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krazykelc1
:: 2004 26 September :: 9.59am
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Hilary Duff `Fly
Update...

Yesterday before I left for work Joey came to see me for like 5 minutes but then he had to go cause I was late.. n then I guess he came to visit me at work but I was upstairs doing orientation, and no one bothered to tell me he stopped by when I came down, lol. So then he showed up and I was like wow how random. So he called me when I got out of work, and then I went to the mall to get new noserings and Friendly's - and the fuckers didnt even give me my grilled cheese... just a big container of fries, WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT. So last night was pretty bad. Ohh but it gets worse.. when I went to clean the new nosering in the sink I accidently dropped it down the drain, HAH can you say DUMB. yeah, so then I had to put some weird rainbow tinted colored one in but that's okay, that's what I get for being a complete idiot. So then after hours of stress, I got a ride to Joey's nanas because my brother was driving up to Hollywood video with his friends. It was fun, I love his family their so Italian and so nice :-)

Last night was Goncha's birthday party - but I couldn't go cuz I got home so late and my mom wouldn't drive me. Then I had that whole issue with my nose ring that took me about an hour to fix. The little diamond in the nosestud fell out and the inside started turning all green n shit it was gross... n the hole was all swollen and it started to bleed when I took it out :[ meh

But anyways today after work I'm going to Party City to get her some balloons and then tonight I'm dying Meg's hair for her-it's gonna be fun :-)

LEAVE COMMENTS! I'm not even kidding people, this thing is so boring and if you all like reading it so much you better start leaving comments or else I'm gonna get rid of it again!

6 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it

xonixieox
:: 2004 26 September :: 8.36am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: what would you do x City high
fuck life
fuck friends.. fuck bean.. fuck everyone.. FUCK life!

im so sick of this shit.. all i tried to do was stick up for a friend.. (everyone knows what im talking about) and so now its fucking MY FAULT??? thats fucking bull shit and if you were really a good friend that you would not be blaming me for this shit... ahhhhhh whatever FUCK YOU!!! im done with you and your shit! i cant even fucking take this anymore..

this is fucking rediculus... next itme anyone needs help or is in trouble or anything dont even bother looking to me becasue im done with helping people out and sticking up for them becasue this shit is fucked up and i fucking hate everyone..

never again...

i dont even know why i keep a fucking journal... its fucked up anyways.. just like my life!!

fuck this im done with you

... well yesterday i had a little fun... sort of..

- Nik :( :( :(

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krazykelc1
:: 2004 25 September :: 9.41am
:: Mood: tired

last night

[pic `1]

[pic `2]

just go on and say it

krazykelc1
:: 2004 24 September :: 3.14pm
:: Mood: THRILLED
:: Music: none
yeaaaah
I'm trippin face tonight ha haaa :-D

just go on and say it

krazykelc1
:: 2004 23 September :: 10.17pm

Pictures from nikkie's camera <3

[andrea nikkie n` me]

[nikkie n` me - cause we're cool hah]

[me andrea n` jimmy]

[nikkie n`me]

[liz kate n` me - w. my eyes closed hah]

[manda me n` nikkie]

[manda sarah n` nikkie]

[sarah n` emme]

[tracii n` me]

[tracii n` nikkie]

1 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it

krazykelc1
:: 2004 23 September :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: stoned
:: Music: Hilary Duff `Fly
Welcome back. :-)
Any moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?

[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can
deny and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly

All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's
nothing left and the world's feeling hollow

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?

[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can
deny and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly

And when your down and feeling low,
just want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else

Any moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday

[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can
deny and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly

Fly
Forget about the reasons why you
can deny and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly

Any moment everything can change

yeah I love that song. anyways I found this layout and fell in love :-) so I decided to start updating again cause people have asked. If you all don't leave me oodles of comments though I'll get bored of this again, so make sure you do!

much love

just go on and say it

xonixieox
:: 2004 22 September :: 6.41pm

wow i havnt written in a while! ok so i got a job at stop and shop for weekends until i go back to the beach! which by the way i cant wait for! ya so im also wicked excited for my sweet 16! and my liscence! i start drivers ed and work boththis saturday!! yipieeeee!!

ok well i have bee ntaking a CRAZY amount of pictures lately so heres the link so you can just look at them rather then me putting them all on here!

PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok thats all for now!

-Nik

just go on and say it

xonixieox
:: 2004 18 September :: 9.39am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: janet and traci talking?
MORE PICTURES!
pictures of everything...

bus to the varsity game!

amanda looking quite lovely

kimmi,Traci,amanda

me and amanda

Janet and Fifi

Coach!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Traci raping amanda

me,kimmi, and traci

kimmi and trace

sexy janet!

pics from after the game!

trace and jan jan in the car

anthony

kevin

ok thats all for now!

<3 NikkiE

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xonixieox
:: 2004 16 September :: 7.15pm

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

took pictures yesterday at school

manda,kelc,me

sarah and emme

emme not paying attention

manda,sarah,me

cassidy my little cheerleader!

ok thats all

<3 NikkiE

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xonixieox
:: 2004 12 September :: 4.58pm

fucking bad day gets even worse.....

so becca sed we were having a bean sleepover last nite.. i told amanda .. her mom sed yes and whatever so then emme ditches her so she ditches me to go be with her best friend kadie and shit.. then she apoligises to me and is like we cant fight.. bad things happen when your mad at me.. like Gene died!

She fucking blamed me for Gene! thats fucking rediculis and i can NEVER ever forgive her for that...

im crying becasue to think someone who was closer than close to you can blame you for something like that....

Gene i love ou so much! i miss you!

<3 NikkiE

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