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The anime's/mangas I like are (in no particular order)...: FullMetal Alchemist, Eureka 7, Samurai 7, Hellsing, Fruits Basket, Angel Sanctuary, +Anima, Cowboy Bebop, Big O, Trigun, Inuyasha, Jubei-Chan, Saiyuki, Immortal Rain, Nana, Alice 19th, Tokyo Mew Mew, Witch Hunter Robin, Yu Yu Hakusho, Super Milk-Chan, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Naruto, Bleach, Gungrave, Gad Guard, K.O. Beast, Tenchi Muyo, Wolf's Rain, Azumanga Daioh, Trinity Blood, Paranoia Agent, s-CRY-ed, Descendants of Darkness (Yami no Matsuei), Diamond Daydreams,and probably others. I'm just to lazy to try to think of them! ^.^;

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Human kind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's first law of equivalent exchange. In those days, we really believed that to be the worlds one and only truth.

 

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jaganshi

:: 2005 1 June :: 9.35pm

I'll be back in Plymouth in a little over a week.
I'm wondering who I'll see. If I'll get to introduce Brian to my arch-nemesis who really isn't as much of a threat as a nemesis ought to be. She certainly shouldn't be my nemesis anymore, but hey. Love fades. The hatred you felt for love's crack dealer will never die.

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 1 June :: 12.44pm
:: Mood: Stuffed up
:: Music: The Rain

Fairy tales and thunder shouts
Hi.

I love rain.

When it storms.. I like it.

Yeaaaah..

I dreamt I had to go see a play so I was wandering around this play house and I bumped into this guy and then somehow I was at, like, Toys R Us or something.. Maybe it was Publix, but then i was back at the play house and the guy told me he had to take me to a play, so I was like.. okay. And so then he started walking away, so I ran after him 'cause I needed to know his name and he was like.. a prince..? o.0;

Dream = random.

Maybe I need a fairy tale boi?

xDDD

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 31 May :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: Mlegm.
:: Music: --

Ouch. ~cough, hack~
Oh geez.

I'm gonna chop off my hair tonight, I think.

And no wonder Oriental people are so freakin' skinny.. their food is practically super-yummy laxatives!

Oh, and Keith hates me.

He was brushing Naomi and I off all day.

And I'm sad.

I got home and went to sleep 'til 7 because I was so sad.

I'm still really sad..

Because I can't live without him.

Yeah.

There..

Umn..

Bai..

<<;

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 30 May :: 11.18am
:: Mood: Tired/clogged
:: Music: Typing

Whee? <<
I think my bladder hurts. I just ended my period a few days ago so it's not that starting up again. My neck feels funny, so I think I slept weird.

I need to brush my teeth x-----X

Jade still slumbers soundly, but Naomi on her Bike of Whee hath already passed the great front gate to Emily's Castle.. I'm naming my castle Sanctus e-----------e

Or.. maybe something else..

~goes in search of a most awesome Latin name for her "castle"~

Edulis Castle - Edible castle xD

Effrenus Castle - Wild castle e--------e

Yeah, Naomi's here.

<3!!

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jaganshi

:: 2005 29 May :: 1.05pm

I break my temporary silence to announce one thing to the world:

It has been one year since I've seen Caleb, or even heard his voice.
First of many, I hope.

Here we go! Go! Hashiri tzuzukeru...
dare ni mo tomerare wa shinai
mirai no jibun e to give a reason for life todoketai...

Do you think we decided right?


jaganshi

:: 2005 27 May :: 7.09pm

Enough! The lot of you!

Why must I constantly be expected to divulge personal information on command to make someone else feel better? I will not be made to feel guilty for the way I choose to live. If I lie, it's because I have a damn good reason. I can't trust you people!

To the bloggers: When you read my posts just to give yourself a grain of hope that maybe you're not the most fucked up person alive, I hope I can offer you that. When you read my posts because you're looking for someone to pity, I hope you die. When you read my posts because you want me to read yours, fuck you. Everyone. Everyone who reads and says nothing, everyone who replies to entries that mean something with silly juvenile bullshit. Everyone who thinks that the worst thing that could happen to a person is people might not like you. People might not accept you. People might think you're a whiny little bitch who has nothing to say except mindless appeals for pity.

To the anonymous lurkers: If you have something to say, say it. Don't pussyfoot around because you want me to spend that much more time thinking over just what you have to tell me.

To my friends: There aren't many of you. But you know who you are. You are important. Fuck the people who don't know me and are comfortable with that. You listen to me bitch, and I try to make sure I'm listening when you need the same.

To the people I know over the internet and actually communicate with(namely RPGWWers): Without you I'd probably have no one to talk to. I can talk about politics or the worship of pastagami or my budding interest in video games. Any number of things. You are also important.

I'll be back with the blogging foolishness. When I have something more to say to any of you. It won't be as long as I think it'll be because I'm just pissed right now. I'll get over it.
Meanwhile, I'm going to restrict communication to people who actually talk back.

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 27 May :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: Hot.
:: Music: Some funky dance music

Mm.. Indians.
Ew. I should be cleaning.

Exams are over.

FANCYYY!

Jade said my boots arrived ^-------------------^

FANCIERRR!

Womg, three day weekend

YEY!

Okay. Yeah.

Love <3

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jaganshi

:: 2005 26 May :: 8.55pm

You may ask me one question. But I always lie.
There's nothing inherently wrong with lying. On the other hand, it could be considered the only real evil in existence.

Chibikeriana and I are having a conversation about sincerity in terms of being accepted at school. Here's my unabridged rant in all its glory:
I never thought of it as fear of negative reprisals, but rather in terms of the potential rewards of manipulation. A little prevarication here, a few windows washed there, and teachers don't question anything else they see. All they want is to believe that kids are okay. If you can help them do that, they'll get you anywhere you want to go.
I figure it's better to live a lie than sit at home for the rest of my life contemplating a sincere suicide because I'm sincerely dissatisfied with the way things have gone for me.
A lie is often better than nothing. As much as I value the truth, in my experience the only ones who know what it is are the ones who are forced to contrast it with something. As much as you can apply the laws of economics to abstract concepts, the more scarce truth is, the more people realize how important it is.
I tell the absolute truth to one person. Everything else is a lie. And I like it that way. The way I live is the way I live. I lie. The sooner people accept that, the sooner we can all live in happy bunny peace and harmony.

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 26 May :: 11.19am

Your Star Wars Pickup Line

"Hey, Beautiful. What's a nice girl like you doing waiting in line without bathing for 10 days?"








Star Wars Horoscope for Pisces




A typical Pisces, you have your head in the clouds.
You're self-sacrificing and a bit too passive to stand up to the dark side.
You become fairly pessimistic when put under pressure.
You are a chameleon - wanting to change your scenery on occassion.

Star wars character you are most like: Lando


Read more..

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 25 May :: 7.10pm



*sniff* Psychopathic? Really?
I guess it has been suggested.

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 24 May :: 11.56pm
:: Mood: Stuffy
:: Music: TV

<3
Yeah, well, I forgot during the month of May to do a new layout, so I thought I'd get a jump on June.

Isn't it shmexy?

That's like.. my new word.

I need some water.

It's exam week. I get up at 10 tomorrow. Yummy.

Ew, I need to study for my PE exam. Not yummy.

Four pages of SPORTSLINESS!

Water tiiiime.

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 24 May :: 11.32pm
:: Mood: Safe.
:: Music: Daily Show

Kim Possible
Kim Jung Il has enough stuff to make 5 or 6 nuclear weapons.

I feel safe.

<3

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jaganshi

:: 2005 24 May :: 3.27pm


:: how jedi are you? ::



HASH(0x8bd7164)
Your Lightsaber is Blue

Blue is often associated with depth and stability.
It symbolizes trust, loyalty, wisdom,
confidence, and truth.


What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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Jaganshi

:: 2005 19 May :: 6.40pm

Telemarketers Anonymous

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 18 May :: 10.17pm
:: Mood: Scared

o.o;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
I.. just pulled.. a two-inch grey hair..

off of my back.. o.o;;;;;;;;

It wasn't head-hair.. It wasn't cat hair...

It was attached..........



EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!

TT-TT!!!!

~dies~

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