The story of one person trying to live everyday for today.

The story of one person trying to live everyday for today.

:: 2007 8 June :: 11.33pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: dead presidents - hip hop

11:33pm and i think i have some names in mind.
If it's a boy; Kaden.
If it's a girl; Chanel.

now those aren't forsure but it's been lingering among me. so we will see.
anyways, it's friday and i'm bored as fuck and hungry as hell, i might eat a bowl of reeses puff's cereal, YUMmm! :)

nothing went on today it stormed all crazy though, kinda scared me! i thought the power was gonna go out, but it turned out to be a blow over really and just effects from other areas where they were gettin' hit. sucked though, but atleast it rained.
then doug came and chilled for a min with my boo* he took off and now hes just playin socom and i'm on here like a loser, cuz i'm alil stoned *eekk* and tired and boredddddddddd. someone help me? LoL
my mother gave me a few bucks today.. i needed a few grocerys cause my cubberts are bare. lol well not all the way but enough to where you cant put anything together; but were fine now thats to her. thank heavens.
i could go for some icecream right about now. or tomorrow, so jena wanna go? :)

1 can now see | you are blind

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 8 June :: 9.08pm

in love.

with zack.
with snow cones.
with the sun.
with summer.

i may be confused. but i know one thing.

i am happy.

3 can now see | you are blind

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 7 June :: 8.49pm

it's summer.

you are blind

theedgeofyouratmosphere

:: 2007 5 June :: 5.20pm
:: Mood: tired.

alot of things have changed in my life.
i'm on my own now, and yes i do miss my mothers house alon with my sister... i basically dropped outta school and i'm going to get my G.E.D and hopefully get a job in the near future. i live with my boyfriend. and where going to have a baby.. i'm like 3 months.
hopefully it's a boy. hehe, i do need help picking out names though, i can't seem to find one at all and i can't find a girls name either. moneys of course.. TIGHT. but we live and survive to the fullest. i'll deff be updating my journal now since i finally got the net today, SHIBBY! LoL ANYWHO. i'll attend tomorrow. <3much love.

1 can now see | you are blind

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 2 June :: 4.28pm

i've been thinking alot about the future lately.

i'm not sure where i'm going. with anything.

5 can now see | you are blind

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 29 May :: 11.28pm

circle takes the square.
this is the new cutting edge;
sixth sense limitations dragging me down.
your transcendence of nothing has fueled the flames of our choir.
this is my therapy- singing the praises of razor wire.

embrace the sweet sound of self destruction.

you are blind

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 18 May :: 11.41pm

haiku.
the trees rose so high,
that no bird could reach the top.
unattainable.

1 can now see | you are blind

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 15 May :: 11.59am

i'm going to dresden this summer.

yay.

1 can now see | you are blind

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 10 May :: 6.24pm

dear journal.

i made a new friend today.
he is in my boyfriend's band,
and life is really rough for him right now.

i'll try to keep you updated,
but i hope over the next few weeks we'll become good friends.

2 can now see | you are blind

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 6 May :: 12.24am

i saw modest mouse last night.
i was so close to the stage.
and it was amazing.

the first opening band blew hard.
and everyone was really mean to them.

the second band was really good, and got everyone pumped.
man man, i believe. they were crazy. :]

and then modest mouse.
johnny marr was a great addition to the band.
and isaac brock looks way better in real life.

i saw my favourite band, with the boy i'm in love with.
i'm glad i could share this experience with you, zack.
i got such butterflies when you held me.
i'm so in love. i wouldn't trade this for anything in the world.

i'm unstoppable.

you are blind