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2003 15 June :: 7.13am
I went to David's party and had fun. Then I spent the night at Courtney's. I'm alittle bruised up because of jumping from and over Courtney's furniture. I'm so sleepy.. I'm almost falling asleep just typing this.. erg.. I drove today. I got to drive Courtney a quarter of the way home, then I drove to my sister's friend's house because my sister forgot her purse there. I can't go over 45 without starting to swerve alittle.... but it was my third time driving, so I think it's fairly well, for me. *yawn* Okay, I suppose I'm done.
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2003 12 June :: 6.42pm
:: Mood: loathing
:: Music: Led Zeppelin - Since I've Been Loving You
Dad says to me on the way home from G-lessons, "You can't be on the computer until 2 in the morning anymore. I don't think you should be on it so much this summer." I said, "why? I have nothing else to do." He said, "Read." I said "I'm not always in the the mood." He said, "Yeah, well, make yourself." I said, "That's like me telling you to read." (He's literally never read a full book) He said. "No it's not because I'm not a reader." I said "It's the same if I'm not in the mood."
Then apparently last night my sister had a tantrum about her computer she got for graduation being in my bedroom. "I have to take Beth's computer out of your room because she's a whiny bitch who's not gonna use it herself and it's gonna sit in a box for the next ten years while you have to use the shitty computer that takes 5 minutes to load a page and 10 fucking minutes just to turn on," is basically what my dad said, without the profanity.
Then I told him how Joe said he could see why the Cd Burner wont work. My dad asked, "How old is he?" I said, "15." He said, "uhh.. I think we'll get someone else." I was like what the fuck. I said. "He's good with computers, he's like Andy." He said, "Then we'll get Andy." He's such a fucking ass. I hate family.
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kate
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2003 12 June :: 6.06am
6:06. Goodnight.
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kate
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2003 12 June :: 6.01am
6 am, I'm still up and ready for more being awake.
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kate
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2003 12 June :: 5.12am
Why look, it's 5:12 in the morning.
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kate
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2003 11 June :: 3.12pm
:: Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Can't Stop
I smell fruity with a hint of roses
Today I used shampoo called Creamy Citrus, conditioner called Pear Mango Passion, this perfume crap called Apple Fantasy and Body wash that smelled like roses.
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2003 10 June :: 11.47pm
Conversation with my mom
Mom: Will you please go through those clothes?
Me: Okay.
Mom: Because Becka's coming in the morning-
Me: Okay
Mom: -and I don't want her to have to wait for you.
Me: Okay
Mom: Just do it tonight.
Me: Okay
Later conversation with my mom:
Mom: *holds up Aeropostal sweater*Do you want this?
Me: No.
Mom: Are you sure?
Me: Yes.
Mom: Is it just cuz it says Aeropostate?
Me: Yes, Mom, because it says AeroposTATE.
Mom: Well what's that word? Can't you give this to Neilee or someone?
Me: No.
Mom: How about Courtney or one of your other friends?
Me: No.
Mom: C'mon, just give it to someone, I'm sure they'll like it.
Me: No.
Mom: Fine, I'll give it to one of them. *walks away*
dumbass.
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2003 10 June :: 10.02pm
Conversation with my dad
Dad: Hey Kate, what's that show you were downloading?
Me: Invader Zim?
Dad: Peterson?
Me: No, Invader Zim.
Dad: Invaders.
Me: Innnnvaaaaadeeeerrrr Zzzzziiimmm
Dad: Ok, Invader Zin.
Me: No, Invader. Ok? Invader Zimmm. Z-I-M. With an M.
Dad: Zim. Okay. Invader Zim. *walks away mumbling 'Zim. Invader Zim. Zim.'
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2003 9 June :: 4.01pm
yum
serpents, fire, swords, dragons, sex
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2003 8 June :: 10.37pm
Today I got some red chuck taylors. They're nice. They're backless though, which I don't like. They were cheap though! so that's a plus. heh. Invader Zim is great. I was up until like 3 last night watching episodes I downloaded. The one where Zim is afraid of germs, what's that called? I want to download it. doot do doo.. um.. I hate having short entries, but I don't know what else to say. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow. It's to figure out why I'm so nocturnal. *sigh* it's the end.
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2003 7 June :: 9.38pm
:: Music: Bush - Mouth
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The all-nighter was alright. It was pretty damn boring. Better than being at home though. I met some people and got to know some others. Well, actually I met um, 2 people. Mitch and Eric. And I sort of got to know Mitch and Joe. More than I knew before anyway. After I got home, I watched a movie before I went to bed. Then I slept until around 4:30. I'm not gonna go to sleep tonight probably. Probably wont be able to. I didn't do much today. I haven't much of a today either though so... ah, fuck my excuses. I'm just a lazy bum, doomed in this world. I'm glad school is over. I think. I want to go to high school. I'm gonna take a shower now.
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2003 7 June :: 9.29pm
:: Mood: alittle frustrated with myself
:: Music: the doom song
My Dream
My parents were having another kid, but they would have to get an abortion if they didn't kill 2 of the kids they already had. So my parents decided to kill the 2 kids instead of the baby that they would have. Sam (Putt) was my brother and Audreanna was my sister, I don't know why. My parents killed them. I couldn't stop crying and when I tried to talk to my dad about it, he ignored me. Somehow, I got trapped in a dream within my dream. It was a dream Audreanna was having.. even though she was dead.. At first I didn't know I was in her dream and I saw a van, a bunch of people were in it like Mama Putt's van, except the van was green. Sam was about to get in it and I ran up to him with tears in my eyes and hugged him so tight. I remember saying over and over, "this is too good, I have to be in a dream, there's no way this can be real. It's too good to not be a dream," because I was so happy they were alive. Audreanna was sitting in the front seat of the van. Then, I found out it was a dream, and I woke up.
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2003 31 May :: 11.02pm
I got to go to David's party for awhile. It was good, the small portion I was there for. I smell like the fire, I need a shower. *yawn* I'm really sleepy. Joe and I are the losers and aren't at the party right now. I'm so lost for words..
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2003 31 May :: 5.33pm
Well, I went to Cedar Point yesterday for the 8th grade trip. I had fun. It wasn't great, but was worth going.
I don't know if I can go to David's party. I hope I can.
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2003 27 May :: 4.24pm
The sky is deep, the sky is dark.
The light of the stars is so damn stark.
When I look up, I fill with fear.
If all we have is what lies here,
this lonely world, this troubled place,
then cold dead stars and empty space...
Well, I see no reason to persevere,
no reason to laugh or shed a tear,
no reason to sleep or ever to wake,
no promises to keep, and none to make.
And so at night I still raise my eyes
to study the clear but mysterious skies
that arch above us, as cold as stone.
Are you there, God? Are we alone?
-THE BOOK OF COUNTED SORROWS
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kate
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2003 26 May :: 10.08pm
the morning birds sung me to sleep last night. No actually, they annoyed me, but I fell asleep eventually.
Haven't talked to Justin all day today. Apparently he was on around 4, one of the few times I wasn't. I miss him.
I hate sleep dammit. Burdens. I always dream too. I had this dream last night that my parents took me to a restaurant that only allowed guys but nobody cared that i was there even though I was a girl. The restaurant was called "Cataway Away" What do you think that means? I don't know.
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2003 26 May :: 9.10pm
my favorite line from In The Arms of Sleep by The Smashing Pumpkins is "but you just can't tell, who you'll love and who you won't." I was reading the song in Jay's journal and that line made me stop.
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kate
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2003 26 May :: 5.10am
:: Music: Bush- Glyserine
No sleep for Kait
Wow, this is really my insomniac night. I'm hardly tired. Hardly sleepy. I'm sort of talking to Joe and Jimi is at his house. I'm really really bored. Our conversation has kind of died, gotten rather... numb? I don't know. I finished 2 books I've been reading today. One for school, one for the hell of it. I need some water. Too bad I'm too lazy to go get some. I need to work on that. I like fire alot. Yeah, so where is everyone? I realize most of you are probably sleeping, but we had no school, and everyone was pretty much off the internet by like 10. Craziness. Guess I'm done now. Hm.
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2003 25 May :: 4.40pm
headache today. headache everyday.
I liked my party. Fortunatly my parents had nothing to complain about and said I could have another one. So I will. Sometime. When one is needed.
ran out of things to say, since today is so uneventful and all.
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kate
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2003 24 May :: 10.24am
im having second thoughts.. should i have the party?
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