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xonixieox

:: 2005 3 January :: 1.40pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: none

in ms navarros!
Survey..
Best _____ of the year:
- party: new years eve baby
- show: one tree hill
- new show: summerland
- Comeback show: ?!?!?!?
- Reality Show: highschool reunion.. i guess.. mabye
- TV moment: who knows..
- cd: Eminem: ENCORE
- song: when the sun gos down~ kenny chesney
- remix: dunno
- movie:cinderella story.. its so cute
- videogame: wouldnt know
- experience: hmmmmm..
- concert: kiss concert 04' with janet and erika!
- book: uggg :/ lol
- month: october
- day: i dunno

Worst ____ of the year:
- party:Kimmi's cuz me and christina had to go home
- show: im not sure
- new show: i dunno.. hard questions
- Comeback show: ?
- Reality Show: BMOC
- TV moment: ????
- cd: hillary duff
- song: i dont listen to bad songs
- remix: ?!?!??!
- month: january
- day: august 1, 2004 RIP Gene i love you :(

Hopes for 2005:
- predict something that you think will happen in 2005?: not sure
- what do you hope changes about your country?: prices of things lol
- what do you hope for yourself?: to loose weight.. i dunno
- what do you hope for your family?: maybe to fucking get along

During 2004:
1. where were you when it began?: Christina's house
2. did you stay up?: obviously
3. what was your new year wish?:dont remember
4. how many boy/girlfriends?: ohh god im not sure..
5. broke up?: ummm?
6. have any crushes?: hehhe yes
7. care to mention names?: no thank you
8. new friends?:Virginia.. me and brittany got close again baNg 4 life baby
9. had to say goodbye?: dont make me cry.. yea i had to say goodbye
10. missed anyone?: Gene
11. win anything?: dont think so
12. best place you went to?: bahamas
13. worst place you went to?: a wake
14. happiest moment?: all the baNg sleepovers hahhhahhahhaha
15. how was your birthday?: good i had a sweet 16 that was awesome! got lotsa present!!

i felt like donig this becasue i found it somewhere.. lol ya so im in ms navarros and im bored sooo...

well thats all for now

-Nik

4 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2005 2 January :: 11.55am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: big star x kenny chesney

vacation
vacation is sadly coming to and end..

vacation was amazing... even though i didnt have a very good christmas, and there were alot of fights between me and my family.. this has been the best winter break by far! wow it has been about baNg! i love you girls.. lol and partying with the boys! im happy that everything is slowly coming together again ! M5B!!!!!!! yay! im so excited.

we're going back to school tomorrow and i have decided that im going to start over.. im actually going to try in my classes.. i have detention on the 4th but w/e.. im even going to try to get on honor roll.. this is my new years resolution.. to do good in school and to actually try!

i dont want to go to schhol tomorrow becasue this vacation was amazing but theres nothing i can really do about that.. i cant wait till summer.. even though i have a job and im fully commited to that this summer is going to be amazing.. im gunna make it the best!

ok thats my wisdom for the day

-Nik

just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2005 1 January :: 6.40am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: too early for music

2005

happy 2005 baby! this years gunna be the best

wow new years was pretty fun.. well the begining was.. so let me see.. it was me amanda gini kevin dj cam bill anthony and chris.

i smoked 2 bowls with my fucking brother!

ya so it was suprising and pretty fucking interesting! ya so then they drank but wouldnt let us girls drink so that was kinda gay!(even though we drank a little anyways) lol then we all came upstairs and watched the ball drop on the fuzzy tv that barley works lol.. that was fun.. then my mom made all the boys go downstairs and the girls stay upstairs .. so then we all went to bed and now we're here in the morning feeling quite lovely lol

ok so now amanda just left.. and me and gini are trying to convince the boys to bring us to bickfords! yay!



-Nik

just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2004 31 December :: 8.21am
:: Mood: bored

homewrecker x gretchen wilson
well i had a doctors appointment yesterday and got put onto prozac instead of zoloft :/ whatever as long as im happy i dont care what medicine im on.. anyways.. i was thinking.. anyone who is depressed just put on cmt or 99.5 or vh1 country.. guarenteed to put a smile on your face.. i think thats bang are like the only people at NHS who listen to country music .. with the exception of Katie and Dj! lol

ya so its new years eve and hopefully baNg is coming here.. but i hope my brother is having a party so that alcohol will maybe be involved lol! hahahahhahah im so funny.. hahaha i wish that i had kodak on here but w/e if ya'all wanna see my pictures go to..


picturessss!!!
click!!


ok thats all for today..

Remember when___________________?
(fill it in)

comment now bitches ! lol

-Nik

just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2004 29 December :: 7.38pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: dont be rediculous x shania twain

do it!!
well i was reading peoples journals i came across a cute little thing..

so..

in honor of emme...

remember when_______________________?
(fill in the blanks)

ya so amanda and gini are sleeping over right now so im gunna go but i just thoght that that was wicked cute and i wanted everyone to comment to it and stuff!

-Nik

3 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2004 27 December :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: its 5 oclock somewhere x alan jackson and jimmy buffet

blah ass day
well last night i slept over Gini's house w/ julie.. lol we had a ton of fun.. we pansed julie and she just stood there for like 10 mins.. hilarious let me tell you! lol.. then we went ot practice and good thing i went becasue coach needed my help!

ya so then me and Gini went to the mall and met britt and amanda there!! BAnGin' at the mall lol! ya so then gini's mom wouldnt let her sleep over.. she never lets her do anything here.. its always at her house or nowhere.. its kinda gay.. and she always lectures virginia about gay ass shit that is irrelevent to her life.. honestly she needs to let virginia live her fucking life.. that girl gets leff freedom than fucking people in lockup and shit.. its really fucked up..

ya so now im sitting at home by myself.. and my parents are gay so im petty lonely! ya thats all.. not like anyones gunna read it..


comment please!

-Nik

1 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2004 25 December :: 3.08pm
:: Mood: angry

wow its fucking christmas and my family still treats me like shit.. every single one of them.. Dj is the only one who is ever nice to me but hes not even here right now... at least when he gets home maybe he will take me to gini's or something! man.. what would i do without bang? i would be nowhere.. i would fucking kill myself if i didnt have them or julie.. those girls are my fucking life!!!

thats all

ohh and quotes for my aim so i dont loose them when i go to my computer

"A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty."

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"Not all scars show, not all wounds heal, somtimes you can't always see the pain someone feels."

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a million words couldnt bring you back i know because i've tried, neither could a million tears i know because i've cried

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"When it rains, look to the sky and think of the drops of water as tears from angels."

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"Kissing you is like dancing in the rain; it is an exciting kind of sensation that you can't help but fall in love with."

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anyone who thinks sunshine brings pure happieness has never danced in the rain

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ok thats really all now!

*edit* ohh ya and im getting so pissed at people breaking plans and shit.. and being like oooohhh ya i cant do this.. i cant go here.. i forgot to tell you! grrr i hate when people change plans last min. or dont give an answer right away and then you get all excited and then the plans get ruined! that really pisses me off.. thats one of my pet peeves and now im just gunna not make plans with people becasue whats the point.. for like 3 days in a row they have been ruined or changed or some shit like that so w/e im done with that shit now! ok needed to get that out ! *edit*

-Nik

just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2004 19 December :: 5.18pm
:: Mood: crazy

computer!
wow my computer sucks and it broke again so i havnt been onlner for a really really long time :/ ya that all i gotta say.. comment!

1 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2004 13 December :: 11.25am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: here for the party x Gretchen wilson

weekend
well the dance was friday.. amanda didnt come.. dont ask me why becasue she never even called.. then on saturday gini slept over! she ditched me the whole time to be with dj, eventhough she has a boyfriend.. w/e im not having her sleepover evr again! ohh well.. so ya im in ms Navarros room wwith my love traci anne cole!! ya so thats all for now.. we are getting ourt rings today!!!!

ohh ya and I GOT A COMPUTER IN MY ROOM!!!!

-Nik

2 you need me like a bad habbit | just go on and say it


xonixieox

:: 2004 10 December :: 10.59am
:: Mood: amused

havnt updated in a while.. well im in ms navarro's right now with amnada and gini.. we are the only ones in here becasuse everyone else took first lunch.. anyways everything is fucked up lately.. i want to quit cheerleading and supposidly i have a "Big mouth" ya whatever.. dance tonight.. going with christina amanda and gini

thats all

-Nik

just go on and say it

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