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:: 2002 29 November :: 9.49 am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: dashboard confessional

happiness!
omg! i cant wait till tonight! i get t go to the movies ( i think) and mah gurlie kat is going to meet up wif this kid eric! omg i think they will hit off! kat is so pretty and intellegent and nice and funny i dont know if anyone could hate her?! it might be imposible! im going to mkae her look sooo good and im going to look really good to tonight! mna we are going to try and go see 8 crazy nights and she is going to look hot and meet up wif eric and i hope that later on when they get to know each other maybe the could go out!? im hopping that tonight i will hang out wif someone hot and cool....but i dont know about that... maybe ill see micah there or billy or any other guy friends and im hopping to see mah baby gurls---> paulina,eden,ant,sam,deff kat ....and mandy, amanda, and rachel...and every1 else!welp im going to dip ok? lata x0x0x

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:: 2002 28 November :: 11.03 am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: taking back sunday

life
Life goes on...is what everyone says t me..but does it really? picture thia...your in a happy peppy ood and all of asoden your friend tells you th guiy you were majorly cruching on is going ot ask this other gurl out and you are torn into little itty bitty pieces...and you have no more tears left to cry..but then you are talking to your friends and they have the same problems to all of the broke up or got dumped by/with their boyfriends...bu then your one firned who hasnt been in any of this mess talks to this guy and wants to meet him and you are excited and for that little moment you forget about everything except making your friend look beautiful and hot for tommrorow night?and you just cant wait!but for that one minute of happines you hade 10 moments of saddness....at that moment you thought..could life really go on? or will i be stuck here forever?! the truth is the only way life will go on is if you have yur friends and music...without those 2 you will feel lik life has stopped...sometimes not even familyl can help and maybe not friends but one thing you can ALWAYS rely on is music! becasue with out that id be lost.....

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