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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 20 April :: 11.55pm

hah.
let's just say...

you should hope i don't see your face in public anytime soon.

you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 15 April :: 10.03pm

things are looking up.

zack and i are giving things another try.
and i have a good feeling about it.
i'm going to see brand new and manchester orchestra on thursday,
and i purchased tickets to go see modest mouse today.
they're playing may 4th.

and summer is getting closer. it feels great.
i feel great.
i'm in love.

i hope my mood stays.

1 can now see | you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 9 April :: 11.08pm

number choo

1 can now see | you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 5 April :: 7.54am

false friendships.

don't fucking lie,
and say, "at the time, i didn't even know dana."
if you're going to get to know me,
then fuck me over.

again.

2 can now see | you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 30 March :: 1.43am

a perfect way to start my spring break.

lamb of god was so intense.
best show i've ever been to.

machine head, trivium, and gojira all tore it up, too.
i am content. :]

2 can now see | you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 26 March :: 5.23pm

the difference between you and i:


when i say things,
i actually mean them.

1 can now see | you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 24 March :: 11.03pm

my birthday is in an hour.

4 can now see | you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 18 March :: 12.23pm

today.
would have made it a year.

4 can now see | you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 15 March :: 11.20pm

to coalesce,
then completely fall apart.


i still love him.
it is no longer mutual though.


i'm wondering when it will start to hurt less.

you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 8 March :: 11.30pm

i've lost my glow.
my eyes are dull and lifeless.

i am dead,
in spirit.

you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 25 February :: 5.47pm

i guess this is closure.

he has no romantic feelings for me anymore.
and has no interest in picking our relationship back up.


the past 3 months of my life have been a lie.

i want to be happy again.

you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 22 February :: 8.57pm

i can't even trust my best friend anymore.

you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 20 February :: 10.10pm

"i love you,
i just can't act upon my feelings."


that is not love.
don't ever fucking say you love me.
ever again.
unless you mean it.


and so with you.
je suis fini.

you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 18 February :: 1.33am

all i want is for you to talk to me.

about anything.

you are blind


xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 15 February :: 2.15am

i haven't had a good day in weeks.

and you don't understand,
how easily you could have made it one.

you are blind

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