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2003 29 June :: 6.46pm
:: Music: Filter - Hey Man Nice Shot
Burdens
Sooo tired. I'm sitting here yawning like crazy and my eyes are all droopy. I should just go to sleep but I sleep so much.
Hm. I just got deja vu. As I was typing something. It's an odd feeling.
well if you insist
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2003 28 June :: 11.00pm
I'm sitting in my room, reading a book at my desk. My mom walks in and lays on my bed. Criticizes my music. I just ignore her and keep reading. Then I hear, "You're naughty. Hahaha, you're so naughty!" (She's playing with the cat.) I say, "You're gonna make me throw up."
She says, "You're just prejudice."
"What? Prejudice about what?"
" Against moms. Against moms having fun."
"Riiiight... he can't even understand you."
"Yes he can."
I just ignored her and kept reading until she eventually left. Ugh. Just.. ugh... kill me.
well if you insist
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2003 26 June :: 9.32pm
:: Music: Coldplay - The Scientist
My party is Friday, (tomorrow.) 8pm to 1am.
1 you must really like me |
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2003 26 June :: 2.44pm
Cruxshadows - Tears
Reaching out in dead of night
Emptiness by candlelight
Memory, a haunted sea
Souring in sudden rage
The damage plagued upon my love
Driven by this selfish urge
To separate yourself from me
But not the way you planned
The gambit flow of shifting thought
She'll write a kiss upon my cross
And with each moment of despair
Lay to heart a lovely tear
Within each bone the salty sea
Swims; an ocean silently
Swims; the forest of my dreams
Swims; the essence I call me
Come bringing back now can't explain
The measures swept away in pain
Hatred, will I escape your grasp?
Buried feelings let me pass
I cannot kill this final flame
The fire that once consumed my heart
But Hope must have some kind of fuel
And Chance must keep this fire
The gambit flow of shifting thought
She'll write a kiss upon my cross
And with each moment of despair
Lay to heart a lovely tear
Within each bone the salty sea
Swims; an ocean silently
Swims; the forest of my dreams
Swims; the essence I call me
(sampled interlude)
The gambit thought...
The gambit flow...
The gambit...
The gambit flow of shifting thought
She'll write a kiss upon my cross
And with each moment of despair
Lay to heart a lovely tear
Within each bone the salty sea
Swims; an ocean silently
Swims; the forest of my dreams
Swims; the essence of my being
The gambit flow of shifting thought
(Swimming out the tears in my eyes)
She'll write a kiss upon my cross
(Looking for the shore)
And with each moment of despair
(I hope that this is the last time)
Lay to heart a lovely tear
(I hope that this is the last time)
Within each bone the salty sea
(Swimming out the tears in my eyes)
Swims; an ocean silently
(Looking for the shore)
Swims; the forest of my dreams
(I hope that this is the last time)
Swims; the essence of my being
(I hope that this is the last time)
The gambit flow of shifting thought
(Swimming out the tears in my eyes)
She'll write a kiss upon my cross
(Looking for the shore)
And with each moment of despair
(I hope that this is the last time)
Lay to heart a lovely tear
(I hope that this is the last time)
Within each bone the salty sea
(Swimming out the tears in my eyes)
Swims; an ocean silently
(Looking for the shore)
Swims; the forest of my dreams
(I hope that this is the last time)
Swims; the essence of my being
(I hope that this is the last time)
well if you insist
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2003 26 June :: 12.14pm
:: Music: Everclear - Father of Mine
I like this one best ...even though it's not actually how my name is spelled...
| kayt | | Magic Number | 9 | | Job | Sporting Great | | Personality | The Glass Is Half-Empty | | Temperament | Nervous | | Sexual | Whatever, Whenever, Whoever | | Likely To Win | A Free Coke | | Me - In A Word | Unique | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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well if you insist
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kate
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2003 24 June :: 4.39am
:: Music: Filter - Hey Man Nice Shot
*sigh*
Guess I'll go to bed now or something...
well if you insist
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kate
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2003 24 June :: 2.30am
:: Mood: insomnia/lonely/boredom encasing body
:: Music: Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonnaise
You don't know what it's like to be up at 2:24 in the morning, alone and not wanting to go to bed. You're stuck with nothing to do but aimlessly surf the internet, hoping something interesting will come up or someone good will get online. *sigh* This sucks so much.
1 you must really like me |
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kate
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2003 24 June :: 1.46am
:: Music: Fuel - Hemorrhage
These both suck.
| kate | | Magic Number | 7 | | Job | Serial Killer | | Personality | Rainy Day | | Temperament | Steely | | Sexual | Straight | | Likely To Win | A Swimming Badge | | Me - In A Word | Dull | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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| kate shelton | | Magic Number | 12 | | Job | Politician | | Personality | Paranoid And With Good Reason | | Temperament | Check My Pulse | | Sexual | Whatever, Whenever, Whoever | | Likely To Win | Nothing | | Me - In A Word | Chinny | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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well if you insist
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kate
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2003 23 June :: 1.43am
:: Music: Our Lady Peace - Lying Awake
You say those things.
I was thinking, why, oh why do I have to be so impatient? It's been awhile. I think I'll go to bed soon since no one's online and I really have nothing else to do.
Ugh. Immaturity can really make you want to kill something. I have tolerance for it, but for some people, I just want to... *movement of frustration*
Today Justin went to church with me and then we went to this park place and walked around a path they had. It was fun. There were too many mosquitos and those white fuzzy things though.
For those of you that don't know, I got a kitten. His name is Joey. He's sleeping in my lap right now. I love him a lot. You can't get something much more cuddly than a kitten.
I'm really rambling. It's offical, my party is Friday. The times however, are unknown. They're gonna be about the same as the last party though, that's all I know.
I guess I'm about done. *sigh* I hate when this time comes and I have no choice, but to go to bed. Goodnight children.
3 you must really like mestalkers |
well if you insist
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2003 20 June :: 9.40pm
you wont find real love with her. you wont. it wont be real. fake.. horribly fake. wonderfully disguised. but it's not real. I promise. Don't look for the real thing in her.
6 you must really like mestalkers |
well if you insist
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kate
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2003 20 June :: 3.16am
:: Music: Clutch - Immortal
Down, down, tryin' to drag me down
There's no way around it
I'll just have to wait
I'm going to stare
Watching for fate
bubble gum and candy
childhood games
distant memories
faces with no names
3:16 in the morning
all to do is think
sitting in my chair
letting my mind sink
i love the rain
and the pink roses
i love how i hate
all your fake poses
I need that memory
heh, I'm running out
now I'm rambling
without a doubt
I'm rhyming like an idiot
because I'm here
so you get to read this
have fun, my dear :)
heheh, this is starting to suck
I've stopped trying
Almost a bad feeling
Can't even begin crying
Once you stop trying
lose all motivation
you're just lost and alone
and past desperation
man, I need to stop
I'm gonna keep sitting here though
I think Joe fell asleep
what to do... I really don't know
5 you must really like mestalkers |
well if you insist
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kate
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2003 20 June :: 3.13am
:: Music: Blackalicious - Deception
I don't know what this is.
I think I know
you're thinking
I know what it is
you hide
deep in that tunnel of yours
shh
what is that?
it's not right
just that
that hideous thing
what do you think?
What's that?
No no no.
You're wrong
I think I know.
but perhaps
is there a way around it?
*snickers*
yes, we're all...
*snickers once more*
doomed.
well if you insist
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kate
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2003 18 June :: 10.54pm
:: Music: Coldplay - In My Place
And yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
I really do like, pink roses.
well if you insist
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kate
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2003 18 June :: 11.28am
:: Music: Godsmack - Straight Out Of Line
I'm goin to town today to hang out with Justin for a few hours. That should be fun. Other than that, it's sitting on the computer all day as usual. My computer is being really dumb and msn and hotmail wont work. Add me if you have aim and you want to talk to me. thiscuthurts. Yeah... I never know how to end these.
2 you must really like mestalkers |
well if you insist
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kate
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2003 17 June :: 4.09am
I feel like crying. I think it's because of so much lack of sleep. My eyes hurt alittle. I wish I was just normal and sleep didn't burden me so. Justin you shouldn't become nocturnal like me. If you want to go ahead, but it's really not healthy. *shrugs.* We make our own choices.
Trust me.
2 you must really like mestalkers |
well if you insist
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kate
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2003 16 June :: 4.38pm
:: Music: Powerman 5000 - When Worlds Collide
I don't really want to sit on here all day again. I'm waiting for Justin to get back on because he said he would so we can plan on going to the movies. I hope I can go. I don't know how my mom's gonna feel about it though. I might be having another party on the 28th. If I am going to have it, I'll tell you if you're invited. If I don't and you think you're worthy to come ;) just ask. I stayed up real late last night. It was entertaining. Hm..
well if you insist
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kate
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2003 16 June :: 8.16am
:: Music: Lit - Miserable
8:16am
It's bright out. I'm gonna go to bed, because I have nothing else to do.
well if you insist
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kate
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2003 16 June :: 6.18am
Dirt, mud, dust- you don't care, as long as you can
roll in it!
What random GIR quote are you?
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1 you must really like me |
well if you insist
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kate
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2003 16 June :: 6.09am
:: Music: Collective Soul - December
6:09. Not even close to goodnight yet.
well if you insist
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kate
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2003 16 June :: 5.20am
:: Music: The Beastie Boys - No Sleep Till Brooklyn
I might skip sleep tonight. Damn, I need more water. Hm. well, it's 5:21.. I'm gonna go... get some water now.
well if you insist
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