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2003 17 October :: 5.54pm
:: Music: Korn - The Untouchables
Stephanie!
As the friends of Stephanie know, her journal was invaded by her mother, so she had to discontinue use of it. However not all is lost! For Stephanie's journal has been reborn under another name. t0mato. So those of you who would love to read about her daily thoughts and events, please do add her to your friends list.
"This can't be home anymore." -Yellowcard/Big Apple Heart Break
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2003 14 October :: 4.27pm
:: Music: Thursday
okay.. I did one survey
| [ series 1 ] | | Name: | Kate Jewell Shelton | | Birthday: | November 12, 1988 | | Birthplace: | Grand Rapids | | Current Location: | Cedar Springs | | Eye Color: | Blue | | Hair Color: | Brown | | Righty or Lefty: | Righty | | Zodiac Sign: | Scorpio | | Font: | Arial? Or something? | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 2 - your favorite ] | | Music: | Punk rock | | Cartoon: | Invader Zim | | Color: | Black | | Car: | Sebring Chrysler Convertable | | Slushy Flavor: | The red I guess | | Magazine: | Hit Parader, but I'm not much of a magazine person | | TV Show: | That 70's Show, if Invader Zim doesn't count | | Song at the Moment: | Chop Suey! as always | | Language: | French is pretty cool.. | | Spice Girl: | No favorite. | | Food & Beverage: | Marshmallows/Peanut Butter and Chocolate Milk | | Subject in School: | English | | Weekend Activity: | Just being with my friends | | Frozen Yogurt: | ba..nan..a..? | | Roller Coaster: | can't remember the name *thinks* ahh.. at Cedar Point Rode it over and over | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 3 - what is ] | | Your most overused phrase: | *grunt of frustration* I make that sound a lot. | | First thing you thought when you woke up: | I need to get up. Oh but sleep sounds so good.. | | Last image/thought you go to sleep with: | Something involving Joe or "the moon is really bright tonight" | | First feature you notice of opposite sex: | eyes | | Best name for a Butler: | I don't know. | | Wussiest Sport: | chess.. i guess.. | | Your best feature: | I have trouble being mean. (Or is that a bad feature?) | | Your greatest fear: | Being alone (cliche) or falling in love, losing them, and never recovering | | Your greatest accomplishment: | Becoming friends with so many people | | Your most missed memory: | This is taking me much too long to think of something, so I'm skipping this | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 4 - you prefer ] | | Pepsi or Coke: | Pepsi | | McDonald's or Burger King: | Burger King | | Single or Group Dates: | Single | | Adidas or Nike: | Adidas | | Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers: | Fingers | | Dogs or Cats: | Dogs | | Rugrats or Doug: | Doug | | Single or Taken: | Taken | | Monica or Brandy: | Brandy | | Tupac or Jay-Z: | Tupac | | Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes: | Shania Twain | | Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: | I don't know the difference | | One pillow or Two: | One | | Chocolate or Vanilla: | Chocolate | | Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa: | Hot cocoa | | Cappucino or Coffee: | Cappucino | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 5 - do you ] | | Shower everyday: | Yes | | Have a crush: | Yes | | Think you've been in love: | Yes | | Want to go to college: | Yes | | Like high school: | It's all right | | Want to get married: | Yes | | Type correctly: | Half the time | | Believe in yourself: | mm, yes | | Have any tattoos? Where: | No | | Have any piercings? Where: | Yes, ears | | Get motion sickness: | Sometimes | | Think you're a health freak: | Slightly, but not really | | Get along with your parents: | Not at all | | Like thunderstorms: | Yes, vey much so | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 6 - the future ] | | Age your plan to be married: | Maybe.. 20.. or later | | Number and names of children: | No children. But ifI had a boy, I like the name Marty. | | Where will you be at age 20: | Possibly married. Probably in college. I don't know what else. | | Dream wedding: | Eloping to I don't know where yet. Somewhere spontaneous I suppose. | | How do you want to die: | Naturally, peacefully of course | | Dream job: | Author | | Country you'd like to visit: | Europe | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 7 - opposite sex ] | | Best eye color: | Green | | Best hair color: | Black | | Short or long hair: | Short, but when it gets a little long, like the skater hair, is good too. | | Best height: | Taller than me | | Best weight: | Heavier than me | | Best clothes: | It doesn't really matter. I guess black clothing is attractive. | | Best first date location: | Somewhere we can actually hang out and talk. I don't know where that is. | | Best first kiss location: | Somewhere alone. Maybe in the rain. | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | | [ series 8 - other ] | | Last time you slept with a stuffed animal: | A couple years ago. | | Rings before you answer the phone: | 2, or I just let the answering machine get it | | What's on your mousepad: | OfficeMax Order Toll Free 1-800-788-8080 | | How many houses you've lived in: | 1 | | How many schools you've gone to: | 3, but all Cedar schools | | Bedroom carpet color: | Blue | | Shave your head for $5,000?: | If I'm allowed to wear hats everyday until my hair grows back. | | Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people: | Tools for shelter, a radio thing to call for help and lots and lots of food | | Best time of your life so far: | I'm.. not sure.. |
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"Tear me off a piece of blanket, keep me warm and we can make it, here's my heart I'll let you break it, touched your skin and I can't take it." - Yellowcard/October Nights
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2003 14 October :: 2.57pm
:: Mood: Sleepy
:: Music: Coldplay - Everything's Not Lost
*eyes droops* I'm mighty sleepy. I'm always sleepy. It's quite annoying..
The internet bores me so. Especially when there's barely anyone online. I was going to take a bunch of surveys, but then I decided not to, so you guys wont get annoyed with me, and there's no point in taking a survey if you're not going to post it for people to read. So screw the survey-taking idea.
I hate Mr. Kruisenga. "You already used up your two passes for the semester." Fucker. That's 18 weeks living on two fucking passes. He's such a bastard.
Today I stayed after school for a while. It was cold, wet and not very much fun, so I went home earlier than I expected.
*yawns
Why are people so depressed lately? They should stop complaining. It gets them nowhere. And not to mention, it starts to become annoying after a while. That's what secret journals are for, you should write in one. It helps too.
I'm so nice and warm. I'm all dry now and I made hot chocolate, so it's nice. Makes me think of christmas, which I love. If only we had some marshmallows to put in the hot chocolate.
Well, this is my update. I thought I'd put one since I've mostly just been posting surveys and stuff.
Love you.
"When you get lonely, if no one's around, you know that I'll catch you when you're falling down."
- Yellowcard/Empty Apartment
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2003 13 October :: 7.41pm
Poem inspired by Stacy
I was walking through the forest
the enchanted one, ya know?
I was frolicking past the trees
Though I had nowhere to go
I was suddenly stopped
by quite a surprising sight
There sat some bunnies
Playing poker to my right
They were drinking from cups
Filled with cool apple juice
I was offered a bit
From the one holding a deuce
After chatting for a few
I wandered on back home
I never saw those bunnies again
But in the forest, I still roam
It was the bears fault
Damn those fire breathing ones
They burn your house down
and eat poker-playing-bunnies by the tons
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2003 12 October :: 9.24pm
Mitch made this quiz, so I took it
| What is your favorite color hair on a member of the opposite sex?: | black | | Who is your daddy, and what does he do?: | I have nothing to say here. | | What's your favorite coin operated machine?: | a.. gumball machine? | | Can you sing the speed racer theme song?: | nope | | What's your favorite old nondisney/nonlooney tunes cartoon character?: | No idea. | | How do you feel about the government?: | I don't really care. | | If you had one wish, what would it be?: | clean and un-old milk chocolate, but not so much I'd drown in it | | Would you enjoy a riot?: | mm, yes, I think I would | | Is the word "fuck" funny?: | no... not really. I guess it could be sometimes. maybe. | | What are your feelings on techno remixes?: | I like some, but not all the time. | | Canada or Canadia?: | can..ada... | | Would you rather be canadian or mexican?: | canadian | | How much do you weigh?: | 120-125.. varies | | Could your mom beat up your dad?: | probably not, unless she sat on him, then maybe she'd win. |
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"When you thought it was over, you could feel it all around, everybody's out to get you, don't you let it drag you down." -Coldplay/Everything's Not Lost
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2003 12 October :: 7.13pm
:: Mood: unfortunately, bored
Oh, sweet boredom
| Yeah. | | What are your thoughts on dachshunds?: | They're okay.. | | Would you ever have sex with a mentally retarded person?: | probably not. | | What if they were really, really hot?: | Still, probably not. | | What's your favorite flavor of pixie stick?: | Definitely not purple. The red I guess | | Which sex do you prefer? Vaginal, anal, aural, nasal or post mortem?: | well... | | Are you too sexy for your shirt?: | incredibly | | What about your pants?: | mmm, maybe not as much as the shirt | | Do overweight African American women turn you on?: | No. | | If you were to star in your first porno, what would you title it?: | KATE because... that's my name and.. doesn't it just turn you on? | | Cocaine or heroin? (say neither, and I'll kill you.): | ...heroin | | April 26, 1992..there was a riot on the street, tell me where were you.: | I was sittin' home watchin my TV while I was participating in some anarchy. | | Would you rather be tragically thin or morbidly obese?: | tragically thin, because then I could just eat a lot, and be healthy again | | What would you like me to make for you out of clay?: | aaaaaa..... hmmmm.... gah. no idea. | | And one last thing... | | Spit, swallow or bathe?: | How about.. a variety. A surprise every time. |
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"I imagine everyone sometimes will cross their heart and hope to die. To tell you I love you, lies."
-Aerosmith/Luv Lies
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2003 12 October :: 6.23pm
:: Mood: Preoccupied
:: Music: Colplay - Parachutes
Coldplay - Yellow
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,
I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow
So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so
I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
Cause you were all yellow
I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh all the things you do
And it was all yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you I bleed myself dry
For you I bleed myself dry
Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you
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2003 10 October :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: Longing
:: Music: Linkin Park - whatever their most recent song is
Okay
I'm deathly tired.
I miss you.
I suppose I'll go to bed now. Not much else to do.
Wow. There's like 18 surveys on my friends page.
Hmm. *looks at kitty sleeping next to keyboard*
Today..
*smiles
". . . come over to my house cause you're the one for me." - The Ataris/Looking Back On Today
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2003 10 October :: 9.25pm
:: Mood: Somewhat sleepy
:: Music: Korn - Thoughtless
Yay. Another survey.
| What's a weird fear you have that no one else probably does?: | Being chased, falling and being too exhausted to move and they "get" me. | | Is not Jon Stewart great?: | I dunno.. | | What song are you listening to?: | Audioslave - Show Me How To Live | | Best face wash/acne fighting product?: | Oxyclean.. or something... I'm just picking one. | | How loud do you sneeze?: | not.. very loud | | Do you like your handwriting?: | no, not really | | Ugliest color you've ever seen?: | brownish-yellowish mass of.. brown and yellow | | Does having matching socks matter to you?: | no | | If you were in band, what would you call it?: | 8:48 (don't ask why, you bastards) | | Last time you were on a plane?: | never been on a plane. | | Have a digital camera?: | Yes | | How big is your TV?: | um.. medium. I don't know the inches. | | Have you ever heard of Mystery Science Theater 3000?: | No | | How many pillows do you sleep with?: | 3, though use 1 | | sXe.. good or bad?: | Good. I actually know what straightedge is. | | Most annoying commercail ever?: | Kids Bop | | Lamest pick-up line ever?: | uh. I dunno. | | Dumbest song ever?: | Justin Timberlake - (any song by him) | | Worst way to die?: | On fire while falling from a skyscraper. I guess. | | Who's the funniest comedian?: | *shrugs | | Ever been in a car accident?: | no | | Ever had braces?: | no | | Do you know HTML?: | some | | What's the most useless class in school?: | Health | | Best Jones Soda flavor?: | Never had any Jones Soda. sigh* I'm so deprived. | | Something you collect?: | orange cones | | Something you're allergic to?: | was allergic to cats.. guess I got over that | | Something you wish would die?: | My mother |
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"I'm down and you're not there to break my fall. I shut my eyes when you're around. I hold by breath to kill the sound (of your voice.) I'm falling down and you're not here to catch my fall." - Thursday/How Long is the Night
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2003 10 October :: 8.18pm
:: Mood: blissful
:: Music: The Ataris - Boys of Summer
| Three things that scare me: | | 1: | Being alone (starting to sound like a cliche) | | 2: | People with knives | | 3: | Not being able to get away from a psycho/murderer/rapist | | Three people who make me laugh: | | 1: | James | | 2: | Joe | | 3: | Courtney | | Three Things I love: | | 1: | Joe | | 2: | My friends | | 3: | James | | Three Things I hate: | | 1: | My parents | | 2: | My dad | | 3: | My mom | | Three things I don't understand: | | 1: | Football | | 2: | Allyn Longcore | | 3: | Some algebra | | Three things on my desk: | | 1: | A cup of water | | 2: | A candle | | 3: | My sterio | | Three things I'm doing right now: | | 1: | Talking with Stacy | | 2: | Drinking water | | 3: | Thinking about what happened today | | Three things I want to do before I die: | | 1: | Have sex, of course | | 2: | Fly in an airplane... geez... | | 3: | Go to Europe | | Three things I can do: | | 1: | Spend a week straight on the computer | | 2: | Write | | 3: | love music | | Three ways to describe my personality: | | 1: | Understanding (I hope I come across that way) | | 2: | Loving.. | | 3: | Introvert? | | Three things I can't do: | | 1: | Sing | | 2: | Exercise regularly | | 3: | Stop loving |
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"Hang my head, drown my fear, till you all just disappear." -Soundgarden/Black
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2003 7 October :: 6.34pm
:: Music: The Get Up Kids - On A Wire
This picture makes me feel sick.
A bloody gruesome death. You're most likely a self-
mutilator. You like the burning sensation you
get as your skin gives way to the blade and
watching as the rivers of blood flow down your
arm and onto the bathroom floor. You don't
really care HOW you end up killing
yourself...just as long as you're dead in the
end and there's a mess for people to clean up.
After all, they deserve it anyway right? And
you like whatever is convenient at the time for
you...so there's no real planning to be done.
What Form Of Suicide Are You?
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2003 6 October :: 10.34pm
Based on a five day week, I get about 30 hugs a day.
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2003 4 October :: 10.02pm
:: Mood: emotional
:: Music: Yellowcard - Only One
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
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2003 2 October :: 7.05pm
:: Music: Metallica
I love my guitar. It's beautiful. When I'm playing it, I look at it and just admire. Even though I'm not all that good, my guitar is like drugs for me. I can just play it and kind of escape from everything. Just think about what I'm playing and.. *sigh* I'm so glad I took up guitar.
Anyway, you must think I'm crazy for loving a peice of wood with some strings on it so much. But, that's how it is.
Well, I started writing this and got bored with it, so I'll just give you this unfinished poem:
Feeling sick
Her eyes grow hot
She tries so hard
To be someone she's not
The tears fall down
She feels so fake
She wants acceptance
But what will it take?
So that's it. yay. Not a lot has been up with me lately. I guess. erm. Going to Courtney's tomorrow. That shall be joyous. Then Red Flannel Day. That will be fun.
Bah. This entry is just getting pointless now.
"So maybe now you finally know. Sometimes we're helpless and alone, but you can't let it keep you weighted down. You must go on." - The Ataris/The Hero Dies In This One
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2003 1 October :: 4.52pm
Thought these lyrics were even more creative.
The White Stripes - Aluminum
Ah
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