Sometimes I find myself<br> making love to my own misfortune.

4 i love you... | for forever and today

:: 2005 31 May :: 1.23am

Alright, time for graduation pictures.
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:: 2005 30 May :: 8.23pm

Apperently my dad thinks Mat and I are having sex. Ha! I made a promise to myself that I'd wait and that's what I'm going to do dammit.

4 i love you... | for forever and today

:: 2005 26 May :: 10.00am

I had a dream last night of two warring worlds. These two worlds were searching for a princess; one was sent to save her, the other to destroy her. Soldiers were sent to the planet to keep the other world at bay, but a spy was sent down with the soldiers. He was sent down to save her and bring her back to the ship. But getting the princess was no easy task, you see she didn't even know she was a princess, she was told that one of her friends was the princess, and she was going to do anything to save her friend. It took a long time to find her but soon the spy found her. Every time he tried to bring her back to the ship she refused and would only protect her friend. As the spy was bringing her to the ship, they went by the friend she thought was the princess. She did everything in her power to stop him from getting to the 'princess.' As he was struggeling to get through to the ship he told her that she was the real princess. She didn't know what to think. She went with him to the ship. The world sent to destroy her has lost the war, and the comanding officer killed himself by jumping off the ship. She was safe. But being together with the princess he began to love her. He had to tell her. But would he in time?

[edit@ 10 am May 27]
Ok, he makes it to her in time and they get married. ;P

1 i love you | for forever and today

:: 2005 26 May :: 12.15am

I hate the fact that Mat won't let me help him.

And that Nick didn't call me back. :P

3 i love you... | for forever and today

:: 2005 24 May :: 12.24am

No cut tags, EVER!

Your boyfriend
Created by youarenothing and taken 212 times on bzoink!
Physical stuff
Eyes:	Brown and green. Yes, two different colors
Hair color:	Dark brown
Build:	Tall, lots of muscle, but not that well defined
Favorite physical feature:	Personally, I love his face in general. His eyes and lips especially
Friends
Are you his best friend? If not, who is?	Yes I am
Is he yours?	Yes he is
Do you know his friends?	Yes I do
Do they like you?	I believe so...
Relationship
You love him, don't you?	Of course
And he loves you?	Yes
When did you first start to see him in that light?	Um, probably since we met
When did he first start to see YOU in that light?	I don't know
Do you think about him often?	Of course
Is he romantic?	No...
Do you kiss often? If so, what kind of kisses?	Well, kinda I guess...
Are you affectionate in public?	Sometimes
Would you marry him?	Of course
Die for him?	In a heartbeat
Do anything he asked of you?	Almost
Does he pressure you to do things?	No, of course not
Do you pressure him to do things?	Only to quite smoking
Personality
What is your favorite thing about his personality?	That he can make me laugh, he's goofy ^_^
Is he creative?	Sometimes where no one else is around, and no it DOESN'T have anything to do with the bedroom
Are you a jealous person?	When it comes to him and other woman yes, and him and being able to see him yes
Is he?	In regards to me hanging out with guys, yes
Do you fight often?	Not really...
Is he forgiving?	Yes
Are you?	Yes
Is he smart?	Very
Does he play instruments?	He's learning
Does he understand you?	Most of the time
Is he funny?	Of course
Is he faithful?	Very
In common
Do you listen to the same music?	Um, sometimes...
Do you like the same movies?	Nope
Are you the same religion as he is?	Um, Christian, but not Catholic....
Does he respect your opinions, even if they differ?	Yes
Would you feel comfortable enough to cry in his arms?	Well yeah, duh
Would he cry in yours?	Probably not
Does he buy you things?	No
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2 i love you... | for forever and today

:: 2005 21 May :: 2.10am
:: Music: Utada Hikaru- You make me want to be a man

I really wanna tell you something,
This is just the way I am.
I really wanna tell you something, but I can't
You make me want to be a man

Arguments that have no meaning;
This is just the way I am.
You really wanna tell me something, but you can't
You make me want to be a man

The thunder and the rain called you when you came.
We didn't need to say much to communicate.

Now it's different,
99% is misinterpreted...

I really wanna tell you something,
This is just the way I am.
I really wanna tell you something, but I can't
You make me what to be a man

Arguments that have no meaning;
This is just the way I am.
You really wanna tell me something, but you can't
You make me want to be a man

Every word you say finds a home in me.
Nothing anyone could ever say could hurt me like this.

Baby please don't light that cigarette, don't light that cigarette...

I really wanna tell you something,
This is just the way I am.
I really wanna tell you something, but I can't
You make me want to be a man

Arguments that have no meaning;
This is just the way I am.
You really wanna tell me something, but you can't
You make me want to be a man

I really wanna tell you something,
This is just the way I am.
I really wanna tell you something, but I can't
You make me want to be a man

Arguments that have no meaning;
This is just the way I am.
You really wanna tell me something, but you can't
You make me want to be a man

:: 2005 17 May :: 10.51am

Lots of open houses to go to this year. But am I even going to see them graduate? Maybe, I guess it depends on if I work or not. L_L

:: 2005 16 May :: 12.24pm

Wow, work really knocked me out. I went to bed at 1 and didn't wake up until about 20 minutes ago. Damn doubles.

:: 2005 14 May :: 1.50am

The plat at Rockford was really good. Go and see it if you haven't already. ^_^

:: 2005 11 May :: 11.19pm

*sigh*
Now I'm just bored. I have nothing to do this late at night. Maybe I'll just play video games for a while. Yeah, that sounds nice...