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aerii

:: 2007 18 January :: 6.25am
:: Music: Time After Time - Quietdrive

i feel kind of stupid.
i stabbed myself in the eye with a needle.

but i think it was destiny or something
because if i hadn't, i wouldn't have called morgan and woke her up
and if morgan hadn't woken up i couldn't get to school.

so yeah, everything happens for a reason.

but now my eye feels all fucked up and i'm worried i'm going to go blind
and i cannot see well out of it

AHHHH.

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aerii

:: 2007 17 January :: 8.12pm
:: Mood: scared

I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath where I am.

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aerii

:: 2007 17 January :: 4.13pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Wolf Like Me - TV On The Radio


I hate empty stomachs.
They make too much noise.
And they ruin my day and make me feel sick.

So I've decided I'm going to go into my kitchen and find some food.
yes yes.

Today was uneventful in an eventful way.
If that makes sense..

I made some new friends, and I did good on my logic quiz.
Eli broke a table.
I was sophisticated. Hells yes.
I talked to square head kid on the bus ahaha that was fun.

But I really am hungry.
So I'm going to go eat some stuffs.

:D

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blair

:: 2007 17 January :: 2.02pm

Two hours left of work for the day, if I'm lucky.

Zeus didn't get neutered today, he was sick.

The husband's sick, too. Think he has the flu- which he hasn't had in five or six years. I have some sort of a bug, but can't decide between flu/cold/pneumonia. Ha. I don't have a fever at all, in fact- my temperature is below my normal temperature. My "asthma" didn't start acting up again 'til I got sick, which is a sign of pneumonia (plus, K has some form of it and we just were spending time with her a few days ago). We're both sticking to the day at work, but he won't make it in tomorrow, and I might only come in for the afternoon. I was hoping not to get sick until the weekend.

I've spent most of the day online- doing nothing. It's not the kind of day I like to have at work, unfortunately.

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aerii

:: 2007 16 January :: 8.36pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Agenda Suicide - The Faint


i am so tired
and sore

and i dont know why

and im really pissed off.
lets go punch infants.

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aerii

:: 2007 16 January :: 4.50pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Books Written For Girls - Camera Obscura


so i guess i'm grounded for another five weeks.
which is pure shit.

so what, i failed english but im doing it again. im not giving up.
jesus christ, this wont fuck up my future forever.
let me go.

to get ungrounded i have to have a B average.
so i have a B in math and a B in american studies
and i have proof of those grades.
but they want me to wait until winter quarter grades are posted to unground me.
winter quarter just started.

that seems unfair.
or am i just crazy?

maybe im just crazy.

ahahahahaha its not like i dont learn from my mistakes.

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blair

:: 2007 16 January :: 2.46pm

2007.
As it turns out, after more than one year without updates, I do have a journal here, after all.

Of course, I find this out after purchasing an invite code. <3

I had to.

No matter how wonderful my life can turn out, or how much a year can change a person- I'm still stuck in the past. And so of course I remember all the internet drama of 2000. I remember the unforgettable friends (frenemies?) I made via a chat room that closed its' doors years ago. It's Woohu, himself, who draws me to this website.

I should begin where I left off, but I didn't really leave off anywhere. Hung up on some dumb boy. I'm proud to say I finally had the courage to end things with him last spring.

I married a wonderful man on December 31. No, I am not pregnant. Nor did either of us think I was when we got married. We got married for various reasons, but we're wonderful together.

I bought a car in November. A 2002 Hyundai Sonata LX w/ a V6, leather seats, power sunroof, etc. It's nice.

I went through two jobs in 2006. (Three, technically, because I didn't quit my job with the school district 'til mid-January, but I didn't work in 06 for them.) I'm currently six months into my second job, and have already received a 10% raise. The husband works here, too. He just got a whoppin' 25% raise (but I make more).

I still have the cockatiels- two have paired off and are always romancing (or humping) each other. We might wind up with babies (oh, boy) this spring. The other male/female are now in a seperate cage, since the male who was getting some started to attack the older male. Hmph. Boys have issues.

We have three dogs. Zeus was a stray we took in, whom was almost killed by my mother's english mastiff, but survived after $500+ in emergency vet bills and 23 stitches. Ashe (the "family" dog) has become mine, and Zena is still my number one (she even got to be at my wedding).

The cat total went up and went down. In late 05, the kittens finally became mine. However, in February 06, Charcoal had to be put down. Trevor and I rescued two black kittens last summer, both survived their near death experiences, and are now happy, though small, creatures that own my sister. On Thanksgiving, we wound up picking up another stray. She spent the night with us outside Circuit City, then went to bed with us at 6am. She adapted to the dogs at first sight, and is the silliest cat you could imagine. She's a Japanese Bobtail mix.

We're saving money to put a down payment on a house in 3-5 years. Our goal is to have $30-50k to put down. Hmph. Ambitious, yes? Trevor hopes to get a job with the police department, or maybe get his Class "A" license and be a truck driver. I still don't know what I want to do, though I'm good at what I do now.

Zeus is getting neutered tomorrow. We're hoping it'll calm him down, some, since he's sort of hyperactive.

We bought a 53" widescreen HDTV for $600. I thought it was dumb, yet I enjoy it.

I was named editor of an atheist newsletter, starting the Feb. 2007 issue. I'm excited. The board has yet to officially approve me, so after the February issue- I could be kicked off. Because of this, I bought a new hard drive for my laptop (should arrive tomorrow afternoon) and a new stylus for the tablet- since I've lost the one it came with. I'm hoping the only problem with it is the hard drive. I don't want to deal with a defective motherboard.

I saw snow for the first time in 2006. March 12. It was gorgeous, albeit wet and cold. I've driven up to the snow three times this fall/winter, and snow got so low last Friday that it snowed about 40 miles from my house. (My office is 19 miles, and we got hailed on good- everything was white, and people called it snow, though it was just ice! The employees still had a 7am "snow"ball fight!) 15 miles east of my office, a security guard at the electric company reported that it hadn't stopped snowing "all day" at 2:30pm. I do enjoy the colder weather this year, because we're not getting a ton of rain. I think the rainy season will hit in February/March.


Oh. I saw Wysteria Lane. <3

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aerii

:: 2007 16 January :: 5.20am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Float On - Ben Lee


i have a quiz in logic today.
and i hope seeing beau wont be akward.
it wont be.
i just have to tell myself that.


i want to see nicole
and katie
and ksanka
and a whole bunch of other people.
and brookelynn :)

so last night, my dad had the "what are you going to do when you grow up" talk with me. im getting kind of sick of these.
so now i have to make a list of colleges i want to go to
and i have to find scholarships and i have to make a plan
and i dont want to.

its a scary feeling not knowing what you're going to be doing for the rest of your life..
and its just starting to sink in i think.

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aerii

:: 2007 15 January :: 7.16pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: A Movie Script Ending - Death Cab For Cutie

sd uggh

sldjfslj
i want to get away from here
just drive away
get on that highway and never look back.
i want to see it all, i just want to soak everything in and admire the beauty thats around me. see all the things that everyone else is too busy to notice.

and i want to be listening to amazing music while i do.
like elliot smith.

and i know who i want to go with.




[edit]

you have to accept people for who they are
and they decisions they make
you cannot control them
if they have their heart set on doing something, they're gonna do it

its their life, let them live it.

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aerii

:: 2007 15 January :: 1.37pm
:: Mood: refreshed
:: Music: let it rain - ok go



ukhkjhkj

mmm pot stickers

im so glad i dont have english this week.
ahahaha
and i should be ungrounded by tomorrow

yay

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