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2003 28 January :: 5.20pm
For Drew:
Yes yes, I must write about my weekend now...
Fri night is pretty self explanatory... or I'm just not going to explain but I had a great time (for the most part... besides the pole.. )
Sat: HECTIC DAY!! Jessie came over around 2:30 to do hair and o god it was a mess! couldn't get anything to work so we ran to Walgreens, I made a huge scene about my stupid hair curlers heh. Anyways. Brighton came to the rescue, doing my hair in a mere 25min! She did a DAMN good job in the little time we had :0)
4:45 = late of the piano recital... the recital was... interesting lol I played my piece in under 30sec flat... it could have been very, very bad..
5:45 = leave for the Morikami Gala, already late. Got there and everyone looked soo pretty! I was in a velvet halter dress thing (Ashley said my boobs looked saggy :0() lol The Gala went really well I think... we raised a bunch of money for the museum and even scored some food!
around midnight = Ashley and I left and I got a call from my bitch Brighton <3 heh we decided to meet at Starbucks on Glades & 441 soooo there Ash & I went. By the time we got there the place was closed so Ashy and I were freezing our hinnies off and some guys were hitting on us from across the parking lot. Turns out, one of the guys was Ashley's ex boyfriends bestfriend (they knew eachother) so they were talking and i was talking to the other guys when Bright & her friend Mike pulled up in matching black GTI's. Turns out the guys I was talking to all knew Mike and one of the guys was this kid Chris, one of Bright's ex boyfriends that I had actually met awhile ago (figures eh?) so yeah... lack of better things to do we decided to follow them to this girl Allisons house who lives in the Seasons. Got there, got out of the car and guess what, I knew Allison lol it was soo weird.. i'd met her last year @ Canadian Dave's bday party... small world i suppose... after that the night kinda died.. ended up at Don Carters for a bit then back home around 2:30.
Sun = orchestra = no fun.
this weeks going by pretty well... 1 & half more days for Vivi! (Thurs = half day & Fri i'm goin 2 St.Augustine w/SNHS + Costa Rica and such)
This weekend is going to blow. Lots of piano stuff urghhhhhhhhh
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2003 27 January :: 6.03pm
so yeah, a picture of mine won a photo contest and is going to be published :0)
its also being advanced to the finals of the international amateur photography competition in the summer of 2003 :0)
i'm just psyched about it getting published! now if i had the $90.00 to buy the book that its going to be published in.... maybe i'll just go to Borders and look at it once in awhile...
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2003 25 January :: 12.10am
with every kiss i think my heart skipped a beat <3
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2000 23 January :: 3.27pm
:: Mood: chill
:: Music: sublime
its time for an update....
so yea. i havent posted since i started at river. damn, look what that school does to me. i was in a shitty and lonely mood before, but im feeling decent right now. chill fits it best. thank god for sublime....
so neways, heres my schedule
1) ap biology
2) jazz band 2
3) trig/analy. geometry
4) eng 3 honors
5) band 3
6) spanish 3
7) ap american hist.
that schedule isnt too bad, but it really sucks that we have seven classes a day, an hour each. so its like when i finally get started, its time to go to my next class. most of my classes are in this one huge building, which really sucks. i was usto having to go outside and get some fresh air to change classes. im not liking these indoor hallways
and im gonna get out of english honors and go back to ap. it is a really lame class. they're doing everything i did in pib english2, so its really worthless.
these last 4 days kinda sucked tho. i don't really know anyone that well there, i mostly just rememebr seeing faces from middle school. im trying to make friends, but most of the kids there make me sick to my stomach. in math today, they were all talking about their mercedes and how their dad's s class has this, but their mom's c class has that. fuck you, rich bastards. well my mom's hundai has a tape player. take that. hahaaha
there are some pluses to being at river tho. rite now in ap bio, we are on chapter 18. at the end of the semester at atl, we were on chapter 25. so im now being tested on sections i allready was tested on. good thing i forgot it all over break.....or i never really learned it. one of the two. and in am history, the whole class isn't just lecture, like hall's was. my teacher is a cool young guy, and all he does is crack jokes and give really shitty lecture. theres more reading tho, but its worth it. and he also has homework, classwork, and notebook grades.....somethign mr hall has never heard of. score.
but in band, its all crazy. its kinda like an even trade with band. stoneman knew nothing and was a horrible teacher. at river, friedman knows his shit, but hes a huge jerk. he was nice to me, cuz im new, but he turns into a huge asshole during class. so its kinda like band sucks either way, whichever teacher i have. their jazz band sucks tho. well, actualy, they're really good, music wise, but they dont compare to how much fun i had in atl's jazz band. they dont have any guitars, and their band is all serious about going to festival and shit. for us back at atl, it was all cool like "yea we suck. lets just get this one song to sound good, the rest can sound like shit, and we'll chill for most of the period." i miss that. all the interesting fun people. they're all band dorks in the river jazz band, and their drummer doesnt compare to paul or jake. blah.....i also cant go to concert or jazz festival with their band, cuz im here too late in the year....unless someone gets sick and dies, and i can take their sopt. im hoping. but its actually better for me. i don't hafto go to any of their after school rehrsals. score number 2
ive written enough now, but one last thing. at river, they have vending machines that work, and take dollars. theres like 10 million of them. soda, water, chocolate milk, and snack vending machines. its soo cool. i can go get my self a bag of m&m's on my way to class. bah. im done now
-A.J.
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2003 22 January :: 5.31pm
::breathes a huge sigh of relief::
Well for those of you who don't know I broke up w/Marc on Sun. night. According to his journal hes already found some girl that sounds wonderful so i'm happy for him.
Me on the other hand, I am so content with my life right now with the exception of an absence in the boy department but I think I have someone in mind... I think i'll leave it at that, let you cool kids guess haha
My weekend was pretty good, just hung out for the most part & met a really cool kid named Brian who reminds me of a hippy kinda.
Things are beginning to get hectic w/all my piano/band crap I've gota do but in a few short weeks it'll all be over till next year :0P
The Costa Rican exchange students have finally arrived after what seems like forever. The kids all seem pretty cool but I'm kinda worried... made me realize how much Espanol I DON'T know lol I guess this summers' guna be interesting then... who knows.
Well... this is starting to feel pretty worthless soooo keep your fingers crossed for boys for Vivi!
<3
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2003 19 January :: 12.45pm
emotional fuck-wits.
oh and to you, you self absorbed bastard, fuck off. Fuck-wit.
Anywhoo, an excellent weekend so far :0)
Fri: Jessie & Tamara came over & then we went 2 Dennys w/Chris.
Sat: music theory class, piano lesson, gota call from Steven Chris telling me he won 4 matches but ended up breaking his nose lol around 9ish Shaun & Marc picked me up & we went 2 c Steven Chris' broken nose (I couldn't tell) but he put his wrestling spandex on and oh boy let me tell you... lol Well.. I"ve got pictures!!!! We left Steven Chris' and Shaun gave me the grand tour of west Boca & where they all grew up. Then we tried to go to Wendys but the damn place wasn't open. Some obnoxious kids were screaming at the drive thru thing, it was quite amusing. Then we ended up just pointlessly driving to Hillsboro where we ended up at Checkers. On the way there Chris decided to get naked and I got a pic of that too :0P Lets see.. after Checkers we ended up at Don Carters where the first thing we hear when we walk in is "And now, updates from the thong contest..." they were trying to get me to pull down my skirt but nope. no can do from Vivi haha. We got back in the car & Chris got naked again. We tried to find Shawn and Teirney but they were nowhere to be found so we dropped Chris off at 12:30 and drove to the other Chris' house where we sat in Shauns car & talked for a good hour & a half. We discovered that I can put my legs behind my head lol approx 2AM i got returned and.. i went to sleep?
Sun: Orchestra today ... urghh.
I'm guna be in a ska band?? haha yes i am :0)
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2000 17 January :: 5.57am
:: Mood: awake
not today.......
yea, so i start in like an hour or so.
all i can think right now is wow, i hate you devin! fuck you
to clarify:
he got out of ib when they did allow kids to stay at atlantic, so now hes free to stay there till the end of his senior year. fucking asshole.
just sitting here wishing i got out of ib sophmore year too....
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2000 16 January :: 11.43pm
goodbye atl.......
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2000 16 January :: 1.23pm
:: Mood: grrrr, roarrr, blammmm, sigh
:: Music: g.d. - only of you
it can't be happening.........
fucking a, it is happening. my first day of school in over four weeks!! im actually happy to be going back, but saddened that its not at the school i love. in less than 18 hours i become a spanish river shark.
grrrrrrrrrr
i'd rather drop out of school than go there. the rich asshole kids make me sick. i am kinda excited tho. their band director seems really cool, and he was excited to have me. hes gonna put me in the jazz band, and his top honor band or something. i get to try out for him tomorrow at lunch. i didn't know what to play. i thought of esprit de corps, but thats too much for me to work on in just one day. so im gonna go with coconut champagne (score!). i told him i was first alto in jazz, and he got all impressed. hahahah
my insomnia is getting really bad. i couldnt sleep last night, and im prob not gonna be able to sleep tonite. gonna be a zombie for my first day at river. yay! dont care. fuck that school. oldschool greenday rules. well neways, im bored as hell, so im just gonna list the things im gonna miss from atl:
-suki
-2nd lunch on white days
-fuckign around in jazz class
-the atl smell
-how dirty the school is (river is waaay too clean for me)
-having a mailbox in the ibo
-the shittyness of the morning announcements
-dr baum <3
-lockers after first pd
-broken soda machines
-playing ska in jazz band
-skipping cuz of bio tests
-picassos
-looking at the field in the annex and thinking, wow, there usta be dirt and 10 million portables there
-that bitch in the clinic
-the stupid media center ladies
-todos me friends
-making fun of mrs radu
-mr hall, and his expressions
-dirt instead of grass
-destroying the band room (stands, holes in walls, picture frame thing, etc.)
-the spanish dude in the cafeteria
-skot and all the dudes in n.o.t.
-dyme boys. hahahahaha
-chillin in trig
-drew and elena
holy fuck theres a whole lot more. just my brain has turned to mush since being off of school for so long
i started reading stephen king's dark tower 3, the waste lands last night, cuz i couldn't sleep. i stole the book from the media center freshmen year after i finished dark tower 2. i never read it, so i figure 2 years later its damn time. just wanted to share that. im so lame
worthlessness above
-A.J.
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2000 14 January :: 8.35pm
:: Mood: sigh
stupidosity abounds........
the more that i think about it, yesterday was a real wakeup call to me about the real world.
i basically got a tough shit answer from the guy at the district that morning, even though i gave more than enough reasons why i should be at atlantic (hardship, convieniance, etc.). it kinda brings me back to sam's post, about how shes not ready for it at this age. im not either. i learned that the world is tough, and thats what it is like, and how hard it can be. that fuckhead didn't care about how hard it is going to be on me and my family while not going to atl, all he cares about is that i don't go there. dick
and yea, wow, my mom is dumb. the answering machine's batteries were dying, and a few days ago they died. i didn't notice, because i never check the damn thing, my mom does. so today i come home and see that the district called twice this afternoon (hopefully about letting me stay) and i got real excited. i go to check the answering machine, and its not on. so i figure the batteries died. ok, yea, i was pissed. so i follow the cord to the jack so i could unplug the phone cord and bring it out to change the batteries. turns out that the old portable phone that we never use was plugged in where the answering machine should be. yea, my dumb bitch mom decided, "well the batteries are dead, so instead of changing them, im just gonna go plug in a useless phone in its spot and not do anything about the answering machine." FUCK YOU MOM. so i missed two calls from the district cuz my mom was too stupid to change the batteries. fucking bitch
also, elon university called while i was taking a nap yesterday, and they couldn't leave a message cuz the answering machine wasn't plugged in. not that i actually care a bit about elon u, but still, i would have liked to hear what they have to say......
fuck everything
-A.J.
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2003 14 January :: 5.03pm
Lesson of the day: Don't sit on beds half naked in boy's rooms.
Anywho, if you don't know about my last entry then don't worry about it.. just follow my advice above lol
Besides the "incident" i've been doing pretty good which is a huge step up from my usual "eh" <- for those of you who know me well.
I have a wonderful boy now heh :0) we're working through some things but everyone seems to like him and assures hes a keeper :0P
Hes also got excellent friends of which one in particular is super nice and puts up with more of my rambling and crap then all of you! lol <3 for Steven Chris :0P
Right well for those of you who have asked or even remotely care this is the link to his journal (Marc's)
http://www.deadjournal.com/users/fisherofbears/
<3(heart)<3
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2003 13 January :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: pissed and the rest, but now more hopeful
update
some dude called us back from the school board, and he told us that the rule is that once a student leaves a magnet program, they are required to stay at their home school, due to the county's contract (with who? im not sure) that they will not move students into schools that are overcrowded under reassignment. but he also said that if dr wigel calls mr woolrich (the asshole at the district) and explains it all to him, and says that it wouldn't be a problem for me to stay, i might be allowed to stay. the chances of this are bad, but im still hopeful..........
fuck off
-A.J.
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2000 13 January :: 3.39pm
:: Mood: depressed, pissed off, crushed....yea, whatever
:: Music: zepplin
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to sum it all up, im now going to spanish river for the remainder of the year, and theres no way out of it.
more detail (shit this is gonna be long):
i found out friday afternoon that my reassignment form was denied. so this morning my dad and i trek out to the school board to go talk to someone in student services, and plead my case: that i can't go to boca high cuz of boca's screwey block scheduling system that would make me lose credits, and i cant go to any other school than atl cuz i don't have transportation
so some dickhead who was really rude and insulting shot down my airplane. he was really condesending, and i wanted to kick him in the face. he said basically, i have three choices, and that its tough shit
1) deal with the fucked up boca high system and lose credits
2) go to river and walk to get there
3) go to olympic and walk to get there
so it works out to that i can go to any school but atlantic, all cuz atlantic is over 100% student population. oh fuck, like when i was there it was ok, but going back there is gonna overcrowd the school. fuck you! so we go to atl and talk to mrs wigel.she seemed like she actually cared, but there wasnt much she can do. she told us we can call the district and appeal the reassignment.
we called to do that, and within an hour the appeal was overrulled, or some shit like that.FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. so we then trek to river. on friday i become a student at spanish river. so im out of school till friday. i have an appointment to go talk to the river counselor on wednesday. this is such bullshit. im gonna walk to river, cuz theres no fucking bus to get me there. wow, i wish i was still suffering in ib. that would make things easier, but then i wouldn't get into college. god damn, im screwed no matter what i do. im becomming so used to not going to school. i think im just gonna quit. no, that would never work. im just ranting. maybe cuz im pissed
well heres some lyrics. everybody else posts lyrics, so now its my turn:
fuck fuck fuck
mother mother fuck
mother mother fuck fuck
mother fuck mother fuck noich noich noich
12 1234 noich noich noich
smokin weed, smokin weed
doin coke, drinkin beers
drinkin beers beers beers
rollin fatties, smokin blunts
who smokes the blunts?
we smoke the blunts
rollin blunts and smokin.....
(yo lemmie get a nickle bag)
fifteen bucks, little man
put that shit
in my hand
if that money doesn't show
then ya owe me owe me oh
fuck this
-A.J.
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2003 12 January :: 1.09am
oh my god... o my god o my god o my god o my god o my god...
i'm so sorry...
what the fuck ... i don't know what to say...
i'm so sorry
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2003 11 January :: 6.35pm
Gypsy10071: hi
picsxstarsxdream: hey!
Gypsy10071: i hate you and heidi and jessica
Gypsy10071: you all keep going out and having fun
Gypsy10071: i get to sit at home and eat cookies and cry
Gypsy10071: so what's up?
picsxstarsxdream: lol
picsxstarsxdream: nooo cry
picsxstarsxdream: find a boy!
picsxstarsxdream: TYLER!
Gypsy10071: i hate you
Gypsy10071: so much
Gypsy10071: so very much
Gypsy10071: now i'm really depressed
picsxstarsxdream: don't hate me :0(
Gypsy10071: i can't stay mad at you
picsxstarsxdream: :0)
haha its grand being happy!!!
<3s for Rose
Rose + TBob = <3 haha
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