shinoakurei
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2005 2 June :: 3.48am
:: Music: I don't honestly know
So close...
To number 300, this one is 291, and i just felt like updating my profilenot that long ago so yeah. Night ladies and gents.
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Smell the Pretty Flowers
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jredmon
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2005 2 June :: 3.18am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc.
Oh it's a beautiful morning.
It feels good having told everyone I think needed to know. Everyone I consider a good friend knows, and it feels incredibly good. It may have taken me oh, 9 years? 10 years? to come this far, but it was worth every moment. I wouldn't change a thing, and I'm exstatic that everyone has taken it as well as they have. It means more to me than you know.
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Smell the Pretty Flowers
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shinoakurei
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2005 2 June :: 3.01am
:: Mood: Feeling Better
:: Music: Lacuna Coil-- Heaven's A Lie
Man..
I feel better. People just come out of nowhere when you seem to need em. Who knows, all ill say is thank you, but to whom, only they know.
Smell the Pretty Flowers
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shinoakurei
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2005 2 June :: 12.04am
:: Mood: annoyed
Mystery Person
Whoever you are I really wish you'd have enough courage to sign a name. It seems as though you take some delight in leaving comments when you can, so Ill bite, what do you want, why must you insist on leaving your two cents everytime i write something that you are obviously not involved in.
So if your up to it, comment, leave your name this time.
Smell the Pretty Flowers
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shinoakurei
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2005 1 June :: 9.46pm
:: Music: Lamb of God-- Ruin
I got that urge..
To break stuff. Im bored, and I want nothing more than to go out and pick a fight with someone. The more time goes by, the more Im growing aggravated and unfriendly to the outside world. One minute im fine, the next im looking at friends like Josh as something to smash into the ground and laugh at. Im not one for being around couples anymore, the more I see them, the harder I have to try to be human towards them and everyone else. I hate having to go to work and see Rami and Erin all smiles and hugging and kissing I HATE IT. From the foulest depth of my soul I Hate It. I want nothing more than to see one of them dead so the other knows what I feel. I no longer feel love anymore...I was to dependent on meredith to provide me that loving feeling and with ou ther here Its gone. Im nothing more than the monster Ive never wanted to be in the first place. I care not. I love not. And I want to see to it that nobody is happy so long as I am miserible. So to all those happy couples out there I hope your happiness is short lived and your sadness ravages you in way you have never know. Heh, I don't honestly think I want to hear any comments on this one, but I want yo uall to read it, I really don't care if you agree with me or not, or you think im acting out, if I gave a shit about everyone else's opinions I wouldn't post my thoughts on some random journal site on the internet. So bite me.
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