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:: 2003 15 August :: 11.41 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: the starting line

Guess ill call or see you around..
WEll tonight kat and i went to the movies, we hung out with danny! man hes awsome and cute.l..havnt seen hium for a few yeras now! and sammy! we saw GRIND..it was awsome! the guys in it were sooooo hot! dude...lol...i want one..:-D..And last niht i ahd a huge fight with micah, and i lost alot of "respect" for him, cause he was acting like a true true asshole, and i saw the real him..sounds cra-zee but o well..im gonna go to bed im tired as shit...hopefully danny and i will talk more :-D

Gnight

Sabbby <3
Painting the town yout favorite color..

2 i love you... | for forever and today


:: 2003 7 August :: 10.37 pm
:: Mood: can ya tell im bored?

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.

Blue info
Your Heart is Blue


What Color is Your Heart?
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You are MARLIN!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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Snow White
You are Snow White!



What Disney Princess are you?
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creative: you are an individual at school and thats
why your friends all think you're amazing. you
offer a shoulder to cry on when people need on,
you give good advice and overall a very good
friend. you enjoy being in the company of
others, particularly those closest to you and
sometimes depend on your friends too much. but
apart from being dependent, you can mostly make
it on your own and excel over others. you are
fun, good natured and a great person to be
around!



what kind of girl are you?
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creative: you are an individual at school and thats
why your friends all think you're amazing. you
offer a shoulder to cry on when people need on,
you give good advice and overall a very good
friend. you enjoy being in the company of
others, particularly those closest to you and
sometimes depend on your friends too much. but
apart from being dependent, you can mostly make
it on your own and excel over others. you are
fun, good natured and a great person to be
around!



what kind of girl are you?
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Smooth and dark, you are potent and bitchy yet seductive and irresistible
Congratulations! You're a black velvet!



What Drink Are You?
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Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."



What type of eyes do you have?
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The liberty spikes
You like the Mohawk or liberty spikes!!!!!!!! You
rock thats what i have.



Witch Hair style would you have.
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kiss my ass2
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud



which happy bunny are you?
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a little on the down side but you still got it!



BOOBS(w/ pics)
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HASH(0x87041c8)
schizotypal



Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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schoolgirl
Schoolgirl



What's your sexual appeal?
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Shania Twain-You're modest and humble and you like
to spend time with your loved ones! You are
bound to last.


Which Music Artist Are You?
brought to you by Quizillaholding hands
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.



What Sign of Affection Are You?
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woodchuck
YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!!



what's YOUR deepest secret?
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regular, plain old sex-- boring to some, yet you
seem to love it. hey, do whatever pleases you!
(and of course your significant other)


What type of SEX do You enjoy?
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1. alittle horny but its all good!


How horny are you?
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Christina Ricci
You're Christina Ricci. Beautiful.



What sexy girl are you
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Night Sky1
You come from the Night Sky. You're drawn to the
stars and planets, and it's no wonder why, you
came from them.



Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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You Are Love
You are Love.

You love life, you love all those around you and
the world that you live in. You are happiest
when you are doing something for someone else
or for the common good of mankind.


What Emotion Are You?
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you are redy to have sex be careful


are you redy to have sex
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HASH(0x8871f00)
You are ice. You have a cold exterior but a warm
heart.


What element is your soul?
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you have BLUE hair!! exotic!


What color is your hair!?
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YOu see the world in Neutral
Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.

Made by
Sara



What color do you see the world in?
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HASH(0x8783e88)
You are Differences!


What Ginuwine Song Are You?
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Unsure
You're unsure whether you really want to smile or
not.You just curl your lips up at the corners a
bit and let that get you through your day.You
don't have all the answers,and you certainly
don't feel like going out to look for them.Stop
being so indecisive.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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the Withered Lover
The Withered Lover


What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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shit
your shit.


What swear word are you?
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Gay Bear
Gay Bear



Gay Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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You are unique and one-of-a-kind!

You don't care what people think of you, nor do you
do wacky things just for the sake of people's
reactions. You like who you are and your
friends do too. Some of the popular kids might
resent you, but who cares about them!


What Kind of Weirdo Are You?
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u r miss popularity...u'll b prom queen in no time


r u a kool loser or a plain reject?
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ok ur not a fag u r allowed 2 liv :) so if ur a
gurl gimmie a call ;)


r u gay?
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You are The coolest! I TOTALLY love you! NOW can I
have my Chicken Fajita?


You Really Want to Take This Quiz!!!!!!!!!
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You will kill her with pleasure! As she is slowly
bleeding to death, you will say, DIE, POSER
BITCH IDIOT CUNT BASTARD ASSHOLE NOT PUNK
MUTHERFUCKER! Nice choice of language! She sux
some serious balls and you know it. We must all
unite together as truw punks and put a stop to
her attitude of bitchyness. KILL AVRIL!


How Will You Kill Avril?
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for forever and today


:: 2003 5 August :: 10.38 am
:: Mood: ehh
:: Music: janes addiction

grr..
well..its alomst school...this summer went by sooo quickly! ahh ths school yea ri gonna suck, im gonna take the test to skip a grade cool ehh? lol..that way i can be with all my high school friends, and then all my middle school friends would come the next year! lol
TOnight i saw erich, nick v. and danny from elememntary school! hes soo cute..danny buck tooth beaver! i cant beileve how good he looks.lol...well im still trying with micah..duhh i still love him! im gonna go gnight
<3 sabby

1 i love you | for forever and today


:: 2003 22 July :: 11.26 am
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: gypsy kings!!!

ooggaaboogggaa!
well well well, last ngiht was deffinetly....interesting...i went ot the moives with kayla, karla, and lindsay <3...and guess who was there! nick! and he was working and he aske dme out and i said yes, but then after we went t micahs and i totaly fell head over heals for him! he looks soooooo good! damn! so that night i broke up with nick, i mean he is alt older then me...:-\..( o yea, i met nick at richards b-day party.) and on saturday night i slept over jkells house and olivver and tj came over, and we watched ted bundy and gacy..(FREAKY!) but thats all i did, but im gonna go, linzzz and i have to dip..<3

Sabby

for forever and today


:: 2003 12 July :: 10.43 am
:: Mood: dorky

wow, its been awhile since iv writin in this journal, but lets cut to the chace shall we? the past two weeks have been kick ass! i went to cmap kulaqua (everyone should go next summer!) from june 22nd to jully 6th, and i had a blast, but i realized i had to come home..lol, i miss allt eh people i met it was soo cool, but i told them were to meet me next year soo, but the persopn i think i miss the most is senia i love her! anyhoo, you guessed it, i still <3 micah, lol...i know pathetic buit what can i say? i dont think he cares but i do...thats all that matters...anhoo im going to hbi the sack, ill write in you soon enough my friend..gnight...tata <3 sabby

3 i love you... | for forever and today


:: 2003 18 June :: 2.27 am

I HATE MICAH!

for forever and today


:: 2003 17 June :: 5.24 am

Deep in my soul,
a love so strong,
it takes control.
Now we both know.
The secrets bared,
The feelings shown.
Driven far apart,
I make a wish on a shooting star.

Chorus:

There will come a day,
Somewhere far away,
In your arms I'll stay,
My only love.
Even thogugh you're gone,
Love will still live on,
The feeling is so strong,
My only love, my only love.

Repeat Chorus

There will come a day,
Somewhere far away,
In your arms I'll stay,
My only love.
You've reached the deepest part
of the secret in my heart,
I've known it from the start,
My only love, my only love.

for forever and today


:: 2003 11 June :: 12.21 pm

I can beat myslef in the race

nothing but patience

I can become what i want
I can do what i please
If i just win the race against myself.

for forever and today


:: 2003 4 June :: 4.00 am
:: Mood: ehh
:: Music: the early november

one day, ill be hot..lol
school is out already! man im going to miss the 8th garders next year! i want to cry..lol..im trying ot grow my hair out, but i dont know what to do to help it. it is going to take soooooo long! lol...next school yea rim hopping to have it somewhat long...lol. i cant wait till im in HS so then i canbe with all the friends that ar eleaving this year..i dont know where to go to school though..its either boynton high, atlantic high, or north broward preperatory school. its a hard choice...i hope in the summer all my friends keep in touch..otherwise i will have to kill them..lol well im out..later <3

3 i love you... | for forever and today


:: 2003 3 June :: 2.47 am
:: Mood: crying mood
:: Music: the year is..is..done

finch
"Ender"

Here i am beside myself again,
I'm torn apart by words that you have said.
And all in all,
I know were falling apart.
Where did you run to so far away.

Here we are to sing you a song.
And there you are asleep against the window pane,
just like always.

You said you like to hear the rain sometimes.
And all I can do is tell you the truth.
And oh, my eyes will tell you the same.

Here we are to sing you a song.
There you are asleep again.
Grasp our hands together,
we feel we are one result.
And here we are to sing you a song.
and there you are asleep again.

grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result.
grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result.
grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result.
grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result.
grasp our hands toghether we feel we are one result.

grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result.
grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result.

for forever and today

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