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Hello internet homie! It is I, BEEF, the crazy swine wench that writes a whole bunch of stupid babbles in this web journal! Sound's fun, you say? WELL SLAP ME WITH A CREAM HORN! So anyway, I'm Beef. Yup. I'm 16, have strawberry blonde hair, hazely eyes... And... Um... I like waffles. Yes. OK, that's all. Really. GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

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The anime's/mangas I like are (in no particular order)...: FullMetal Alchemist, Eureka 7, Samurai 7, Hellsing, Fruits Basket, Angel Sanctuary, +Anima, Cowboy Bebop, Big O, Trigun, Inuyasha, Jubei-Chan, Saiyuki, Immortal Rain, Nana, Alice 19th, Tokyo Mew Mew, Witch Hunter Robin, Yu Yu Hakusho, Super Milk-Chan, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Naruto, Bleach, Gungrave, Gad Guard, K.O. Beast, Tenchi Muyo, Wolf's Rain, Azumanga Daioh, Trinity Blood, Paranoia Agent, s-CRY-ed, Descendants of Darkness (Yami no Matsuei), Diamond Daydreams,and probably others. I'm just to lazy to try to think of them! ^.^;

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 10 January :: 6.49pm
:: Mood: Ow, my esteem
:: Music: ..

o.o;;;;;;
Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates anope, zero
your best quality isNothing really...
your worst quality isyou trust people too easily
this is becauseOf the people you hang around
Quiz created with MemeGen!


Wow..

I'm so loved.. <<;;

That raised my self esteem a WHOLE.. LEVEL! xDDD

JUST KIDDINGGGGGG! >>

Love ya

<3

"You will get pregnant.. and die."

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 9 January :: 7.52pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: None

Umbrella Corporation
Welll.. it was a weekend indeed as the Winter Break comes to a screeching halt and tossing me into the fathomless depths of school.

Yum.

:: Friday ::

Weston came over at night for a while and then we went to Laur's so I could sleep over and pick up Jade the next day. Silly. I painted up Weston to look like a geisha. Giggle ^^

Laur and I decided to stay up 'cause we were suposed to get up early (9 am), but that only worked 'til her mom told us to go to sleep. Then we conched out.

:: Saturday ::

Woke up at, like, 9:45 am and we left about 10:15 for Jade's house ( we had to meet Kimmie there ). I didn't feel too good, but whatever. We went to go pick up Jade.

The first time we saw her was her dashing through the airport with a baggage cart. This scene = sheer hilarity. Laur and I laughed so hard ^^ We put Asj and Jade in the car and went to McDonald's for some luncheon.

Ah ha! The baby loved me ^^ And I loved her. Mark and Kimmie went to the race track, so Jade, Laur, Anna, Asja, and I watched Athena and the boys. That was great, I went SWIMMING!

AHHHHH! EMILY WENT IN THE POOOOOOL!

Watch out for floating candy bars! >>

JUST.. KIDDING!

Okay, I'm good. Anyways...

We took Thenie in, but she was just too cold and unhappy in her wet diaper so we took her out, gave her a bath, and then changed ourselves and played DDR for a bit.

Then, out of fucking NO WHERE, Keith shows up right behind us! All three of us screamed xDD We're such geeks. Mark and Kimmie came home with some other people and we went to the Beach Club for dinner. How silly.

So we ate, and Keith and I said we were seven year olds at the same time (scaryyyy!1!) and then we ventured out to find the beach (scarierrrr!11!) We found it and it was all dark and all I could think about seeing Jade step out onto the sand was the beginning of Jaws .-. THANK YOU, TV PRODUCTION!

Anyways, that was over and we went home and Keith went home a bit later, but not before taking some lovely pictures, of course (^.~)

Laur and Jade went to bed at freaking 12:30 am!! HOW DO YOU DO THAT?!?! But oh well. I stayed up 'til, like, 1:30 am then fell asleep on the floor. I stole the comforter, so later I was prompted to get on the bed 'cause I had the blanket. Even though there were a buncha blankets up there still.

:: Sunday ::

Hahaha, Jade wakes us up at freakin' 11 am -.-;; Screw.. you. I didn't get up for a while..

Then I did.

Now I'm okay.

They were gonna go to the beach, but they didn't, so I was okay. Erik came over. Laur, Asj, and I went swimming, annnd.. yeah. I went to Wilt Chamberlain's, it was great. We got 2018 tickets. Yum. Then I went home.

And here I am. ^^

YEY!

And tomorrow's school.

Boo.

My mom's hurting my brain.

And calling me names

CHILD ABUSE!

I started my period today ._.;

That's a sad thing to me.

I was thinking.. it would be.. SO hot.. to have an Umbrella Corporation ID. You know, the Umbrella Corporation from Resident Evil?

How freaking AWESOME would that be? Really? Don't even lie to yourself.

If some one could make that.. I'd like.. worship you o.o;; And pay you.

'Cause that's just the hotness.

Anyways, I'm out.

Laterrrrrrr

".. BIRD!"

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 8 January :: 6.43pm

Well, Brian and his mother are driving up here tomorrow, and I'm going to go stay with his family for the last week of break.
I"m so excited. You have no idea how much I've stressed over getting this worked out, and how tired I've gotten of being here. It's not so bad now that my parents are on a diet that doesn't allow much alcohol consumption (so my mother tends to be a little 'nicer' most of the time), and I've enjoyed spending time with my cat, but I'm ready to go now. I want to go and I'm so happy to be seeing Brian tomorrow.

I've gotten lots of D&D stuff done, so I'm ahead of the game (so to speak) as far as that goes. I can post my finished character sheet for my new character, Dawn. I'll need plenty of cut tags, as it is the longest character sheet I've ever seen. Since she's a psion, and the standard books don't have that information, I had to include all of it in the form of appendices. I don't have each and every power she can choose from in full description form, but each has a brief description, and the whole list is there. The ones she can actually use are fully described.

Sorry, I'm rambling. It's just that Dawn has been hounding me to finish her stuff.

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 8 January :: 1.38am
:: Mood: Giggle
:: Music: Mean Girls =p

4 questions
Ask me 4 questions.

Any 4 no matter how personal, private or random.

I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all. In turn you post this message in your own journal & you have to answer the questions that are asked from you.

Love yoooou

<3

"I can't go out "ehh ehh" I'm sick"

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 7 January :: 5.33pm
:: Mood: Excited *-*
:: Music: Hang'em High -- MCR

Arts and up-too-earlies
Darkness sucked.

The plot was AWESOME, but the film sucked.

Sure it scared me.

But.. I get scared at everything.

Even just at night o.o;;

Oh well.

I DDRed AWESOMELY o.o

And I drew some fancy things and have a new concept..

Maybe, JUST MAYBE, I could start comicing.

That would be hot.

I love you, Shima T.T

AND ALL OF YOU!

<3

"Pull the six-guns from your back, throttle the ignition.."

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 6 January :: 11.41pm
:: Mood: Cutesy o.o

Movie?
13 going on 30 is the cutest movie in the world.

I bloody LOVED the retro! XDDD Outfits = hot

Love ya!

"You can be the kettle and the pot, bee-atch!"

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 6 January :: 9.50pm

Movies.. Tomorrow.. BE THERE
Tomorrow, you go to Muvico at 11:30 am

You buy yourself a ticket for the 12:05 showing of Darkness

You go into the theater arcade and you wait for the others.

You do this.. and you will not die.

<3

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jaganshi

:: 2005 6 January :: 7.32pm

Yay fun!
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jaganshi

:: 2005 6 January :: 5.59pm

What kind of pirate am I? You decide!
You can also view a breakdown of results or put one of these on your own page!
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey

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jaganshi

:: 2005 6 January :: 3.54pm

Well, none of you know anything about my RP characters, but I suppose I could introduce you sometime. Anyway, quizzes.
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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 6 January :: 3.23pm
:: Mood: Stretchy
:: Music: TV

Mel and I
o0p5 y3r d34d: Herrooo

IthildenElessar: HELLLLO!! ^.^

o0p5 y3r d34d: HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

IthildenElessar: WAzZaP?

IthildenElessar: Down w/ the bitches and hoes

o0p5 y3r d34d: xDDDD

o0p5 y3r d34d: Nuthin's up, how's buisiness, pimp?

IthildenElessar: Naomi's plotting against me so i must destroy her

IthildenElessar: !!!

o0p5 y3r d34d: What what?!

o0p5 y3r d34d: Is she stealin your corner?

IthildenElessar: damn str8

o0p5 y3r d34d: Darn it all! Pimping just isn't what it used to be

IthildenElessar: *tear* truthfully i can't understand half of the pimping
phrases

o0p5 y3r d34d: XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

IthildenElessar: DDAMN it ALL

o0p5 y3r d34d: No need to cuss me out!

o0p5 y3r d34d: I just make mah money wif mah ho's

IthildenElessar: No shame in that

o0p5 y3r d34d: No shame in my game

o0p5 y3r d34d: You think I'm lame? You're to blame

o0p5 y3r d34d: I only search for my destined fame!

o0p5 y3r d34d: BAHAHAHAH!

IthildenElessar: u try to rhyme..but there's not enough time

o0p5 y3r d34d: Time..? Time?! You speak of time with my rhyme

IthildenElessar: i need a dime

IthildenElessar: 4 my rhyme

o0p5 y3r d34d: I'll rhyme all I want, I don't mean to flaunt

o0p5 y3r d34d: But I bet you're worth more than a dime

o0p5 y3r d34d: ^.~

IthildenElessar: I come all the way from the west side of Boca
*rapper pose* West Side!

o0p5 y3r d34d: ~crazy S pose~ South side!

IthildenElessar: South side got nutin on me!

o0p5 y3r d34d: West side sure aint fo' free!

IthildenElessar: Yo Foo'

o0p5 y3r d34d: Whuh? Whuh? Break it down, Westie

IthildenElessar: can't touch this...*music..na na na na na na na* lol.

o0p5 y3r d34d: xD

o0p5 y3r d34d: I feel dat!

IthildenElessar: poop

o0p5 y3r d34d: Dat hurt, was day Jimmy Choo Show?!

IthildenElessar: it hurt rite there *hits shoulder*..i mean...

o0p5 y3r d34d: ~does the worm~ <
IthildenElessar: *holds arm in pain* MY TOE!

o0p5 y3r d34d: ~holds her spleen~ MY LASAGNA!

IthildenElessar: hmmm....lasagna....

o0p5 y3r d34d: I love Lasagna

IthildenElessar: No u don't

o0p5 y3r d34d: Yes.. I do

IthildenElessar: No.....u don't

o0p5 y3r d34d: Yess.. I do o.o

o0p5 y3r d34d: Wanna mess?!

IthildenElessar: no......u don't O.O

IthildenElessar: !

o0p5 y3r d34d: YES I DOOOO!

o0p5 y3r d34d: ~tackles~

IthildenElessar: *bits*

IthildenElessar: bites*

o0p5 y3r d34d: .. ~moans~ XDDD

IthildenElessar: ouchy

o0p5 y3r d34d: ~licks~ =p

IthildenElessar: Naomi eats babies 4 breakfast...

o0p5 y3r d34d: I know

o0p5 y3r d34d: I harvest them for her

o0p5 y3r d34d: It keeps her evil and healthy

IthildenElessar: she's losing her mind...and i'm taking all the benefits....

o0p5 y3r d34d: Giggle

IthildenElessar: *cackles*

IthildenElessar: !!!!!!!!!!!!

o0p5 y3r d34d: 0.0

IthildenElessar: dON'T B SCERED

o0p5 y3r d34d: I aint scurred!

o0p5 y3r d34d: Just.. surprised =p

o0p5 y3r d34d: XD

IthildenElessar: ohhh....then my life isn't complEte

IthildenElessar: ^.^

IthildenElessar: Naomi told me she was adopted as a child. Her true mother was an ape and her father was king of Zionxx. She's very sensitive about the subject so i only make fun of her about it on Monday, Thursday and Friday

Silly us.

"It's magical and you.. are a magician."

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 6 January :: 2.53pm
:: Mood: Elasticy
:: Music: TV

Giggle
Wow..

I just, like, stretched.

A lot.

I'm going to practice breakdancing o.o

XDDDDDDD

Silly!

"West side sho aint fo' free!"

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 6 January :: 12.26am
:: Mood: Owie
:: Music: Nuffin

Result
lonely moon
you represent the hard times in life. you have a
hard life yourself and a hidden self many don't
know about.


What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
brought to you by Quizilla


... Dammit.

XD

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists..."

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 5 January :: 11.22pm
:: Mood: Good <3
:: Music: YEY!

A night <3!
AHH!

Tonight was so fun! ^^

I love Ducky <3!

xDD I typed Fucky before I noticed my error.

Giggle.

We saw A Series of Unfortunate Events

Wow, I can't even type right

(Please excuse any grammatical and/or spelling errors)

Silly ^^

<3

"Roast beef, it's a German term for beef.. that is roasted!"

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jaganshi

:: 2005 5 January :: 7.51pm

the men up there dont like a lot of blabber...
they think a girl who gossips is a bore
yes, on land its much preferred
for ladies not to say a word
after all, what is idle prattle for?

com'on they're not all that impressed with conversation,
true gentlemen avoid when they can
but they dote and swoon and fawn
on a lady who's withdrawn
its's she who holds her tongue who gets her man


Sitting. Did some work on one of my new characters today, and that was fun. Other than that, I may start work on a new drawing tonight to pass the time. I need something to do, and at least one or two of my new characters should be put down visually.
My parents are watching television tonight, which is an improvement on last night because they don't have any wine this time. My mother gets nasty when she's had one or two. Can't handle her firewater, that one. So, there is a moderate amount of peace about the house. Just the same, I'm probably going to retire out to my room at nine o'clock. Last night I went to bed before I was tired more or less as a way of cutting my losses and leaving before things got too chaotic.

Four days. Three if you don't count today, and then I can see Brian again. Of course, we may not speak before then, but I'll just keep updating my journal and whatever.

He replied with a comment after I had called him this morning. I called at about 1pm, so that he would in all likelihood still be asleep. At least that way I knew he would be home.
His note is as follows:


*heavy sigh*

I don't know about you, but for me, there's nothing like the unavoidable feeling that you've erred in a way that can only be repaired by means of someone else's goodwill. Particularly when the person in question is someone important. Knowing that the only reason you aren't eternally condemned is because someone decided you were worthy of forgiveness is a very hard reality to face, particularly when you yourself aren't entirely certain of whether or not you necessarily deserve any sort of sympathy.

The unfortunate fact of the matter is that I have erred magnificently. In my own thoughtlessness, I have given the most important person in my entire life, the one into whom I invest the most of myself without feeling like I have ever given anything away, the impression that some other possibility might be true. I have failed to uphold my ultimate goal--making you feel like the most important person in the world--and the fact that I would let my own selfishness and inattentiveness create an issue like this in the first place is a devastating blow to my own sense of self-integrity.

In short, I'm sorry beyond words, and I know it's been causing you a lot of frustration being unable to get ahold of me. I want you to always be happy, and at the moment, not only have I been doing nothing to make that a reality, but I have been actively interfering with such. I promise you I'll do my best to make sure this sort of thing doesn't happen again. It kills me to be without you, and my solution thus far has largely been to drown myself in other activities just to pass the time more quickly--unfortunately, it seems like I got so involved in trying to burn up the time spent waiting to see you again that I forgot who I was waiting for.

I know you say you aren't mad anymore, but I intend to repay you three times over for my mistakes. Not really sure how yet, but I always think of something. It's my job. Besides, if I'm going to be anywhere as perfect as you are, I have a little bit of catching up to do...

Mutually obsessed,
~Brian

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