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2005 29 December :: 12.07am
I love my friends so much. You guys crack me the fuck up.
But, seriously..without friends like the ones I have I'd be a wreck all of the time.
Thanks for being there.
I can't wait to dance on our party bus! ;)
I really need sleep. Going on two days without it, but I've hit the point where I am so tired I have crazy energy. Eventually I just have to fall asleep. Right?
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2005 28 December :: 7.55pm
:: Music: Rent Soundtrack - Love Heals
Big Nasty rocks my world.
Well, I just got done hanging out with Devin. There's just something about that kid. He's really...I don't even know. Just interesting and different. And I like it. Don't get me wrong now kittens. We're just friends and nothing's going to be rushed. I just think he's cool and I'm glad I'm getting to know him.
I have still yet to sleep and I won't be sleeping until probably tomorrow 'cause I'm hanging out with Jess, Erika, Heather, and Brandi tonight. But, I don't mind.. I love those bitches.
Ashley: I need to talk to you! It's nothing important so don't get exctied. I just have to ask you a question. Ok, little spears? Hehe.
Anyway, life is good right now. Really good and I am so happy.
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2005 28 December :: 10.57am
:: Music: Rent Soundtrack
Last night was so much fun. I love you Ashley, Dani, Mishy, and Brittani. Oh, and Devin & Ben (BIG NASTY) as well, haha. We just stayed out all night driving around, going to coffee shops, and just hanging out. It was so great. I'm running on about an hour of sleep (or less), but I don't care. I'll be leaving to hang out downtown in about two hours anyway. I don't know why I'm talking about this. It's just.. I was really happy last night. Everything was just nice and we all had so much fun and got along instantly. I didn't really like Devin the first time I met him, well more of how he was online, but he's actually a really cool kid. And what Mishy and I talked about is true. He's a junior, give him a year and a lot of things will change.
I need to learn to give people a chance.
And I will.
We all need to hang out again, soon.
Now I'm sad that break will be over in like a week.. :(
Let's all just pretend we had no idea and never go back to school. Sound good? Hey, if we all do it, it could just work. Just gotta have faith!
Anyway, yeah.. shower..food..sleep.
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2005 27 December :: 9.58am
I think I'm actually happy. Honestly.
Of course I'm gonna have my bad moments where I feel lonely, but being single right now is good.
Highschool relationships are usually bullshit anyway. Even if people say they aren't, they are. I only know of two couples that I think are actually good.
I like that I can do what I want. I can go to a party if I want to. I can hang out with guys. I can ask for a guys numbers if I think he's cool. I can call guys and talk. I can just do what I want without asking if it's ok and that feels so good.
I want to date at the age when it will be a mature, adult relationship and the goal will be marriage, not getting laid. It seems pointless to me to date when the goal isn't being together forever. Sometimes it's just a time kill for people. Or just so they won't be alone. Maybe they're in love with someone else, so they trick themselves into thinking the new person is great, which he may be.. but, you're still thinking about the other guy. Whatever it is...it's bullshit.
And I can say right now I have not had one mature relationship in my life. In one we fought too much about stupid shit that didn't matter at all. The other he quit on me because I "couldn't see him enough" the other one.. he had no back bone, another one.. well he was just a moron. Etc. But, everything was just weak and no one tried to fix a problem that was barely even a problem at all.
Now, don't get me wrong. I'm not bashing people who date in highschool. I'm just saying for me, it's not right, right now. And it shouldn't be the focus of my life. I can be happy without a meaningless guy by my side.
I can't believe I begged for him to stay. What the hell? Right now, I've never felt so good to get rid of someone so bad.
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2005 26 December :: 6.33pm
:: Music: Rent Soundtrack - Seasons of Love
Ya know what? I don't feel bad for Naomi Watts. I would gladly accept being chased by like 8 dinosaurs, having giant bugs on my face, and being swung in a gorillas hand for an hour if I could end up being with Adrien Brody. She's lucky. Stop crying, bitch.. you have Adrien. Who cares about the God damn gorilla?!
Juuust kidding. It was a really sad movie, but good. Very good actors/actresses in it.
Oh, and when I said, "Juuuust kidding." I didn't mean I wouldn't do anything to be with Adrien. I would. :)
I returned my Mp3 player, it sucked. But, it's all good because my mom just let me spend the money and she's going to buy me a nice one later on. :) I got the Rent Soundtrack, Blow [DVD], The Pianist [DVD], The Dukes of Hazzard [DVD], Bob Dylan Chronicles VI [Book], and a Bob Dylan 1956-1966 Scrapbook.
Today was good. How was your day?
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2005 26 December :: 11.09am
:: Music: Ashlee Simpson - Burning Up
Q: What's better than seeing Adrien Brody?
A: Seeing Adrien Brody on a giant screen for three hours.
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2005 25 December :: 7.41pm
Crash.
If you haven't seen the movie Crash see it. Now.
I don't even want to let anyone borrow it. Buy it. You'll end up buying it if you rent/borrow it anyway. I promise. :)
Thanks for telling me about it Erika. I know I've all ready seen it, but this time it really sank in.
It's the sense of touch. Any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people. People bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We're always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much that we crash into each other just so we can feel something.
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2005 25 December :: 4.27pm
:: Music: Kanye West - Hey Mama
I love Kanye.
Well, I got..
-Pink Floyd Hoodie (It's sweeet)
-2 Zip up sweaters
-2 Shirts
-Underwear
-Makeup, nail polish
-Lotion, bodywash, and junk like that
-Like 18 pairs of socks
-$100
-$50 Gift Card to Best Buy
-$15 Gift Card to Target
-Argyle purse (It's so cute!)
-Did I mention LOTS OF SOCKS?!
-Crash [DVD]
-Bewitched [DVD]
-Ashlee Simpson - I am me [CD]
-Mp3 Player
-Some jewerly
-Lucky perfume
-Adidas perfume
-Candy!
I think that's about it. It was cool, my mom put $20 bills in random presents. Those were kinda fun to find. (That's where the $100 came from). After I return some of the stuff I got that didn't fit I'll have more money, so that's cool. And I think I'll be returning my mp3 player to get one that will hold more songs. I don't know though.
Oh, look at that. I'm rambling on and on about presents. It's about Jesus, silly me! Go Jesus. Even though I'm Agnostic, yeah!
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2005 25 December :: 11.54am
JayZulla is a happy panda.
Now for the birthday. Its either money for a 300 dollar bose speaker system, or a box set of the old school samuri movies. The speaks are teech, but so is The Seven Samuri. Whos got an opinion. im seriously stumped on this.
my inner black man is comming out. Tupac "i wanna be an n-i-g-g-a, so we can get drunk and smoke weed all day"
laff, sorry.
Merry Christmas everyone. Happy Holidays/Hangovers, which ever you prefer i guess.
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2005 25 December :: 11.53am
:: Music: Ashlee Simpson - Eyes Wide Open
Candy...mmm.
I thought and thought of ways to make Christmas better for the guys and this is all I came up with. I think she's pretty hot.
Read more..
Anyway..have a wonderful, delicious, magical Christmas everyone.
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2005 24 December :: 9.57am
Senior Pictures.
I want you to choose your favorite picture. I do realize these pictures aren't that great. I am not paying $400 for senior pictures and I don't really care as long as it's not another one of those fucking school pictures on our ID's.
1. I do realize that I look pissed off in the first one, no need to point that out.
2. I am also aware I only have one eye in the second one.
3. I did notice that you can't really see my face too well in the third one, I just like the picture.
Tell me your favorite photo, don't be an ass. That's all. Thanks.
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2005 24 November :: 12.35pm
I went to my old entries and looked at what I wrote last year:
Thanksgiving: done.
All I got out of it was food that made me want to throw up, an intense irritation, and the strong reminder of why I hate existing so much.
Oh my how time changes things... or rather doesn't at all.
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2005 23 November :: 12.35pm
little shindig at the apartment tonight. gonna have a blast. if interested, gimme a call on my cell, or on my home phone. peace.
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2005 23 November :: 10.18am
If anyone has the essay outline for Econ that we got, please send it to me in some form. Just what the essay is supposed to be about or whatever. It'd be really appreciated. Thanks.
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2005 20 November :: 1.51pm
Attention: Anyone in the play
If you have any pictures from the play, practice, cast party, etc. Please get them to me in some way. I can give you a blank CD to burn them to, you can email them to me, send them to me on MSN, etc. Just, please let me know. I have no pictures from it. Thanks.
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