I came here by day, but I left here in darkness

 

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:: 2003 27 September :: 12.29 am

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Paranoid: Low click for info
Schizoid: Low click for info
Schizotypal: Low click for info
Antisocial: Low click for info
Borderline: Low click for info
Histrionic: Low click for info
Narcissistic: Low click for info
Avoidant: Low click for info
Dependent: Moderate click for info
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

Water Goddess
Water Goddess. You like peace and serenity and are
usually content with life.


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Which Piercing are you?


I Think Everybody Finds It Difficult At Some Point To Find A Reason To Open Their Eyes In The Morning. But Does There Have To Be A Reason For Everything?..

Islam
YOU ARE MUSLIM. You are sick of everyone
misunderstanding your religion, and want people
(particularly the Bab-tists) to know that most
Muslims are peaceful and not terrorists.
Salaam.


What religion suits you the best?
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3 i love you... | for forever and today


:: 2003 26 September :: 5.22 pm
:: Mood: fucked up things...
:: Music: something corporate-konstantine

...
then on that last day he breaks
and he stood tall
and he yelled, and he yelled
then in violent frustration, he cries out to god or just no one
is there a point to this madness, and all that he was, was just a tragedy

God, what went, went wrong, God
Then he takes his life

you've been on my mind
since i saw you walking by
i knew i had to know you better you were everything
but i didn't know what to say
so you just walked away
i couldn't believe what a fool i was to let you go


I guess its luck, but its the same
Hard luck, youve been trying to tame
Maybe its love, but its like you said
Love is like a role that we play.
"why do people say i love you so much, after awhile it becomes meaningless"

i am t.js...and im really happy about it..:-\

for forever and today


:: 2003 26 September :: 9.01 am

my braces hurt like a mother!
well..i got accepted...im excited..i guess...im sad though..i miss kat and everyone already...my mom is going ot withdraw me this afternoon, and then its goodbye for a long time...bye to all those hatians and spics...lol...kat! just joshing...i guess well see how time progresses?

SAb-ee

Iwas just frontin u know i want u babe! hahahahahha...t.j <3

P.s i saw tourik hahahahha hes hotter then ever! i hope he gets his job back!!!!!!!!!!

for forever and today


:: 2003 25 September :: 10.52 am

everything is so complicated, kids fail at being what they want, people fail at life.i just hope ic an hang in there...

If all else fails, theres alaways you...

SAbby

for forever and today


:: 2003 24 September :: 10.11 am
:: Mood: yawn
:: Music: weezer

Wow
i cant believe it..last day at odyssey is tomorrow..im going to miss sooo many people...kat and marcie and ant..kat especiually...i wont be able to hit her or laugh with her...i prrey she comes to highs chool at zion,i want to cry man...but i cant..i know thigs will only get better...i hope..?

SaB-eee

You love is a lifetaker....

2 i love you... | for forever and today


:: 2003 22 September :: 10.27 am
:: Mood: kjdnflksdnmf

Well, im going out with t.j! i really like him, but i think he likes kayla..he calls her more and all this shit..i dont get it...and otnight i went to dads resturant! i sar tourik leo said he is gonna hire him for 2 days just so i can talk to him! lol..i <3 leo lol..i cant wait..im so confused, i dont know what to do..

"Im torn apart by words that you have said..and all in all i know were falling apart"

1 i love you | for forever and today


:: 2003 16 September :: 6.49 am

HASH(0x870a8c0)
Idol


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for forever and today


:: 2003 6 September :: 11.09 am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: konstatine..

well...
uhm, to start off i guess life has been going alright...im just sick of being stood up, and being taken for a fool...i invited micah, tiffany and chris to dinner on friday night (caus ei ahd to work anyways) and i called them on thusday and they were like..uhm no..and i was like so ur going to sell me out again and there like..yea...im sick of them..i dont even like micah...i just dont want to cover up for him..i really like toufik..i just wsih i could see hgim again..and dad got the hottest new waiter at the resturant..but hes like 25..lol..i guess ill ahve to take it day by day...all i know is, if the days continue like this...there will be no more of me..i dontr think i can take anymore..:-\..

Sabby

P.s HAPPY BDAY KAT!!!(sept..4th 2003...14!!!)

for forever and today


:: 2003 31 August :: 12.09 pm

Ichi
Ichi - "That one with wisdom"
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What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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:: 2003 31 August :: 12.03 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: something corporate-konstantine

:(..
god..i cant stand it..i have the worst luck..i went to my dads resturant to work, i met tofeek..he was so hot, and he had an axent and he was jewish! so i was happy..and we talked for like 1 min then he left..and i didnt know why..so then my mom told me they fired him..he was mentally slow (but coulnt notcie it) and he was pissing off m dads partner..and i felt so bad..and im sad cause i started to like him alot, and he sgone..i dindt even get a number or anything...and then i foundout micah has a g/f..but when i met tofeek i forgot who micah was! i dont like him anymore..i like tofeek..i ahve to get his job back for him...i have to..to save myself...

Sabrina..

for forever and today

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