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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 18 July :: 7.07pm

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 18 July :: 12.05am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: youre the only one

youre the only one who knows exactly what i mean...


ooh yeah. today i learned that when you go Rock Climbing, you make Sex Noises.



haha. :D

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 17 July :: 11.29pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: she will be loved

ive had u so many times, but sumhow i want more....
Thursday Night:

didnt do much. slept over camilas. it was kinda boring. we watched tv and talked online. ooo yeah and there were 2 COCKroaches!! eew. lol. went to bed. my ear kinda hurt, (the cartilage one taht was recently pierced).

Friday Morning:

woke up at 7 am cuz friggin gustavo called. ahhh damn u! lol. then i looked at my ear in the mirror and it hurt pretty bad so i decided to jus go home and catch my mom before she went to work. she got scared cuz it was rilly swollen. she told me to try and take the earring out. i couldnt cuz it couldnt grab it cuz it was so friggin swollen. so we went to the DOCTOR. the lady had me lay down and tried to take the earring out. she had to try to untwist the back part. OMFG! i swear i have never gone thru so much PAIN before in my entire life. it hurt sooooo bad. i cried and cried and cried. ahhh i wuld never wish that kinda pain on anyone. she got the earring out and a bunch of yellow infection shit oozed out (not that u needed to kno that). so now im on antibiotics for 10 days. ick.

then we went to the mall. it was gay cuz we were there too long and there was nuttin to do. there were these
two guys that were like orgasmic. ahah they were like sex gods. LMAO. anyways bought a cute shirt and a ring.

Friday Night:

didnt rilly do anything. hung outsid with peoples. danced in the rain like a moron with steph. it twas fun. :D and we played with dylan. he is sooooo fuckin adorable. <33. but a brat. LOL. then went home and fell asleep in my clothes with the lights and the tv on at like 10. haha. then i woke up at 3 am and took my pill and went bak to sleep..

Today (Saturday):

went with camila and her parents to pik up julian at a friends house. we stopped by her old catholic school. it was cool but weird. i had never been in a catholic chapel before. then we stopped in camilas dads office. haha we opened a drawer in sum ladies desk and found Peppermint Penises. LOL. then we left and got a froty at wendys and got harrassed by sum scary black guys. then went home. later we went to the airport to pik up cindy, her sister and sum lady. i dont like her. lol. then we went to elsa's house for food. eewww gross spanish shit. even camila wuldnt eat it. lol. so we had wine and soda. then we went home and ate pancakes w00t w00t. ha.

thats it. not ril interesting. but hey, live with it.

2 days till i go to Wisconsin! yay!!

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 15 July :: 11.27pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: taking bak sunday

and will u tell all ur friends, u got ur gun to my head....


FILL THIS SHIT OUT BITCHES...or DIE!!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Lie to make me feel better?:
» Spread rumors about me?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Loan me some cash?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from natural causes:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:


if u love me at all, you'll fill it out. it makes me happy. (makes me feel like i have friends. hahahaha)

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 14 July :: 8.17pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: camila singing

aghhhh help me she suxks!!!
What is your favorite..
gum:pink extra sugar free
restaurant:outback
drink:diet dr. pepper
season:winter
type of weather:cloudy and cold
emotion:happiness
thing to do on a half day:go wit friends to mama's pizza
late-night activity:talk to guys outside of camilas window
sport:basketball
city:madison
store:pac-sun
When was the last time you..
cried:prolly a couple of days ago
played a sport:cant remember
laughed:today
hugged someone:today [tyler]
kissed someone:a few days ago [kevin] eek!
felt depressed:yesterday
felt elated:umm yesterday
felt overworked:today!
faked sick:i dont fake sick
lied:yesterday
What was the last..
word you said:ok
thing you ate:chicken
song you listened to:Cute without the "e" by Taking Back Sunday
thing you drank:diet coke
place you went to:alinas house
movie you saw:dodgeball
movie you rented:win a date with tad hamiliton
concert you attended:xtina aguliera in like 1999 ha!
Who was the last person you..
hugged:tyler
cried over:dan prolly
kissed:kevin r.
danced with:that guy mike from the party
shared a secret with:camila or alina
had a sleepover with:camila and allison
called:camila
went to a movie with:camila and alex
saw:alina, steph, and camila
were angry with:i get angry w/ lots of ppl i jus dont show it
couldn't take your eyes off of:josh lol!
obsessed over:umm ...dunno
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:yess
kissed someone:yeah
done drugs:no way
drank alcohol:yup
slept around:uhh no
partied 'til the sun came up:haha no
had a movie marathon:yeah
gone too far on a dare:umm no
spun until you were immensely dizzy:oh yes always
taken a survey quite like this before:yeah i guess

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 14 July :: 12.58pm
:: Mood: forgetful
:: Music: who cares

ooo ooo ooo! yeah...
i forgot to inform u that i burnt my finger rily bad last nite.


oh and scott is gunna give us a cup filled with his "masturbation excretion stuff" LMAO. how generous.


wow. were gay.

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 14 July :: 12.35pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: she will be loved by: Maroon 5

i dont mind spending everyday, out on ur corner in the pouring rain...
yesterday was fun. did nothing. then hun gout with scott and aanthony. oh yeah allison was over too.

jus strolled around like usual when scott had the dumb idea to see if JOSH<33 culd come outside. ahhh. we went inside his house!! and into his room! (he didnt seem too thrilled but w/e) oo and i stepped on his underwear!!! ahh . LMFAO! anywho it was gay. we jus walked up to the gas station and bak. i dont think josh rilly liked me or camila. alison on the other hand he did. grrr-nesss. but w/e. what can u do? so scott was dodging cars on the road and camila was freaking out and aanthony being the cold-heartless person he is, broke my fork!! hehe. then scott was sitting on the fence thing that surrounds the lake and i was leanign over it guna do a flip thing like when zach was there when all of a sudden..... THE WHOLE FUCKING FENCE FELL APART!! it was hilarious. but hey, it made a good rail for them to skate on. lol. then aanthony took the over part off and now a whole section of fence is missing. haha. then we all went bak to camilas house and sat around talking. then we went inside and scott and aanthony planned to come bak.

went inside. talked online and then around 1, they came bak. me and camila sat at the window talking. allison watched a movie then went inot the other rom and slept. i thought our conversation was very enlightening. we talked about "Penises, porn, and masturbation.". LMAO! i asked most of the dumb questions, but hey, u gotta learn sumhow!!

Some Thing I Learned:
(names have been changed to protect the innocent)

-"ben" and "bob" both masturbate..ewwie.
-ben does it in the bathroom. he does not do it to "gentlemens magazines"
-pee and sperm come out of the smae whole on their penis. lmao.
-u get muscles from jacking off
-when u pee in a public restroom, other ppl dont see ur penis
-there is a "bathoom code" for guys
-the penis is made up of several different parts.
-i learned what a "cherry" is
-when u have sex for the first time, u bleed.
-if u cut off ur air supply and u masturbate, it will be a much more sexually pleasing. (but...u culd die like that one guy)

and i cant remember anymore but my brain is boggled with all this info. thanks guys for being our "sex ed. teachers" and no, we are NOT horny little girls and we are NOT obsessed with ur penises!!! LMAO!

but yes, after they left at like 4:30 ish we went mosquito hunting and then went to sleep. woek up at noon and camilas still sleeping. im prolly gunna go over to alinas. well im out. peace.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 13 July :: 12.16am
:: Music: 12 Stones

and i promise to make the sacrafice....
haha funny convo between me and camila the other day....


janelle: omg! does he have a big penis?

camila: yeah...*blushes* i sucked it.


HAHAHAHAHA! LMFAO!

ur so silly.

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 13 July :: 12.05am
:: Mood: stupid
:: Music: Modest Mouse

alrite already now dont u worry...
lately everyone has been calling me
RETARDED more than usual. now i kno why.

i really am.

my dad told me this pathetic story bout me.

i was 9 friggin years old until i learned how to drink out of a
straw properly. i culdnt get a hang of it. LMFAO

damn. i am retarded. ha ha

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 12 July :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: in pain
:: Music: Sugarcult

drama queen is 17 and sleeping wit the boys for free....
owie!!!! i bought these cute EARINGS today but theres a problem....they are too BIG.

my ear holes are a gauge size 20 or 18. and i forced a size 14 in them. echhh.! (jus so u kno, the lower the number the thicker it is)

it hurts sooooo friggin bad. i read online that i shuldnt have put anything larger than a 16 in my ear. ooops.

if it keeps hurting i gotta take it out.

shulda enlarged the holes slowly and naturely but noooo i had to rush things. dumb janelle. dumb, *shakes head*

haha im gay.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 12 July :: 11.35pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Smells Like Teen Spirit by: Nirvana

with the lights out, its less dangerous....
today my mommy woke me up at 9:30!!!! ahh i wanted to sleep forever. we went to super walmart to go grocery shopping and get sum things for our trip. i got clothes. yippie. i got 3 tank tops like the one i have, and two more that are sooooo super duper cute. <33. and a skirt. ooo ooo ooo! and i drove there and bak. yay for me.

came home. went to camilas then her mom took us to the mall.. twas fun. bought a cute lil pink and white polka-dotted purse from delias for 10 dollars. and bought a cute hat from pac-sun. oo and jewelry from claires. now im broke. there was this guy (who was kinda cute) that was everywhere we turned! lol. kinda creepy. i saw LAURI! she got her license!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh!! yay!!!!

came home. ate dinner. went bak to camilas. steph, alina, and xtina were there. decided to go to the movies with Alex. twas fun. we saw "Dodgeball" it was hilarious. laughed alot. kinda gay tho. lol. then went to mcdonalds. alex got food. then i saw carolina!!! then went to borders and bought my last summer reading book. then we departed from alex and went home.

yay for shopping.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 11 July :: 11.13pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: coheed and cambria

bye bye beautiful...
wow lauris party kicked major ass. it was funn...

we went to the RAPIDS. it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. there was like a bazillion people there tho. ick. it was hotter than balls. (i realized that i use that phrase alot) anyways we were there from about 11 till 4. then drove home. it was me, lauri, tracey, krysta, kelsey,. and kerri . kerri drove us. we fell asleep on the way home and when we got bak we all took showers and got ready to go out for dinner.

when we were done gettin ready, lauri's dad took a bazillion pictures. "I Love the Lighting" hahaha. then we went on the boat and sailed to dinner. we ate at The Banana Boat. it was horrible at first. our boat pulls up carrying 6 girls in skirts and stuff all the men at the bar start hootin' and hollerin' and whistling. lauri's dad started yelling at them lol. then we sat down and sum guy came up to me and kelsey and talked to us. it was gay. then there was this man playing guitar and singing and we decided to get up and DANCE. it was sooo fun. me and lauri were dancing and the guy mentioned above (sum guy-well his name was mike) asked me if i wanted to dance. so i was like...sure w/e. haha he suxked. he was nice and then he asked how old we were and i said "16" and he goes "Man u guys are young, and here i let u get all over me" i was like "wtf, u let me?" haha. then we asked where i went to skool and i told him and he got all excited cuz he used to go to olympic. then he danced a lil more and then told me to stay at olympic cuz its a good school, kissed me on the cheek, and left. hahaha i started laughing after he left. lol. then we ate. danced more and left. it was sooo cute. old people were dancing with us. and we started a CONGA LINE and went thru out the entire restaurant.

got bak to lauri's and her new boyfriend Ross and his friends came over for cake. i approve of him lol. OMFG. the most hilarious dude came too. hes this white rapper who thinks hes sooo incredibly cool cuz he has a record deal and stuff. he thinks he knows everything and is super conceited. also has a twisted way of thinking. haha he cracked me up cuz i culdnt stop laughing at how ghetto gangster wanksta whatever the fuck he was. lol. everyother word outta his mouth was motherf*cker. lmao. ooo ooo ooo! this is the funniest part, his "rapper name" is....OMEGA!!! LMFAO! i thought was soooo hilarious. i dunno ghetto pimp fags make me laugh cuz they look and sound so gay.

went to bed around 2:30 woke up at 10. im tired as hell. then i get home and at 3 i babysat for 3 hours. ehhh.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 11 July :: 1.36pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Cute without the

dont bother trying to explain, i kno exactly what goes on...
wow. havent updated in a few days. so here goes....

THURSDAY:

well i slept ovr camilas and got woken up at 9:30 by tyler askin me if i can come over now to babysit. i ended up babysittin them for like 6 hours. ehhh. got paid tho. :D

then went to camilas. and then we went to scotts house and gusatvo and jeremy were there too. they ate pizza and i attempted to play bass guitar. then just like they promised....we proceeded to jeremys house to see the COWS!!! yay yay yay. it took friggin forever to get to jeremys house cuz we kept having to stop places. ooo ooo ooo! we stopped by this cute lil stream waterfall thingy by boca falls. its soo pretty. lol. then finally made it to jeremys and met up with jason and sum gay kid, mark swear to god hes friggin weird. like literally gay. but anyways. then more people came. cool people tho, yay!! martin, nick, joe, and annavictoria. they rock. lol. nick left and the rest of us proceeded to make the Long Ass Walk to the cow pastures. damn was it a looong way away. it was like on the side of LOXAHATCHEE ROAD!!! thats far. but yah we had to hope a fence and mostly everyone did but then friggin everyone chickened out and left. except me, scott, gustavo, and jeremy. we got pretty close to the cows when these 3 BIG HORSES came up to us. it was sooooo friggin scary. i swear to god i literally almost peed my pants!! jeremy was spazing out telling us not to move and ahh it was soo scary. cuz the horses were like protecting the cows. ooo ooo ooo!! they also had a DONKEY with them!! awww. but yeah they were so close that we petted them. then we decided to leave. jeremy, scott, and gustavo told me that i have balls for staying and not leavin like everyone else. yay i guess. lol. ooo ooo ooo!! i saw COW PIES too! LOL. then when we got on the other side of the fence where everyone was waiting for us, camilas mom called and said she'd be at jeremys house to pik us up in FIVE MINUTES. we were more than a mile away. we had to run our asses over there. scott, being the super cool dude he is, piked us both up seperatly on the dirtbike. we got there us before her mom got there. then she got grounded.

got home. went to alinas. talked. and saw the "other skaters" lighting themsleves on fire. (dustin, andre and their friends) so we walked over to dustins like they said we culd and yeah. they are sooo gay. its like...

SKATERS gone GANGSTER.

(insert hand motions here)

lol.

thats enuff for this one entry. ill update on lauri's bday party later. peace.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 9 July :: 1.38am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: me shaking lol

holy shit dude!!!
omfg omfg omfg!!! i cant believe i jus did that. i decided to sleep over camilas house when gustavo called and said him and scott were gunna come over lter 2nite. they came to the window at about 12 and skated. we (being the chickenshits that we are) finally after planning and preparing, decided to SNEAK OUT of the house. jesus christ were we paranoid. we put shit under the blankets to make it look like we were sleeping and left the tv on. Oww it hurt my butt climbing out the window. haha. then we walked to the lake and it was boring so we walked over the hill and thru CL1. then they wanted to go to the plaza (it was peer pressure) -but it wasnt bad cuz it wasnt like we were giving into smoking or drinkin...haha. then we walked up there (paranoid of course) and yeah. we walked thru there and then decided that we wanted to lay in the street and watch the ights change colors jus like in The Notebook. hehe.

but when we got to the intersection there was cars so we had to wait. then we spun around and the lights twirled around and scott said it was like "being on LSD, but better" lol. then we finalllllly left there and began walking home. but dumb and dumber (scott and gustavo) decide to ride in the cart from the previous day. then they pushed the cart into the lake. then we proceeded to walk home and ooo ooo!!!! i found a Potato Rock!! i kept it as a souvenir of our "crazy nite". lol. then surprisingly it wasnt hard at all to get bak in the window. except camila looked like a seal climbling in the window. haha. she had "trouble" if u will. but yah, and hey, we did not get caught. so its all good.

damn that was an "interesting" nite. thanks to scott and gustavo we are becoming very bad chicks. hahahah. its fun tho. thanks guys for breakin us outta our "goody goody ways" <33

well were gunna go sleep now cuz yeah i gotta wake up at 11 to babysit. argh. bye

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 8 July :: 11.41am
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: Cold Hard Bitch by: Jet

gonna take her out, shes my latest attraction...


ANSWER IT!! (please?)

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you?

come on its only 34 ?'s. just copy and paste into the comment section. even if u dont have journal. i want a truthfull response!!

now people....be nice and FILL IT OUR OR....
DIE!!!

ok have a nice day. :D

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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