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2004 21 April :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Outkast-Roses
4/21
Happy Birthday AMANDA MALTZ I love you
umm...I'm too lazy to write anything....
I'll update later
Caroline,Caroline
All the guys would say she's mighty fine
But mighty fine only got you somewhere half the time
And the other half either got you cussed out, or coming up short
Yeah, now dig this, now even though
You'd need a golden calculator to divide
The time it took to look inside and realize that
Real guys go for real down to Mars girls, yeah!
Well she's got a hotties body, but her attitude is potty
When I met her at a party she was hardly acting naughty
I said "Would you call me?"
She said "Pardon me, are you ballin'?"
I said "Darling, you sound like a prostitute pausing"
Oh so you're one them freaks, get geeked at the sight of ATM receipt
But game been peeped, dropping names she's weak
Trickin' off this bitch is lost
Must take me for a geek, a quick way to eat
A neat place sleep, a rent-a-car for a week, a trick for a treat
Now go on the raw sex, my AIDS test is flawless
Regardless, we don't want to get involved with all them lawyers
And judges just to hold grudges in a courtroom
I wanna see ya support bra not support you!
Better come back down to Mars
Girl, quit chasin cars
What happens when the dough gets low
Bitch, you ain't that fine
No way.. no way.. no way
Bitch, stupid ass bitch
Old punk ass bitch, old dumbass bitch
A bitch's bitch, just a bitch ..
haha that songs soo funny!
Outkast-Roses
just go on and say it
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2004 20 April :: 8.51pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: lil jon ft jadakiss & Styles-Knockin heads off
stay high til the break of dawn,
hit the bong n come along
HAPPY 4:20!!!!
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2004 20 April :: 8.05am
:: Mood: upset
well i got home from the Bahamas and im burnt....
! i dont know whats going on today but im anxious! well i called lizzy 2 times yesterday and both she like sed 2 words and then was like im buisy i will call you later... sketchy right?????? oh well i dont care!
... in the bahamas i could only afford like 2 gifts! so if anyone fells left out oh well... i bought amanda a birthday present, and lizzy and traci a gift! they are weird little things that i thought were kinda cute! i cant bend my legs they hurt soooooooooo bad! my aunt didnt wake me up when i fell asleep in the sun so i look like a fucking cooked lobster! hahhahaha! well im gunna go take a shower!
... oh ya and i REALLY need to know if the meg and amanda got the stuff i gave them money for..........
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2004 19 April :: 9.45am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Clay Aiken-The way
Good Morning..
Happy Marathon Monday haha. I got home around 7 from Maine last night it was sooo much fun. We took lots of pics n shit so I will have to upload them soon...
Last night I dyed my hair again cause it started to wear out from when I got it done in December.. It's basically the same color as it was then, maybe a lil lighter..
I dunno what I'm up to today.....
I'm not really in the mood to watch a crowd of sweaty ppl run down the street all morning and neither is Jessie haha so I think we're gonna go to the Mall. Hopefully I can get a new cover for my cellphone since I broke the one thats on it now lol.
TOMORROW!!
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2004 17 April :: 6.14pm
:: Mood: HAPPY!
:: Music: none
I'm so happy!!!!
MY CELLPHONE WORKS!!!!
I'm so happy... my cell phone works! I dunno how the hell I got txt messaging back but I hope Cingular isn't charging me for it cause then my rentz would flip..
I'm goin to Britt's house tonight, I'm waitin for her to pick me up now..
Then tomorrow me,amanda,liz and britt are goin to Maine for Britt's b-day :-)
which is another suprise because I was suppose to be *grounded* this weekend.
Today is a good day.... :-)
Well I'm out, write more tomorrow night when I get back.
-kelsey
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2004 16 April :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: uncertain
:: Music: Clay Aiken-The way
Such a good song... Such a terrible day
I heard this song on the radio yesterday in the car and I absolutely fell inlove with it!!
Theres something bout the way you look tonight, Theres something bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you. Theres
something bout the way your lips invite, maybe its the way that i get nervous when your around. And I want you to be mine
and if u need a reason why,
It's in the way that you move me, and the way that you tease me, the way that I want you tonight,
It's in the way that you hold me, and the way that you know me, when I can't find the right words to say,
You feel it in the way, you feel it in the way.
Theres something bout how you stay on my mind, theres something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep Oh
no. Maybe its the look you get in your eyes. Oh baby its the way that makes me feel to see you smile. And the reasons they
may change but what i'm feeling stays the same.
I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you, you baby.
So don't ask me to describe, I get all choked up inside, just thinking bout the way.
Today was a fucking bad day...
I got in a fight with my parents over me not having a cellphone, which is a big fucking issue for me. Then my dad "grounded" me?? hah that lasted for about an hour. Then I casually walked out of my house and met Lizzy and Amanda downtown.
Then for the 2nd time in two weeks my friends were ripped off by fucking Framingham kids. that is gay.
Not sure yet if I'm still gonna be able to go to Maine on Sunday for Britt's birthday... but I really don't give a fuck what my parents say they can bite me I've had enough of their shit >:O
basically the whole day sucked.. besides the fact that I saw Joe for the first time in soooo long. It was so random, we were sitting on the corner of west st. infront of the HS and all of a sudden I hear Amanda say "Kelsey look it's Joe" and I turn my head expecting to see one of the Joe's from around here...but nope. haha so that made my day basically...
It's such a weird feeling though, seeing the person you used to love..the FIRST person you ever loved... so randomly and after so much time has passed. It's weird not feeling the same way I used to....
But anyways I'm out, write more tomorrow
-kelsey
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2004 15 April :: 7.54pm
:: Mood: just one of those terrible moods.. wats new :-(
:: Music: Twiztid-Your the reason
I love you but you don't care...
what the fuck else is new....
today after school Liz Amanda and I had a very deep and emotional conversation at Johnson. haha. we sat there for about 3 hours and just rambled on about whats been happening lately. All of it just made me think about how lucky I really am. I used to think that lil song that went something like "everything means nothing if I ain't got you babe.." was soo true, but after talking about things the whole afternoon it made me realize how selfish I am. I really do have it all... although there may be one thing/person I am without, that doesn't mean my life is as shitty as I make it out to be. I'm just one of those people who focuses on the one thing they dont have rather than the great things that already surround them... like friends and family.
Maybe if I didn't take things for granted as I have so far, then things would work out better for me.
My girls... I love you sooo very much, I don't know where I would be without you. <3
Show me the reason why
we do the things that we do
Show me the reason why
Take a chance with me, I won't let you down..
Tomorrow.. last day before april k-shun :-)
5 days.
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2004 14 April :: 5.39pm
:: Music: Puddle of Mud- Blurry
have you ever jus sat by the window and thought about life
jus thought about all the shit
and you say you had enough
but never change
then you find yourself in the same postition
feeling guilty cause you didnt listen to yourself before
try waking up every morning
wishing you didnt
jus cause you have a problem you cant fix
no matter how hard you try
nothing will work
anyone relate to that at all.. ?
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2004 14 April :: 4.51pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Trapt-These walls
Nothings changed..
There's too much drama in my life at this point. I can't say things have never gotten this worse, but they are quickly sliding downhill. Whoever said it was right, I've got to stop assuming things. No guessing, no risking, no straying outside of the lines. It's my own fault things fall the way they do. Problems don't work themselves out..don't assume they will.
This afternoon was all about thinking for me... But sometimes I think I do a little too much thinking. I need to stop trying to pick apart every situation I find myself in. And stop trying to find the reasoning behind everything... why the hell can't I see things this way all the time is beyond me... I have an odd way of portraying certain things.
I read old conversations once again this afternoon. It only made me that much sadder. <- is sadder a word ? :-\ *sigh*
I wonder if he ever thinks of me....
Poetry time...
I can almost hear the tinkling
as my heart shatters to the ground
I can almost hear the rain
as my tears fall without a sound
I can almost feel the sizzling
of your anger burning me
I can almost feel the truth
in something that could never be
but now I feel nothing
not the pattering of rain
just the constant sensation
of ever thrumming pain
and though the clocks keep ticking
it's just a waste of time
forever spinning round and round
because I know you wont be mine
hate burns you like a fire
as my tears fall like the rain
putting out your fervent blaze
as you fill me up with pain
a hundred lies like cutting glass
pierce my heart so deep
blood flows like a river
from behind my mask it starts to seep
night falls like a shadow
but your eyes are bright as day
I speak to you like I'm a fool
because I dont know what to say
and I cant go on pretending
my heart is strong as stone
but I'm too afraid to tell you
cause I dont wanna be alone
Sober for 4 days if you're counting saturday night. Countdown: 6 days. // shouldn't be too exciting for me anyways, but we'll see what happens
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2004 13 April :: 5.44pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: none
Muppets on Drugs™
Kermit the frog on Weed
Oscar the Grouch on X
Elmo on Acid
Big Bird on Mushrooms
Cookie Monster on Crack
Ernie & Bert on Opium
Miss Piggy on Angel Dust
-Jess & Kelc
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