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2004 2 May :: 9.03am
:: Mood: cranky
Been a while!
wow... havnt written in a while i guess... so... friday night me and traci went to the mall... and we met Janet and Erika there! it was so much fun! i got 2 shirts, a jackety thing and a purse! then we got like a whole bunch of makeup! lol um... yesterday was gay becasue me and meg and manda and people were supposed to go to boston but i called meg like 4 times and she didnt answer... grrrrr yesterday was so gay! well i dont really care anymore because today im going to CHRISTINA CERUTI's house! i love christina ohhhh so much!! i miss her and im so excited to see her! im going over there at noon today... and its only 9 O CLOCK!!! ahhhhh im so fucking tired! well thats all i had to say!
<3 NikkiE!!!
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2004 1 May :: 11.51pm
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: GUnit-Angels around me
wow...
what GREAT friends I have...
I settle my issues with someone and become friends with them and my friends all of a sudden turn on me cause of it. It's really no one's business but me and hers... and every1 can call me a hypocrit I don't care... it's not gonna stop me from being friends with her it's your own fault if you're gonna end what fucking 3 or 4 years of friendship because of something that in my opinion is WICKED GAY but w/e this whole thing upsets me because what they are calling me a hypocrit for is something they have all done atleast once since I've known them.. ahhhh w/e I'm goin to bed maybe my attitude will change tomorrow morning
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2004 1 May :: 10.38am
:: Mood: happy!
:: Music: dark lotus-consume your soul
Last night I went to Robbie's with Amanda & Lizzy... we haven't been there in so long cause we've all been fighting for months. But it was fun... I really missed them and hopefully we'll start talking again now without fighting about every little stupid thing... cause I really can't picture this summer without them, it would suck so bad.
Dark Lotus-Tomorrow night for all you lucky fucks who can go!
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krazykelc1
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2004 29 April :: 6.03pm
My goals...
-be nice to everyone
-control jealousy
-continue to do well in school :-D
-quit smoking! (yea right)
-change my attitude...
-try sex on trampoline ((haha honeybunny's idea))
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2004 28 April :: 5.30pm
:: Mood: none
:: Music: none
Good lyrics....
Last night I saw you
As I stood in the rain
Brought me right back
To that feeling again
I tried to hide the
Tears in my eyes
But you didn't see
As you walked on by
Tried to forget you
I tried to move on
But the deeper I feel it
The harder I fall
Nothing else matters at all
Let me tell you
You don't what love is
Till you lose it
You don't know what love is
Till it slips away
Leaves you alone in the dark
Takes you and tears you apart
You don't know what love is
Till it breaks your heart
Till it breaks your heart
Sometimes I think back
When our love was new
The crazy things
That we used to do
How could a love that's so right
Turn to something so wrong
I still can't believe
That you're really gone.
I wish I could stop all these
Thoughts in my head
I wish I could take back
Those words that I said
It's a lesson I'll never forget
Let me tell you
Love has no season
No beginning or end
No rhyme or reason
To the way the story ends
No way of knowing
How a broken heart mends
Still we keep falling
Time and time again
1 you need me like a bad habbit |
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2004 27 April :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Camron-Get em girls
Soo tired...
I haven't gotten any sleep the past two nights... the vacation screwed me up cause I'm used to being awake until 1 or 2 in the morning so lately I feel like shit.
There's really nothing new to write about.... except I hate when people fuck with my head, it drives me crazy >:O
Dark Lotus is May 2nd.. I just realized today that that's THIS Sunday.... I do wanna go but I'm not sure where I'm gonna come up with $30 ??
... And if I can get my mom to pay then that probly means noo Summer Jamn....
write later. xo
...I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do...
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2004 26 April :: 4.04pm
:: Mood: UPSET!!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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i fucking hate my life and my fucknig family! they are so gay! my mom is a fucking bitch i hate her so fucking much! i hate how she like always threatens me... and never does shit! shes like im giving you up... so DO IT BITCH!! then she says she called the school and she called my friends moms to tell them not to let their children hang out with me!! YUP IM SURE!!! shes such a dykish mother fucknig lier!! g r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r it makes me so fucking pissed off at how much of a bitch she is! SHE was late this morning not me! she was mad and took it out on me... so after i yelled at her for yelling at me i got out of the car, and she fucken honked the horn in my ear! WHAT A WHORE!!! so i went to get back in the car to make her drive me to school but she locked the door! so i like stood on that foot thing and started kicking the car until she unlocked it.. then she drove me back to the bus stop and i was like you either drive me to school or im not goin! (thats when she was like im calling the school and DSS because i dont want you as my kid anymore... im giving you up) so she dropped me off at grandmas house! and i fell asleep there for a little while and then at like 8 30 my gram dropped me off at school!
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Yesterday my dad FLIPPED on me because of my report card! its none of his fucken buisiness! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
I F U C K E N H A T E M Y F A M I L Y A N D M Y L I F E ! ! ! ! ! !
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2004 24 April :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: happy... << for once
:: Music: 3 Doors Down-Away from the Sun :-)
Is this the end??..
After being so miserable for one week...
Everything just keeps getting better
I love this song.... I can't stop listening to it
3 Doors Down-Away from the Sun
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss life
I miss the colours of the world
Can anyone tell where I am
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again
I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know
And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done
And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
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2004 24 April :: 7.47pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: the sound of cars going by the window!
blah blah blah!
APRIL VACATION 04'
hell yes!! the best vacation yet! i cant wait until the summer!
well lets see.... 4:20 sucked but its all good becasue i ended up having fun at the mall! then on the 21st (AMANDAS BIRTHDAY) i went to the mall again with amanda lizzy kelsey traci katie emily and brittany and we had fun... then me and lizzy and britt and emily and katie all went back to amandas to sleep over, but me and britt had to hide in the hole becasue she was only alloud to have 3 ppl and there was 5... but it was funny!! me and liz and britt went for a ride w/ mandas sister at like 1:30 am, and when we got home we had to sneak up the stairs!! funny ass shit! Mandas dad found a blunt rap on the floor and thought it was a fucking ciggar thingy! hehehehehe then we had to sneak out of the house! we had FUN!
then the 22nd me and amanda and lizzy went to my house to sleep. i was gunna go to my grandmas... but... no! well i found out some fucked up person went on my screen name! that fucken pisses me off how fucken gay some people are! they like getting people mad at eachother! grrrrr.......... the rest of the night was fun tho! we did like henna shit!
then the next night the 23rd... we went to lizzys for the day, and me and amanda found a chair on the side of the road and took it to johnson! hehehehe it was so funny! we had so much FUN!!! then we slept over lizzys and had more FUN this morning!
but last night nick wouldnt get off the couch and we were like fighting for 4 hours! it was mad funny!
now im at DARIENS!!!
<3 NikkiE!!!
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2004 23 April :: 12.57am
:: Mood: trippy
:: Music: Ja Rule ft. Lloyd-Caught up
Vacations almost over... =(
It's wicked depressing how fast vacation goes... It feels like it just started and its already almost over...
I do kinda want to go back to school to see everyone, but I have an English Report due Tuesday right when we go back and that sucks cause I haven't even started...
The good thing about April vaca ending is that we are that much closer to Summer vaca... '03 was by far the best summer I've ever had :-) It was kind of boring during June n July but by August I had met a ton of new people who I became really close with... some of which I'm not that close with anymore, but that's ok........ I really don't wanna lose them but I guess if we're really meant to be friends then somewhere along the way we will be as close again as we used to be.
What I really want this summer is to be spend every day like we did last August..... But if that doesn't work out I hope there is some alternative and everything turns out to be fun.
Well that's enough for now.... I'll write some more later.
-kelsey
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