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:: 2003 16 August :: 8.33 pm

omfg
WE DID NOT JUST RUN AWAY FROM BYE BYE BIRDIE!! we erm...liked it. yeah... but whatever anyone tells you, WE DID NOT ESCAPE AT THE END AND RUN FOR OUR LIVES UNTIL WE GOT BEHIND SOME TREES BY THE LITTLE PARK THING!! AND WE WEREN'T RUNNING AWAY FROM THE UGLY PEOPLE!!

well, it was quite interesting actually. we got there at 7 feeling very out of place. that was confirmed when we got to the door and realized that there were no ticket sales; it was a preview only for friends and family. which, i guess, should rightfully include nicole and i as we knew like half of the cast. distantly maybe...but we knew them. well anyway, it's good to have friends in high places. we ended up getting in.

and omg kyle was there. or erm...'trevor'. and i'm glad he was there cuz at least i had SOMETHING hot to look at. scott patteson wasn't onstage nearly long enough. the only problem was that kyle makes an odd face when he's playing the drums...but hey, no one's perfect. well, no one's ALWAYS hot, i might say.

maybe i'll be a tough theatre critic when i grow up, but bye bye birdie sucked. the singing sucked, the acting was actually okay, but it just really wasn't enjoyable. props to the girl who played the mom and joe. o, and props to alison too, she was good, and didn't deserve to bow with the little people. aside from them, it was pretty boring. and when it wasn't boring, it was torture. 'sug', as i now call this person (it's an acronymn for ummm...3 adjectives) just killed me. yes, i died. the pain...the agony... it was just REALLY REALLY bad. i can't stress that enough. it was just awful.

well, i don't really have much else to say...i'd go on about 'sug' in a private entry, but i'd have to tweek my friends list.

i hope eric brings yahya to marching band tomorrow...that wud be cool...then i'll have 2 hot things to look at!!

well, i think i've had enough of musical theatre for one night. back to marching band...

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:: 2003 14 August :: 11.41 pm
:: Mood: exhausted

how ironic...

well anyway, i think i've done MUCH too much in my journal for one day. i'm gonna go shower and sleep. i'm too tired to work out.



Take the What Sex Position Are You? test by Ley Ley

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:: 2003 14 August :: 8.11 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: NO MORE

a survey
this survey was blantantly copied from eric elms' livejournal. yes, i found it. and yes, i'm extreemly proud of myself.

[Spell your name back wards]: esor enelrahc assilem
[The story behind your LJ user name]: i originally planned is as musical as in i like music. soon after, i realized that it has a double meaning of musicals, as in theatre musicals. i originally changed it from horseeyoregal because it's commonly mistaken as sexual
[Are you gay?]: no, but i dont have a problem with gay ppl. so don't say something's gay. cuz i'll get pissed off. just don't.
[How old?]: 14. should be older.
[Where do you live?]: Los Altos
[4 words that sum you up]: determined, optimistic, intelligent, obsessive
DESCRIBE YOUR-
[Wallet]: blue cloth with eeyore and butterflies on it. currently is holding about $180. the pouch for change is broken, so there's no change in it.
[Hairbrush]: depends. i have a pink one with softer bristles, green with more spiky bristles, purple comb, and metal comb. i need 4 brushes with hair as long as mine.
[Toothbrush]: just got a new one from the dentist. i also have an electric one.
[Jewelry worn daily]: varies between puka shells or those other shells...i've been wearing anklets daily recently. sometimes my italian charm bracelet.
[Pillow/pillow cover]: feather pillows with the famous cloud print covers. the cloud print is everywhere in my room. curtains, chair cover, place mat things on my tables...
[Blanket]: feather comforter with the cloud print. my dad got the comforter for me for christmas last year.
[Coffee cup]: don't drink coffee yet but i have a few eeyore and horse coffee cups.
[Sunglasses]: currently i can't find my good ones. 1 pair of ugly as hell purple sparkley ones are all that i can find.
[Underwear]: thongs. i have many. they're fun.
[Shoes]: blue converse or blue/pink vans.
[Handbag]: don't have one, but my purse is fade out sparkly denim
[Favorite top]: probably my aeropostal gray polo-ish thing
[Favorite pants]: pink dance pants...they're soo soft and comfortable
[Cologne/Perfume]: none. i've been in the performing arts so long now that it doesnt seem like an option.
[CD in stereo right now]: either my favorite mix that i burned or the matrix cd. stuff that i can work out to.
[What you are wearing now]: happy camper t-shirt and white jean shorts
[Hair]: high ponytail. keeping that lond, blonde, wavy hair outta my face
[Makeup]: none. well, a little lip balm cuz my lips are hella sunburned

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
[In my head]:
[Wishing]: i could find a decent guy to be with...sing better...memorize my clarinet stuff for marching band...get some more sleep...screw music for a day
[After this]: Sleep
[Talking to]: lauren a.
[Eating:]: Nothing.
[Fetishes]: ummmm...none
[If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?] changes daily
[Person you wish you could see right now]: yahya. or scott. either.
[Is next to you]: keyboard, headphones, screen
[Some of your favorite movies]: Seabiscut, Matrix, American Pie, Legally Blonde
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: school!! guys...first marching band performance...girls ensemble
[The last thing you ate?]: cheese/chicken/tomatoe quesadilla
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: not making mainstreet, the phantom of the opera, getting taken advantage of
[Do you like candles]: yes, but i'm not crazy about them
[Do you like hot wax]: i'll tell you after i get my eyebrow's waxed...
[Do you like incense]: sometimes...
[Do you like the taste of blood]: no
[Do you believe in love]: definately
[Do you believe in soul mates]: i'm not sure
[Do you believe in love at first sight?]: yes
[Do you believe in Heaven]: yes. or i sure as hell hope there is one.
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: yes. i am very good at forgiving...maybe too good for my own good
[Do you believe in God?]: yes.
[What do you want done with your body when you die]: just buried normally
[Who is your worst enemy?]: a few weeks into highschool i'll find out.
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: i want a guinie pig REALLY bad right now.
[What is the latest you've ever stayed up]: 4:30 i think. 3:30 on the computer and continuously talking.
[Ever been to Belgium?]: no
[Can you eat with chopsticks]: sort of...
[What's your favorite coin?]: sacajawea dollars
[What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: i don't want to move
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: choc. chip cookies, popcorn, pizza
[What's something that you wish people would understand?]: i'm too tired to be that deep right now, but i'll come back to that. i promise.
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: how to sing. ok that was lame. i'll write more about that later.
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: chris roginski, i guess
[What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow?]: memorize dark jade/blue saphire for marching band...fat chance though...or be able to play burgundy red...haha yeah right

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:: 2003 14 August :: 7.17 pm
:: Music: no more music

NO MORE MUSIC!!
omg. it's like drill but inside with mr. troll. how many sharps are in this key? here's the major key, what's its relative minor? here's four keys: define them and their relative minor. you have two minutes. GO. this is the meter. what does it mean? so that means... and if a dotted quarter got the beat then... so is it cut up in two's or three's?

AAAHHHHH!!!

and now i have to practice. and tonight's the one night so far that i can actually practice for an hour without being up late!!

o and btw: jonathon, what did i say? i know it's not the coolest thing that there's a rumor that ur sister is known at a horny jewish camp, but is it that big of a deal? was scott totally lying?? why'd you freak out on me??

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:: 2003 14 August :: 4.44 pm
:: Mood: happy

marching band again today. we learned how to walk sideways and stuff. an old clarinet leadership staffer, eric elms, came today. christiana and i both agree: he's helllllla sexy. but from what jeff has told me, he's kind of disgusting. oh well. he's coming back again tomorrow. i wonder how i can screw up so he has to touch me to fix it. well, i'll ponder that.

we got a piece of music called red/burgundy, our finale, today. omfg. it's in 10/8 time. and the meter changes every few measures from 3+3+2+2 to 3+2+3+2. it's freakin impossible!! actually, i'm sure i'll get used to it, but damn...

i think we have all of our music now for the show: Colours. my favorite is dark ivy. it's really cool. techinically, dark saphire is 'cool' from westside story, but anyway...

i have a voice lesson in 10 minutes. last time we did musical theory. i don't know if i can handle any more music theory after that 10/8 stuff. and i haven't done my 'homework'. too bad.

well i'm REALLY excited for school. honestly. it's gonna be fun. claudia and i roamed around the campus during our lunch break. it's cool.

well anyway, life is good, but too musical right now. maybe i can talk mr. troll into just letting me sing today...

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:: 2003 13 August :: 8.29 am
:: Music: Eminem-Hallie's Song

more band stuff
i almost forgot!! heather robinson came yesterday!! yes, the heather robinson. the person i want to be when i grow up. haha. well yeah. she was there. apparently there are 3 new mellophone players so i guess she helped them. there was also this alumn that had a mainstreet t-shirt on...hehe. he wasn't that cute, though.

the clarinet section is gonna go out and eat lunch today. :0) should be fun.

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:: 2003 12 August :: 4.46 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

marching band camp
first day of marching band camp today. it was pretty cool. drill is really powerful. i like the whole yelling bit. it should be a lot of fun. i dont think i can give another lowdown cuz i just explained it all to two people, but yeah. and omg jeff hayman's in mainstreet! cooool....haha. jk. he's nice and funny though.

see y'all at freshman orientation!!

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:: 2003 11 August :: 7.32 pm
:: Mood: amused

telemarketers
a telemarketer just called. i left him waiting for about 10 minutes and then said that no one was available. i should have asked him to sing for me, but i didn't. i also like the 'what's your number? oh, u can't tell me? that's because you don't like people bothering you at their home, right? WELL NEITHER DO I!!' one that nicole suggested. or the 'what are you wearing?' one.

i coulda sworn that he called me melissa right before i hung up tho. haha. stupid lil imagination. whatever.

so anyway, if you have any good things to say to telemarketers, post them, k? this should be funny...

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:: 2003 11 August :: 10.16 am
:: Mood: accomplished

yay!
it's time to buy a bikini. i definately feel accomplished. wohoo!!

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:: 2003 11 August :: 9.46 pm
:: Mood: calm

i feel loved. its a good feeling. actually, maybe i'm just tired. that's probably it. but either way i can go to bed now. goodnight!!

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:: 2003 10 August :: 10.40 pm

umm yeah. can you tell i'm already bored?

1. first grade teacher: mrs. roberts
2. last thing you said: "capture the flag is the 17th at 7 at thomas' house."
3. last song you sang: fire and rain-james taylor
4. last person you hugged: my mom...and before that NIC ROULEAU!!
5. last thing you laughed at: idk
6. last time you said i love you: last time my mom said it to me first
7. last time you cried: wow i don't remember
8. what's in your CD player: a burned cd
9. what color of socks are you wearing: i'm not wearing socks
10. what's under your bed: a newly shampooed carpet
11. what time did you wake up today: about 7:20
12. current taste: mint gum
13. current hair: braid
14. current clothes: old navy t-shirt, jean shorts, my favorite eeyore thong
15. current annoyance: distant car sickness
16. current longing: nicky and scott
18. current worry: i can't play clarinet as well as i used to
19. current hate: the fact that i have nothing to do
20. story behind your domain: ummm...idk
21. current favorite article of clothing: my swim suit top
22. favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: everything...i like good teeth and long, curly hair though
22. favorite physical feature of the same sex: fat...cuz then it makes me feel thinner
23. last CD that you bought: urinetown
24. favorite place to be: in the arms of a hot guy that i love
25. least favorite place: anyplace when i'm in pain
26. time you wake up in the morning:6:45 soon to be about 5
27. if you could play an instrument: i CAN play an instrument...i'd like to be really good at piano though, it's sort of a must for a good music teacher
28. favorite color: light blue
29. do you believe in an afterlife: yes
30. how tall are you: 5'7
31. current favorite word/saying: good lord
32. current book: wicked...the book that the musical is based on
33. favorite season: summer
34. one person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: chris roginski...but he's not really in my past
35. where do you want to go: Austria, Australia, Maui
36. what is your career going to be like: don't know yet
37. what kind of car will you have: some kind of honda
38. type a line you remember from any movie: "but WHY is the rum GONE?!?!"
39. a random lyric: "whisper words of wisdom, let it be" yeah nicole, you we're right
40. identify some things surrounding your computer: printer, speakers, pic of jeff from the newspaper, cd player, grad picture, paper puncher, cd's, comp. paper

yeah. i'm bored. should be practicing clarinet, but i just got home!!

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:: 2003 10 August :: 7.17 pm
:: Mood: drained

white water rafting
i'm back from whitewater rafting for 2 days. it was sooo much fun!! i hope i can get the youth group to go, cuz it would be great to visit bob and carol and then go on a one or 2 day trip!! you all should really go; it's great.

we got there after 4 and a half hours of driving on friday night. stayed at bob and carol's house in placerville for the night and ate dinner and visited with them. i didn't realize how much i missed bob's prayers until we said grace for dinner. i almost cried. i really miss him.

the next morning we drove to the white water connection place and had the safety lecture. the guides are hilarious. one of my favorites was 'if you flip over, don't panic because there's an air hole between the raft and you. just get out from under the raft. while under the raft, though, it will be dark and there will be lots of groping. much like a night club...' lmfao.

we then rafted for a full day. we had a great group: one policeman, one high school psychology teacher, a young engaged couple, and my 'family'. the guy who was engaged, nate, was really nice and funny. strong, too. bob, the guide (not the same one that i visted the night prior) kept telling him to take it easy cuz he was overpowering him. we only did class 3 rapids, but it was still fun. we only took a break for lunch, which was sandwiches. YUM.

got back to camp, showered, and talked with nate, krista, and the group that camped near nate and krista. we played trivial pursuit for about an hour and then ate a GREAT dinner. the food on these things is great. steak, lobster, chicken, baked potatoes, salad, EVERYTHING.

after dinner there was a crash n burn slide show of trips before ours and then pictures from that day. (there are little photo companies that camp out by the 'big' rapids and take pictures.) it was pretty funny. there was a picture of a guy who lost his shorts in the rapids...lmfao...and one girl with a hat so big that it looked like she didn't have a head. it was sooo hilarious. i couldn't stop laughing.

after dinner we ate brownies and smores around a campfire while a guy played guitar and sang. by 10:00, 'quiet time', there were lots of drunk guys sitting around the fire and singing some pretty interesting songs... my favorite they didn't finish. the only thing i can remember from that one is 'lets get drunk and screw'. o and there was this guy doing dr. evil impressions every couple of songs. he was great. but thats what you get for serving all the wine and beer you can drink...

brushed my teeth, went to bed. we borrowed a tent from someone and it can hold like 10 ppl. it was frickin huge!! needless to say, i was far away from mom and brian on their air mattress, thank God.

woke up, got dressed, ate breakfast. another great meal. granola, fruit, hot chocolate, potatoes, omlettes.

got in a van and drove up the river a little. (oh, by the way, this was all the south fork of the american river.) rafted some more until about 2, when we got back to camp. packed up our stuff, ate lunch, (hamburgers!) and drove through coloma and stopped at a little craft faire in placerville. i got an anklet. pretty cool.

kept driving till we got home. long drive. ick. but i'm home!! and i guess i have tomorrow free...but then it's band camp for two weeks and then SCHOOL!!

i'm excited. i want the guys. should be fun.

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:: 2003 8 August :: 2.25 pm
:: Mood: lethargic

it hurts
my arms hurt, my back hurts, my neck hurts, my head hurts, my legs hurt, my stomach hurts....ahhhhhhhhhhhhggggggggggg! i was an excersising freak last night!! after swimming 25 laps in my pool, i did crunches, push ups, and yoga in my room. after jogging around the park, i went to bed and did crunches, push ups, and yoga in the dark. owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!

i'm leaving for placerville in half an hour. going to see my old pastor and his wife in their new house. should be fun.

tomorrow morning we're driving to coloma to go white water rafting. more excersise. ugg. and i just realized that they make you wear life vests. so much for a good tan...

i'll be back by monday. monday i start band camp, i think. if i can learn how to play clarinet again, it should be fun. if i can't, then i'll be unhappy. there's always a potential for hot guys tho. but my new obsession isn't taking marching band...grrrrr. he's hella good and he should. the clarinets need him. well, i wouldn't know, but it would be fun to march with him. AHHH I WANT HIM!!

well anyway, see some of you guys on monday. and if not monday, at the orientation thing. i'll have to sneak away early though. they panned it when we're supposed to leave for band camp...yeah...smart. so anyway, i'll see ya then!!

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:: 2003 7 August :: 8.33 pm
:: Mood: bouncy

i know, i'm being unoriginal again
HASH(0x87c6138)
Hee! You are Jack's "You have to find
yourself a girl, mate ... you're not a eunuch,
are you?" speech. You're quite a bit sex-
crazed, and you assume that everyone else is as
horny as you are. Get it on as soon as
possible so that you can join the rest of us on
Planet Earth ... I'm sure you'll have a good
time doing so.


Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you?
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i'm sort of surprised i got that, but it doesnt matter. i definately got the best picture.

well i feel very ummm...advantaged. i just had an hour of music theory with mr. troll strait out of the packet mr. shaull uses. how cool is that?? i'm very 'in' with the voice teacher crowd. haha.

well then i went to cuesta and had a picnic with molly, louise, and nicole. it was cool. highlights were yelling at the guy to keep his shirt off and jogging anround yelling Kabungi!!

o and i did some swimming and tanning today. i'm very proud of myself.

o and i'm leaving for coloma tomorrow around 3 to go white water rafting. yaaaay!!!! excercise!! i'm into that now. its good. healthy. wohoo!!

1.5 lbs till i'm at my goal weight!! 11.5 lbs lighter!! wohooo!!

well umm...i'm free until 3 tomorrow. lets jog around cuesta!! excercise!!!

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:: 2003 7 August :: 2.14 am
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: Children of Eden-The Wasteland

to all juniors
JOIN MY CHURCH. i'm allowed to date you if you join my church. so do it. u dont hafta do anything, just come.

okay yeah. 5 days with ONLY my dad... i think it made me realize how much life sucks without boys. i did have some nice dreams though...damn...

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