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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 7 July :: 11.17pm
:: Mood: choking
:: Music: vindicated by: DC

let me slip away....
last two days have been gay. hung around the 'hood with alina steph and camila and kristina. didnt rilly do anything yesterday and if we did, i cant remember. we did have a sleepover it twas gay. me and camila out slept everyone. everybodie ended up leaving cuz we wuldnt wake up. lol! then went outside eventually in pajamas (today) and tyler and kevin and dalton threw waterballoons at us then me and alina and steph and tyler washed our hair with the hose and shampoo. then we all decided to jump in tylers pool and me being the dumass that i am, stepped in a big pile of smelly dog shit. but its ok cuz i wiped it on stephs leg. LMAO!! then we left and i ran into tylers mom and she needed me to babysit forl ike an hour and a half RIGHT AWAY. the thing was, that i was wearing a bathrobe...but i was NAKED underneath!! haha so i babysat naked untl my clothes were dry. LOL. ooh yeah and tyler put his moms thong on and ran around the house. lol. then sorta talked to kevin afterwards and i haveta babysit 2morrow at 11.

ooh yeah we walked to wendys tonite and found a cart and alina pushed camila and steph in it and they fell over. AHAHAHAH it was hilarious. and its a BRELLA not UMbrella. haha steph.

ooo im getting my second cartilage pierced again tomorrow!! (since they messed up last time)

ahh yeah. sumone said sumthin to me today that rilly pissed me off. but yeah. me, being the passive person i am, kept it to myself. like usual.

ooh and theres this boy i think i like. but its a lost cause...

w h a t e v e r . . .

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 5 July :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: amused

ooo one more thing i forgot...
scott hurt himself like a dumass and now hes a....



CRIPPLED COWBOY!!!


hahahahahaha.

jus had to say taht to piss him off. tehe :P

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 5 July :: 12.07pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Saying Goodbye by: Sugarcult

she kisses everyone goodbye and waves her middle finger high...
yesterday was the 4th of July . it was pretty boring. didnt get up till like 12:30 cuz we didnt fall asleep till 4:30. my parents went to a party and zach came over and we hung out with him for a lil while. then went home. called allie. talked about our boy problems. lol! then went bak outside with camila and played with fireworks.

thats pretty much all that happened the entire nite. jus sat around watching people light off gay ass fireworks and listening to jay butt his nose into other ppls business. me and camila ended up chilling with the guys - ronnie, danny, and anthony. haha jay was teaching them to be gentlemen. it was hilarious. "can i get that for u dollface?" ahahahaha. but it was awesome cuz we kinda like bonded with them. we talked to them for a long time and none of them have a problem with me and camila. lol. what a change of pace. lol. they are ril fun to talk to too! haha

then alina came home with a few rilly good fireworks. and our fourth of july went out with a BaNg ! then daddy said i culd stay out till 12:30 so we alllllll went swimming at alinas house. was fun. then went home. talked on the phone with kevin and went to bed.

today gustavo is supposed to be coming over and were gunna have sex!!:D LMAO!

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

PS- and tomorrow i haveta hang out with kevin ALONE cuz my "friends" dont wanna help me out.

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 4 July :: 2.43am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: silence

_=_=_=_=_
hahahahha. its like 2:38 am and scott and zac jus left the window. they were there for quite a while. but yeah. we were jus talking and all of a sudden, THE HOUSE STARTED PEEING ON SCOTT!!!. it was sooo funni. he had accidently brokw the top of the water thingy that comes outta the house and gallons of water started pouring out. it was hilarious. scott got soaking wet and we had wake up camilas dad. lol. we didnt get in trouble tho.

so yeah we jus talked bout movies and gay stuff like usual. lol. oh yeah and kevin called like twice...ehhhhh. hes gunna call bak too. greeeat.

THINGS I HAVE LEARNED

-balls sweat so the saying "Its hot as balls" is true.
-when u get neutered they chop ur balls off and leave the penis.
-water comes from the house like underground or sumthin.
-pathetic ppl care, apathetic people dont care

yeah i think thats it, or at least all i can remember. but yes, fun times. :D

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 3 July :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: tv in other room

if only i knew....
today was fun. culdnt sleep worth a darn. got up and did most of my chores and then scott asked if i wanted to hang out but i had to clean the bathrooms and shit then me and camila went and met up with him and zac. we played with those lil snapper thingys and scott threw one at me and it hit my boobie and popped!! haha anyways then we walked up towards the shopping center, acted retarded (mostly me) then had to pee so omg!!! we got to pee in PACKYS!!! me and camila had never been in there. it wasnt as great as i had expected. lol. then went ovr to wendys and zac bought a soda and we sat at a table playing with straws. lol . we were there for like 30 minutes. it was funny. then went uhhh home yeah.

then me and camila ran into kevin talked to him for a teeny bit. then watched dalton, tyler etc lite fireworks. then we all went swimming. scott and zac came over but didnt wanna go swimming (party poopers) so we went walkin around outside and lit fireworks in the street. and dumass me stepped on the grass after it was burned by a picolo pete. it hurts like a mother f*cker. ahh. then we went to the park, swang, threw shoes, spinned, and almost barfed. then went to scotts house and went swimming. we ended up spitting water at each other. then lit even more fireworks and then went home. sleepin at camilas tonite. gunna go tho. later.

oooh i have a twin that i didnt kno bout! lol john

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 3 July :: 1.06pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Saying Goodbye by: Sugarcult

everytime she makes a friend, the vicious cycle starts again..
for god sake! my life seems to be very dull most of time and the guy department is usually pretty empty. then this always happens,
EVERYTHING fucking happens at the same damn time.

yesterday for example::

-got in a big argument with andrew, he prolly wont talk to me again.
-was rilly upset cuz of that and what had happened the nite before
-then bought a skirt (not important but o well)
-played with fireworks and scott and zac
-burned my damn finger cuz im so stupid that i dont even kno how to properly lite a lighter.
-then walk down the street to tylers cuz dalton was there and they were doing fireworks and

then....BAAM!!! everything started happening so fast.!! dalton gave me their last two bottle rockets and me and camila went inside. 2 minutes later kevin (tylers cousin) calls me from his cell saying that tyler wants his stupid bottle rockets bak. we gave them bak then i went home (after kicking tyler in his tiny ball sack LMAO). called camila cuz kevin called me again cuz they threw firworks at camilas window. then i decided to sleep over camilas. kevin called me bak. talked for a tiny bit cuz my phone died cuz i lost the charger. then i wasnt feeling good so i went home at like 12:30. no one was online so i called camila and she got mad cuz it was like 1 and i wasnt supposed to call that late. then she told me to call kevin bak to make sure he doesnt go to her house at nite. so i did and ended up talking to him until 4 in the fuckin morning. damn a lot of stuff happened and i have absolutely no clue what to do. the whole situation feels a lil uncomfortable to me cuz it happened so damn fast. and to top it off...he friggin asked me out last nite. i mean hes a cool guy and all and he's rilly nice. but i dunno. hes 18 lol and my parents wuld kill me. ahhhh i dunno what to do. i wanna cry...

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 2 July :: 1.54pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Soak up the Sun by: Sheryl Crow

ive got 45 on so i...can rock on....
omfg. im still completely furious about last nite. i think im gunna scream!!

i hate them sooooo much rite now.

ok i feel better now. well not rilly.

guys are so unreliable and a pain in the ass.

but w/e. i need to get out today. go sumwhere, anywhere. ahhh.

still have pink eye. ehhhhh. my mommys not taking me to the doctor either. hehehe. thats jus like a bannow to do that. :D

i selfish
i am wrong
i am right
i swear im right
i swear i knew it all along.

got sumthin i rilly need to saw in an entry but i dont want everyone to see it. cuz the person its about does in fact read my journal sumtimes. i wish i culd make it friends only but that wuld be pointless cuz i need ur guys opinions of what to do and i have no friends on this journal cuz ya'll were too cheap to pay for it!! lol. ahhh i dunno what to do.!!!

alrite well im gunna go find sumthin to do. peAce.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 30 June :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: I Will Carry You by: Clay Aiken

walking down the road that leads to who knows where...
wow.yeah. well here goes.

woke up at frickin 10 this morning to go to camilas house. we had to watch her lil brother and his friend. we watched Spiderman, the first one. then we jus layed around watching old skool Nickelodeon shows. and i felt like shit. i think im gettin sick. ehh. then we had to get ready to go to the movies with scott and gustavo.

my dad dropped us off at the movies, scott too. juliano, alex, and jeremy also came. fun stuff. juliano almost got us all kicked out before the movie even started. lol. we had to see Spiderman 2. god was it gay. i almost fell asleep in the beginning. and the stupid guy behind us had to explain everything to his gay kids and he laughed sooo loud i wanted to throw my shoe at him!!! anyways...at the end of the movie, sum lil kid crawled past camila and touched her leg and she had a spaz and i started cracking up and culdnt shut up. lol. ppl started shhhhushh-ing us. lol. damn it! Mary-Jane doesnt die!!! she was supposed too. grrness.

then we went outside and juliano tried to get into the Blood mobile. lol. then we ran away froma security guy, well more like walked cuz he was fat and slow, cuz they were skateboarding. went to McDonalds. its soo pretty inside now. they remodeled. lol. they ate. and me and camila tried to play a song on the jukebox but it didnt play it!! grrness. then went to the bathroom and damnnnn they have TV's in the stalls!!! omg lol. anyways then scott bought me a gumball. thanks scott. lol. it was orange in case u were wondering. then we went to play on the playground and i had a skirt on and i didnt want to but i did anyways and i got lost in it and sum guy that worked there came out and said we couldnt play on it. so i was tryingto go down the slide which is quite difficult to do in a skirt, and the manager guy is like standing at the bottom waiting for me. and i think he saw up my skirt!!!! ahhh. lol. then they decided to go across the street to the other shopping center. ACROSS FREAKIN 441!!!!!. we went but i thought we were gunna die. lol. then we went to Toys R Us. yay yay yay. i <3 that store sooooo much. it soooo awesome. we played on the toys and i found my "Future Car and House". yup yup. man the toys are soo much cooler now than they were when i was little. *tear*. then camila pointed out a bag of Shrek Ears. i had a complete spaz and we bought them. lol. no one else wuld wear them so i ened up being the only weirdo wearing them. o well. i dont mind being different. then we walked Backkkk across 441 and sat next to the lil bridge river thing waiting for scotts mom to pik him up. gustavo left then too. then me and camila and jeremy and alex went to Best Buy. 'twas fun. we looked at the washers and dryers then went and sat in these "oh-so-comfortable" recliners and watched sum of "The Lord of the Rings. then we left cuz camilas mom was piking us up. dropped alex and jeremy off at jeremy's house and finally went home.

god im so tired. sick too. oh poo.

my eyes look like ive been smoking crack. ehhh they are red and swollen and hurt. ehhh whats wrong with me!??

oooo i need to hang out with allie asap cuz i gotta meet cody!! :D

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle


ps- scott was a sexy cowboy today. LMAO!

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 29 June :: 11.40pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: One Thing by: Finger Eleven

if i sorted it out, if i knew all about this one thing, wuldnt that be sumthin...
last nite slept over camilas and then went home around 10:30 to do the dishes. then i was supposed to go to the movies in the afternoon with allie,dan,and cody and then again in the nite time with kyrie,jack, and bryan. i cancelled both (well sorta--long story dont wanna get into it now).

instead i went to the BEACH. yes, i, janelle, went willingly to the beach. haha and surprisingly, it was kinda fun. (for those confused--i absolutely HATE the beach. lol. david, julian, me, camila, and her mom went. me and camila walked like a mile along the beach and i got a bad ass sunburn on my bak. then i wanted to walk on the sidewalk so we had to walk on the sand. it was soo friggin HOTT. i almost cried it hurt that bad. we ran too. but still, i burnt my toes!!! it hurted. lol. then layed out and tanned. 'twas fun.

went home and went swimming in camilas pool with alina and steph. then walked to subway abd listened to sum guys play guitar. then went to camilas, talked to ppl online and made plans with gustavo to go to the movies tomorrow. spiderman 2. woo cant wait. havent even seen the first one lol. but we are watchin it tomorow when we watch camilas brother.

ooh i watched the "Real World: San Diego" finale. so sad, i cried. :D

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-dudee-butt. hahaha

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 28 June :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: camilas parents talking in espanol

hola lola...
me and camila jus got bak from the movies. we saw The Notebook. it was sooo cute. i never cried soo much in my entire life. it was a very good movie. go see it , all of u! lol.

wow, kristin, zach is an ass. i say break up with him. hes a horrible boyfriend. either that or he is HOMOSEXUAL. lol jk. but u rilly dont need him. dump him and pik from one of the many guys that want u! ;) <33

ick! my soda is frozen. oh poo.

oh yeah, i forgot to tell ya'll, i got the underneath part of my hair dyed black. it looks hott.

im getting my cartilage pierced again soon. cuz they messed up last time..

i think im going to the movies AGAIN tomorrow with kyrie, jack, and mayb bryan. shuld be fun :D

going running tomorrow. w00t w00t.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle , AKA- dudee-butt. lol wtf?!?

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 27 June :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: white stripes

argh, here we go again....
all this time u were pretending, so much for my happy ending.


--ehhh...im going thru another one of those fucking moods. very irritable and i feel like i culd cry at any moment. duno why tho. possibly cuz i jus finished reading one of the books on the summer reading list ( "The Catcher in the Rye". it was kinda depressing. stupid guy was so patethic and self-absorbed. but anyways i was having a low-self esteem day today anyways. thinking im soo friggin fat and ugly and shit. that happens occasionally. hmm..w/e. im jus not very happy or excited today.

tomorrow camila is coming bak!!! w00t! and then 2morrow nite we are going to go see "The Notebook". yay yay! cant wait. i soooo want to see that movie. it looks soo cute. scott and gustavo said they wuld go with us, but they prolly wont if they even remember...hmpf...anyways.. then after gunna got to borders and get the other two books i need to read for AP english.grrrr..

im out. holla.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle leigh

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 27 June :: 6.00pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: adults talking...

blah blah blah...
rite now im at suzi and carlos' house. they are my parents friends. we already finished eating dinner. they made sumwhat normal food for once. lol. ribs, mashed potatoes and then sum weird ass white cheese thing. it was gross but o well. i took a sip of my dads beer and didnt like it and spit most of it bak and so he poured sum in my cup and made me drink it all. gross. then my mom let me have a glass of wine, at least that tasted a lil better.

this morning i had to wake up early and go to camilas pool with my mom. she wanted to go swimming and get a tan since she hasnt since we last moved. it was ok we were there for like 3 hours tho. it got boring.

i got to drive to suzi and carlos'. its a long drive too. i want to go home. im tired. i fucking woke up at 9:45 this morning. thats early.

im gunna go check out allies journal and then..do sumthin. prolly read my book. hehe im a loser. :P

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 26 June :: 8.43pm
:: Mood: amused

another one...



eww i hate armadillos ever since danny locked me in a fence with two!!! lol

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 26 June :: 8.32pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Take my Breath Away by:Jess Simpson

watching in slow motion as you turn around and say...
another random, pointless quiz...



How to make a janelle
Ingredients:

5 parts competetiveness

5 parts crazyiness

5 parts joy
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of curiosity



Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com


now wasnt that fun?

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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dumbblonde1137

:: 2004 26 June :: 6.35pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: My Happy Ending by: Avr!l

you were everything that i wanted. we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it....
i got home at like 2:15 this morning. all i did was talk to ppl online and talked to john on the phone :D! that was fun. kevin walked me home. he kinda creeps me out. hes 18 and wanted me to like not go home yet like hang out. ummm...no? haha. well i got paid $31 for 4 hrs of going on the computer lol. not too bad.

woke up at 11 to go take care of ben. then did my chores and was supposed to go with allie to hang out with eric, jeremy, and nick. (not exactly my fave ppl) scott and gustavo couldnt go cuz they wuld rather stay inside waiting for lauren to get home. i didnt go but i dunno if allie went.

did nothing today. i have no energy. 2morrow i haveta go to Suzi and Carlos' house for dinner...ehhh! i hate going there. they make bad food. LOL

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<33-janelle

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