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2004 24 May :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Fat Joe ft. Remy Martin-Lean Back
Blahhh Monday
Friday was interesting.
My advice to anyone who's ever kept their feelings inside as long as I have - its to just let them go. And if the person who your feelings are directed towards doesn't care, then you shouldn't either.
The sad thing is, is that it shouldn't take people enough to be intoxicated in order for them to tell people how they feel. But I'm glad I did because now it doesn't bother me anymore for some reason. I've just given up on caring about ppl who don't care themselves. And a conversation with Meg the other day led me to remembering all the people I've become close with in the past... and have had to let go of somehow. And if I can move on and love new people as many times as I did before, then I can again.
Dont miss anyone from your past..
Theres a reason why they didn't make it to your future.
To Katelin, Amanda & Meaghan..
I love you three so very much thank you for standing by me through the years... Out of everyone you have been the ones to carry on our friendship the longest.
Emily-We went through so much 6th through 8th grade and there are so many memories between us and I know they won't end this year... This year has been a big change for us because of the schools but I know you are always there for me whenever I need you
MajkL* Your my everything I really don't know where I would be without you..
*Meg*Amanda*Jessie*Kelsey*Lizzy
BFF girls I'll never leave you
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2004 23 May :: 1.53pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: nonoe right now!!
LAst nite!
ok well LAst night was THE BEST nite ever!! ok so i went to the kiss concert and as soon as i got there i met up with janet and erika! we walked around forever, then got our tarrot card read... mine sed that i would get a pregnancy scare in october, and certain times im to nice to poeple(hahaha right lizzy), and that i make a big deal out of little thing! that is so true.. he also knew i was sigle... and alot of other things... i was like thats so fucked up!! he told me in october i would be shitting bricks for a couple of weeks!! im so scared lol!
ok so janet and erikas seats were in the lawn and mine were bad... so we sttod at the door and 4 rich looking ladies started to walk out.. so we go are you leaving? they sed yes so we asked for their tickets... and guess what... $500 tickets... we were in the FUCING 6TH ROW!! i was so excited.. we saw Ja rule, ashanti, kim locke(we got her autograph and hugs:) ) sean paul, backstreet boys hahahaha, jc chazes(or whatever the fuck his name is) jessica simpson, and maroon 5 from the 6th row! it was awesome!
ok well that jc guy from n*sync is a fuckin weirdo... he had like a fucking live porn on stage.. the 4 girls were like eating eachother out and fucking on stage... not to mention they were wearing like NOTHING!!
ok well the concert was the fucking best one ever! i had SOOOO much fucking fun! cant wait till next year!!
to tired to type anymore!!
oh ya and i love Cyndi Lauper!! haha shes such a cute old lady
and Avril Lavigne was fucking drunk as hell during her performance!!! it was awesome!!
<3 NikkiE
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2004 22 May :: 11.44am
:: Mood: emotional
:: Music: Do or Die w/Twista-Do U
what a sad drunk night..
Tried to forget you
I tried to move on
But the deeper I feel it
The harder I fall
Nothing else matters at all
Let me tell you
You don't what love is
Till you lose it
You don't know what love is
Till it slips away
Leaves you alone in the dark
Takes you and tears you apart
You don't know what love is
Till it breaks your heart.
just go on and say it
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2004 20 May :: 4.30pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: roses
crash into a ditch!
ok well yet again this is a journal entry about people being fucking gay!! ok well lets keep this short and sweet... ok fuck all the assholes in the world!
ok well anyone that is mean to julie moulton needs to fucknig DIE! lol i love you Julie Anna Moulton sooooooooooo fucking much!
ok well everyone wear a skirt tomorrow so we can get water gunned to we can GO HOME!! yippie!!!!!!!! im sooooooo excited... ok well this is the funniest song in the world but now its over!
im really bored so i will write later!
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2004 20 May :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: d12-40 oz.
5*21
TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=)
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2004 18 May :: 9.17pm
:: Mood: PMS
:: Music: Eminem Obie Trice 50 Cent-Luv me
New Background..
Thank you piggy! :-)
I still need an icon though.. if any1 has anythign that matches let me know! thanks
new addition to the family... JaSmiNe
R.I.P. lil one, peter, cici, marilyn, & marley =(
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2004 17 May :: 8.15pm
:: Mood: so fresh n so clean
:: Music: Usher-Confessions Part II
Quiz/Survey thing from meg's journal
[four beverages you drink frequently]
1: orange soda
2: chocholate milk
3. pepsi
4: water
[four things to do when you're bored]
1: smoke
2: talk online
3: clean/organize
4:
[four things that never fail to cheer you up]
1: pot
2. my lovely friends :o)
3:
4:
[four things you can't live without]
1: my girls
2: my mommy
3: computer
4: cellphone
[about ten years ago ]
1: I was carefree
2: drug-free
3: ignorance was bliss
[about two years ago]
1: I was in 7th grade
2: my best friends were katie amanda n meggy
3: my biggest dilemma was what I would wear to school the next morning
[about one year ago]
1: I was in 8th grade
2: I was still best friends with katie amanda n meggy
3: I fell inlove for the first time - with Joe
4: I had lost the only love I ever knew
5: I hung out at the mall every weekend with my friends n Framingham boys, instead of downtown or @ johnson..
[today...]
1: I got high during lunch
2: Sat at Johnson for hours
3: came home
[3 things you dislike]
1: fakeness
2: guys who dont care
3: caring so much about ppl who dont care about me
[four CD's from your collection that you will never get tired of]
1: 3 Doors Down
2: D12 world
3: all my burned shit
4: RHCP californication
[four vacations you have taken]
1: Wells, Maine
2: Disney World
3: Cape Cod
4: Lake Winnepesawki, NH
[Three things you'd like to learn]
1: how to do that thing meg can do with her bowl
2: how to be happy with what I have
3: I'll come back to this...
What is your favorite...
gum: Eclipse
restaurant: Friendly's
drink: Orange Soda, Corona
season: Summer, Fall
type of weather: sunny but not hott
emotion: feeling loved
thing to do on a half day: chill w/ppl
late-night activity: drink smoke n chill
city: boston
store: abercrombie weathervane wet seal
When was the last time you...
cried: a few days ago
laughed: today
hugged someone: today I hugged robbie &jimmy :)
felt depressed: dont remember
felt overworked: umm I dunno..always
faked sick: dont remember
What was the last...
word you said: "ya mom"
thing you ate: Wendy's
thing you drank: Orange Soda
song you listened to: Usher-Confessions part II
place you went to: Wendy's
movie you saw: Thirteen
Piercings: 3 lobes 1 nose
Tattoos: none
Height: 5'2 ish
Hair Color: blackish
Siblings: 2 brothers
Natural Hair Color: dark brown
Hair Color Currently: black by mistake
Eye Color At Birth: blue
Eye Color Currently: blueish I guess
Glasses/Contacts: no
Birthdate: July 21
Sign: Cancer
Current Age: 14
Siblings names: Ryan n Brett
School: NHS
Current Grade: 9th
College Plans: umm fuck
LAST
Song that was stuck in your head: Do or Die w/ Twista- Do U
Person that called you: ummmm Meg earlier today
TV Show you watched: not sure
Person you were thinking of: who am I always thinking of? :-\
DO
You have a crush on anyone: ya
Wish you could live somewhere else: rarely
You think about suicide: not on a regular basis
Others find you attractive: prob not
Want more piercings: not right now
You like cleaning: yes wen I'm bored
You like roller coasters: yes
Who...?
Have You Known The Longest: Andrea Jessica
Do You Argue The Most With: Amanda haha
Do You Always Get Along With: Meg n Kate
Is The Most Trustworthy: all my friends are basically
Makes You Laugh The Most: Jessie n Meg
Always Has A Man/Woman: JESSIE HAHA I LOVE YOU
Is The Most Sensitive: dont know
Has The Coolest Parents: Brittany
Has The Coolest Sibling(s): Amanda
Is The Most Outgoing: Amanda n Lizzy
Is Most Rebellious: Meg n Jessie
Is Most Likely To Become Famous: Amanda
Is Most Likely To Become Rich: I dont know.. a drug dealer
Is Most Likely To Wind Up In Jail: I have high hopes for them
Is Most Likely To Have A Million Kids: I can picture Lizzy having a large hick family
Always Wears A Smile: Jess
Without Thinking About It, Who Do You Think Would Die For You?: no one
Complains The Least: kate
Do you want to die: I could only name a few
Biggest Flirt: Lizzy
Never EVER Betrayed You: no1
Biggest Pimp : JIMMY
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2004 17 May :: 5.38pm
:: Music: roses!
gay ass mother fuckers!
luckycharmz435: wow if you didnt fucking want to go with me you could have just fucking sed so instead of ditching me for julie.. .you coul've just fucking sed you wanted to go with her instead of trying to cover yourself up like a fucking bitch... like saying you stayed after and thought you would make the bus when you fucking walked out with julie and then sed you were going to goerges!
luckycharmz435: wow thats really fucked up ya know that!
misspigglet3210: ask lizzy i had to stay after! i totally forgot to tell u i am really syr...i forgot until last period when the people reminded me for the math porject dure next week...i just forgot...i thought u went home
luckycharmz435: ok well thats fuckin bull shit because one... you knew my cell number.. 2... you completly sed you thought you coud make the bus... then changed your fuckin story... 3... you dont giva a fuck about anyone but yourself
misspigglet3210: uhm, i did think i would make the bus
misspigglet3210: ...they said it would onyl take like 10 mins
misspigglet3210: and it trook alot longer
luckycharmz435: ok but you dilibertly made plans with julie before you knoew the bus came so theres anotheer lie.. and like i sed you only fucking care about your gay ass self!!!!!!!
misspigglet3210: ...think whatever u wnat to..i just forgot...and i shouldve called ua nd i am really really sorry....
misspigglet3210: i didnt make plans with her, she was at the meeting
misspigglet3210: so, afterwoarsd, when i saw that my bus had gone, we decided to go then
luckycharmz435: bull shit i dont give a fuck anymore... do wahtever he fuck you want and i dont want to be involved in ANY of it !
luckycharmz435: your lies are s ofucking gay just get the fuck over yourself!
misspigglet3210: ...i didnt lie at all
misspigglet3210: ...i am telling the truth
misspigglet3210: but w/e, think what u wanna, i said i was sorry, and i told u the truth, but i understand why u are still mad at me...just dont think i lied or nething or made any deliberately w/o u
misspigglet3210: any plans*
luckycharmz435: ohhh and waht do we have here?... ding ding ding... another what?? another LIE!!!! just do me a fucknig favor and leave me the fuck alone... when u see me just act liek im not fucknig there because i dont want to be!! say whatever the fuck you want because when your story changes 5 times im not gunna fucking believe anything you say... this is what like 2 times in 3 days>???
luckycharmz435: just fuck off!
misspigglet3210: ..it enevr changed!!! i am telling u the truth!!
luckycharmz435: whatever... i dont give a fuck about you anymore!
misspigglet3210: but whatever, if u dont wanna beleive me or even ever talk to me then thast fine
luckycharmz435: ok good... because i dont like fucking two faced little fucking bitches like you!
misspigglet3210: ...how a,m i two faced??? i told u the truth!!...when did i lie???????????
luckycharmz435: ummm.. .when you fucking changed your story 5 times!
misspigglet3210: ...WHEN?
misspigglet3210: itsa ll the same
misspigglet3210: and not even a story
misspigglet3210: ist the truth
luckycharmz435: w/e because your fucking two faced and i dont wanna hear it because oyu know how gay you were and are being!
misspigglet3210: ...just expalin to me how i am tow faced.,..ur making stuff up now
misspigglet3210: i told u the truth!!!!!!
misspigglet3210: when did i lie........?
misspigglet3210: i know ur very mad at me, and u should be for what i did...but it was a complete accident....i never lied to u..or did anything behind ur back...and i am not two faced
misspigglet3210: misspigglet3210: ..it enevr changed!!! i am telling u the truth!!
luckycharmz435: whatever... i dont give a fuck about you anymore!
misspigglet3210: but whatever, if u dont wanna beleive me or even ever talk to me then thast fine
luckycharmz435: ok good... because i dont like fucking two faced little fucking bitches like you!
misspigglet3210: ...how a,m i two faced??? i told u the truth!!...when did i lie???????????
luckycharmz435: ummm.. .when you fucking changed your story 5 times!
misspigglet3210: when did it change?
luckycharmz435: im not fucking making anything up... you are two faced.. you lied when firsts you fucking sed that you tried to make the bus, then that you and julie were going to georges anyways, then that you made plans once you knew the bus didnt come, but you didnt kjnow until you went outside.. so.. and you fucking never even tried to call so its obvious what your intentions were all along\
misspigglet3210: u dont underwstand..i said this before, i was walking out to the buses really quickyl..and ididdnt even see u until julie did..and when i saw that my bus had left, i told julie hat we shouldl walk to georgs bcuz my person had to coime pick me up neway
misspigglet3210: andn tehn i saw u
misspigglet3210: ...i thought u would be on the bus an gone but u werent
misspigglet3210: ...i saw that the buses had gone thru the wondow....
luckycharmz435: your such a fucking bullshitter.. what the fuck is your problem... do you like have a fucking brain disease or something? ist hat why your acting so fucking gay???
misspigglet3210: ...and by the end of the meeitng..it was too late...but we still tried to see if icould make the bus...thenm , when i sa wthat the buses were all gone and no one was out there..i told julie that we should walk to georges
misspigglet3210: I AM? TELLING THE TRUTH
misspigglet3210: AM*
misspigglet3210: why dotn u belivee me....its true
luckycharmz435: because you ARE @ FACED!!!!!!
luckycharmz435: 2 faced*
misspigglet3210: what did i do that was two faced>??????????????????
misspigglet3210: i told the truth!!!!!
misspigglet3210: how is that two faced??????????
luckycharmz435: you are 2 faced
luckycharmz435: just get the fuck over yourself!!
misspigglet3210: ...u make no sense, i am trellin =g u the truth..and u just dont want to believe me
misspigglet3210: ur calling me two faced for no reason...where r u getting that from?
luckycharmz435: i dont wanna believe it because you r full of yourself an u dont wanna admit that an that youfucking gay and need to shut the fuck up
misspigglet3210: ...im sorry for forgetting u...i totally forgot...but i swear i am tellin g the truth...
misspigglet3210: and ho am i full of my self
misspigglet3210: ur just making shit up now
luckycharmz435: dont be fucking yelling at me.. i didnt do anything bad to you... and i dont like fucking people that treat their friends like that
luckycharmz435: ok you fucking changed your story again... you just said you forgot... .before you sed you thought you could make the bus
misspigglet3210: ...ur making upo thinsg about me...its a little hypocritical..bedsides forgetting u..which u have tghe roght to be angry at me for...what did i do?
misspigglet3210: NOOO i forgot to tell u!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
misspigglet3210: but i still thoughtr i could make the bus
luckycharmz435: well thats not what oyu fucking sed before.. and like i sed dont fucking yell at me and cal me hypocrytical becaue i didnt do shit to you... your thwe one whos being REALLY REALLY GAY!!
misspigglet3210: ...no i did say that beforee
misspigglet3210: and why r u making shit up about me?...im sorry for forgetting to call u or tell u today...i knwo ur mad but u dont have to make thinsg up
misspigglet3210: ...u still dont evn believe me?
luckycharmz435: what did i fucking make up... would oyu like me ot fucking send you waht you sed???
luckycharmz435: isspigglet3210: ...im sorry for forgetting u...i totally forgot...but i swear i am tellin g the truth...
misspigglet3210: uhm ur saying iam two faced
luckycharmz435: ther you fucking go!
luckycharmz435: you are!
luckycharmz435: thats not a lie... you are 2 faced!
misspigglet3210: ...yeah..and? i told u what happened...i DID for get to tell u
misspigglet3210: so when i went outside i figured u had already gone
misspigglet3210: so i decided to walk to georges with julie
misspigglet3210: what dont u underatnd
misspigglet3210: ?
luckycharmz435: bull fucking shit just admit that you and julie had pland or shit and that you did it on purpose and i will leave oyu the fuck alonwe!
misspigglet3210: BUT I DIDNT!
misspigglet3210: u think i ditched u purposely?
misspigglet3210: thatit was all part of my big paln to duitch u?
misspigglet3210: ditch*
luckycharmz435: ok w/e you wanna fucking say just do me a favor and leave me the fuck alone until the summer when i dont see you anymore
luckycharmz435: its only 4 more weeks for you to leave me alone
misspigglet3210: ok
misspigglet3210: ....
luckycharmz435: good
luckycharmz435: ohhh.and this is between me and you so you dont hafta go fcking tell julie and lizzy and everyone else
luckycharmz435: it has NOTHING to do with them
misspigglet3210: ...all i did was tell them
misspigglet3210: ...i ddint knwo u hated me that much
luckycharmz435: why the fuck did you tell them... it has nothing to do with any of them!
misspigglet3210: i told them because i didnt knwo u felt liek that...i dont wanna talk u to nemore liek this...so /we be mad at me...sorry
luckycharmz435: who the fuck else did you fucking tel?
luckycharmz435: tell*
misspigglet3210: why dotn u geuss
luckycharmz435: well you should fucking be sorry but im fucking heated and oyur a fucking lier
luckycharmz435: why dont oyu fucking tell me!
misspigglet3210: i didnt lie
luckycharmz435: who did you tll?
luckycharmz435: tell*
misspigglet3210: just lizzy and julie
misspigglet3210: cyz julie new i was fighting
luckycharmz435: ok so if anyone else fucking sks me about it your fucking dead becasue that would be yet ANOTHER lie!
misspigglet3210: and i told her what u said, cuz it surprised me
misspigglet3210: ok
misspigglet3210: i promose it was only them
luckycharmz435: what suprised you that i was pisses you lied or pissed that you ditched me
misspigglet3210: and lizzy was online..and i told he rthat i was fighting
misspigglet3210: ...and then ..agian,. what u said surprised me so i told her
misspigglet3210: ..no, taht u wanted me to move
luckycharmz435: i never sed that i sed tnot to talk to me becasue i wouldnt see oyu in the summer so you didnt have to talk to me EVER again
misspigglet3210: sorru i gues i shouldnt have told them
luckycharmz435: exactly
misspigglet3210: ...its the same fucking thing...i just oasted what u wrote
misspigglet3210: luckycharmz435: ok w/e you wanna fucking say just do me a favor and leave me the fuck alone until the summer when i dont see you anymore
luckycharmz435: its only 4 more weeks for you to leave me alone ...............thats all i sent them
luckycharmz435: no ... i never sed"i want you to move"
misspigglet3210: luckycharmz435: its only 4 more weeks for you to leave me alone ..by sayign that what did u think that i would get ...that u wanted me to stay???? sorry but i t really sounds liek u wanted me to leave
misspigglet3210: but thats all i psoted]
luckycharmz435: no i meant it like you wouldnt have ot see me cuz fucking chool is over!
luckycharmz435: school*
misspigglet3210: w/e...it doesnt matter
luckycharmz435: ok
luckycharmz435: bye then
Wow fuckin people are realy gay and need to just shut the fuck up and NOT talk anymore!!
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2004 17 May :: 3.29pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: i can tell
grrrrrrrrrr!!
ok well people are fucking gay!! ahhh i hate people so fucking much!! ok so we have a weekly routine but when other people are involved then i fucking get ditched! well people can fuck off... im just not doing this shit anymore! i fucking hate EVERYONE!! they are so fucked up! ahhhhhhhhhh i just hope some people will fucken die!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRR!!
Detention for the rest of the week!
ahhhhh im so fucking pissed off! i hate people and my whole fucking life... everyone just needs to go to hell!! ahhh
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2004 16 May :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: haha
ok well im not in a good mood!
havnt written in a while...but theres not really anything to say!!!
life is gay and so are poeple.... people who you think are your friends turn out to be backstabbers, an the ones you dont really like are the ones that are there for you! its weird ya know?
well anyways the computer is fixed... sort of... its not plugged into the modem, its in the phone so if anyone calls i get kicked off!
well its ok becasue im on the computer!
yippeeeeeeeeeeee!!! ok well even tho traci is mad at me... (you if your reading this) im still here for her and i love her...
well she probably doesnt care but i just put it out there to let her know!! ok well im really hungry so even tho theres so much more to say... im going to eat
ps. It was all the ALCOHOLS fault!! lol shhhhhhhhhhhh
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