My hearts in overdrive and your behind the steering wheel.
[1] Bj, Colby, and Tucker were all sent off to Jacksonville until Tuesday.
[2] Mom is working all weekend, Richard won't be here.
[3] Danskin wants us to house sit.
[4] Mom left me money.
[5] Mom lets me do whatever I want and is not asking for my plans.....

Hmmm... What does this mean little kiddies?

PARTY!

I am so fucking psyched. I get to do whatever I want for the rest of the week and nobody can stop me. Watch out! I am so damn excited! lol. Hmmm... I obviously have to do something really wild. Any suggestions? lol.

I believe in called love!

We are on the side of angels.
Just really like to sing this song.
Makes me think.

I've never been so certain,
I've never been sure.
We're on the side of angels,
If we believe this love is pure.

Is it so hard to trust it,
'Cause we've been wrong before?
There comes a time in every life,
We find the heart we're waiting for.

After all the might-have-beens,
The close and distant calls
After all the try-agains,
Don't be afraid to fall
We're on the side of angels after all.

Every time you touch me,
Don't you feel it too?
The gentle hand that's guiding us
You to me, me to you

After all the might-have-beens,
The close and distant calls
After all the try-agains,
Don't be afraid to fall
We're on the side of angels after all.

Heaven only knows
Why this took so long
But only Heaven knows
A love is right or wrong

After all the might-have-beens,
The close and distant calls
After all the try-agains,
Don't be afraid to fall
We're on the side of angels,
On the side of angels,
On the side of angels, after all.

All I know is what I'm missing.
Notice anything? Every single meaningful entry I have ever written is gone. And, no, they won't be coming back.

I can tell you one thing, your better on your own.
I think this is for the best, If he decides to tell him, at least he will be able to get away from me. I'm not good enough for him anyways.

My hands are singing with pain.
I am so tired. I finally put down my pencil. It only took me about 8 hours, but I have the sketch for my painting done on canvas. God knows it will take a thousand hours longer to actually paint the damn thing. I am actually quite pleased with it. Its very... emotional in my eyes. I hope Kate will like it. I really want my Daddy to see it, I wonder what he will think. Oh well. I think I still need to make some minor changes before I start to actually paint, which I guess I am going to go do now... [sighs]... its back to the drawing board. I am going to ask Kate to post a picture in her picture site of it once she has it hanged up and you all can give me your opinions. Its on a 8 by 11 canvas and it will be done with acrylics. I am so excited to see how its really going to turn out [cross your hearts].

I don't think I look any different but I guess Melissa and her mom think I do. They said some nice stuff so I am happy about that. Hmm... anything else?

I am going camping on Thurseday and Kate and I's party will be on Friday and Saturday hopefully [crosses hearts!].

Hmm... anything else going on with me? No... I don't think so....

SpArkLeRS rock.

I am so procrastinating lol..... Oh well.

I was going to post some pictures from Kate and I's fun filled day, but I couldn't get the pictures to work that I wanted... I wonder why? Oh well. Maybe I will figure it out.

sO aNyWaYs I sHoUlD sToP mAkInG mY hAnDs HuRt MoRe AnD wOrK oN mY aRt.... GrRrRrRrRrRrR......