Pneumonia
Lots of Rain + Cold air conditioner = hard nipples and pneumonia...>>;;;
I know, I know, with My horrid immune system I shouldnt be playing in the rain....but its sooo fun. I look like I just got out of the shower. ^^ I love the rain. It puts me in such a good mood! I danced in it for a little while with the silly people outside...and now, I am soaked.....I look seksay! Tucker, you would love this...

Im gonna go now...business work to do...o_o;

...such a beautiful song
The rope that's wrapped around me
Is cutting through my skin
And the doubts that have surrounded me
Are finding their way in
I keep it close to me
Like a holy man prays
In my desperate hour
It's better that way

So I'll come by and see you again
I'll be such a very good friend
Have mercy on my soul
I will never let you know
Where my mind has been

Angels never came down
There's no one here they want to hang around
But if they knew
If they knew you at all
Then one by one the angels
Angels would fall

I've crept into your temple
I have slept upon your pew
I've dreamed of the divinity
Inside and out of you
I want it more than truth
I can taste it on my breath
I would give my life just for a little death

So I'll come by and see you again
I'll be just a very good friend
I will not look upon your face
I will not touch upon your grace
Your ecclesiastic skin

I'll come by and see you again
I'll have to be a very good friend
If I whisper they will know
I'll just turn around and go
You will never know my sin

o_O;
Odd music choice ne? Havent listened to Tatu in forever. I love this song though...Makes me think of things like I want them to be...Mrr...

Well, this day didnt turn out too bad. It was just really wierd. I got to school a little late, seeing as we were on club schedule today. I didnt have a club, however I did have to go to the Senior Jostens meeting thing. Interesting...kinda...I am gonna end up spending alot of money...
Oh well.
After that I went to 2nd...didnt really do much. went to third, didnt really do much...read a really cool poem Ill post later...
Went to lunch, had a cake fight with Michael and another freshmen...that was hilarious. Mike ended up with cake everywhere...and somehow he got it on his back...poor adorable gothy boy. ^^ Anyways, after Lunch I went with Jack up to 7-11 and got a slurpee and a hot pocket, came back and talked with him about life for a while. After that I wandered around for like a while until I stayed in mrs Loflin's room, 15 minutes until the bell rang. Walked with matt part of the way to his bus then found tucker running to find me as I got outside. MEt him, and Michelle came up to ask if she could have a ride home. He said yes. We took her home, then came here and commenced painting. It was cool. Im exausted now though...Think Im gonna talk to Jesse and Vic then go to bed if Tuck doesnt come online. Eh...*shrug*

Mornings Suck
How I do hate mornings. Specially when I didnt get to sleep until late. Im exhausted. Was woken up by dad yelling at me again. I ahte that god damned sofa and Koda wont give me the big one. Im definitely ready to finish my room and go back to sleeping in my bed. Its looking really pretty now. Blood red. I laid in there for a little while when dad took the boys to the bus....and cried. I dont know exactly why I was crying, I just was. I called Tucker this morning in a panic cause I couldnt find my binder with ALL my school work in it...found it in the pile of stuff in my hallway...the stuff I took out of my room.
Yeah. I couldnt find my binder so Im still home. Dad decided to take me in later. Im not feeling too hot anyway. I get to paint later though...
Wow, this song is so calming....
Makes me smile for some reason...and think of Tuck...

down to the earth i fell
with dripping wings
heavy things won't fly
and the sky might catch on fire
and burn the axis of the world that's why
i prefer a sunless sky
to the glittering and stinging in my eyes

i feel so light
this is all i want to feel tonight
i feel so light
tonight and the rest of my life
tonight and the rest of my life

gleaming in the dark sea
i'm as light as air
floating there breathlessly
when the dream dissolves
i open up my eyes
i realize that
everything is shoreless sea
a weightlessness is passing over me

i feel so light
this is all i want to feel tonight
i feel so light
tonight and the rest of my life
tonight and the rest of my life

everything is waves and stars
the universe is resting in my arms

i feel
so light
this is all i want to feel tonight
i feel
so light
tonight and the rest of my life
tonight and the rest of my life