next year im totally going no doubt.
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2005 23 July :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: groggy
::phew::
[IM GUESSING I SUCK?] so cool.. i just had someone point out to me that im a bitch? all because i type what i like to say down.. and ya ill talk shit on my ex if i want to, but whats my business is my own so i really dont care what u say even if it is ignorant.. next time fill me in on who u r, okay, thanks =]
just an ordinary day for me once again. all i did today was basically feel like betty homemaker and cook, clean and be online all day, hehe. so i dont have much to write about, but i wanna share with u a song that has been stuck in my head for 3 days in a row...
dirty bitch, the messiah
scratch your itch, drug pariah
pink prick, extra blunt
gold plated, stunning cunt
heart thief, dark soul
sucks you dry, eats you whole
i hope something good happens to me sometime soon..
Ps. ozzfest is today, and i couldnt go pisssh, i hate being broke lol.
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2005 23 July :: 10.03am
It's that time again...
1. What is your occupation? Moocher.
2. What color is your underwear? Bright green!
3. What are you listening to right now? Underoath.
4. What was the last thing you ate? Bread. :]
5. Do you wish on stars? If it's a falling star...
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Er... That's a weird question. How should I know?
7. How is the weather right now? A wee bit foggy, but rather hot.
8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? TREMARCUS!! Er... Vinny? I donno.
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Yayuh. Warrenizzle. The shizzle.
10. How old are you today? :o Old enough.
11. Favorite drink? Diet Coke with Splenda, or Starbucks Mint Mocha Frappuchino.
12. Favorite sport to watch? Hm... Motocross, I suppose.
13.Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes. My hair has had blonde highlights, black with red highlights, red, and purple. :] It's naturally dark brownizzle.
14. Do you wear contacts or glasses? Yes. I sometimes wear thick-rimmed emo glasses like a cool kid. =P
15. Pets? 2 dogs that like to hump eachother. :O
16. Favorite month? December. <3333Winter.
17. Favorite food? Uhhh... I don't know. Chicken tenders. XD
18. What was the last movie you watched? Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
19. Favorite day of the year? ...Christmas?
20. What do you do to prevent anger? Punch things/Break stuff. o.o
21. What was your favorite toy as a child? SOCK MONKEY!!! =D!!
22. Fall or Spring? Fall.
23. Hugs or kisses? Depends on who we're talking about.
24. Cherry or Blueberry? Cherry.
25. Do you want your friends to email you back? Sure, why not? If you're reading this, then reply and tell me that you read it.
26. Who is most likely to respond? Uh, probably no one.
27. Who is least likely to respond? Jay.
28. Living arrangements? I live with my younger brother, older sister, and both of my parents.
29. When was the last time you cried? Umm... Like, a week ago?
30. What is on the floor of your closet? Everything.
31. Who is the friend you have had the longest? Amy Dangelico/Alec Romulus. My preschool homeslices.
32. What did you do last night? Chilled with Renee... And talked to Marcus and Vinny. =D
33. Favorite smell? Probably pipe tobacco. :o
34. What inspires you? Random stuff.
35. What are you afraid of? Being completely alone/Losing the people I love.
36. Plain cheese or spicy hamburgers? Whatthefuck?! I don't really like hamburgers... o.O
37. Favorite car? Anything that can take me from point A to point B without problems.
38. Favorite dog breed? I like weiner dogs... But I <3 my golden retreiver.
39. Number of keys on your key ring? Zero. =O *gaspOMGnokeychains!*
40. How many years at your current job? Pshaw. What job?
41. Favorite day of the week? Saturdayyy!
42. How many states have you lived in? One. I have lived in Wilmington, North Carolina for my entire life... ;_;
43. How many cities have you lived in? *points at the question I just answered.*
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2005 22 July :: 5.59pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: Lil Wyte Ft. Josey Scott - Homicidal
well for the past few days i havent updated because ive been chillin with my cousins and a few old friends.. i had fun it was nice to get away for awhile and hit the scenery and the e-town. its been along time. i just got back from 2 days of skateboarding (well me trying anyways) and me getting broke off my ass. it was some funny shit. of course the usual bonding of the gonja and etc..stayed up all hours of the nite doing good ol' crazy crap. i saw decker yesterday for the first time in months boy ol' boy did i miss the fucker.. hes doing ok, but not the best of luck with things but hes cool; roland doesnt like him much so he didnt stick around. haha.. Ozzfest is tomorrow AND UNFORTUNANTLEY I CANNOT GOOO! FUCKING SUCKS DONKEY DICK. ugh but its ok mabey next year. hmm** i saw mike and alaina yesterday as well and of course i waved and all i got was a shitty ass mini wave with HIS fucking pinky.. wtf? is that dude.. AND I DIDNT EVEN GET A HELLO? from either of them fuck em' i dont give a fuck anymore.-- my leg is killing me, my cuz got his board swiped up from under him and i happened to be in the way.. and my leg got freakin railed. so my leg is all swollen and black&blue, oh pitty me. my mom is working on getting my my cell phone.. of couse i cant because no signs of a job piiisssh.. so she said possibly tuesday wooohooooo IM SO HAPPY!! but enough of me blubbering on and on about BS. its time for me to go clean. oh boy! lmao.
<3
Chelle
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2005 22 July :: 3.14pm
Updating... 'Cos I'm cool.
See who can leave the best comment. =D
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2005 20 July :: 2.22am
:: Mood: unstable
:: Music: Blink 182 - whats my age again
dead beat dad.
i found out my mom finally got a good lawyer, so hopefully my asshole father gets nailed pretty hard. i hate that fucker. he has done nothing but cause me and my mother suffering. now its his turn. me and my mom HAVE BEEN (not no more though) involved with CYS before because of him.. my mom gets no help from with when it comes to my needs. but fortunatey we make it, well i make it.. but my step- dad helps out and hes more of a father my real dad will ever be. i mean my real dad doesnt have to know where i am or w/e but im still his kid, he made me.. he should atleast have some dignity and gimme something? am i right or am i right?! i wont sit here and tell u how awful it was when he was around which he and my mom have been divorced for like 5 years or something i dont keep track.. but mainly im just venting a morsal.. but ill narrow my life when he was around.
1.i couldnt do anything ever
2.when my mom was working and he was home i had to stay in my room. or if he was watching tv i had to be quite so i wouldnt distract him. or go outside.
3.when they had little fishing games and stuff at lakes/ponds and what not for the kids he wouldnt take me
4.he was always drunk and fought with my mom
5.he was to drunk to come home for when i got off the bus and i couldnt get in the house. ex( when i was 11 he was at a bar all nite and my mom worked latenite and he was supposed to be home and i had to stay in the dog box with my dog to keep warm) it was winter.
6.he was always cheatin on my mother
7.never payed attention to us?
BUT NOW HE ISNT AROUND and me and my other are happy.. just the fact he is tormenting our lives and doesnt understand that i dont want to be apart of him, because he never wanted me to be apart of his life then, so why should i change my ways for him? piiisshh
enough said.. im sure ur tired of reading and listening to me. i just hope and pray this lawyer gets him, do u no how much money i would have in my name..ugh
ps ok mabey i was being a hypocrit alittle bit i did tell u how awful it was haha. but im sure i was very informative.
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