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aerii

:: 2008 22 February :: 5.40am

I don't get why some people have to be such bitches.
It's time to grow up and learn how to be civil to other people.

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aerii

:: 2008 21 February :: 6.22am

anyone have any ideas of subjects i can use for a photography portfolio?

:D

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aerii

:: 2008 5 February :: 6.10pm

i feel like i dont have a best friend anymore
i know i'll always have nicole, but its hard because she lives across the state.

i just want someone to talk face to face to
someone who will actually listen
and not try to kiss my ass or sound all nice by giving me false sympathy
i dont fucking want your sympathy
i just want someone to listen
and realize how retarded i feel lately

i feel so alone
and i keep trying to tell that to people
but no one is there to listen


i wish nicole were here
or that someone was here for me
because i dont know what to do
i feel so pathetic
and lost
and worthless

and i dont want to anymore...

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aerii

:: 2008 5 February :: 6.28am

i just want to leave this town already.

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blair

:: 2008 26 January :: 7.28pm

New Camera + Duncan
I got a new camera yesterday. Not quite as awesome as a DSLR would have been, but a few hundred dollars cheaper than the DSLR models I want.

Meet Duncan:

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aerii

:: 2008 26 January :: 2.03pm

it's not worth it.
i'm not worth it.
so fuck it.
nothing is ever going to go right for me.
no one is ever going to be there for me.

this is pathetic
and i'm pathetic

and i hope she's fucking happy.
i hope you're all so fucking happy.


when the hell is it going to be my turn?

i'm sick of feeling like shit and hating myself. sick of freaking out over nothing and crying like a baby. i'm sick of people thinking that it's okay to be an asshole and make someone feel like nothing. sick of not having any answers. sick of not being able to accept things and of not being able to say what i think or how i feel.

none of this came out right.

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blair

:: 2008 23 January :: 12.12pm

Moving?
We're considering moving to Alaska.

Do only crazy people move to Alaska? Especially from Southern California?


Photos of my trip in '04:

Big Game Alaska Wildlife Sanctuary

Beach Excursion

Glacier Cruise




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blair

:: 2008 15 January :: 12.47pm

The tamales turned out great. The chicken ones were by far, the best. Cheese & Jalapeno came in second, followed by chicken & cheese, pork, and beef. The beef were just too spicy for me, but my boss loved them. It took four days to cook all of the tamales, and they never all got eaten. I threw away at least three dozen because I'm not good about wrapping & freezing things. Ugh. I am so bad about wasting food. I also threw away a dozen cinnamon rolls, 6 delish biscuits, and some Christmas cookies. I baked a huge cake and then let it sit there for five days before deciding to take it to my parents since we were never going to eat the darn thing. So yes. We are huge food wasters.

I'm going to make chocolate-cherry muffins. I'm taking half the batch to the neighbors, I think. (Or I could just make half a batch, but where would the fun be in that?)

I act like I still live at home. Cooking for 6 and baking for huge drunken partygoers.

We scrubbed the house on Saturday (in-between cat adoptions & my husband's party). I re-arranged the dining room for the sixth time since we moved in. I've been meaning to play Wii since Friday and it just hasn't happened.

I want to do more things than I have time to do like starting new meetup groups and volunteering at the animal shelter and re-learning how to ride my bike and networking with other fosters on community-based websites to showcase all of our fosters to encourage other people on the community to adopt someone.

I've wanted to create more of an anon-presence online. But I've never been good about being anonymous.

I want my blog entries to mean something, again.

I need to find a new host. My scum-of-the-earth hosts finally "cancelled" my paypal subscription. I'm so fed up with them and extra hesitant to trust any host, especially one I pay for. I've been doing my research on new hosts but nobody really stands out to me.

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aerii

:: 2008 15 January :: 5.34am

its always nice when your friends ditch you, ignore you, then replace you.

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siyumai

:: 2008 4 January :: 11.11pm

i'm going to steal all of rockos pokemon and put them on mine. aha.
yeahhh boyyyee.

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