I look at him and I am so amazed.
I look at him and I am so amazed.
I look at him and I see me breaking down one day as he packs up his things to move away.

All the wonderful things you can see when you look at somebody you love.

Hey boy:
Heads Carolina,
Tails California.
Somewhere greener,
Somewhere warmer.
Up in the mountains,
Down by the ocean,
Where it don't matter,
Long as we're going,
Somewhere together.
I've got a quarter.
Heads Carolina,
Heads California.

Yesterday was fun. I went to Relay for life with Nick, Nicole, Melissa, and Jenny. Nicole and I went and got Nick and I rang his doorbell and he came out and in his hands was what I wanted more than anything! It was my Kurt Halsey bag personally customized. I screamed and started jumping up and down and just jumped on him lol. All his dogs ran out of his house but I was just so excited! So we got the dogs all back in his house and than we went to McDonalds then to Relay for Life. We met Melissa and Jenny there and had some fun, than Nick showed me the picture of my picture on his refrigerator on his cellphone! Yeah, I feel loved! lol. Than Nicole and I had an eating contest and I won. Than we went over to the Creative Playground at around 10:30 and hung out with Anthony. Than we went to Wal Mart for god knows what reasons at 11:30, so yeah that was pretty fun.

I am using my beloved bag today for the first time! I have to take a picture of me using it and posting it on here! lol.

Hmmmm anything else? I finished another short story. I should get a book published of all my short stories.

I have to start studying for state competition. :( Yeah thats sad. I am glad that all my friends are going to drive to Orlando on that Saturday to celebrate if I win. And I specially glad I get to miss 3 days of school to go! City walk, here we come.

I ain't no hollaback girl. Nick I am listening to this song as I type lol. It just came on my TV thing. I am going to wait until our part until I type again. This shit is bananas. B-A-N-A-N-A-S.

I don't know what else to write. I just got out of the shower. So fresh and so clean clean.

Hmm... I wonder what you guys are planning for my birthday. I swear if its something huge you guys are dead. I mean it lol.

Now I am listening to Pink Floyd. Hey you, Kate!

Ummm..................... I am bored. I am tired too. My chest still hurts because I forgot my heart medicine yesterday. I know, I am bad. Oh well. Nick already yelled at me for it. [Sigh].

I think I am done writing, I have stuff to do. Busy Busy BuSy.

Take it all away.
Just forget it.
Fuck it.
Take it all away.
I don't deserve it anyways.

"All that you love will be carried away."

Everytime I look at you.
Everything matters....
I can forgive, but I can't forget.
But there are always things you can't forgive.
Right Kate?

I never had no one
I could count on
I’ve been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin’
So tired of searchin’
’til you walked into my life
It was a feelin’
I’d never known
And for the first time
I didn’t feel alone

You’re more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don’t know where I’d be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense

Sweet Swirling Redemption.
I am very tired.
I got a new physics text book.
I remembered my pills today.
....
I watched Die Another Day today.

"To be great is to be misunderstood."

So maybe I will be great.

I was also watching Life or Something Like it today.

Do you think that it is possible for someone to love you for all of your faults? For them to love you for so long and not realize it until one moment.