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2003 10 November :: 6.44 pm
muhaha, jessica, is my soulmate, i promise you!!!:-D..p.s i didnt know u went with jason!wtf!!!hhaah
hey tina...i <3 guy!!hardi har har!
2 i love you... |
for forever and today |
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2003 9 November :: 12.21 pm
I'm insane, it's your fault so sly
your well of lies ran dry
and I cut to the core free fall
from so high we seem so small
2 i love you... |
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2003 8 November :: 10.51 am
:: Mood: :-\
last night i went to the football game with katherine, marcie, ant, and eden! it was fun, i saw this HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTkid wearing a beanie !!hha and he had black hair, his name was travis,and then katherine and eden told me he ha a very hot girlfriend and shes so nice and so pretty and so sweet and blah blah..it kind got me sad...because they were saying shes marcella pretty (even prettier) and im thinking.."if she marcella pretty, then im the ugliest creature that walked this earth"...so it kinda got me depressed...on top of all the other shit thats going on in my head..:-\..and this morning my mom satartied bitching at me cause my dad asked where i was and i said why, so she said i was a fucking moran and m a piece of shit and disreespectful and to get the fuck out of her face, and i sad i hate you, and she said watch ur language?!! me watch my language, i hate her, i asked why because i didnt feel like goin upstairs for no reason, butb then my dad came down and paid me for wor, and i said fuck you and walked upstairs (to my momthat is)..and my dads like calm down, like he knows anything...
you sometimes wonder, whatgoes on in my head...
sabrina
4 i love you... |
for forever and today |
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2003 6 November :: 11.27 am
:: Mood: woo!
last night,went to saves the day and taking back sunday..the most awsome conecrt iv ever been to.taking back sunday was absoklutley amazing! they rocked my socks right off!i got hit a few times...more then necesary,but hey, thats a concert? the guys looked sooo dumb moshing..dont ask..but..o well..i saw bart, kadie and ryan there...:-D..haha today iwas supposed to have a math test, but the weather wasbad, so the kids couldnt ghet to the class, so it was cancled! if i hadnt gone to the concert. to study, i would ahve shot myself, about 3 times..muhaha..everything works out for the best!tonight i went to saritas (sarahs) it was really fun, we talked and her mom had a jewlery show (her moms friends) it was cool..i got a watch..yaye..and after, i went to the car show with danielle, which was boring cause no one was there..thats were i am..right now..
halfway out the door, but entering a new one..
sabby <3
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2003 1 November :: 12.43 am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: nsync
i....
tonight..was interesting..first..danielle and i started oiff by getting into our amazingly odd costumes..then after, we went to the cute kids housein our neiborhood, then went to her moms neiborhood, got candy, hungout with matt, robby..and then we went to atlantis the city...and then we went to chaple hill..we went there pretty much to see micah and chris, and as we entered the nieborhood, danielle called chris, but he didnt answer, so we passed his house, then just went driving, then saw brant and micah was with him...but no..micah didnt really talk to me..he said hi and everything..but then went behind the bushes with brent emilly, luis, corbin,judd,and some other gurls..i got mad, becaus ei went there for him..
ill never be good enough for him will i?
sabby
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2003 30 October :: 4.04 pm
well...today is going alright..i had a few tests today, and tomorrow i have a few, i want my mom to let me go to the car show with dani..as far as katehrine and i go..i dont know..im not sure what is going on.i would rather put everything behind us, and just go back to normal?im not sure though..bozza look sooo good! ut he doesnt like me..:0(...tomorrow is haloween...
sabby
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2003 27 October :: 5.30 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: ...
i love it when im with you..
well..i was verrryyy busy this weekend..on friday, i skipped school, and i watched malibues most wanted at danielles house, then i went to odyssey..it was weird..then i went home, got changed and went to teh bonfire...after that, i went to poppas resturant, and came home,then dani and i went to see scary movie 3.lol..on saturday..i went to teh orthodonitst,then i went to the mall with dnia to get our nails done..then came home, got changed, went to city place with sam, saw scary movie 3 again, came home, toook kaylas boyfriend home,then slept over danis house...we also went to the beach befor city place..and had dinner together at try tye..on sunday, we went to teh wellingtion mall..and guess who i saw..MICAH!..i was finishng up my klunch, and ias i stood up, i saw him..i put my head down like i didnt but then he came over with kayl (she said hi to him firt) and he was like hi..blah blah blah..i was like..damn i hadnt talked or seen u for 3 weeks.. (even longer) and its all for nothing.he looked good..i really am confussed...:-\..then i went out to chinese wiht mah momma, dadda, and sister..and when i was in the car with jme..i was like there is this kid at school i like and shes like really and i was like yea, but he doesnt like me, and shes like oi dont remember what it felt like to lie a kid and him not like me back..and i was like it sucks, it happens to me all the time..:-(..and befor that t.j was like i miss u and im sorry i screwed up the relationship..i was like..w.e..:'(..so thats the update...katheirne and i havnt hung out in awhiell..she decided to go to the movies with paulina instead of come with me to the bonfire..its her choice..obviousl there better friends..her paulina and eden..then her and i ...3 years out the window...:-(...
please..tell me im wrong..
but if it is the truth, i must move on..
sabby..
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2003 22 October :: 8.51 pm
well, today...school was pretty fun.sarah and i joked around alot.she gonna come over soon and watch a night at the roxeberry, andsoon her and i w ill have some funny jokes..i might hang out wiht her on halloween, she said she just has to figure out what she is going to do..lol..i heard soeone say...o well im gay nayways..and i was like..wow...this reminds me of old times..and i just kept walking.im trying to mke friends at school..i have a few..but still daniel wont talk to me..i think he is really hot.lol but o well..i want to go to the bonfire this friday, but i want to go to fright night to.whatever im allowed to do, is fine with me..if any..lol..tomorrow i have a geometry test and social studies test..woo.me and danielle have been talking and chilling alot..its really fun, and cool..:-)..well im outa here..
I love u sarah asjddi hahahhahah-jessica
tata
I know that we are fading away
we cant seem to find a spare moment, in the day.
i wish u knew,what a friend u are to me
but i dont know, if ou really see..
u have other friends,that u hang with alot
i feel like they are taking my spot.
i know i may be wrong sometimes
ans sometimes i am right
but i wont stop until i know
that i had put up a fight.
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for forever and today |
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2003 19 October :: 8.52 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: top of the world..
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tonight i ate dinner with kaye, mark,lewis and russle..it was pretty cool..it was at my paps resturantey so i hung out with soraya and hachime..he is soooo funny...and os is soraya..soroya, gween and i are goign to go se ethe texas chainsaw masacre on either monday or tuesday..not sure...but all i know is it is going to be scary, luckily gween is kinda big so i can hide on his arm...;-D!!even thought he is 20 and soraya is 23 and hackime has a wife and is 21..lol..i know..im good.last night i worked, came home at 2..i <3 work cause sorya gween and hachime and i joke around all the time..iuts great..i also worked on friday night..which was also fun.i called my dad a pimp and he gave me 50$...woohu!!! i know that friday i going to go see alll the assholes at odyssey..i dont know whgy im going..they probably wont know who i am..sabrina who?lol..but o well..school is going great..sarah and i talk alot, and i still think daniel os hot..but i dont want hi to know, caus ei know he doesnt like me..it would be awkward..u know?im so tired lately..i also dont have much of a life anymore..but i am dealing with it..this halloween im probably gonna go with danielle, or my moms friend kaye..itll be great!i dont hgave many exciting stories to tell..none of my old friends even call me or anything..i dont care.if they dont like me anymore, that is there decisoun..im happy with what i have...even if it is terribly lonely..i havnt seen/talked to katherine much..but i know she is having fun, which is all that matters, even if she decides not to be with me that day...:-)
im outa here like a fat gurl in dodge ball (hahah gween!)
but all in all, i know where falling apart...
6 i love you... |
for forever and today |
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2003 17 October :: 5.40 pm
:: Mood: :-\
:: Music: ...
Look what you've done to me now, you've made me perfect. If you can't stand upon the earth then I will meet you on the other side. When you blink do you only find the misery weighs down your eyes?
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for forever and today |
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