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krazykelc1
:: 2004 2 June :: 4.39pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Ja Rule-Caught Up
Summerr is right around the corner!

the four day week is half over... then only 5 more days of actual school.. & finals the next week, then we're out!

I dont know if I should be excited or not...
I love the summer but I also hate leaving everyone at the end of the year..

and I know this summer won't be the same as last summer, no doubt about it.
Last June around this time, I probably found myself in the same position as I'm in now. Thinking to myself, what the hell am I gonna do this summer without them? well... by the time August of last summer came - the them's were replaced by a new group of people.. who I became very close with in that one month and changed with a WHOLE lot. I wouldn't be what I am right now if I hadn't met them... Everyone knows how I was in 8th grade, and should see the difference between now and then... and if you were wondering how it happened-its all because of them.

And the one person who started it all doesn't even talk to me anymore..
When I met her last summer and became really close with her I left alot of my old friends out of my life for a while.. and thats exactly what she did to me and Lizzy and Amanda sometime at the begining of the year.. and I'm not writing this to make her feel bad or guilty in any way.. because I know growing and changing and meeting new people is all a part of high school.. I just hope she knows how much her friends cared about her and missed her.

This summer is going to be real hard for me at first... and I think I can speak for my friends as well when I say that. We will make something good out of it though-we always have. It's just going to be a whole lot different.

As long as we don't spend our vacation reminiscing in the past.. we should be able to make new memories with new people. Although it may be hard to look into a new future when you are desperately trying to hold onto the past... people DO come and go, just hold onto the ones who are with you now-they are all you will need to make it through. And remember there is always a reason why some people dont make it to your future.

- SuMmEr '04 -

I love you Elizabeth Amanda & Meaghan
MajkL* & everyone else.

HappY 15tH BirthdaY KateliN!!

just go on and say it

xonixieox
:: 2004 1 June :: 8.32pm

"Anyone who thinks sunshine is pure happiness, has never danced in the rain."

^ i love that!

just go on and say it

xonixieox
:: 2004 1 June :: 8.29pm
:: Mood: not really sure
:: Music: cant touch this( on a comercial lol)
jghdgu
ok so im wicked bored... im watching that new show Summerland... its ok i guess.. i got 2 buds and 1 wine cooler so far with like 3 days to go.. so that means i can get way more! cant wait till friday meg and Jessie :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (TOMORROW) KATIE RODRIGUEZ! i fucknig love you

:)
wow im actually happy and i dont know why! wow!

<3 NikkiE!

1 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it

xonixieox
:: 2004 31 May :: 8.11pm
:: Mood: excited

yay`
yayyyyyyyy im sooooooo fucking excited!

if everything goes as planned then BECCA HAYES (my love) is copming to school with me next thursday!! im so fucking excited!

well last nite i slept at tracis house! that was interesting lol righttttt traci...

write more later!

I LOVE YOU REBECCA CATHERINE HAYES!!!

<3 NikkiE

just go on and say it

krazykelc1
:: 2004 31 May :: 3.31pm
:: Mood: fat
:: Music: Fuel-Falls on Me

I wanted to go back..
Back to the way I was before.
But the truth is, you've changed me
I'm not the same anymore..
x o x o

just go on and say it

krazykelc1
:: 2004 31 May :: 3.26pm
:: Music: 3DoorsDown-The road I'm on
The funniest thing ever

krazykelc 1: omg wanna hear the funniest story ever

x we4k inside: wat? lol

krazykelc 1: last night i walked in to honeyfarms with jessie and amanda and we got visine. and amanda had to spend more than 10 dollars or somethin like that cuz of her visa ... so we got lots of candy bars n stuff. and we walk up to the cash register and there was marcus and his friend or something.. and they were both staring at us and wen it was our turn in line we put the stuff up on the counter and then i was high so i didnt realize wat they were saying but then jessie turns to me and goes "omg did u just hear wat they said?" and i go no... so then i started to listen and all of a sudden one of the guys goes "i remember when i used to have the munchies....i would get 11 sandwiches go upstairs then come back down around 11:00 for more.. the worst part was looking at my parents though.. oh man" and jessie turns to me and starts laughing her ass off. and they were like "visine... yep that stuff doesnt even really get the red out.." and we turned to leave and start laughing and then they go "you girls got the munchies?!" as we were leaving

krazykelc 1: and then like an hour later we walked by honeyfarms with ice cream and slushies...ahahaha and they saw us and started laughing... then one of the guys gets in his white truck and drives by us and yells "STILL got the munchies?!!?"

x we4k inside: LOL!!!!!!!!

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xonixieox
:: 2004 27 May :: 4.00pm

quizzes!!!!!!

Heart of Fire

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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xonixieox
:: 2004 27 May :: 3.43pm
:: Mood: pissed off

o kwell today was a GAY ASS DAY!! i didnt get to see my love jessie ALL day :( it was so sad.. awwwwww i love that girl!

so anyways i got written up for spanish yesterday and then she gave me another detention for throwing aq cough drop to hannah accross the desk... and then she just kicked me out... thank god! before that at lucnch i got shit from cozzy becasue i was sitting near "his table" i was fuckinbg on the radiator not even fucking near his table!! ahhhhhhhhh he pisses me off sometimes!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

then taylor was being fucking gay! wshe needs to stop being a fucking leech and leave people alone she follows EVERYONE! grrrrrrrrr no one likes her they just dont wanna be mean!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

just go on and say it

xonixieox
:: 2004 26 May :: 9.43pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: american idol theme song
blah
im so aggervated becasue gymnastics was GAY!! the dude wasted 10 mins of our 30 that we pay 15 dollars each cuz some stupid fuck fell on her head in a back tuck! grrrr then mark sed that i did 95% and he did 5%.. that pisses me the fuck off... i just wanna do my fucking backhandspring by myself!! ohhhhhhhh and fucking then traci did the belt which i hate so i just sat there for another like 6 mins!!! ahhhhh it pisses me off how its our money and he fucking wastes our time!! hes so creppy too! ahhhhhhhhh grrrrrrrr

just go on and say it

krazykelc1
:: 2004 26 May :: 8.17pm

Heart of Glass

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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