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2004 1 November :: 9.16pm
disregard that last entry:
[edit]:
things are actually getting progressively worse. i cant believe i actually fell for that shit...
dfjdskfj!
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2004 1 November :: 8.59pm
things are starting to look up for me...
=]
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2004 1 November :: 4.38pm
im so fucking confused right now....
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2004 31 October :: 10.37pm
camila-
look, i dont think u were a hoe last night (homecoming night) i jus didnt like how u were acting and i didnt know what other word to use to describe it. me and kristin felt so left out and shit u have no idea. she came cuz of u, and u barely hung out with us. i didnt have hardly any fun at homecoming and i dont care if u didnt think it was a good idea for me to stay at chris' tonight cuz it was my turn to have fun and make up for the lack of it at homecoming. so yeah. jus wanted to tell u that i dont think u are a hoe at all. and i know we get on each others nerves alll the time and yeah. sorry.
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2004 31 October :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: dry your eye by the streets
the wicked thing about us is that we always have trust...
OMFG. today was so fun. woke up at like noon cuz i was so tired. did homework and got ready. then me and camila walked to nicoles house and hung out for a lil. made plans to go trick-or-treating later. then we went home and got dressed up. camila was a cheerleader and i was a hooker. lol. we looked so gay. then we went over to nicoles but jd and seth and all their gay friends were there. me and camila decided to go to chris' house. so we left. i felt really bad for leaving nicole tho. i <3 u.!! then right when we got there and walked up to chris and max...BAM! we got attacked with shaving cream. we were sooo white it was funny. we went trick-or-treating a lil and ran into BROWN MAN!!! omg it was so embarrassing. lol. then camila left and we went to chris' and got like attacked by sum kids. then we went to the park thing and all of us got incredibly covered in shaving cream. they styled their hair and we took pictures. it was greeeat. lol. then we went to sum secret tree spot thing. lol. massive sexual assualting. HAHAHA. but yeah. it was fun. then max left and me chris and gustavo sat on the curb and i literally got ANTS IN MY PANTS ahhh. it hurt. red ants lol. then i left and took the longest most wondeful shower i have ever taken in my entire life!! lol. but yeah. im gunna go to sleep since im the only one still up!
-later loverss-
<333-janelle
Happy Halloween
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2004 31 October :: 12.53am
homecoming was actually really gay. it sucked so much dick it was unbelievable. i dont feel like getting into it right now cuz im mad tired and i need to sleep and cuz im on the verge of tears and i..yeah. it was jus gay.
-later faggots-
PS- I LOVE ANDREW TO DEATH!!! his comments cheered me up! lol <3
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2004 30 October :: 3.22pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: breakaway by kelly clarkson
gotta keep moving on..
its official:
daddy finally told me that he loves me. it was nice. too bad he said cuz cuz mommy told him too...
whatever. :/
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2004 30 October :: 11.14am
HOMECOMING TONIGHt!!!
w00t~w00t!
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2004 29 October :: 11.00pm
:: Mood: tired/bored/excited/mixed up/emotional
:: Music: viva la bam <33
im gunna make your ears bleed.....
today rocked so hard. lol. it was class colors day, man...eveyone was so decked out! i loved it. 1st hr- we jus chilled, got more "spiritized" and wandered the halls. 3rd-nothinggg. 5th-OMFG i failed the last test we took. literally failed. as in a 59%. I DONT FUCKING FAIL TESTS. im so fucking mad/upset gahhhh. 7th-gayyy. thennn PeP raLLy!!! it was soo fun. omg chris emerson and his friend (nikis lover) were cheerleaders...damn they can "drop it like its hotttt" LMAO. but yeah. i'd do him. and piercing boy...who we found out is a fucking SOPHMORE!!! gahh. oh well. i'd still do him. lol. anyways....after school chilled with jeremy, chris, gustavo, max, and max's nice friend (i feel bad that i dont know his name hm...) yeah it was kinda gay. but whatever. i love them so much. well most of them. heck, al of them. lol. im in such a loving mood today. then came home walked with nicole and jd then went to Kyrie's 17th Birthday Party. it was nice to see evryone. i only stayed like and hour and a half. then went to the homecoming football game. twas fun. skating out back, making bull noises, dancing to the band music, acting stupid, riding the elevator up and down, grabbing anthony and gustavos penises, being spirited, playing hacky-sack with a soda can, helping nicole with her boy drama<3, and screaming GO BAND GO at the top of our lungs cuz no1 stayed to watch and we thought they deserved an audience. i love it. its so fun. <33. yeah but theres always the fucking drama taht comes along with it, or the stuff i make up. lol. but gah. yeah. dont feel like explaining. guys are really annoying, man, i wanna boyfriend soo bad right now!! lol
-later loverss-
<3-janizzle
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2004 28 October :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: coheed and cambria
the loss of friends you didn't have...
today was okkkk. english i thought i was gunna die. sooo gay. gahh i got an 82 on my POFL test. that suckss.spanihs was ok. took to fucking quizzes...did so so . and mrs. cripps kindly raised my participation grade 6 points (cuz she likes me lol) so i wuld get an A. however, she told me if i dont participate next time i will fail. lol. damn, now i gotta raise my hand. but oooo! the quarter jus "re-started" in that class 2 days ago and i already raised my hand 3 times. w00t. go me. lol. lunch was gay. jeremy was being french..and brown. lol. history-totally failed that test. gahhh. algebra was so gay. i wanted to sleep so bad but i wasnt allowed. gah. yeah. after school hung out with damian and allie and sum gay fat ppl i hate *coughkylacough* hahaha. then me and allie walked home late and had a wonderful conversation. im glad i had sumone to talk about things with. yea, she thinks in im love with him too. gahhh what the fuck is wrong with me? whateverrr. OMG OMG OMG. im sooooooooo excited for this weekend.
friday- class colors day and pep rally (im gunna be sooo spirited!!!) then kyries bday party at 6 <33 and homecoming football game with all my loverss at 8!
saturday- HOMECOMING!! yayness.
sunday- Halloween! this wuld be fun but i have nothing to do. grrr. anyone wanna do sumthin this day? COMMENT and tell me! <33
yay. im done. =]
<33-janellle
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2004 27 October :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: sn00p d0g
if a nigga gets an attitude, pop it like its hot...
today was ehh ehh. eviromental i totally failed the final. grrrrr. psychology-i have the highest grade -99% bitchhh!! lol. lunch-stalked piercing boy again, lol. history-booooring. chemistry=100% gayness. ooo ooo ooo! i was a cowboy today!! lol cuz it was western day. anywhoooo...after school chilled with everyone. everyone left lol cept damian allie eddie kevin and gusto. camila got mad and walked home. then me and allie took a walk and pretended to be cowboys riding a horse. ran int max. got abused again. then nanny picked us up. then i went with my mommy and got red shirts for friday and got ym eyebrows waxed since my mom said they loooked like catepillars. lol w/e. it hurt like a bitchhh tho. lol. tomorrow is Celebrity Day kind of a gay day. i think i might dress up as avril laviegne since i got the stuff. lol. but i dunno. god damn it smells like lysol. ahhh.
-later loverss-
<33-janelle
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2004 26 October :: 4.49pm
i love you.
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2004 26 October :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: emotionally un-stable
:: Music: dry your eyes by the streets
we can even have an open relationship if we must...
BREAKTHROUGH:
last night i had to say bye to my daddy who was leaving early this morning for wisconsin for 3 weeks. i figured he'd be like "bye kiddo. be good." and then id go to bed. but no. he did something he hasnt done in AT LEAST five years if not more....he hugged me.. yeah i kno it sounds weird but its true. it was so strange, but nice...i ended up going into my room and crying. it was a wonderful moment that im starting to cry jus thinking about it..wow.
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2004 25 October :: 5.17pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: breakaway by kelly clarkson
wanted to belong here, but something felt so wrong here...
Does anyone truly care about me ??
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2004 25 October :: 5.05pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: dry your eyes by The STREETS
the world feels like its caved in...
i am NEVER telling anyone anything ever again. well actually there are like mayb 2 people in the entire world that i can trust completely. thats why i dont tell anyone anything about my personal or love life cuz i feel like first of all-that they dont give a shit. even my really good friends, and second-that i feel i might say sumthing and it will get around and smack me in the face like most things tend to do lately. im through with all this shit. my friend group has seriously deteiorated and its upsetting. i seriously have like 3 best (true) friends that wont leave me and one of them that i love a whole bunch is mad at me, all cuz i opened my big mouth. thats why im not saying anything anymore. ill keep everything locked up inside. its ok...ive done that before...it doesnt hurt that bad...
gahhh whatever.
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