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2003 31 May :: 2.45 am
:: Mood: thirsty
:: Music: The Early November
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sunday drive..the early november
And we wait above a road.
We're turning to go home.
And the silence from the side of the car,
Tells me everything and how we are.
Is there no more trying to make this so right.
Theres no more trying tonight.
And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone,
And I wonder if, I'm alone in your head.
I know something is wrong,
I just don't know what to do.
You say it's only me, and, that I'm so perfect for you.
I don't want to try no more,
I don't want to make this right.
I just want you to be true to me one time.
And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone,
And I wonder if I'm alone in your head.
Twelve days gone by, since I have saw you last,
I'll give this one more try,
I'll give it all my best, and, I'll ask
What could you be doing that is so much fun?
Without me by your side,
Without me by your side.
And, I will take a step back, and, I'll let you ahead,
And, I will take a step away, and, see if you come back,
Because there's no more trying to make this so right,
Theres no more trying,
Theres no more trying tonight.
We'll never be the same,
We will never be the same,
We will never be the same,
We will never be the same,
Until your done.
for forever and today |
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2003 30 May :: 11.42 am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: taking back sunday
the early november rocks!
just enough..the early november
I know that time moves faster when you're sleeping...
And I know its not too good for me...
Becuase when i wake up i'm all alone....
It's just enough for me to fall in love with you...
And i wake up time and time again
With nothing new for (her????)
If i have to wake up one more time without you
And these ugly red eyes
I hate the bright blue sky to greet my in the morning
Rather than your arms
It's just enough for me to fall in love with you
And i wake up time and time again
With nothing new for (real???)
I need you to be with me
But you can and only hold me for so long
And i will wait my life
I promise to do it right
For just one moment to be alone with you
I see you're standing there
Holding someting in our hands
I see an open door
I see us walking in
Were walking up the stairs
Were walking up the stairs
Were walking up the stairs
Were walking up the stairs into our room
waking up can be so hard to do.......
for forever and today |
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2003 29 May :: 2.40 am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: the early november
Kill her
i want to hear you sad! the early november
These eyes
They're strongly covered in disguise.
They’re waiting on the real time again.
You’ll see
That no one knows for sure.
For all of this,
I’m better off without you.
Do you regret all your loneliness?
This ride
Is drifting slowly to the side.
We’re swerving off the road,
Going past the cones.
That warns us from the start.
For all of this,
I’m better off without you.
Do you regret all your loneliness?
For all of this,
I’m better off without you.
Do you regret all your loneliness?
(Background) Every day goes, every night goes,
Every day goes, every night goes,
Every day goes, every night.
(Lead) On and on,
We sing this song of tired days
That’s oh so wrong.
Every night we sing this song for you.
For all of this,
I’m better off without you.
Do you regret all your loneliness?
For all of this,
I’m better off without you.
Do you regret all your loneliness?
for forever and today |
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2003 28 May :: 8.26 am
:: Mood: envious
:: Music: the early november
uhh
every nights another story..the early nvember
Make your way down the face of everything we know
Go so far, see other places and other people I wont know about,
And breathe in deep let it out slow,
Did you hear its all my fault again,
I know why,
No one else knows,
Why im here all alone again
Make it sound so good that i wont be right
And i walk alone tonite
Outside my house and outside my mind
No matter what i say im never right
Breathe in deep let it out slow,
Did you hear its all my fault again,
I know why,
No one else knows,
Why im here all alone again, again
Breathe in deep
Let it out slow
Did you hear?
GO, GO, GO!
Breathe in deep
Let it out slow
Did you hear,
We just GO, GO, GO!
Breathe in deep
Let it out slow
Did you hear,
We just GO, GO, GO!
Breathe in deep
Let it out slow
Did you hear,
We just GO, GO, GO!
Breathe in deep
Let it out slow
Did you hear,
We just GO, GO, GO!
for forever and today |
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2003 27 May :: 5.36 am
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: the early november
:-\
make it happen..the early november
Tonight
Under lights we stroll
And we're never coming back
And I swear
I'll never let you go
If you come away
With me
I'm never gonna know,
Never gonna know,
Lets go
Out of this place,
Make it happen,
Someday
Find the time
No matter where you are
When your day it comes again
Make it last
No matter how so far
Another day will come again
I swear I'll never let you go
If you come away with me
Alone all night
Alone we'll be singing
Never gonna know
Never gonna know
Lets go
Out of this place
Make it happen
Someday,
Make it last,
It'll be so hard,
You don't know how much this is
We'll go so far
You'll see its not far
We'll go so far,
You'll see its not so
Never gonna know
Never gonna know
Lets go
Out of this place
Make it happen
Someday
for forever and today |
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2003 26 May :: 6.02 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: matchbox romance
deeply dedicated...
do you even notice me anymore?
Am i a blur
have i just faded
show me how to have
fun like you do
show me how to not
care like you do
show me how to hate
like you do
show me why it is you
cant see you dont
notice me
anymore
for forever and today |
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2003 24 May :: 8.54 am
:: Mood: poopy
:: Music: tbs
"Sell crazy somewhere else. We're all stocked up here."
well, i don't ever want to feel like i did that day
take me to the place i love, take me all the way
let it be.
«*:·.
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if i could fall in love with you again...
>>i would<<
one more try for you ass
now the drugs don't work, they just make me worse..and i know ill see your face agian
today is gonna be the day.
that they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow.....
realized what you gotta do
i dont believe that anybody feels the way
i do about you now.
Backbeat the word was on the street
that the fire in your heart is out
i'm sure you've heard it all befor
but you never really had a doubt
i dont believe anybody feels
the way i do about you now.
and all the roads we have to walk along are winding
and all the light that lead us there are blinding
there are many things that i would like to say..
but i dont know how..
beacause maybe you're gonna be the one who saves me?
and after all you my wonderwall
the stars in your eyes outshine the stars in the sky tonight i want nothing else then to hold you hold you tight til evry star in the sky burns out and then forever after that. you are the one overwhelming joy in each day. time is lost when i am with you. the slightest touch from you makes my heart race. adn i find omfort in knowing that i can wake up everyday and picture your beautiful face, overwhelming smile, and gorgeous body.angles envy your beauty. i would dedicate my life to making you smile because i love to see you smile. i hope one day we can share the joy of being together. it would be amazing to se where we could go adn nothing would be to great for us to do. i shall end this now knowing that no wods can describe your beauty, adn no words will ever be able to express how i feel for you. never change.
Sometimes goodbye, though it’s hurts in your heart
Is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me
Though it’s the hardest thing to say
I’ll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
.:*A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself...
Don't apoligize for your feelings, it's like apoligizing for the truth
what you think you know has nothing to do with reality
Sometimes you don't realize how much you care for someone-until they stop caring for you
My Knees Start To Shake,
When Your In Sight.
My Mind Is Filled With Wonder,
My Heart With Fright.
When Will This Feeling Stop?
When Did It Start?
How Can I Listen To My Mind,
Without Breaking My Heart?
Im So Confussed.
What Should I do?
I Cant Think Of Anything,
Except You.
Should I Ignore You,
Or Just Give It Time?
I Can't Think Straight,
My Heart Controls my Mind.....
Most days I wish I NEVER met you .. cause then I could go to sleep at night not knowing that there is someone like you out there
I cry because I know he doesn't feel the way I do. I cry because I think of how pathetic I am. & I cry because I think I'll be crying forever
After all the times you hurt me,
The times you made me cry...
Why do I forgive you,
With every little sigh?
The times that you betrayed me,
And the times of painful good-byes...
Why do I still need you,
After all those lies?
The times that you ignored me,
And the times my pain had shown...
Why do I still care for you,
Though you left me all alone?
With the scars you left upon me,
And the tears that fall each day...
Why am I still in LOVE with you,
Though you've treated me this way?
for forever and today |
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2003 24 May :: 8.44 am
:: Mood: Sniffle Sniffle
:: Music: the early november
I wish i could be sailor moon in that icon up there ^
I wrote this poem....i hope you enjoy it..
He says i love you
As he continues to stare
No words are spoken
No words are shared
The love the posses
So different and new
No one would have guessed
It wouldnt continue
He doesnt want a girlfriend
She doesnt want to hear
The words that he is saying
She closes her ears
She looks at him
With her deep eyes
Asking him softly
Why?
Nothing is said back
There is nothing to say
He knows that he likes her
And doesnt want her to slip away
So he walks away
Leaving her to cry
Doesnt even look back
Doesnt even say good-bye
Well thats my poem..tell me if you like it ok?
for forever and today |
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2003 23 May :: 11.49 am
:: Mood: really confused and depressed
:: Music: Dido
boohoo
Well..there is nothing to say really...i an very unhappy at this moment...all my friends are extatic..but im very depresed...i guess i will just have to deal with it...but i dont want to..i dont know what to do.
for forever and today |
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2003 29 April :: 6.07 am
:: Mood: Very unhappy
:: Music: The used
:(
What is it with me! am i ugly? do i have a sucky personality...i dont understand..:( not one guy likes me..WHAT WRONG WITH ME!???!?!?!?!?¿¿¿!! :( i wnt a guy..no i cant have him..i dont know why..please tell me!
2 i love you... |
for forever and today |
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