*~*I am the prize at the end*~*

16 Chose the right path.People | Do you think we decided right?

:: 2005 28 February :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: Enraged
:: Music: Spongebob

.. What the hell is going on?
Phranki90: why would you do that?

o0p5 y3r d34d: ...

o0p5 y3r d34d: ?

o0p5 y3r d34d: Do what, if I may inquire, my dear Franki?

Phranki90: don't call me dear franki

Phranki90: cause you hate me

Phranki90: and i know you do

o0p5 y3r d34d: I don't hate you o.0;;

Phranki90: and i don't understand how you can stab someone in th eback, and then be nice to them right to their face

Phranki90: i dont' understand

o0p5 y3r d34d: I don't hate your, Franki, and I didn't stab you in the back.

o0p5 y3r d34d: I didn't tell Keith to break up with you.

Phranki90: but see, i wouldn't be able to belive you

Phranki90: because i wouldn't kno

Phranki90: noone would openly admit that

Phranki90: and from 3 other ppl telling me...

Phranki90: 3 people that your friends with....

o0p5 y3r d34d: And who would tell you this?

Phranki90: i don't want to say

o0p5 y3r d34d: I'm not going to like them any less

o0p5 y3r d34d: And I really don't hate you, seriously.

o0p5 y3r d34d: I'll admit that I was insanely jealous of you, but I
didn't tell Keith to break up with you. Never. Not once.

Phranki90: see, i dont know what to belive

o0p5 y3r d34d: But seriously, who told you I told him to break up with you? Because I promise you, on the pain of death, I never told him that.

Phranki90: i don't know

Phranki90: i don't want to say

Phranki90: cause i didn't belvie it at first

o0p5 y3r d34d: I'm sorry you had to hear such things.

Phranki90: then someone said that you actually told them that, and i
was like great...

Phranki90: someone who i thought was my friend

Phranki90: its discusting

o0p5 y3r d34d: I swear to you, Franki, breaking up with Keith was
fully his idea.

Phranki90: like even if you didn't do it

o0p5 y3r d34d: It really is, especially if you almost believed them. And
they were "my friends"

Phranki90: but i dunno if i belive them or not

Phranki90: and like, i've seen you talk about someone and then go up
and hug them... ive seen it

Phranki90: i don't understand how you do it

o0p5 y3r d34d: What?

Phranki90: i have seen you say you hate someone, and then the next
day go up and hug them

o0p5 y3r d34d: Like who..?

Phranki90: alana

o0p5 y3r d34d: Ugh.. I really don't like Alana. I was trying to be civil. She doesn't like me either, so I guess we've made a silent agreement.

o0p5 y3r d34d: I really never talk to her and I really don't plan to any time soon.

Phranki90: alana never said she didnt like you, people judge her to fast all the time, ALL THE TIME, and we were talking about htat outside, and i go upstairs and you all talk about how you don't like, when you met her for what 4 minutes?

o0p5 y3r d34d: I've met her before, and you can almost just kind of tell when some one doesn't fancy you. I guess I wasn't very fair, but she seemed to look down her nose at Jade, Sexye, Amanda, Naomi and I

Phranki90: but you all don't know her, veronica hated her when she first met her, but she got to know her

o0p5 y3r d34d: That's good for Veronica.

Phranki90: whatever

Phranki90: im just sick of this bullshit

o0p5 y3r d34d: I am as well, Franki. I'm sorry that you have problems with me, but I can't change your views all that easily.

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RARRRRR!

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What did I do? I told the truth! I WAS jealous of her, okay!? But I didn't tell Keith to break up with her. I wouldn't do that. And that shit about Alana? I don't like Alana and Alana doesn't like me, the end! No fancy shit!

MLEGM, FOOLS!

"Our hands are cleaaan!"

9 Chose the right path.People | Do you think we decided right?

:: 2005 23 February :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: My Tummy Box is Broken
:: Music: Kittie - Loveless

Danielle and I (I'm t3h b0ld.. note the grammatical difference?)
i did n im proud of it so ya kno wut stay out of it if u dont like it n leave me alone i am way more mature then u am i the one obsessed with anime i dont think so! n u went out with ducky can i say ew n ur hair so gay u have like those long pieces of it, it looks really bad

XDDDDDDD

OH MY GOD! I LIKE CARTOONS! I'M SOOOO immature! Big fuckin' deal. People WAY older than me are obsessed with it, you don't even KNOW how many people rather fancy anime.

Oh no! I went out with Ducky! Well, you see, I'm sorry that you can't handle that, but you know, we were friends and we had this dare at a party a bit back where we had to make out for a little while and we liked it, so we decided to hook up. Big bloody deal.

XDDDDD My hair looks so bad? I think I need to trim the "handles", as they could be called, but I don't think it's too horrible. I guess it's just my mark. I rather be distinguishable then part of a crowd, missy.

Thanks for caring. <3

actually poeple just find u weird and wierd thats basically it, n im not "part of the crowd" as u call it im acctually very diffrent u just dont kno it but i try to be part of that crowd cuz hmm I ACTUALLY WANNA FIT IN unlike sum people. n if ur alwayts mature u kno how gay that is im happy iwht the person i am u dont like it too bad

I don't mind if you are you're own person, that's wonderful. But.. why must you fit in? Can't you be different than others and still have friends? Is it an impossible feat..?

And you're one of those people who find me "just weird", I'm guessing? Would it please you if I "fit in"? If I chopped off two peices of hair that I've grown out for about 2 years just like that, just for you, just so people didn't think I was weird? What if they think I'm weird anyways? What would you do then..? Would I be the talk of the school? Or would I just be one in the crowd again?

.. What if I like standing out and hate it at the same time?

Can you answer all those questions?

i wanna be cool n popular i wanna be pretty but if i dont fit in im not gonna be those things im sorry but thats who i am

You're still pretty, Danielle. No one really can take away some one else's beauty.. unless.. I guess, that one got beat up or something, I don't know. You don't have to apologize to me, apparentally I should apologize to you for my choices.

My choice to grow out some of my hair.

My choice to date Ducky.

My choice to love anime.

My choice to call you immature because you made a group about hating some boy who's just trying to express himself as well.

Atleast I follow through with all these choices, I guess.

im not askin u to apoligize for anything n im not pretty n that kid u dont even kno him i do
he does alot of shit he curses to be cool u dont kno him i do

He's in my PE class, and yes, he acts like a jerk, I've seen it myself, but making a Myspace group? He probably acts that way due to low self esteem in the first place. Thusly, he feels he needs to make up by being the alpha-male. So, really, stunting his self esteem further won't exactly help either of you, or anyone else.

idc wut it does to him cuz wut he did to me i will never forgive him so all i can say is fuck him

What'd he do to you that's so injustifiably wrong?

called me alot of shit, spread rumors about me saying that uhh i fucked him

.. Ewwwwwwwwwwwww...

That..

Is.. Wronngg..

CONSIDER YOURSELF JUSTIFIED IN THE COURT OF EMILY! o.o;;;;

'Caure that's really gross. Even though it's still wrong. I had a "club" against me for about a week once, you don't feel too good about it.

Well, whatever. Okay.

I'll leave you with this?

<3

:: 2005 20 February :: 9.43pm

Random memegens
Read more..

Here's to everyone. I'm going to post it too. WHOO!

I'm so tired. Aren't you?

:: 2005 20 February :: 9.23pm

This was linked from the RPGWW forum.....

The "New" Loony Tunes.

And if you still want to see a preview to experience the horror.....
Here it is.
I'm sorry the world had to turn out this way. And you're all so young, too......

4 Chose the right path.People | Do you think we decided right?

:: 2005 18 February :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: Tiredly excited
:: Music: Hang'em High -- MCR

Mhmm
Tonight I'm going to my Great Grandma's house in Englewood. That's still in Florida, but whatever ^^;

I'm dragging Jade with me so I won't be direly alone. I have a lot to do this weekend, which sucks. I gotta practice or else Evan will call my house and scream about not wanting any and hang up on me.. He's such a scary man.

He's always so mean to Naomi and I. I guess we kinda provoke him sometimes, but otherwise he just tells us to shut up if she makes a miniscule comment to me. Le rarr, Band Master, just because you're wonderful at 5 million different instruments doesn't mean you get to be so aggravating.. or something.

Oh well, i love the band master.

Rarr. I'm so tired. I think. I need to shower... and pack.. and shit. GOTTA BE CLEAN FOR THE CARRR! XD I guess that's what everyone thinks. Jade showered. Dave showered. I'm showering. Atleast we have the decency to stunt the car stinking up too bad. Loverly.

I love people. I noticed that again today. I don't know why.. I just like them. Well, most of them, anyways o.0;

There are some exceptions, I must say.

I've noticed something.. I'm so used to giving Ducky a peck when I see him from when we were going out xD I'm always tempted to kiss him when I see him.

How odd.. how.. habitual. I guess I should pack.

I'm ghey.

And.. maybe even.. loving it? o.0;

xD

"We are the very hurt you sold"

1 Chose the right path. | Do you think we decided right?

:: 2005 17 February :: 4.09pm

I got an email from my brother. He says that "This summer I am going to London for 3 months to study abroad and
intern with a design studio."
Yay for Mike!

I have to go over to Purdue and say hi sometime. I haven't seen him in two years.

3 Chose the right path.People | Do you think we decided right?

:: 2005 16 February :: 9.51pm

I was online searching for shoes. Do you want to know what I found instead?

Do you?

2 Chose the right path.People | Do you think we decided right?

:: 2005 15 February :: 8.07pm
:: Mood: Silly
:: Music: Sweet Dreams (are made of This) - Manson

...
I Need My DP Fix: I'll cry
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'll ride my bike.
I Need My DP Fix: XD Fuck you
o0p5 y3r d34d: XD

3 Chose the right path.People | Do you think we decided right?

:: 2005 15 February :: 5.06pm
:: Mood: High?
:: Music: Right Here In My Arms - HIM

... Ah.
Jade said I hit her window..

And I told her I don't hit windows.. I don't believe in their abuse of windows.

She said I was stupid.

SUTPID

Ohemgee! 0.0

SUTPID

"I can hear myself breathing! HAHAHHAA!"

5 Chose the right path.People | Do you think we decided right?

:: 2005 14 February :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: Clean
:: Music: None.. T.T

Hmn..
A.. poem? Fancy that!

I open my eyes, they're swollen and red
And for some reason I wonder if I'm any good in bed

This body isn't all that great
There's just too much here to hate

But you've seen past my looks
Past the hair and comic books
You think you're in love
And all I can say is "I love you, too"

You're the first one to
Make me feel the way I do
I wish you were here more often
So my feelings could be expressed better

I'm afraid I'm gonna bleed
Without the sustenance I need

Heart beats too fast
Strength aint gonna last
I need you now so I can sleep

This feeling sucks
Less than ten bucks
For your papery suicide

I'll pay the price
If you're nice

And in the end we'll die old

You have this wonderful feeling
Spinning round through my dizzied heart
You leave a magical happiness
It's all that I breathe

When we get past this happy
Back to crappy
You'll see exactly how cold I am

I'm sheer Ice Queen
Way too fuckin' mean
To understand there's love in the world

I'll open my heart
Maybe we'll start

Of course the end looms closer

>>;;;;;;

I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL THAT WAAAAS! So don't ask? XDD

Today was odd, you could say. In first period, we made HAPPY BOXES! And in second we were outside (e.e;). In third period things were odd, in fourth Keith and I finished the test thing kinda late. In fifth, I was kinda bored without Naomi, but oddly played better (=p). Lunch seemed.. no different, I guess. Sixth was drawingful, and seventh.. oh how silly Seventh was!

Here's the play we wrote and performed today (Andrea = Eddie due to her absence)

CAST
Jesse: Answer-stealing cheater (has green pass)
Ricki: Teacher (Ms. Goldsmith)
Jackie: Goody-goody
Tara: Nerd
Joelle: Cheater
Frank: Cheater
Andrea: Cheater
Emily: Cheater
Zach: Dean (Distraction)

Begin:

[Students and teacher enter stage right, students take seats, teacher starts directions]

Ricki - "Here is your Informal Geometry Semester final. If you fail this, you fail my class, and you'll have to retake it next year. That will probably be most of you since you're in Informal Geometry!" (Laughs hard, snorts, falls over)

[Teacher passes out test]

Emily - "Great gosh! I don't know this stuff! Can I copy?"

Joelle - "Jeez louise, same here. Ugh! Another F for me, and I'm SO hungry!"

Frank - "I can make a sandwich in 48 seconds, just give me some bread, cold-cuts, and shit."

Tara - "Can you please lower your volumes? I'm trying to concentrate."

[Jesse enters stage right]

Ricki - "You're late (mutters "No surprise") Where's your hall pass?"

Jesse - "Right here, can you get it?" (raises hall pass above head, teacher goes to get it, Jesse steals answer key for test)

ackie - "Oh my gosh, did you just steal those answer? I'm telling!"

Jesse - "No, it's just a figment of your imagination!"

[Zach enter stage right, Jesse goes to empty seat]

Zach - "Ms. Goldsmith, may I talk to you outside?"

[Ricki and Zach exit stage right. Jessie reads out answers to cheaters whom gather around his chair]

Zach(outside) - "You're fired! I can't take all the yelling and disciplining! These children are angels, they'd never do all the horrible things you say!"

[Loud sobs emit from the door, cheaters still gathered]

Andrea - "Wow, this is all stuff I learned last year."

Joelle - "It is, isn't it? Adding with more than 4 numbers."

Frank - "This stuff still confuses me."

Emily - "This isn't subtraction?!"

[Zach enters stage right, students look up when he enters.]

Andrea - "Uh oh, it's... it's.. that guy!"

Zach - "What's going on here?!"

Jackie - "They're cheating, sir! They're cheating! Cheaters! Cheating!"

Zach - "We'll see about that. All of you (points to Jesse and those around him) to the principle!"

[Zach, Jesse, Joelle, Frank, Andrea, Emily exit stage right, Tara and Jackie remain. Ricki enters stage right.]

Tara - "FINALLY! I HAVE COMPLETED IT! I will graduate!"

[Ricki takes Tara's paper]

Ricki - "They're.. they're are all wrong."

END! THANK GOD!

Yes I was.. a cheater. How silly! I wrote most of it and had to send it around to the others. They were scared of my email address (i_like_them_dead@yahoo.com XDD) Very silly.

Anime club was.. t3h g00d. And HERE I AMMMM!

There was this crazy black cat pickin' a scrap with S'mores. S'mores like.. ran into the window trying to get it xDD

<3!!!

FUCK VALENTINNNES! YEEEY!

".. THIS ISN'T SUBTRACTION?!"

:: 2005 14 February :: 7.25pm

Anyway, I took the night off from work because it's Valentine's Day. I wanted to have a chance to spend some time NOT WORKING. This is a good thing, no?

I meet Brian for dinner and Magnus, Greg and Jason are all up there as well. This is okay, because I do like these people and they keep me entertained.

When we finish eating, we go back to the co-ed hall where the guys live for the most part on the principle that we can go downstairs and play pool. Just hang out, you know? Well, there's a billiards tournament going on so there can be no unscheduled pool. The solution is to go to Brian's room. The guys want to play video games. There is a maximum number of two controllers if we borrow one.
Now, I'm tired of sitting and watching boys play video games. I guess a couple of months watching Caleb and Link and whoever else was at the apartment play vice city did that.
So, I tell them that I'm going to go back to my room to find something to do. I said that I would be back, but that I needed to get something to do that was more to my liking. Magnus and Brian said that I could play, that of course I'm invited.
I don't generally like playing video games. I like the fighters because they're mindless violence. This is good. If I wanted plot I'd read a damn book. But I digress.

I go back to my room and play Killer Instinct for half an hour.

Brian calls me and wants to know where I am. I told him I'm playing Killer Instinct. He was amused and confused at the same time. He did not know what to do.

He said that he felt kind of like an ass, like he'd run out on me to play video games.
Not true, I said I'd be back and I will, but right now I'm playing Killer Instinct.
Okay, but.... I don't know what I should do here. I mean, I guess I can do nothing but leave you to that.
It's my night off, I can do whatever I want.
Well yes, but this is a deviation from the norm. Well, I guess you not working is a deviation from the norm, but... I don't know. I guess I'll see you later.
Yup. I'll be over at some point. *promptly hang up*

I feel like I'm being a childish bitch, so I had to get some kind of public record of it. On the one hand, if I take time off on Valentine's Day, maybe that means I want to do something with my boyfriend. On the other hand, I'm not communicating that I want to spend time with him, and it's not my intent to keep him from having fun with our friends. I know he'll worry about it (because he really does worry too damn much. He'll become a very old man very young) if I make an issue of it.

Sometimes I just don't know how to talk about things so that he'll receive them at the correct level of importance. I don't know why he worries so much about the various miscellaneous shit orbiting me and my life, but he does. As a result, I don't know how to formulate discussions so that he won't get overly distrought, but at the same time understand that I have a problem.

It's not that I have trouble talking to him. Not at all. I barely notice things like emotions without him involved, let alone actively hold them back where he's concerned. He knows that I love him, and I know he loves me. I just wish sometimes that I wouldn't have to feel like I'm shielding him in some small way from my emotions.

jaganshi

:: 2005 12 February :: 2.17pm

Stupid server messes.
Poor Andy. He works so hard for us. T_T

Andy needs a militia. Who's in?

9 Chose the right path.People | Do you think we decided right?

:: 2005 10 February :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: ^^;
:: Music: "Watching" - Evanescence

Oh baby.
Welp, I went to UTurn with my fangs in. How silly ^^

Yesterday, oh man, we had this guy from FAU step in to help conduct in our band class... e.e;;;

He.. Was.. Oh my god XDDDDD

Let's just say he sure knew his interpretive dance!

He had a thin combover, he flipped his tie in his face, he humped air, he smiled drunkly, and apparentally he was married!

He made our tonguing go at "Turbo-space speed 12"!!! XDDDDD

The whole band would not stop laughing, but since we aren't rude, we laughed into our instruments e.e;;;

xD

Yeah.

Souuuu.. yeah. Thought you'd like to know e.e;;

Ooh! My "Yeah" mix has been playing since I left for UTurn at 7 up until I got home! AMAZING! I get home and like.. 9. How silly!

<3! For luv-luv taste!

P.S. I'm beuful e.e;;

xD

MRH1024: i don't look for then u still look nice

o0p5 y3r d34d: Aw, gee, thanks.

o0p5 y3r d34d: I reall think I'm horrible looking. I'm surprised I pulled off the tiny-shirt deal at UTurn

o0p5 y3r d34d: really*

MRH1024: np to my eyes i think ur beaful

MRH1024: wut

MRH1024: wut u mean

o0p5 y3r d34d: I spelt really wrong ^^;

o0p5 y3r d34d: I'm beaful. I s0 rock.

MRH1024: wut were u wearing under the shirt

MRH1024: im coneus

o0p5 y3r d34d: ...... A.. bra?

Hmm.. if you couldn't read that, go beat up Michael Howell.. I sure should, he needs a built-in spell check or something. And to learn my chest is off limits.. ~twitch~

He DOES get beaten for that, THANK YOU