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:: 2003 29 November :: 10.58 am
:: Music: Aaron Copland-Hoe Down

yesterday
yay!!! it finally dowloaded!! (the music, that is) i've had the most random obsession with this piece recently...even before they played it at the polovetsian dances concert!! yay!

waited around at the humane society to adopt a kitten for like EVER. found the cutest little orange kitten, though!! ahh! so cute!! but it's not neutered yet, so we have to wait to bring it home until tuesday. (or sooner.) but it was crazy busy so we waited for soo long. i was feeling like jeff was. completely out of it and drained and tired and stuff. ugh. not the greatest place to feel like that. all these animals screeming...little kids trying to pet them...not very relaxing.


had a nice time at the hayman's day after thanksgiving party thing. i can't believe they make 2 full thanksgiving dinners! it was soo yummy though.

spent the first part up in jeff's room with sarah, eleanor, terrance, charlie, ali, allegra, and occasionally jeff. he was in kind of a delirious stupor. we'd both been sick, and he was definately not well yet. we uh...did random things with a halloween skeleton in a noose, the boys made noise with random things in his room, and sarah and i whispered about charlie and laughed a lot while telling the boys to shut up. i had a lot of time to think, not really having much to do, and i thought about what's happened to me since i entered high school. among my social goals were to 1) get a boyfriend and 2) meet upperclassman. ha. so here i am, in my boyfriend's room, with a bunch of juniors. it was kind of cool. just to think about where i wanted to be, and how lucky i've been to meet the people i have and how much they all mean to me.

soon we went downstairs, ate dinner, and i caught my first glimpse of scott. (if you remember, i wanted to marry him earlier in the year...) my first impressions...i was sort of dissapointed. i thought he'd be so blindingly sexy that i'd just fall madly in love. okay, so i didn't really have those expectations. but from the short glimpses i had of him, i didn't think much. it was pretty cool to see him, though.

we ate. mmm. and listened to the guys table randomly saying one of our names. after completely stopping all conversation we might have started and eavesdropping, we realized they were just throwing out our names randomly to see what we would do. we finally all crowded around their table because we were bored. talked and stuff. much fun with sarah and charlie yelling at each other from across the table and throwing things at each other.

soon dmitri (who arrived sometime in between doing nothing in jeff's room and eating) decided to go play piano so jeff followed...as did the rest of us. sarah and i sat on the couch watching eleanor, terrance, and charlie play pool and listening to dmitri *coughsexycough* play piano. like every well known classical piece this guy can play. it's sooo *coughsexycough*. terrance was being *coughkinkycough* as he always is, and, after realizing it must be really hard for jeff to hear me call his best friends names that i should have been calling him, i decided that jeff was being *coughlovablecough* sitting in the chair, acting delirious and out of it. (little did i know how much i was pissing him off...)

after a while we migrated back to the living room and to the computer. talked to ppl online...tried to sort of put the idea out there of a clarinet party today. charlie whined to play a board game and dmitri and sarah's dad played chess. dmitri won, and jeff, ali, dmitri, and charlie went up to jeff's room. allegra, sarah, and i didn't even notice. oh, and somewhere around here eleanor and terrance left for karthika's party. jeff decided not to go. (i can't imagine why, it was at a hotel!! sounded pretty darn awesome to me...) well anyway, becky came up and was like, 'hey, where's jeff?' and we looked around and were like 'uhh...' so we went up to his room to find him, charlie, ali, and dmitri laying on the ground of his room listening to music. sarah, allegra, and i stole the bed, and listened to music with them. i realized that i need some better music. 102.1 sucks compared to the stuff jeff has. sarah probably got really bored but i was soo content to just lay there listening to good music. ahhh. nice stuff.

went downstairs...walked the dog with sarah, allegra, and jeff. fun stuff, walking through the roads around jeff's house in the dark. it's strangely peaceful when you can barely see anything.

came back, started a movie. moved to the other room. started another movie. ended up watching Clue. good movie!! based on the game and the books. had to hold on to sarah during the scary parts, but we survived. the whole killing suspense part was completely broken when someone killed the singing telegram girl...that was just hilarious. i mean...LOL. sarah and i were just like dying.

it was like 10 by the time the movie was over, and sarah hayman wanted to go to sleep, so we all left. jeff drove ali, charlie and i home. can you say SEXY?? i can. it was SEXY. and the sexiness wasn't diluted a bit by the fact that his mom was sitting in the front seat with him. that made it sexy AND safe. i could be like omg jeff's driving WITHOUT being like OMG JEFF'S DRIVING WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!!! so that was nice.

got all ready for bed and jeff IMs me. so we end up talking till past midnight. finally like HAD to sleep, so we said goodnight.

well anyway, i have some homework to do. i should get to it.

p.s. jeff: check your e-mail. nicole (who knows everything) sent me a link that you should read...:0)

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:: 2003 27 November :: 1.29 pm

it's time to update on marching band finals
yes, i've come to be THAT desperate and bored.

western band association championships were last weekend. we left at 1:00 (YES!! NO 5-7TH PERIOD) for our hotel in fresno. i got pizza flavored pringles from my secret buddy, Hao. not that this was a surprise. i asked him if he was my secret buddy like 2 months ago and he told me. so much for a big secret buddy revelation thing. whatever.

half-watched clueless and the beginning of center stage on the bus. spent most of my time feeling jeaous of christiana and terrance, who were massaging each other, cuddling, and sucking on each other's fingers. (apparently someone told christiana that guys are turned on if you suck their fingers...) so i was sitting there going 'ahhh christiana i wish i were you!' while terrance was like 'c'mon jeff, do something!' that was about the first hour and a half or so. then i cuddled with jeff for the rest of the time. :0D jeff's arms/lap on a marching band bus is up there in my favorite places to be. *sigh* good times. we ummm...got some err...blackmail material. heheheh... didn't get any practicing for the barbara skit done, much to the worry of jeff. oh well.

got to the hotel, and after a long talk from mr. ferrucci telling us to be good and stuff, we got our room keys and changed into our swimsuits. we then complained about our bodies and stuff for about 10 minutes, then wandered the hotel looking for jeff and fellow clarinets to rehearse our senior skit for barbara. we found jeff and joseph and some people on the first floor and got together to rehearse a bit. we found a very loud, echoey place to practice, in the stairwell, and practiced sporadically, stopping when seniors had to go up/down the stairs. hao acted like a friggen 2 year old. we all got mad. fun fun fun. then we proceeded to stare at terrance in his swim trunks and wander around aimlessly for about half an hour. we didn't swim, and hardly got anything done. finally decided to go back to our room (ours being jessica, lisa, christiana, and i) and changed into better clothes for dinner. we probably talked with terrance, jeff, pavel, and ross's room on the phone. ate dinner. jessie uhler was there! yay! so she sat at our table and told us about college marching bands and their parties with sex dice and drunkenness. sounds...full of tradition. pretty cool, though. they learn a new half time show for every game. sheesh! ate pasta stuff and salad...flirted with terrance, who wasn't wearing a shirt. played footsie...talked...yeah. then met with the clarinets to reherse (again) our senior skit. rehearsed more and incorporated jessie in our skit. had to stop as a AAA marching band made their way through the hotel. practiced up until we had to leave for senior skits in another room. followed the masses and senior skits started.

everyone had really cute senior skits.

color guard: lots of stripping and singing. jokes about maureen's smelly feet and stripping. yeah...sort of hard to follow as the rest of the band didn't know the color guard's inside jokes.

low brass: jokes about laura's 'what's a landa?' question and a hilarious part where laura counted '1, 2, let's play zoo!' at the beginning of the show. lol.

trumpets: a somewhat random skit about brian being section leader for 3 years and competiting for authority. apparently they locked him in the bathroom backstage during a sectional. haha.

clarinets: our somewhat thrown-together-at-the-last-second skit about barbara through the years. getting in trouble sophmore year, cheerleading junior year, being late senior year. it was cute. people liked the 'don't worry, none of the rest of the clarinets know how to play, either' comment. haha. got barbara a cute princess soccer watch and thongs.

flutes: a cute movie about how laurel loved marching band so much that when she 'tripped over nothing' (lmao) and popped out her knee, she caused all of the other freak marching band incidents. done by an imovie. very cute. i espeically liked the voodoo with andreas. nice touch.

saxophones: a hannibal spoof that encorporated all the seniors, eventually ending with richard being the killer. i didn't really get it, seeing that i hadn't seen hannibal. creative, though.

drumline: a completely random skit, sounded like they were improving. funny stuff about slava's incomprehensable commands and shortness. funny stuff. magi stole the show. that dude is funny.

awards by the staff and tears from misty for the color guard. semi-touching. it would have been more effectual if the color guard actually WAS amazingly talented. awards from the staff were well chosen. (although none of the rookie awards were actually won by freshman...) and yeah.

passed on the cake, drank water, and went back to our room.

the party was FAR from over. lisa and christiana danced around in their bra's for the guys. (our rooms were on opposite sides of the same floor, with gigantic windows facing each other...) so lisa and christiana did some stripping...lisa down to her underwear...yeah. lisa and i kissed for the guys...gave them a real show. haha. spent a few hours on the phone with jeff, terrance, ross, joseph, and all them. (there were 8 people in those two rooms bcause there were 4 to a room, and there's were connected. saw terrance in his boxers, and geoff clad in only a pillow. that was ummm...interesting. finally stopped talking with jeff on the phone and fell asleep around 1:30.

woke up at 6 to our alarm. (jessica had set it so that we would all have time to shower.) we were all showered and ready by like 7:00 and decided to wake up the boys. we didn't have to wake up until like 8 or something. haha. spent more time on the phone with jeff, who was extremely groggy. a highlight of our conversation:

jeff: i think i'm just going to stay in bed. if mr. ferrucci asks where i am, tell him i'm a bear...
joseph: in bed
pavel: rrrrawrrr
jeff:...and i'm hibernating.
me: ooookay....

haha.

stood around outside our room talking to people. suddenly jeff comes down our hall with his hair all messed up, belt half off, and shirt half tucked in. lol. he actually looked REALLY cute!! so yeah...we were all going to breakfast and he hadn't even showered. lol. patched up my relationship with sara, my lesbian lover, over breakfast. pancakes and stuff. yummers.

packed stuff and watched beetlejuice until we had to leave. got in the bus. sat next to sara. watched more of center stage as we drove to wherever we performed. held up tom's victoria's secret catalogue (given to him by christiana, his secret buddy) to block the sun...much to the delight of the rest of the bus. lol.

got out to freezing weather and warmed up. found a nice spot to warm up more and did our usual warm up stuff with florendo and stuff. good times.

got back WAY late for lunch and walked to the stadium to buy food. sandwich and water. quickly eaten because we got out so late. more talk with jessie and stuff.

changed into our uniforms in the freezing cold and warmed up more. then lots of crying for the senior recognition thing with corsages and our song. :0( very sad. sherry was going around sobbing and hugging all the band mom's. took SOO much to keep from crying. ugh. sadness.

one last warm up and then we marched to the gate. marched after valley christian (who went on to win the entire championships thing) and marched an okay show. drumbreak totally fell apart, but i had a blast. best time i've ever had in marching band, i think. marched a really good show, personally. it was awesome.

took pictures and ordered some. then we hung out for a while and talked with barbara about masturbation techniques. very interesting stuff. also learned how to fake an orgasm. such an educational day.

walked back to our busses and milled around for like half an hour. i played other people's instruments and talked. fun stuff. hugged john a lot. talked.

gathered around mr. ferrucci to hear that we had missed getting into the championship round by 2 bands, and that if we had been placed differently in order, we might have made it, but to have no regrets etc. i think most of us just wanted him to shut up becuase it was so freaking cold!!

changed out of our uniforms and ate pizza for dinner. mmmmm...nummy. got free hand warmer things and walked to the stands. the guys got in trouble for climbing up the stands from the side and yeah. made it to the stands like way early with no one out there but us. huddled around and tried not to freeze to death. watched a ton of other marching bands perform as we all slowly froze. exprerienced terrance's orgasmic hands on my knee as i made sex noises. it was fun. there was a lot of huddling under blankets and trying to keep warm and very little observing bands. it was just SOOO cold!!

left after awards and went back to the bus. half of the people hadn't even stayed for awards so we were like last on the bus. sat with sara because there wasn't enough room for jeff and i to sit together. :0( spent the entire busride being very uncomfortable and trying to fall asleep and wishing i was asleep in jeff's arms. very frustrating.

froze back at lahs and waited for my mom to show up. went home. slept.

there. finals. i did it! booyah!

btw, I'M GETTING A KITTEN TOMORROW!! AHHH!!!

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:: 2003 27 November :: 2.38 pm

A - Act your age?: hardly ever. at least i THINK i act slightly more mature most of the time...
B - Born on what day of the week?: crap i don't know...
C - Chore you hate?: cleaning
D - Dad's name?: Sam
E - Essential makeup item?: lip balm
F - Favorite actor?: Paul Walker
G - Gold or silver?: Silver
H - Hometown?: Los Altos
I - Instruments you play?: clarinet, oboe
J - Job title?: studennt
K - Kids?: None
L - Living arrangements?: mom, mom's boyfriend
M - Mom's name?: Denise
N - Number of people you've slept with?: none
O - Overnight hospital stays?: none
P - Phobia?: singing in front of my family (i'll perform in front of anyone else)
Q - Quotation you like?: "save a horse, ride a cowboy"
R - Religious affiliation?: Methodist
S - Siblings?: none
T - Time you wake up?: 6am for marching band
U - Unique habit?: ummm...
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat?: can't think of any
W - Worst habit?: procrastination
X - X-rays you've had?: some on my pinky finger and some on my ankle
Y - Yummy food you make?: uhhh...popcorn? easy mac? frozen pizza?
Z - Zodiac Sign?: Aquarius
Well I'm out for today. *muahz*

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:: 2003 27 November :: 11.12 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: TATU-All The Things You Said

i'm sick
meh...i'm sick. definitely. and i spelled that right. BOOYAH! *collapses in the chair* whoo, those emotional outbursts are exhausting.

happy turkey day tomorrow everyone! yee sent out the sweetest e-mail to everyone! way to get into the holiday spirit!

everyone wish ali luck in the Houstin thanksgiving parade tomorrow! she's gonna be great! (even though what i've seen of the dance is pretty...erm...yeah) we love you, ali!

well umm yeah. i'll be spending my thanksgiving eating food with my "family". which sounds more depressing: that only one of the people sitting at the table is actually related to me, or that 50% of the total group has no relation to me whatsoever? both are true. ha. family. what family?

we were going around the room in shaull's class saying what we were most thankful for. i swear, everyone but like 5 of us said family without hesitation. when i think of my family...sure, they've done a lot for me. maybe i just don't value their impact on my life. but i mean...my dad never had much influence on my life at all. he didn't know what i was up to, and didn't make much of an effort to. besides the occaisional tech gadget, he didn't really do much to improve my life. my mom...well, there's more to say about her, but recently she's become more of a slut than a role model. there is SO much more to a relationship than making out, (and believe me, i should know.) and i swear she just does not see that. aren't couples supposed to like work through the all-over-each-other phase? maybe move on to the i-just-love-your-company thing? i'm not saying there's nothing more to my mom's relationship than sex, but really...can we keep things to a minimum please?

so what am i thankful for, you ask? my top two mentioned in mr. shaull's class were music and friends. music's a given. what would i do without it? friends. of course. they support me. even stronger than my family does, i think. they teach me about life. they're umm...great. i wish i could write more, but for some reason i've found it easier to write about spiteful things than praise tonight. well i AM thankful for you. really, i am. so thanks. to all of you. i love you! *mwah*

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! (in about an hour and a half)

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:: 2003 26 November :: 6.46 pm




ESFJ - "Seller". Most sociable of all types. Nurturer of harmony. Outstanding host or hostesses. 12.3% of total population.
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:: 2003 26 November :: 10.32 pm

vanillastar66: ok
vanillastar66: i will
vanillastar66: **slap**
Horseeyoregal: oo fiesty!
vanillastar66: :-P
Horseeyoregal: slaps sarah back
vanillastar66: haha
Horseeyoregal: (on the ass, that is)
vanillastar66: lmao
vanillastar66: no, thats wut ud do to jeff...
vanillastar66: and charlie
vanillastar66: LOL
Horseeyoregal: NO!
Horseeyoregal: sheesh

someone should nickname me the pageturner. or some long acronymn that means something like lowly freshman page turner, soon to be mainstreet singer and wind ensemble player, but not good enough yet, doomed to turn pages until she is. yeah.

nice singing/oboe playing jeff! that took skill...lol.

goodnight. minimun day and then turkey day!! yay!!

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:: 2003 24 November :: 4.30 pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: Phil Collins-You Can't Hurry Love

hmmm...
well, i remember going through the day thinking 'i HAVE to put this in my journal', but now i forget...

no marching band this morning. it was semi-depressing, but the extra sleep was greatly appreciated.

picked persuasive speech topics today in english. SCORE!! our final is a presentation!! get ready for melissa's persuasive speech excellence, mr. smith!! hellz yeah! now THIS'LL be fun...

devin matthews...poor kid. i really don't mean to lead him on. but you know me, i just get all smiley and giggley when guys flirt with me even if the guy's like a total perv and has a weird nose and red hair. haha. sucks for him. devin, honey, iii don't liiike you. don't take the news too hard.

girls' ensemble was just HEAVEN today. we sight sang a christmas song and then a hannukkah song. SOO BEAUTIFUL! AHH!! and all with really interesting alto/second soprano lines...*sigh* i LOVE holiday music.

learned all about the emergency room traumas of one of mrs. williams' daughters during bio. lol. kind of gruesome, but interesting. entertaining way to waste half a period.

discussed nutrition in french. we were telling m youatt what we generally eat and she went on a nutrition tangent. haha.

omg history was INTERESTING!! and i'm starting to like mr. freeman a LOT more now. (this is partly because he wrote 'amazingly well written' on my essay and decided to double the value of the essay for me alone.) but hey. the protestant reformation, as explained by mr. freeman, is actually quite an interesting event! now it's RARE that anyone can make history interesting to me, so when it is, i'm very grateful.

heard that yahya was at Fame on saturday. AHHH! you should be glad you didn't hear me screaming about this. but apparently he looks different. no more or less hot, but different. i liked you how you were, yahya. oh well.

since i'm sure you all care, my little romantic situation is comming along quite nicely at the moment. i'm content. (even without a kiss)

i'm still too lazy to write about the competition...maybe i won't. i don't know. i should. i want a record of it...but eh...idk.

maybe later when i'm procrastinating. not that i'm not now. whatever.


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:: 2003 23 November :: 3.28 pm

i'm procrastinating

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Overall self
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Type 5 Detachment |||| 18%
Type 6 Anxiety |||| 14%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||| 46%
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:: 2003 23 November :: 5.40 pm

Yes, I know...I AM brilliant!
i'm just not quite ready to write the overview of WBA Championships in fresno this weekend. i don't have the time or the will. but i'd just like to share my away message with you. true story. no joke. check in the bio book, page 468.

"WHY?!?

so i'm being good, trying to get through my biology notes, on the last section, and i start reading:

"sensory receptors are cells or cell parts that can detect a stimulus, which is a specific change in the environment. When someone kisses you, for example, there is a change in pressure on your lips...In this particular case, the response may include flushing with pleasure and kissing the person back."

OMG! WHY?!?! I spent this entire weekend trying to get a kiss, and now I have to read about it in my biology notes?? WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO?? (or, a related thought: what is the world cumming to?) definately not me. lol."

the funny thing about cumming is, on page 469, positive feedback is discussed, and th example of sexual intercourse is explored.

it could have just stuck to kissing. really.

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:: 2003 19 November :: 8.38 pm

oooo! a quiz!

"So This Is Love"-Cinderella


What Disney Princess Song Are You?
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:: 2003 19 November :: 7.18 pm
:: Music: Z Kelis-Milkshake

i hate to be so typical, but
Chorus:
My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And they're right "It's better than yours"
Damn right, It's better than yours,
I can teach you, but I have to charge (2x)

Vrs1:
I know you want it...
The thing that makes me,
What the guys go crazy for,
They lose their minds, The way I wind,
I think it's time...

Vamp:
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,

Chorus:
My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like "It's better than yours"
Damn right, It's better than yours,
I can teach you, but I have to charge (2x)

Vrs2:
I can see you're on it...
You want me to teach the,
Techniques that freaks these boys,
It can't be bought,
Just know theives get caught,
Watch if you're smart,

Vamp:
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,

Chorus:
My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like "It's better than yours"
Damn right, It's better than yours,
I can teach you, but I have to charge (2x)

Bridge:
Oh, Once you get involved,
Everyone will look this way so,
You must maintain your charm,
Sametime maintain your halo,
Just get the perfect blend,
Plus what you have within,

Spoken:
Then next his eyes are squint,
Then he's picked up your scent,

Vamp:
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,

Chorus:
My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like "It's better than yours"
Damn right, It's better than yours,
I can teach you, but I have to charge (2x)

it's just so addicting.

lisa and i went senior gift shopping and bought barbara her senior gifts. it was fun. lisa's hella cool!! oh yeah, i love you girl!

worked on the senior skit some. (actually, lisa and i mostly just talked and hung on terrance until he had to go) so yeah. jeff got pissed. i got regretful. I'M SO SORRY!!

madame youatt signed my lion king permission slip!! HELL YESS!! she was like 'well only because you're such a good student...i wouldn't do this for just ANY student etc. etc.' YAY!!

my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard...lalalalala... oh yeah baby. haha.

the performance for egan and crittenten today was really fun! it would have been more fun if we could have taught them marching technique though. i mean, ANYONE can figure out an 8 to 5 stride forwards and backwards. it's not marching unless you get your toes up and dress and stuff. oh well. from what little i heard of wind ensemble, they sounded really good! i enjoyed jazz band more, though. now THOSE are awesome musicians. very cool.

thought i would be screwed for the french unit test, but it wasn't so bad! there wasn't any vocab! yay!!

well i have to go do homework. ugh. lots. grrr...

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:: 2003 18 November :: 9.37 pm
:: Mood: loverly
:: Music: Led Zepplin-Stairway to Heaven

:0D
i'm not in one of those sappy, dreamy lovey moods, but i'm definately feeling the lyrics of 'so in love' from kiss me kate. *sigh*

I MIGHT BE GOING TO LONDON WITH THE BAND!! MR. FERRUCCI NEEDS EXTRA CLARINETS SO I E-MAILED HIM ABOUT IT AND HE SAID HE'D GIVE ME THE INFO!! AHHHHH!!! *jumps up and down* HOW AWESEOME IS THIS???

i would like to express my love for conversation. I LOVE IT! i don't know what i would do without interesting, intellectual people to talk to. probably listen to music A WHOLE lot. but anyway, yay for conversation!

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:: 2003 17 November :: 4.34 pm
:: Music: Invisible-Clay Aiken

lalalalalalalaaaaa
music. yummm.

i just queued up like 10 songs...procrastination at its best. haha.

nothing major happened today. a few funny quotes here and there, though.

me: oh yeah, jeff kissed me on the cheek
harry: yummy.

me: so jeff told me he liked me!
molly: *cracks up*
me: what? this is a big thing!
molly: you guys have been 'a thing' for so long and he JUST NOW told you he liked you? *giggles*

deb: so, in 7 words or less, what do you think of your voice's development in this class so far this year?
me: it's crap...not good...yeah.
deb: really? i think you're doing well! and this is a really good group for you! (etc. etc.)

sarah: geez, do you want a threesome with them? you're just like 'they're the cutest couple! THEY'RE SO CUTE!' get over it! actually, you could double date with them and charlie!
me: oo double date! sure!
sarah: WITH CHARLIE?!?! hahahahaha!
me: NO NO! wait, you said with charlie? NO! all i heard was double date!! AHHH!!

haha. i guess the day was more eventful than i thought! funny stuff...

my away message kicks ass right now. (even though i'm NOT away) haha. but yeah. you all deserve to read it. it's just so bootyful.

"who's got it going on?

a) stacey's mom
b) YOUR MOM!!
c) nic rouleau, the sex god
d) ME!! IT'S ALL ABOUT ME!!
e) other (please specify)

sorry for being random. i'm off doing homework or perfecting my procrastination methods. ttyl! (unless you IM me and you happen to be jeff...in this case, if i see the IM, i'll run over to the screen and drop whatever i'm doing, be it productive or not. ;-) )

okay well. i'm doing homework *coughLISTENING TO MUSICcough* so yeah. ttyl!

3 songs | sing to me


:: 2003 16 November :: 8.40 pm

started from my early christmas list posted in my info:

Si is AZN: *a kiss (if i deem you worthy and you're a guy)
Si is AZN: i.e., if you're name is jeff hayman and you're a junior?
Horseeyoregal: yup
Si is AZN: yeah that's what I thought
Horseeyoregal: you're smart
Horseeyoregal: :-D
Si is AZN: why thank you. I like to think that I'm deceptively intelligent
Horseeyoregal: you're brilliant, joseph. all musicians are.

sing to me


:: 2003 16 November :: 5.59 pm

hmm...interesting

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