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kate

:: 2003 24 August :: 8.59pm

Little 2 year old Christopher comes over with his family. He comes in my room, I tell them to keep him out of my room. I pick him up and bring him into the living room. Later, he comes back into my room because obviously his fucking parents aren't watching him and dumps the kitty litter all over my floor. Of course I have to clean it up because It's somehow my fault even though I already told them not to let him in my room. So now I have kitty littler all over my fucking floor which I have to fucking clean up. They need to learn to watch their stupid little child.

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kate

:: 2003 24 August :: 8.49pm

I had to put this in here. It made me laugh.
Grim Reaper
You aren't a M and M. You are death. You eat candy
while leading souls to the afterlife.


(One question) Which M&M are you?
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kate

:: 2003 24 August :: 7.05pm

Woohu Home Page. The Crow's Loft

Joe's Site Email Kate
Email James Email Justin

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kate

:: 2003 24 August :: 6.33pm

Kate Kate Kate Kate Kate Kate Kate

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kate

:: 2003 24 August :: 1.35am

The Crow
People once believed that when someone dies, a Crow carries their soul to the land of the dead, but sometimes something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes, the Crow can bring the soul back and put the wrong things right.

"Victims? Aren't we all?"

"It can't rain all the time."

"Nothing is trivial."

"You're all going to die."

"Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever."

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kate

:: 2003 22 August :: 6.39pm


You are the typical feminist, depressed, artist.
You go against the crowd and do everything you
can to be different. Too bad noone notices.
Try communicating with people, not just looking
down on them.


What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you?
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I'd have to disagree with this. I only put it in here because I thought it was ironic that I got daria and I've been compared to her by a couple people.

"Be right back after this, the unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophe." -Jason Mraz/The Remedy

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kate

:: 2003 19 August :: 5.07pm

It was a windy night. Not too cold. The stars were hidden by the gloom of dark clouds. She sat on the bench waiting patiently. The words played over and over in her head, uncertain of which ones to use. She heard the crunching of autumn leaves and looked up. There he was, leisurely making his way toward her, the darkness revealing him slowly. He stopped in front of her and she stood up to face him. Taking his hand, she looked in his eyes.
"I'm sorry. I love him," she spoke and looked down. After a moment she looked up at his expressionless face. He leaned forward, whisered in her ear, "I still love you," and kissed her cheek. He then turned back the way he came and left her at the dark street as the night seemed to grow darker. She stood for several minutes, staring after him until he was no longer visable. She turned the opposite direction and made her way home.

It was a week later. She lay in the arms of her love. The phone rang and she answered it. He was at the hospital. He was dying.
"We have to go see him," she tells her love.

Lying on his deathbed, he stared at her at his side. Her love standing next to her. He felt deep abhoration for that man. He hated that his enemy could see him in his weakest state. Pain coursed through his body and tears streamed from his face. He grabbed her hand and held it tight as he took his last gasping breaths.
"Please.." he breathed, "kiss me one last time."
She bent over and kissed him gently. She felt the life leave him as her lips did.

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kate

:: 2003 19 August :: 2.06am

I'm bored. Very bored. No one's online except for Rachel. We're sort of talking. I wish 'someone' would wake up and have this need to get online. I want to talk. I have things to say. I think.
Today wasn't the greatest. It was nice of Justin to rescue me from this hell for awhile and take me to the school. But afterwards I had to come back home and .. yeah.. sucks more than you know. Had an interesting conversation with Neilee. Got me thinking. hmmm...
I don't have a journal pic right now. I couldn't find one so I just gave up for awhile.

I.. don't know... I'm still thinking Neilee. I don't know what to do.


"Nobody said it would be easy. It's such a shame for us to part. Nobody said it was easy. Nobody said it would be this hard." -Coldplay/The Scientist

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kate

:: 2003 18 August :: 3.21pm

You represent... hope.
You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.


What feeling do you represent?
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"Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens. A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins. I will never ask if you don't ever tell me. I know you well enough to know you never loved me." -Taking Back Sunday/Cute Without the E (Cute From the Team)

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kate

:: 2003 18 August :: 2.39pm

New Schedule
1 Algebra 1 ---- Taylor, S
2 Spanish 1 ---- Crowley, V
3 Biology ---- Fournier, M
4 (A)P.E. ---- Carr, R
4 (B)Health ---- Reed, S
5 BMMT 1 ---- Kruisenga
6 Honors Freshman
Comp/Literature ---- Olsen, k

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kate

:: 2003 18 August :: 12.17pm

HASH(0x843a7fc)
Protector


The ULTIMATE personality test
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"In this sea of lonely, the taste of ink is getting old." - The Used/The Taste Of Ink

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kate

:: 2003 16 August :: 11.44pm

While shopping
Mom: Why do you like that shirt?

Me: Because it's Invader Zim.

Mom: Computers M?

Me: *sigh* yeah..

Later at home
Mom: Kate is this your shirt?

Me: What shirt?

Mom: The one that says "System of Doom."

Me: You mean... System of a Down... yes It's my shirt.


yeah... my mom's getting old.


"You fall asleep and wake up dead with a broken broom stickin' out your forehead. I sing lullabies till you dose off Tie you down and chew your fuckin' toes off." -ICP/Boogie Woogie Wu

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kate

:: 2003 16 August :: 12.03am

Schedule
1 Unknown ---- Unknown
2 Spanish 1 ---- Crowley, V
3 Biology ---- Fournier, M
4 (A)P.E. ---- Carr, R
4 (B)Health ---- Reed, S
5 Algebra 1 ---- Taylor, S
6 Honors Freshman
Comp/Literature ---- Olsen, k

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kate

:: 2003 15 August :: 12.41am

Sweet dreams.
Sweet
pleasing to the other senses - fragrant, melodious, beautiful: fresh as opposed to salt or to sour. amiable, kindly, gracious. -- A term of endearment.

Dreams
A sequence of thoughts and fancies, or a vision during sleep: a state of abstraction, a reverie: an unrealistic ambition.

I don't know if I want to have sweet dreams. Sure they're nice but then you wake up only to find that you can't have whatever you were dreaming about. Like the definition says, an unrealistic ambition. Almost depressing really. You have this great, sweet dream, then you wake up to your ordinary life, which is going to seem even worse compared to your dream. I think I'd rather have nightmares. It makes sense. I'd wake up and be thankful for my life being so 'sweet'.

Just my thoughts.

"Take the noose off your ambition." - RHCP/Throw Away Your Television

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kate

:: 2003 14 August :: 7.31pm

Your an apple
You are an apple. Subtle flavour but a great
aftertaste. People love to be around you. Your
original and interesting.


What fruit are you???
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well. I hope that's true.

"And you always seem outnumbered, you dare not make a stand." -Metallica/Turn The Page

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kate

:: 2003 14 August :: 6.58pm

John Holmes's last words.
John Holmes was a U.S. lawyer and the brother of Oliver Wendell Holmes. After he had lain absolutely quiet and motionless on his deathbed for an extraordinarily long period of time, those assembled in the room suspected that he had died. A nurse checked his pulse, found none, and announced that she would feel his feet to see if they were warm, "If they are, he's alive. Nobody ever died with warm feet." "John Rogers did," came Holmes's reply. John Rogers was a Protestant martyr who had been burned at the stake.

"All the words are gonna bleed from me and I will think no more." -The White Stripes/Seven Nation Army

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kate

:: 2003 14 August :: 12.45am

Lucky Neck Meat
James says:
A leprechaun jumps on a tree stump and says,"Kate, rub my magic belly of whimsical fancy and be transported to a far away toilet stall..."

Kate says:
Kate yells "James save me!" and cowers behind him.

James says:
James approaches the leprauchan ,"I outta sock in you the front toofers mister, you leave my friend kate alone". The leprauchan takes of his shoes and wiggles his toes, transforming him into a....

Kate says:
giant toe wiggling cat. The cat pounced upon James and began to wiggle his toes on James's tummy. Kate grabs the nearest tree and throws it at the cat. The cat...

James says:
barked, "hey...that felt like a tree hitting me!" and jumped off of James. James, who enjoys a good tickling, was no where near down for the count. He lept to his feet and spoke...

Kate says:
"Kate, why'd ya have to go and do that?" Kate walks over to him and whispers in his ear "I'm the rainbow in your jail cell," then sits down on the ground. James...

James says:
slips on a banana, fracturing his dorsal fin. "ow", James exclaimed ,"Now I have to go grow another one". Kate lept up grabbing James's hair, "You must release the Evillllll..thingy, from the castle of.....BOOMSHAKALAKA!"

Kate says:
James jumps up into hero stance. "There's evil thingys that need releasing?! Quick Kate, off to the castle of BOOMSHAKALAKA!" James runs off. Kate walks after, because she's so damn lazy.

James says:
Kate says under breath,"What a moron". James sprints back grabbing Kate and picking her up. We must climb the tallest tree to find the magical orb of embryo that leads to a map that opens a path to the shack of AKALAKAHSMOOB! Kate spoke,"but thats not where we wanna go...." James Shouts , "EXACTLY!"

Kate says:
Kate follows after James on his crazy quest which switched from the castle of BOOMSHAKALAKAKA! to the shack of AKALAKAHSMOOB! Suddenly James sees a can. He picks it up and says "Doodie doodie doodie dooo!" and does a little dance. Kate grabs another can and joins in. After they finished, Kate asked, "where are we off to now Jamesy?"

James says:
Kate grabs James and looks into his eyes , " I love.......grilled cheese". James speaks up.."wow kate....i didn't know you felt so strongly about that". The two just continue walking until they come across a brownish stream.......and James kneels down and tastes it. "Its Choco Milk Kate!". Kate rushes forward shoving James out of the way...

Kate says:
"Chauky milk!!! My one true loooove!!!" She starts chugging it as best she can. Suddenly she hears screams. She looks around and sees James floating down the stream. "James!" She dives into the chocolate milk but lands hard on the surface. She gets up and walks over to James. "I'm like God!"

Kate says:
kate saves james, they go off make passionate love and live in the castle of booshakalakalaka...whatever... forever with the woodland creatures.

(we needed a quick ending)

There you are James, I finally put it in my journal.

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kate

:: 2003 13 August :: 11.31pm
:: Music: RHCP - Tear

I can't express my love for this CD. Someone needs to get me Californication and Blood Sugar Sex Magic.

"I got dosed by you and closer than most to you and what am I supposed to do? Take it away, I never had it anyway." -RHCP/Dosed

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kate

:: 2003 13 August :: 10.56pm
:: Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Throw Away Your Television

Update
I wake up at about 1:15pm. Decide I hate getting up that late so I need to quit going to bed at 4. Sit around.. go on the internet... practice guitar.. go to lessons. Lessons were pretty good. I started learning Scattered by Green Day today. I guess my teacher wants to give up on Yellowcard - Powder because it's not really a good song for learning to play guitar. I don't mind though. The guitar part didn't have the melody so it wasn't very fun. After lessons I got home and did some stuff around the house. Chorey stuff. Took some mental abuse from my dad. Then I got on here. I've been talking to James and listening to the Red Hot Chili Peppers CD. By The Way is a great CD. Does anybody know how to get rid of pop-ups? I don't even have to get rid of them, just not have so many. God there's so many. SO many. personally, it drives me fucking insane. Anyway, that's my day. I might go to bed around midnight or 1, to get used to going to bed a little bit earlier again. heh.

"You know everytime I try to go where I really want to be, it's already where I am because I'm already there." - SoaD/Sugar

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kate

:: 2003 13 August :: 8.33pm

Kate the Conquerer................. hehe

yep. it's spelled wrong.

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