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2004 26 June :: 1.27am
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: kim possible
call me beep me....
ahhh OMFG! rite now it is 1:25 am and i am at tylers house. babysitting. ill be here for another 30 minutes at least. its rilly scary. the kids went to bed and yeah i keep hearing noises and the dogs will randomly bark. lol.
well imma go talk to ppl, it calms me down. ill update more later. peace ya'll.
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2004 24 June :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Broken by: Seether
i wanted you to kno that i love the way you laugh...
this morning i woke up at 11 cuz i had a scary dream lol. then i got ready cuz i was supposed to spend the day with my mom. but that never happened. ehhh.
so instead i did the dishes and then gustavo called. his mom was dropping him off at wendys so me and camila went up there to meet him. then we walked to scotts and rang his doorbell and knocked until he woke up. then we went inside and they were watching sum gay skate video thing so me and camila jus laid on the couch and watched tv. lol. then we went outside and we were gunna play "Crocodile Dundee" and look for the alligator. but we didnt see it. so we were skipping rocks and shit on the edge of the lake when i, being the coordinated person i am, stepped down on the bank and my foot sank like 6 inches into muck. it was soooooo gross. it was all over my sandal, toes, and pants. ick! then we walked to wendys cuz gustavo was hungry and i washed my shoes in the sink :D. lol. then i had a major spaz when camila told me i had a tick on me. turned out it was jus a lil beetle ( i think) then gustavo left and camila scott and me walked towards our homes and eventually departed.
camilas going away to disney till monday so i have to take care of her dog this weekend.
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2004 24 June :: 12.03am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: doesnt matter..
wow...people can be rilly stupid sumtimes...
Wow...camila, you scare me sumtimes.
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: do u beleive in aliens
AlliegYaThatsME: no not rly..
AlliegYaThatsME: y?
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: well u better cuz there takin over the world
AlliegYaThatsME: mmhmm
AlliegYaThatsME: okay..
AlliegYaThatsME: have u been drinking?
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: no they talked to kristin
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: in her head
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: i was with her
AlliegYaThatsME: umm okay?
AlliegYaThatsME: i dont get it
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: ok well aliens told kristin that they r goin to take over hte world..n whoebver doesnt believe in them..sumthing bads gunna happen to them
AlliegYaThatsME: right..
AlliegYaThatsME: and i'm gonna believe this b-cuz..
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: cuz if u want to live just believe them
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: im not kiddin i see dead ppl
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: so yea
AlliegYaThatsME: YEAH...right..
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: no for real
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: theres dead ppl in my room
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: well spirts
AlliegYaThatsME: mmhmm
AlliegYaThatsME: spirits?
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: yes ..n yea n aliens talked to kristin
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: n said theyre takin over the world
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: so we can all live together
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: but the ppl that dont believe in them will be in deep shit
AlliegYaThatsME: yup
AlliegYaThatsME: okay.
AlliegYaThatsME: i think..u need to go like..in a mental place..or just talk to a syciatrist..rly..
AlliegYaThatsME: i'm nor trying to b mean
AlliegYaThatsME: but thats a lil wierd
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: fine but when they come i warned u
AlliegYaThatsME: okay
AlliegYaThatsME: umm thanks..i guess:-\
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: np
AlliegYaThatsME: so tell me more!
AlliegYaThatsME: what else did they tell kristin!!??!
AlliegYaThatsME: and what do spirits look like?
AlliegYaThatsME: wait like can u see them or can u like hear them?
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: well pretty much that n they spoke to her in alien.......well u really cant see them but u can feel them
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: n hear them
AlliegYaThatsME: o rly!
AlliegYaThatsME: what do they sound like
AlliegYaThatsME: and what do they feel like
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: ur makin fun of me
AlliegYaThatsME: no i'm not.
AlliegYaThatsME: i wanna know
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: ok well u can feel them when u get the chills n u feel a cold feelin round u
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: n they talk but all u can make out r mumbles
AlliegYaThatsME: r u sure nobody is like trying to freak out
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: im not kiddin if u want u can call me rite now n well call one kristins on the phone n shell tell u bout the alien
FoRSaKeNHeArTx: lol
AlliegYaThatsME: NO I BELIEVE U..
AlliegYaThatsME: ITS JUST its a lil wierd
--wow camila...ur a definatly weird. LOL
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2004 23 June :: 11.13pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Vindicated by: DC
hope dangles on a string, like slow spinning redemption...
i'm absouletly and completely crushed...
...but hey, it all makes sense now.
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today i got up at like 11:30 cuz my dad came in a said that tylers mom was at the door looking for me. i was like "damn, i hope i dont haveta babysit" but she jus came over to pay me for the last time i babysat. steph called and i told her i'd call her bak when i was ready. called her and tehy were at target.
so me and allie planned to hang out but grrrr! alina and steph saw her and followed. i wanted it to be a bonding time for me and allie like in the "old days". but noo. anyways we went to the gas station and got snickers ice cream bars YUM! lol then we mad the long hot walk to the new park. no one was there so we called up Nick S. they said they wuld meet us at publix. so we walked over there...oon the way we found a burnt catepillar!! we named it Oswald. LOL. then when we got to publix the cashier lady came up to us and told allie to "check herself" (if ya kno what i mean lol) she was nice and supplied allie with the proper "tools" LOLOLOL!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! I GOT HIT ON BY A MENTALLY RETARDED GUY!! then nick, eric, gustavo, jeremy, and martin met us there. it was kinda gay. nick left rite away and the rest of them were spitting in the air conditioners and watching it fly in the air and hit sumone. LOSERS!! lol. so we left cuz allie had to go home. went to camilas and daniela and estefania were there.
i dont feel like typing anything else. peace.
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2004 21 June :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: A Favor House Atlantic by: Coheed and Cambria
the words you scribbled on the walls...
3 things that make me sooo mad...
1). the fact that i can be replaced so easily.
2). the fact that everyone else is allowed to be a bitch and say what they feel, but when i do it, its like a crime.
3). people who copy me.
3 things that make me soo mad explained:
1). i always feel that people can replace me to easily. even sum of my rilly good friends seem to do this to me. if im rilly that imortant to people, then why do i sumtimes feel like im pushed to the side like a bag of garbage. i'd like to feel important for once.
2). everyone i kno has been a bitch at least once in there life. sum are always bitchy. but when i get mad or upset, im not allowed to say anything. i jus have to suxk it up and accept it. if i do be bitchy and say how i feel or whats on my mind, people who supposedly are my friends, go and talk about me behind my back. its prolly cuz i dont complain about things usually but when i do its over sum lil thing that pushed me over the edge.
3). I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE COPY ME. it pisses me off soooo bad that i like go insane. i hate when i get sumthin new and then like other ppl get it. i hate when people copy my style and my uniqueness. i hate when people do their hair like mine, when they copy my purses (cough gay freshman girl cough), when people feel the need to get their ears pierced as many times as me. i jus hate everything like that. my mom says sumtimes that the younger people jus look up to me and want to be jus like me. BUT IT BUGS THE CRAP OUTTA ME!! i hate when people try to take my individuality away from me. DAmn u!!!
---now i kno im gunna get sum nasty, mad comments on this entry cuz i kno sum of u kno im talking about u. but guess what....?
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2004 20 June :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: Your So Last Summer by: Taking Bak SUnday <33
if im jus bad news, then you're a liar...
Happy Fathers Day daddy!! <33
i love u!!
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2004 20 June :: 10.04pm
:: Music: I Hope You Dance by: LeAnn Womack
i hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean...
today camilas mom found out about the whole boys at the window thing. i dunno how she found out but w/e. she doesnt kno about them coming in tho. she did say that scotts allowed to come to the window but, no sneaking in or out. kinda ironic that she shuld bring that up dont ya think??
hung out with allie today. it was fun. we talked. it rained. lol. nick 1 vs. nick 2. LOL
then went to alinas and camila came over and did sum gay spell thing. yeah i kno...LOSERS!!! jk <3333
i think i haveta babysit tyler, alana, and dylan 2morrow. mrs. johnson is gunna call me 2morrow morning. ehh so ill prolly haveta get up early. ugh! well i dont rilly feel like staying on the computer 2nite. i dont want to talk to sum ppl and im tired. so im gunna go watch dave the barbarian! i <3 that show.
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2004 19 June :: 10.43pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Float on by: Modest Mouse
ok dont worry, alrite all ready...
well today was ok. woke up at like 11. watched "Zenon: Z3". it was gay. dont waste ur time watching it.
then did my chores. took till bout 2. then went over camilas and went to Marshalls to shop for fathers day. then went to sum gay ass home store. we saw a camel and a rooster!!! lol.
then did nothing.
then scott asked if we wanted to go to the movies with him and his friend zack. we culdnt stay to watch the movie but camilas parents dropped us off at the shadowood area and we hung out with them for like 45 minutes. it was fun. eww omg! there was a big DRAGONFLY on scotts shirt and i thought it was a part of the shirt and i was about to touch it!! i hate dragonflies. they skated a lil and we jus sorta chilled. then they went to see the movie and we left.
now im here, sleeping over again. and camilas taking a ..."picture" hahahaha. im out. peace! :D
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2004 18 June :: 11.18pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: Losing Grip by: Avril
i was so alone...
haha i forgot...me and scott found a triangle shaped straw in the parking lot of loggers run. its like "The Ring", jus triangle shaped. lol.
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"oooo! beware!!" LoL
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2004 18 June :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: rebellious
:: Music: What I go to skool for by: Busted
i cant help but stop and stare....
dude! thursday kicked sum major ass!!!! w00t w00t!
we had to wake up at 10 so we could go out to lunch with kristina bucholtz and her mom and camila and kristins moms. haha i had to wash my hair in the sink! then we went to sum bug restaurant called "The Cove" on the intercoastal. julian and his friend david came too. all of us "kids" ended up getting chicken fingers. lol. they were pretty good. then we went cak to camilas house.
me, camila, and kristin were on our way to jeremy's house to play a joke on him and alex and ran into allie. she was on her way to meet up with nick, eric, and scott etc. we were scared that jeremy wuld kill us --- or me ---so we decided not to show up. we went with allie instead. a bunch of ppl ended up showing up (eric, nick, joe, alex, jeremy, russel, scott, martin) then they all like went sumwhere behind the bushes so me and kristin and camila started to leave and then tehy all came bak rite away and hung out with us. we all went into publix and bought water and scott bought a fathers day card. lol.oooh yeah..and kristin hurt her toe so we STOLE A BAND-AID!lol i felt bad...sorta. lol. then we jus chilled and they skated outside of publix. it was fun. then allie, eric, and nick ditched us more or less. after awhile, jeremy and alex left. the rest of us went over to loggers run. it was open cuz of summer camp. we were sneaking around all over and we went on the stage and everything. then we went out and it was pouring. but it stopped like 5 minutes later. then we went bak inside and this door to a room that had a bunch of tvs wit PS2's and X-Box's. so Joe was all like lets take one and sum guy that worked there was like "what are u kids doing?" so we all ran except martin. lol. it was funny. then i got camilas pink cup stuck on the roof so me and camila lifted scott up like cheerleaders lift ppl up and he climbed up there and got it. then we went back to publix and scott decides to fill out an application to work there. so we were all hanging out in the space between the self-opening doors. joe was sitting on one of those electric cart-scooters for old or fat ppl. and he turned it on and it actually worked! he accidently ran into scott and the copy machine. then he started backing up and it made that noise that big trucks make ... BEEP BEEP BEEP... haha sum of us ran out of the store in fear of getting in trouble. but we didnt so we went bak in. then i was getting a gumball outta the machine adn out popped a bug onto my hand with teh gum. i screamed and threw the gumball. then camila ate it!! hahaha. then everyone went over to jeremys house and scott walked home with me, kristin, and camila.
got home and realized i still was wearing scotts hat and i still had his fathers day card in my pocket. so we all planned to meet up later. then kristin got hungry..again! so we walked up to wendys at like 8 at nite. then scott called and said he was coming up there to meet us. so we waited there for him and then gustavo got dropped of there too. so we all started walking bak around 9 and it was all dark and scaryy!! then when we got to camilas, we all decided to go swimming so we all jumped in with our clothes on. it was fun. then we swam for like 2 hours. i hit my head on the edge of the pool twice and scott healed me. LoL. then we got outta the pool and tyler hogan had these two hot ass skater boys on his driveway. lol. then we layed in the middle of the street looking up at the stars.
haha then we had a lil "contest" to see whos butt was bigger out of me and camila. hah scott and gustavo were the judges of that. results were--- "I have a firmer butt and camila has a squishy-er butt and hers is bigger." LOLOLOL!!! then of course, they had to judge our boobs as well. lol. can you say..groping? ahahha it was fun. then they had to leave at like midnite and said they wuld come bak later on.
we went inside, ate grilled cheese and then talked. then the said they were coming over at 2. they came to camilas window and we had to talk thru it cuz we couldnt sneak out. then at like 3, camila finally decided to let them come in. so they crawled thru the tiny window. lol. it was funny but if we were to get caught, we wuld have been in sooooooooooo much trouble!!! we ended up jus all laying ont he bed watching "Viva la Bam". it was fun cuz we had never done anything liek that before. cuz you know, we are goody-goody girls. lol. they left at about 4:20. literally 10 minutes after they left, camilas dad woke up! it was sooo close!
then i went into the bathroom to pee, and i saw a Cock...roach! it was sooo big i had a total spaz. it took like 10 minutes of trying to kill it and it flew into the hallway!!!! so camilas dad finally killed it. we ended up going to sleep at 5:30 and waking up at 1:30.
now im soo tired. and i feel rilly weird i guess. whatever. lol. but these last couple of days were fun. this is waht summer is all about...sneaking boys in, hanging with friends in the strangest places, and jus all around goofing off.
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2004 18 June :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: You're So Last Summer by: Taking Back Sunday
you're a touch overrated, you're a lush and i hate it...
wow. these last couple of days have been complete craziness.
WEDNESDAY: my mom woke me up at 10 in the morning. tylers mom was at my door wondering if i could babysit last minute for a few hours. so i had to get up, put clothes on and go. eh i was soo tired. dylan (the 3 year old) spent the whole first 20 minutes calling me a butthole. lol. i ended up gettin paid 25 dollars for like 3 hours. not too bad.
then, when camila got home from her babysitting job, kristin came home with her too. we went to the movies at like 8. we saw "Saved". it was pretty gay. and i saw ryan kirkwood there!!! oooh yeah and these gay kids were throwing twizzlers and skittles at us so me and camila made a scene.. anyways...
after the movies we went over to mcdonalds so kristin culd eat(lol). we saw ori, juliano, gustavo, alex, jeremy, and ori's gf there. then went to starbuck to get coffee <33 then went to borders. i got the book "The Catcher in the Rye" i haveta read it over the summer for AP english next year. we were sitting on the floor looking at these books when we heard the skaters. we got up and there they were. we hugn out with them for a lil while. haha they put PORN IN THE CHILDRENS SECTION!!! it was soo funni.
then we went home and me and krisitn slept over camilas. we prank called jeremy and everyone was with him. lol. ill explain in next entry.!! :D
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2004 15 June :: 11.17pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: The Reason by: Hoobastank
and so i have to say before i go...
angelica im gunna miss you a whole lot!! hope you have fun in tampa! LoL. and u better keep in touch! <33
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2004 15 June :: 10.45pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: You Got The Style by: Athlete
cant believe it was me who said that...
today was strange. went over alinas around 4. we went on a lesbian chat room and sent girls pics of camila. ahahaha it was soo funny. they thought she was hot! lol.
then after dinner, i had a wonderful conversation with my dear friend scott. he told me a wonderful story. it was beautiful. i loved it. so did the other ppl...\0/ \0/ \0/ \0/--(these other ppl that is..)--. then, being the grateful person that he is, he gave me a magical bean. if i plant it, when it grows it was give me magical powers like him and ill be able to stick 6 macaroni noodles on one fork prong! amazing huh?
then went over camilas house and went swimming. along with alina, xtina, alana, tyler, julian, mikey and matt. it was fun for a while then it got gay and we got out and went to get a tan on alinas driveway at 8:30. didnt work to well tho, i wonder why? then alina fell...hahaha so hilarious.
after we went in camilas house and we were making fun of alinas boney skeleton feet. she was getting mad so we made up a song that made fun of all our feet. we called it "TOES". yeah it was gay but funny.
oooh yeah and i asked mike this question, Hypothetically speaking of course.....that if he was gay, if he would be attracted to Hugh Grant as opposed to Brad Pitt. he said maybe! LOLOLOL!!!!! wel i thought it was funny..
well now im at home with the most terriblest headache. im gunna go. later ya'll!
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oooooooo yeah. i almost forgot...me and "my friend" (who wishes to remain anonymous) had a disagreement about whether or not u could have a threesome with 2 guys and 1 girl as opposed to the normal 2 girls and 1 guy. i thought it was possible, but "my friend" didnt. thankfully, i have great friends like scott and gustavo who can help clear things up. scott informed me that it is indeed very possible. gustavo on the other had, went into more detail and told me that that kind of threesome (2 guys, 1 girl) is called a gangbang. wow how educational. its like i have my own lil old sex talk lady like on channel 65 at nite. LOL!!!
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2004 15 June :: 2.57pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Screaming Infidelities by: DC
i hope you're as happy as your pretending...
omg. wow. well, my mom and dad jus called the mortage ppl hoping that we can buy a new house.
cuz jus the other day my parents asked me a "hypothetical" question. that if we were to move, what school i wanted to go to. i said that i'd do anything to go to olympic.
i sorta doubt that we will move, but my parents seem to think its very possible. eeek!
wow. now im not sure i wanna move and im not sure i wanna go bak to olympic. geez! i'll explain the pros and cons of each thingy later, i gotta go get ready! peace out! :D
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2004 15 June :: 11.59am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: sum beeping noise...
beep. beep. beep...
quiz time!

Screaming infidelities.
someone you loved has decided to leave, and theyve
done something to make you not trust them. do
you really love them and thats y you dont want
them to leave? or do you just not want to be
alone?
what dashboard confessional song are you? brought to you by Quizilla
--He sooo HoTT!!! <3
---i <33 that song!!--
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