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2004 1 February :: 8.59pm
ah there is always time for one of these and i already have this oen filed out in past journal but i need a new one...okay!
last car ride:Coming home from dinner with my mom
last kiss: Louis
last good cry: I dont know i guess when my mom beat me with a brush like a million months ago
last library book checked out: Emily Dickinson
last movie seen:I went to see the butterfly effect
last book read: Virgin Sucides
last cuss word uttered: Shit
last beverage drank: Ice Tea
last food consumed: Coconut ice cream
last crush: my louie
last phone call:Lou
last tv show watched: Lilo and Stich the series
last time showered: in the morning
last shoes worn: My new god dam not as awesome as my old ones shoes
last cd played: screeching weasel
last item bought: Cup cake things my mom needed to make cupcakes
last downloaded: um i havent downloaded in forever
last annoyance: my side it ichy
last disappointment: Um erin couldnt go the the god dam fucking ,ovies...stupid bitch.
last soda drank: ew i hate soda
last thing written: ew i hate soda
last key used: Space bar
last word spoken: i love you.
last sleep: ah half assed sleep last night
last im: Dan
last sexual fantasy: um JUSTIN! haha erin...
last weird encounter:uh umm alot
last ice cream eaten: Um dude....coconut..
last time amused: ah golly im always amused
last time wanting to die: I guess id have to say... when kris left
last time in love: now
last time hugged:um with lou
last time scolded: um iduno
last time resentful: never
last chair sat in: well..this one
last lipstick used: Finding nemo
last shirt worn:"camp carnival" which is funny because the last time i filled this out i wrote that also which means i was wearing this shirt then which is odd being i never wear this shirt alot
last time dancing: i like to dance.
last poster looked at: sublime
last show attended:i dont know louis if that counts but if not the wraped tour and it that doesnt count the boucing souls and if that doesnt count then FUCK youSElF
last webpage
visited: woohu.com
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2004 28 January :: 9.56pm
ouch
People say i dont update soo now i will updaate
i dont feel soo good right now because you know the same old reasons...
anyways today it snowed so now i have to go in to take my us test...dam snow.. im not going to pass because US is not my thing at alll..im soo bad at that history stuff
fuck im so bad at updating...thats all i got
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2004 12 January :: 6.08pm
strange dreams
I had two very odd dreams last night. I never remeber my dreams but this time i do. First i had this dream that something happen to lou i dont know why and he was like dying and i was really upset and all. Me and i think erin went to the mall and looked at eye shadow. Yes my boyfriends dying and i think to my self....i need new eye shadow. Then i dreamed Kris came back and we went out to dinner. I picked him up in my car and he like gave me a kiss and put his arm around me like nothing ever happen like he never left. and then we went to my house and lou came over and we watched kris in my room going in this folder of pictures and negtives of him and me and he started putting all of them in his pocket so i went to ask him why he took them and he just left and lou was gone....ah im so weird but i find it odd i dream of lou dying and them kris and me together
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2004 10 January :: 4.29pm
sometimes i think to much
So i was looking at someone stuff on my computer, liek pictures and my old journal. It makes me think how i really sometimes miss the old days. I love my friends now and all but it would have been nice to not have not lost some people i used to be close with. I was like talking to Holly about stufff we used to do the other day (not counting drugs and such) and it kinda made me sad because i guess i really did have alot of fun. Now its just the same old thing everyday. Im lucky im friends with Erin at least i have a girl i can talk to about stuff it was quite nice to get to talk about alot of things i cant with rios lou galler fingers and those kids. Even if i love them dearly i think they forget im a girl or something. Korky and i talk about stuff alot too...about kris. It makes me sad to think about how much we would laugh together like at the weirest things like Kris jumping out of busshes scream ET!.....I guesss its all better if i dont think about that kinda stuff...
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2003 20 December :: 10.46pm
Update update update
So last night i sleept at erins...we played mario but around 11 30 crashed because we are losers and cant stay up late. Then we went to drivers Ed and DON! wasnt there and we reallly need to make up classes so it kinda sucks because we need to talk to him. Then me and Erin went to the mall to get Lou his presents one of which i already told him about and i have nooo money left. i found some care bear doll and some people gave me a free shrit. Then i came home and cleaned and louie came over. We sat downstairs and played mario from like 7-10 30 it was fun we got realllly far and no game overs unlike me and erin who suck so much together at that game but me and lou....awesome team. Anyways so no im here wondering if im going to someplace with ally tommorow night and its not looking so good so im kinda upset...but oh well
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2003 14 December :: 10.42pm
So today was the birthday...the day of my birth, a greeat day for sure. The day started out really sucky...you know with the snow and such but we ended up eating up applebees with Erin, Lou, Korky, Rios and Maybe. and lou got me a PONY! ...a my little pony... SO COOL amanda reed got be a cotton candy machine SOOO MUCH COOOOOOOOLER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and erin got me a hermit crab whos name is Herman...hehe after eating we came here nad played mario and donkey kong and such and lou kicked my ass. and now the birthdays over and im no longer special.
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2003 13 December :: 1.45pm
so tomorrow is my birthday and i still dont know what i am doing for it ah
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2003 4 December :: 6.30pm
Hmm so last night me and amanda went to the gym. Its was fun and we both really liked it there i think. Im going to become a memeber so i can get my fat ass i shape and stuff. '
Oh and who ever left the so your just realizing your a bitch now comment well i know im a bitch and ive none for a while and if u want to comment in my journal leave you fucking name
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2003 2 December :: 6.38pm
Please someone tell me why i feel so sick because ive worked so hard to not feel this way..
For some stupid fucking reason i find my self feeling so bad for everything ive said and done to Kris and i just dont know. Im so counfused with everything. What is happening to me.... i thought i was better but im rong... i really dislike my self and how mean i am and how i am a ass and i just dont know i hate my self soo much and i dont reallly blame anyone who does because im not really great and i just suck alot and yeah
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2003 24 November :: 3.56pm
Im really sick of the comments and i know its the same people ever time. i dont really care if you dont like me because i have enough friends and i dont need people like you :)
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2003 23 November :: 10.58am
Im really geting anoyed with people leaving coments in my journal but i dont even think i should say People i should say one person because its always the same old shit....Just end it...its funny how people say they dont like someone but spend so much time commenting and reading the person online journal....its really cool!
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2003 22 November :: 5.31pm
another hole in my ear
Today i went and got a new ear piercing. I got my Tragus.
At first i wanted my Conth on my ear but i was so scared and ally brought up a good point we both have noses and industrial so its enough haha so then i was going to get a vertice tragus but the lady who did my ear said it would be hard to do and i can always get another tragus piercing and make it into a verticle so i got the Tragus .....not to pain full but it took her a while to get the cork on so it kindy hurt and she scrathed my conth a little bit but you cant reallly telll
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2003 20 November :: 6.20pm
I made Honor role oh yes i did
I got my report card
Construction Desigh Modeling: B+
Earth Science(yes i know im didnt take it last year and falied in 9th): B
English: B+
Math: A
U.S History: C+ :(
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2003 17 November :: 6.19pm
i feel the need to write about this thing that happen at work last thrusday because im bored and i feel as if i must. This little girl Haley, SOOO CUTE got alll mad because i told her to put her stuff away and so did the those three ladys. She told me i wasnt a real teacher and i was just a kid so i told her i am a kid and yes i am not a real teacher but i am older then you and i was put in this program to make sure you do everything as your told and she went over and did it. Then we are like chating it up about finding nemo and sheirk and BOOM she goes nuts. shes runing around the room climbing up windows having a grand old time so me and Katey the other lady are like chasing her to get down and she ends up over by the table and we tell her to sit down and she wont so we push her down not mean like but enough to keep her down and she starts kicking, screaming biting all that goood stuff We at one point had her like locked in the bathroom because she was soo bad and she was craking up! she thought it was sooo funny. so it goes on for like an hour and im like all biten and shit and the mother told me she has ADHD...so nice of her to wait to tell us. she made her say sorry but i felt bad i was scared her mom was going to like beat her.....
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2003 16 November :: 11.53am
Last night was louies first show at castle golf. That place is really uncool and ugly lookin. They did okay i guess but the trouble was most of the kids there....didnt like that kinda music so it sucked. There all emo kids who came to see locker47 and patentpanding....so yeah. But they did good i think.
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